{"id":605,"date":"2021-01-31T19:33:34","date_gmt":"2021-01-31T15:33:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=605"},"modified":"2021-01-31T19:33:34","modified_gmt":"2021-01-31T15:33:34","slug":"dogu-bati-guney-quzey-v%c9%99t%c9%99nim-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/dogu-bati-guney-quzey-v%c9%99t%c9%99nim-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Do\u011fu, bat\u0131, g\u00fcney, q\u00fczey V\u0259t\u0259nim &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>G\u00dcNDO\u011eANDAN TA G\u00dcNBATAN M\u018fN\u0130MD\u0130R<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131 dedim: A\u011f \u00dcz \u00e7atd\u0131 hoyuma<br \/>\nBaba dedim: O\u011fuz yetdi dad\u0131ma<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n dedim: Tovuz d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131ma<br \/>\nG\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, ayla batd\u0131 Atilla,<br \/>\nAlp da\u011f\u0131nda at oynatd\u0131 Atilla,<br \/>\nApenin\u0259 k\u0259m\u0259nd atd\u0131 Atilla,<br \/>\nG\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n<p>Duman xandan Mete xana d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nQ\u0131l\u0131nclardan daman qana d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nVaxt olub ki, k\u00fcs\u00fcb q\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nG\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n<p>Hardas\u0131n\u0131z, a yollarda it\u0259nim?<br \/>\nAlp \u018fr Tonqa, haray\u0131ma yet\u0259nim.<br \/>\nDo\u011fu, bat\u0131, g\u00fcney, q\u00fczey V\u0259t\u0259nim.<br \/>\nG\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n<p>\u015eeytan soylu, Tanr\u0131 qanmaz qon\u015fumuz<br \/>\nSuda batmaz, odda yanmaz qon\u015fumuz<br \/>\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc \u00e7\u0131xsa q\u0131m\u0131ldamaz qon\u015fumuz<br \/>\nG\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n<p>Soraq verin g\u00f6r\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259r, g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r<br \/>\nNec\u0259 oldu b\u0259y ad\u0259tl\u0259r, t\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r?<br \/>\nAx\u0131r g\u00fcnd\u00fc, hayd\u0131, qalx\u0131n \u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r<br \/>\nG\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi.<br \/>\nTuran adl\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u0130CRAN K\u018fR\u018fM\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u201cAd\u0131 b\u0259lli Xan \u018fslinin e\u015fqin\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6d\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259r durna, t\u00f6ks\u0259n tell\u0259ri\u201d.<br \/>\nBu nec\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ay d\u0259d\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu, n\u0259 haray idi yurdu da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nBu nec\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131 tutdu g\u00f6yl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n qurdu\u011fu qur\u011fu da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Bu nec\u0259 ah\u0131yd\u0131, ay yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nBel\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rmi adam, ay d\u0259d\u0259!<br \/>\nAl\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, tutu\u015fdum, yand\u0131m oduna<br \/>\nBa\u015fqa yan\u011f\u0131lara yadam, ay d\u0259d\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>Bu, n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, ay d\u0259d\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir \u0259lind\u0259 od var, bir \u0259lind\u0259 su,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr t\u0259k s\u0259nin pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc<br \/>\nBabam\u0131z Z\u0259rd\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn yanmaq arzusu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu nec\u0259 sevgidi, ay ulu K\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131td\u0131 hu\u015funu t\u0259rsa g\u00f6z\u0259li.<br \/>\nDedin:<br \/>\nXan \u018fslinin tu\u015funa g\u0259lsin,<br \/>\n\u018fg\u0259r bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n varsa g\u00f6z\u0259li.<\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 yalvar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ay d\u0259d\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nTitr\u0259tdi g\u00f6yl\u0259ri K\u0259r\u0259m dill\u0259ri.<br \/>\nBu nec\u0259 yar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, a \u00e7arx\u0131 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f,<br \/>\nDurna qanad \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fc tell\u0259ri.