1990-c\u0131 il Yanvar\u0131n 15-d\u0259 Bak\u0131da d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib. Orta t\u0259hsilini Bin\u0259q\u0259di rayonu 244 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 al\u0131b. 2007-ci il Qafqaz Universitetinin T\u00fcrk dili v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc qazanaraq oran\u0131 2012-ci ild\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomuyla bitirib.<\/p>\n
B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faq olacam!<\/p>\n
U\u015faqlardan g\u00fclm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m,
\nU\u015faqlardan a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n u\u015faqlardan y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011f\u0131, sonra
\nHe\u00e7 y\u0131x\u0131lmam\u0131s kimi qalx\u0131b davam etm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m
\nSafl\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n u\u015faqlardan \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m.
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faq olacam
\nN\u0259fsim\u0259 hakim olacam
\nM\u0259n insan olacam
\nM\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb u\u015faq olacam…
\n\u018fn \u00e7ox anam\u0131 qucacam
\nM\u0259n anam\u0131n qollar\u0131nda u\u00e7acam
\nAtama arxa dayaq olacam
\nM\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faq olacam…<\/p>\n
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\nBinalar\u0131 insanlar\u0131ndan uca \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m
\n\u00c7ox yox m\u0259n bir t\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m…
\nM\u0259n d\u0259nizi qurumu\u015f g\u0259miy\u0259m
\nM\u0259n qaynamayan suyun d\u0259miy\u0259m…
\nA\u011facam m\u0259n, qara torpa\u011fam m\u0259n
\nYa\u015f\u0131lam m\u0259n, g\u00f6y\u0259m, a\u011fam m\u0259n
\n\u0130nan\u0131lmazam m\u0259n, a\u011fam m\u0259n
\n\u00d6lm\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259rin\u0259n sa\u011fam m\u0259n…
\nGah d\u0259rmanam, gah z\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m
\nGec\u0259ni g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m
\nQurumu\u015f a\u011facdak\u0131 b\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m…
\nQ\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f x\u0259yal\u0131n a\u011flayan simiy\u0259m
\nMusiqisind\u0259n qopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f not kimiy\u0259m…
\nN\u0259m m\u0259n daha n\u0259y\u0259m,
\nD\u0259liy\u0259m pis\u0259m b\u0259y\u0259m?
\nA\u011f\u0131ll\u0131yam ki, yax\u015f\u0131 dey\u0259m?
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6y\u0259m, b\u0259y\u0259n\u0259m?!<\/p>\n
***
\nS\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r qapan\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.
\nGec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi i\u015f\u0131qlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.
\nDolambacl\u0131 yollar\u0131nda qa\u00e7 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.
\nN\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, n\u0259 gec\u0259sin\u0259,
\nN\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qalmay\u0131b catma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259s.
\nBinalar y\u00fcks\u0259ldikc\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb olur bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r q\u0259f\u0259s.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin havas\u0131nda al bir t\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259s.
\nTozlu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259s\u0259bi k\u00fcl\u0259yi vursun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.
\nSar\u0131 yarpaqlar t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn b\u0259nizin\u0259.
\nS\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc at sevgi d\u0259nizin\u0259.
\nBat.
\nKims\u0259 \u00e7atmas\u0131n izin\u0259.
\nYuxulu g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 bax bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.
\nOyan\u0131qlardan qa\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…
\nB\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259h\u0259r\u0259
\n\u018fl vurma yasaq a\u011faclardak\u0131 b\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.
\n\u015eirin d\u0259 olsa tam\u0131 ox\u015fayar get ged\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259r\u0259…<\/p>\n
***
\nB\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r dirilir q\u0259lbimd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n diril\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcr q\u0259lbimd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yat q\u0259bir olur g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n q\u0259bir h\u0259yat olur g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n do\u011fmam d\u00f6n\u00fcb yad olur \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n yad\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcb do\u011fma olur \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n yalanlar s\u0259sl\u0259nir s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r gizl\u0259nir s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131 sevir\u0259m q\u0259lbimd\u0259 m\u0259nim
\nB\u0259z\u0259n heyata k\u00fcs\u00fcrem a\u011fl\u0131mda m\u0259nim… <\/p>\n
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\nR\u00f6ya kimi h\u0259r \u015fey… Ger\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r kimi biraz,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f h\u0259r g\u00fcn do\u011far kimi… Siyahlar b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259yaz…
\nR\u00f6ya kimi h\u0259r k\u0259s… Yadlar\u0131m yax\u0131nlar\u0131mdan az…
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm yoxmu\u015f kimi… B\u00fct\u00fcn quyular dibsiz dayaz…<\/p>\n
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\nBak\u0131dayam amma, Bak\u0131ya h\u0259sr\u0259t kimiy\u0259m
\nV\u0259t\u0259nimd\u0259y\u0259m f\u0259q\u0259t
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259ti ilikl\u0259rim\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hiss edir\u0259m
\nSa\u011flamam amma, x\u0259st\u0259 kimiy\u0259m
\nSevgi doluyam amma, h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259r kimiy\u0259m…
\nKim\u0259m n\u0259y\u0259m bilmir\u0259m amma, h\u0259r \u015feyi xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,
\nEl\u0259 lap d\u00fcn\u0259n kimiy\u0259m…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
1990-c\u0131 il Yanvar\u0131n 15-d\u0259 Bak\u0131da d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib. Orta t\u0259hsilini Bin\u0259q\u0259di rayonu 244 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 al\u0131b. 2007-ci il Qafqaz Universitetinin T\u00fcrk dili v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc qazanaraq oran\u0131 2012-ci ild\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomuyla bitirib. B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faq olacam! U\u015faqlardan g\u00fclm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m, U\u015faqlardan a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259n u\u015faqlardan y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011f\u0131, sonra He\u00e7 y\u0131x\u0131lmam\u0131s kimi qalx\u0131b davam etm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m Safl\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":629,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/628"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=628"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/628\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":632,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/628\/revisions\/632"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/629"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=628"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=628"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}