<br \/>\n1979<\/p>\n<p><strong>A G\u00d6Y\u00c7\u018f G\u00d6L\u00dcM, A\u011eRIMA <\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>B\u0130R G\u00d6R N\u018f G\u018fL\u0130B A\u011eLIMA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ozanlar\u0131n ruhu s\u0259n\u0259 yar olsun.<br \/>\nBir \u201cOsmanl\u0131 divanisi\u201d \u00e7al g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 \u00e7al ki, da\u011flar, da\u015flar yar\u0131ls\u0131n<br \/>\nTelli sazm divan\u0259si \u00e7al g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n \u00e7ald\u0131qca el ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lar,<br \/>\nYer yar\u0131lar yoxa \u00e7\u0131xar ya\u011f\u0131lar.<br \/>\nD\u00fcz d\u00fcnyada i\u015fim d\u00f6n\u00fcb na\u011f\u0131la<br \/>\nKimin n\u0259di b\u0259han\u0259si, \u00e7al g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>F\u0259l\u0259k qurub bu qur\u011funu, bu tas\u0131.<br \/>\nYad ba\u015f\u0131na endir\u0259c\u0259k bu tas\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6l\u00fcm, ay k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn butas\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y Tanr\u0131n\u0131n ni\u015fan\u0259si \u00e7al g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259nmi, uca da\u011flar dumand\u0131<br \/>\nT\u0259rs adam\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259si g\u00fcmand\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cK\u0259r\u0259mi\u201dd\u0259n \u201cMisri\u201dy\u0259 ke\u00e7 amand\u0131<br \/>\nK\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6ns\u00fcn viran\u0259si, \u00e7al g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u018fN \u015eA\u0130R OLMU\u015eAM B\u0130R ZAMAN, ALLAH!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Taxt\u0131n Tanr\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6y tutsun \u018fli K\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lahi v\u0259hyl\u0259ri yoza bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n yozdu\u011fumu yaza bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nYazma\u011f\u0131 can\u0131ma \u201cc\u0259za\u201d bilmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u015fair olmu\u015fam bir zaman, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>Aydan dal\u011falanan nuruydum onda,<br \/>\nBulaq suyundan da duruydum onda,<br \/>\nD\u0259liydim, doluydum, k\u00fcr\u00fcyd\u00fcm onda<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u015fair olmu\u015fam bir zaman, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f i\u015f\u0131q selin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm d\u0259 g\u0259ldim.<br \/>\nE\u015fqin k\u00fcr\u0259sind\u0259 bi\u015fdim d\u0259 g\u0259ldim.<br \/>\nSufi k\u00f6yn\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7dim d\u0259 g\u0259ldim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u015fair olmu\u015fam bir zaman, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>So\u011fuldu bulaqlar, qurudu \u00e7aylar<br \/>\nD\u0259niz, d\u0259niz deyib y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc \u00e7aylar.<br \/>\nD\u0259niz\u0259 qovu\u015fdu, kiridi \u00e7aylar<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u015fair olmu\u015fam bir zaman, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259niz\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7aylar \u00e7ay olmur<br \/>\nK\u0259silir n\u0259f\u0259si, hay-haray olmur.<br \/>\nHaqqa qovu\u015fanda bitir \u015fairlik.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 yetir \u015fairlik.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00fckans\u0131z, yelk\u0259nsiz \u00fcz\u0259n g\u0259miy\u0259m<br \/>\nAnam telli saz\u0131n pozuq simiy\u0259m<br \/>\n\u00c7alma bilmir\u0259m d\u0259li kimiy\u0259m<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 yetir \u015fairlik.<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131m altm\u0131\u015fm astanas\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rim qoynumda durub bax\u0131ram.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim q\u00fcrubun g\u00fcn tanas\u0131nda<br \/>\nQos-qoca bir barda\u015f qurub bax\u0131ram.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 yetir \u015fairlik.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lahi, n\u0259 \u015firin yuxuda idim.<br \/>\nD\u0259rvi\u015f misall\u0131yd\u0131m, bihud\u0259 idim<br \/>\nQu\u015fun qanad\u0131nda g\u00f6nd\u0259r bir l\u0259l\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u018flim \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 yetm\u0259yib h\u0259l\u0259.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 yetir \u015fairlik.<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u018fL\u0130 OLMA\u011eIM G\u018fL\u0130R<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A\u011facnan, da\u015fnan<br \/>\nyern\u0259n, g\u00f6yn\u0259n<br \/>\nqurdnan, qu\u015fnan<br \/>\nS\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259ki qo\u00e7nan<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015fa-qonu\u015fa<br \/>\nHaval\u0131 ba\u015fnan g\u0259zir\u0259m.<br \/>\nBir add\u0131m o yana &#8211;<br \/>\ndahilik.<br \/>\nBu yana &#8211; d\u0259lilik.<br \/>\nBu yan m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131n olub<br \/>\nBu yan var\u0131m, yoxum olub<br \/>\n\u018fzray\u0131l da qohum olu<br \/>\nBiz az d\u0259liliyim olsa.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ba\u015f ola, bir \u00e7apacaq<br \/>\nB\u0259, bu ba\u015f\u0131 kim \u00e7apacaq?<br \/>\nQara div g\u0259lib tapacaq,<br \/>\nAdam-badam iyim olsa.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eim\u015f\u0259k sin\u0259mi da\u011flayar<br \/>\nKims\u0259 dil deyib a\u011flayar<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kib dizin\u0259 ba\u011flayar<br \/>\n&#8230; yiy\u0259m olsa<\/p>\n<p>Ay ovlaram, il ovlaram<br \/>\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131lovlaram<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri cilovlaran\u0131<br \/>\n&#8230; y\u00fcy\u0259n olsa<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0130R G\u00d6Z\u018fL\u018f VURULMU\u015eAM \u015eU\u015eADA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259 vurulmu\u015fam \u015eu\u015fada<br \/>\nYar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k, yar\u0131 yuxu, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7indi gizl\u0259nibdi \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259<br \/>\nYar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k, yar\u0131 ovsun, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u015falt\u0131da s\u0131zlar, inl\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim<br \/>\nBir yaral\u0131 mahn\u0131 dinl\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim.<br \/>\nYaman olub ax\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 yuxu, yar\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259t, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>Bulanm\u0131\u015fam, durulmu\u015fam \u015eu\u015fada<br \/>\nSevgi deyin qurulmu\u015fam \u015eu\u015fada<br \/>\nXan q\u0131z\u0131na vurulmu\u015fam \u015eu\u015fada<br \/>\nYar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k, yar\u0131 x\u0259yal, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>Bu da\u011flarda heyk\u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 pay\u0131m &#8211; g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ay \u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<br \/>\nYar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k, yar\u0131 arzu, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>Tilsimlidi, da\u015f ovsuna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc<br \/>\nBu da\u011flar\u0131n da\u015f ovcuna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin b\u0259xtin ba\u015f ovcuna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k, yar\u0131 h\u0259n\u0259k, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>Xur\u015fid Banum, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bac\u0131m, ay anam<br \/>\nBir layla \u00e7al, layla \u00fcst\u0259 oyan\u0131m<br \/>\nQaraba\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcl \u0259trin\u0259 boyan\u0131m,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k, yar\u0131 x\u0259lv\u0259t, yar\u0131 d\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nQutlu dolular dolal\u0131<br \/>\nTorpaq insan\u0131n halal\u0131.<br \/>\nH\u0259vva anadan olal\u0131<br \/>\nY\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r, qovu\u015far Ona<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7c\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fck b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259<br \/>\nZ\u0259rif g\u00fcll\u0259r, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259, g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r, qovu\u015far Ona.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131l\u0131nc \u00e7al\u0131b, g\u00fcrz vuranlar<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 duranlar,<br \/>\nYeddi iqlimi yoranlar,<br \/>\nY\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r, qovu\u015far Ona.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm qalxar zil\u0259<br \/>\nBu sonlu\u011fu bil\u0259-bil\u0259<br \/>\n\u015eam s\u0131z\u0131ldar gil\u0259-gil\u0259<br \/>\n\u018friy\u0259r, qovu\u015far Ona.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nYorulub, yollarda qal\u0131b<br \/>\nBu ya\u015f\u0131 hara apar\u0131m<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb perik\u0259n bir qu\u015fa<br \/>\nBu hu\u015fu, hara apar\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Qara da\u015f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r qar\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nAt\u0131ram yolun qu\u015funa<br \/>\nQay\u0131d\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ba\u015f\u0131ma<br \/>\nBu da\u015f\u0131, hara apar\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Qara ba\u015f\u0131m qaynar qazan<br \/>\nQol g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm, oldum Ozan<br \/>\nBir yol sal\u011fa yaz\u0131 yazan<br \/>\nBu ba\u015f\u0131, hara apar\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00dcZ\u00dc DA\u011eLARA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Aran\u0131n tozunu yudu a\u011f ya\u011f\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nOvcumu a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\nyen\u0259 ya\u011f, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 yalvar\u0131ram &#8211;<br \/>\nel\u0259 ya\u011f ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda on u\u015faq bird\u0259n<br \/>\nKe\u00e7\u0259nin alt\u0131na dolu\u015faq bir d\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011fmaq diz-diz\u0259, qoyun-qoyuna<br \/>\nBu ads\u0131z oyuna<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 ulu Tanr\u0131 q\u0131ls\u0131n tama\u015fa&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; \u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259riml\u0259 verib ba\u015f-ba\u015fa<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 bir sar\u0131 sim dinir indi<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rim,<br \/>\nislaq tell\u0259rim<br \/>\nTitr\u0259y\u0259n k\u00f6yn\u0259kd\u0259 isinir indi<br \/>\nKe\u00e7\u0259nin o duzlu, tozlu havas\u0131.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259st g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t yuvas\u0131.<br \/>\nYad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 atlan\u0131r sin\u0259m<br \/>\nD\u00f6zg\u00fcn\u0259n, t\u00f6y\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k, d\u00f6zg\u00fcn\u0259n,<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ki, can\u0131nda can var, a\u011fr\u0131ma,<br \/>\nDuzlu duy\u011fularla qalas\u0131yam m\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259d\u0259fli saz t\u0259kin bas\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131ma<br \/>\nH\u0259m\u0259n havalar\u0131 \u00e7alas\u0131yam m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8230;A DA\u011eLAR<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259mm\u0259d Araza<\/p>\n<p>Yay olanda yaylaqlara<br \/>\nQonam, a da\u011flar, a da\u011flar!<br \/>\nBuzlu-buzlu bulaqlarda<br \/>\nDonam, a da\u011flar, a da\u011flar!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259n sell\u0259nib axar b\u0259ri,<br \/>\nLal qayalar baxar b\u0259ri.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm ovlar zirv\u0259l\u0259ri<br \/>\nYaman, a da\u011flar, a da\u011flar!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n t\u0259k olam, yar t\u0259k ola,<br \/>\nBir tanr\u0131s\u0131z ist\u0259k ola,<br \/>\nBa\u015fucunda \u015fim\u015f\u0259k olam<br \/>\nYanam, a da\u011flar, a da\u011flar!<\/p>\n<p>Da\u015flar\u0131nda xmalansm,<br \/>\nDuman\u0131nda cunalans\u0131n,<br \/>\nSular\u0131nda sonalansm,<br \/>\nSonam, a da\u011flar, a da\u011flar!<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259z\u0259rgiy\u0259m mahal-mahal,<br \/>\nGed\u0259rgiy\u0259m, dur yola sal<br \/>\nSalamat qal, sa\u011fl\u0131qla qal,<br \/>\nAnam, a da\u011flar, a da\u011flar!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015e\u018fLAL\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Soyunmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259lim&#8230;<br \/>\nQayalar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda<br \/>\nyuyunmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259lim.<br \/>\nAtmasayd\u0131n<br \/>\no ucal\u0131qdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nOlard\u0131n adi da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131<br \/>\nQoyundan, quzudan,<br \/>\n\u00e7obandan savay\u0131<br \/>\nTama\u015fana kim \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131,<br \/>\nKim dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc?!<\/p>\n<p>Zirv\u0259d\u0259ki minillik qar,<br \/>\nqumru dilli bulaqlar,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, gec\u0259 ay,<br \/>\nAdamlar alay-alay<br \/>\ns\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir.<br \/>\nDoda\u011f\u0131 qaysaq ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nq\u0259r\u0259nfilin<br \/>\nmeyli s\u0259n\u0259dir.<br \/>\nMin, milyon s\u0259n\u0259dir<br \/>\nat\u0131l\u0131rsan, as\u0131l\u0131rsan qayadan.<br \/>\nBir s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131ram, bir&#8230;<br \/>\nYaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<br \/>\nAlq\u0131\u015f s\u0259nd\u0259ki d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<br \/>\nT\u00f6km\u00fcs\u0259n a\u011fca topu\u011funa<br \/>\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qucaq-qucaq.<br \/>\n\u00d6rtm\u00fcs\u0259n b\u00fcllur b\u0259d\u0259nini,<br \/>\nyad g\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq.<\/p>\n<p>Boyu uzun Burla<br \/>\nQoynun i\u00e7i nurla dolu.<br \/>\nH\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259rin qulac-qulac<br \/>\nHaray \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u0259lir\u0259m igidim,<br \/>\nQollar\u0131n\u0131 gen-geni\u015f a\u00e7!<br \/>\nAtmasayd\u0131n<br \/>\nO ucal\u0131qdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\nOlard\u0131n, adid\u0259n adi da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131,<br \/>\nulac qurdlardan,<br \/>\nhampa \u00f6k\u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259n savay\u0131<br \/>\nTama\u015fana kim \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131,<br \/>\nKim dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc?!<br \/>\n1980<\/p>\n<p><strong>BA\u015eIMIN UCALI\u011eI DA\u011eLAR<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar,<br \/>\nYa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar.<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u00fcr-g\u00f6y\u00fcr g\u00f6yn\u0259di g\u00f6zl\u0259rim<br \/>\nQ\u00fczeyl\u0259rin g\u00f6yn\u0259rmola?<br \/>\nOyur-oyur oynad\u0131<br \/>\nK\u00f6hl\u0259nl\u0259rin oynarmola?<br \/>\n\u0130l\u011f\u0131m-il\u011f\u0131m qaynad\u0131 qan\u0131m<br \/>\nbulaqlar\u0131n qaynarmola?<br \/>\nQumroy-qumroy \u00f6td\u00fc saz\u0131m,<br \/>\nbuludlar\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259rmola?<br \/>\nM\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc-m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc yell\u0259r \u0259sdi<br \/>\na\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ell\u0259rin<br \/>\nq\u0131z\u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259 yaylarmola?<br \/>\nBa\u015f ucundan<br \/>\nb\u00f6l\u00fck-b\u00f6l\u00fck bulud ke\u00e7di<br \/>\nO\u011fuz ell\u0259ri<br \/>\nbu yurddan, o yurda k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rmola?<br \/>\n\u201cBozu\u011fu Koro\u011flu\u201dya g\u00fcm\u00fcld\u0259ndim<br \/>\ng\u00fcr\u015fad oynarmola?<br \/>\nMisri q\u0131l\u0131nc sa\u011f\u0131-solu<br \/>\nbi\u00e7\u0259rmola?<br \/>\nTomris i\u00e7\u0259n, Bab\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259n,<br \/>\nBeyr\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259n,<br \/>\nUlular qeyr\u0259t i\u00e7\u0259n<br \/>\nbuludk\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc<br \/>\nsular\u0131ndan<br \/>\nO\u011flum-q\u0131z\u0131m i\u00e7\u0259rmola?<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar,<br \/>\nYa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar.<br \/>\n1981<\/p>\n<p><strong>DAL\u011eALAN, HU\u015eUM OYANSIN<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011falan, hu\u015fum oyans\u0131n<br \/>\nSilinsin yadda\u015f aynas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011falan, Tanr\u0131 e\u015fqin\u0259<br \/>\nQalx\u0131m f\u0259l\u0259yin k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011falan, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm.<br \/>\nBir \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l da\u015fma d\u00f6n\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011falan, qurdum ulas\u0131n<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya m\u0259nim olas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011falan, T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u0259nizi<br \/>\nOldur b\u0259ni-b\u0259nd\u0259nizi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>AY G\u00d6R\u00dcND\u00dc, G\u00dcN\u018f\u015e DO\u011eDU<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ay g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc,g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fdu<br \/>\n\u0130ki qa\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u00d6pd\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin<br \/>\nBilirs\u0259nmi,haras\u0131ndan?<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r adlayayd\u0131m,<br \/>\nBe\u015f se\u00e7ib,bir adlayayd\u0131m.<br \/>\nT\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc odlayaydim<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox demir\u0259m bir an olsun<br \/>\nT\u0259ki ger\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcman olsun.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259r d\u00fcnya viran olsun.<br \/>\nG\u0259l,g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k,sonras\u0131nda.<br \/>\n1979<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u018fN BU YAZIN DOLANARAM BA\u015eINA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yaz ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nO g\u00fcnl\u0259ri haraylad\u0131m, \u00fcnl\u0259dim<br \/>\nHay verm\u0259di, inir-inir inl\u0259dim<br \/>\nBu a\u011fr\u0131dan sevgi damd\u0131 hu\u015fuma,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu yaz\u0131n dolanaram ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc durnalar\u0131n s\u0259trin\u0259,<br \/>\nYa\u015fay\u0131ram \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin x\u0259trin\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m yerin-g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u0259trin\u0259,<br \/>\nBoz s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r d\u00f6n\u00fcb humay qu\u015funa<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu yaz\u0131n dolanaram ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Bir bax\u0131\u015fdan alov ald\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259sim,<br \/>\n\u015eah\u0259 qalxd\u0131 m\u0259nim atl\u0131 h\u0259f\u0259sim,<br \/>\nBuludlarda at oynatd\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sim,<br \/>\nQ\u0259h-q\u0259h \u00e7\u0259kdi \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00f6tg\u00fcn ya\u015fma<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu yaz\u0131n dolanaram ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm apa\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131, aynad\u0131<br \/>\nBulaq kimi da\u015f alt\u0131ndan qaynad\u0131.<br \/>\nCu\u015fa g\u0259ldi, a\u011fl\u0131m-hu\u015fum oynad\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6z yar\u0131m\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259 bils\u0259m xo\u015funa,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu yaz\u0131n dolanaram ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bu yaz\u0131 yaya sar\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrr\u0259m,<br \/>\nki, yolda sal\u0131b ittir\u0259m<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu yaz\u0131 bir cam dolu g\u00f6t\u00fcrr\u0259m<br \/>\nBir n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 qald\u0131raram ba\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu yaz\u0131n dolanaram ba\u015f\u0131na.<br \/>\n07.04.86<br \/>\nBak\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fLL\u018fR\u0130M<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bird\u0259n el\u0259 baxd\u0131n g\u00fcn d\u0259 qama\u015fd\u0131<br \/>\nEndi g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fck \u0259ll\u0259rim.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131n dal\u011faland\u0131 hu\u015fum dola\u015fd\u0131<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb yarpaqlad\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fck \u0259ll\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bunu bir t\u0259miz adnan saxlad\u0131m<br \/>\nSiratdan ke\u00e7irdim, oddan saxlad\u0131m.<br \/>\nH\u0259r yolu azanda add\u0131m saxlad\u0131<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcb \u0259ll\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130l\u011f\u0131m t\u0259ki g\u0259ldi, getdi cavanl\u0131q<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6yn\u0259miz\u0259 yavanl\u0131q<br \/>\nKarvan \u00f6t\u00fcr, daha yollar o yanl\u0131q<br \/>\nQo\u015fa yayl\u0131q kimi bitib \u0259ll\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0131rman\u0131m sovrulur yel havas\u0131na.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim titr\u0259yir el havas\u0131na.<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz yol gedir\u0259m \u0259l havas\u0131na<br \/>\nGec\u0259 n\u0259 axtar\u0131r itik \u0259ll\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>Deyill\u0259r ki, alma atsan nar g\u0259li<br \/>\nBir bax\u0131\u015fdan k\u0259tan k\u00f6yn\u0259k dar g\u0259li.<br \/>\nSallan\u0131ban na\u011f\u0131llardan yar g\u0259li,<br \/>\nDur qar\u015f\u0131la, baxt\u0131 yetik \u0259ll\u0259rim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u018fND<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6\u00e7\u0259siyik qal\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f, g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f, g\u00f6z\u0259lim d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nRuhum qanadlans\u0131n Tanr\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nOrda ulduz olum k\u00f6z\u0259rim d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAd\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259l\u0259k bir n\u0259n\u0259m vard\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nUca boyu bir boy da ucalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nYan\u0131ma \u00e7atanda ist\u0259dim qolundan tutam.<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7di. Yuxuda yuxulu, \u0259ks-s\u0259dal\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259<br \/>\n\u201cEydir Allah, eydir Allah\u201ddedi. Dal\u0131nca bir<br \/>\nbayat\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yey\u0259 durar<br \/>\nDa\u011flar \u00fcz\u00fc yey\u0259 durar<br \/>\nQar, \u00e7ov\u011fun adam \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r<br \/>\nAllah balas\u0131na yiy\u0259 durar.<br \/>\n2000-ci il, Bak\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, nurundan m\u0259n\u0259 qanad ver.<br \/>\nBir i\u015f\u0131q ilinc\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcm geriy\u0259<br \/>\nBir i\u015f\u0131q ilinc\u0259 u\u00e7um ir\u0259li<br \/>\nO\u011fuzdan o yana g\u00f6r\u00fcm kimiydim?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nXo\u015fca qal, 73-\u00fcm.<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131m-ac\u0131m qald\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259.<br \/>\nDurub, durub gend\u0259<br \/>\nboylan\u0131ram<br \/>\nKe\u00e7diyim dolaylar, d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r hey!<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm tam\u011falar, t\u0259ng\u0259l\u0259r hey!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00e7d\u00fcm, bi\u00e7dim y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\nA\u011fm-qaran, yax\u015fm-pisin<br \/>\nEnin-uzunun t\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nBuraxd\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 &#8211;<br \/>\nXo\u015fca qal!<\/p>\n<p>Eheeyy! 74-\u00fcm.<br \/>\nAdamlar\u0131n, olaylar\u0131n<br \/>\n\u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nYordum yollar\u0131,<br \/>\nd\u0259rdim g\u00fcnl\u0259ri<br \/>\nF\u0131rlatd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\nN\u0259n\u0259min d\u00fckc\u0259si t\u0259kin.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131na corab h\u00f6rd\u00fcm f\u0259l\u0259yin<br \/>\n\u00c7atd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nYola \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7iynimd\u0259 zaman adl\u0131 nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 xurcun<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 su\u00e7um,<br \/>\nbirind\u0259 borcum,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259si i\u015fl\u0259rim \u00f6nd\u0259di<br \/>\nG\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259di m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim<br \/>\nK\u00fcnd\u0259si k\u00fct gedir mill\u0259tin<br \/>\nBa\u015fdak\u0131lar h\u0259rami soylu<br \/>\nTalad\u0131, soydu yurdumu Hoydu!<br \/>\nMill\u0259timin-o\u011flumun \u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc alacam<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa utanc g\u0259tir\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 tuturam:<br \/>\n-Yol ver uca Tanr\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00dcNDO\u011eANDAN TA G\u00dcNBATAN M\u018fN\u0130MD\u0130R Tanr\u0131 dedim: A\u011f \u00dcz \u00e7atd\u0131 hoyuma Baba dedim: O\u011fuz yetdi dad\u0131ma V\u0259t\u0259n dedim: Tovuz d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131ma G\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi! G\u00fcnl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, ayla batd\u0131 Atilla, Alp da\u011f\u0131nda at oynatd\u0131 Atilla, Apenin\u0259 k\u0259m\u0259nd atd\u0131 Atilla, G\u00fcndo\u011fandan ta g\u00fcnbatan m\u0259nimdi! Duman xandan Mete xana d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m Q\u0131l\u0131nclardan daman qana d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m Vaxt olub ki, k\u00fcs\u00fcb [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":606,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/605"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=605"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/605\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":607,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/605\/revisions\/607"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/606"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=605"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=605"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=605"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}