{"id":662,"date":"2021-02-18T14:06:36","date_gmt":"2021-02-18T10:06:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=662"},"modified":"2021-02-18T16:19:35","modified_gmt":"2021-02-18T12:19:35","slug":"n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-omrun-yollari-da-pill%c9%99kan-kimi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-omrun-yollari-da-pill%c9%99kan-kimi\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259: \u00d6mr\u00fcn yollar\u0131 da pill\u0259kan kimi"},"content":{"rendered":"

Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259 – 90<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259rdivan<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnya n\u0259rdivand\u0131.
\nQalxanda mehriband\u0131
\nEn\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 yamand\u0131.
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck pill\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,
\nYolun yar\u0131s\u0131nda biz.
\nO qalx\u0131rd\u0131 bu d\u0259md\u0259,
\nM\u0259n enirdim x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.
\nOnu arzular\u0131na
\nQald\u0131r\u0131d\u0131 n\u0259rdivan,
\nM\u0259ni xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 endirirdi.
\nBu zaman,
\nbirimiz-g\u00fcn\u00e7\u0131xana,
\nbirimiz-g\u00fcnbatana\u2026
\nQalxa bilm\u0259zdim daha,
\nN\u0259 o g\u00fcc, n\u0259 o taq\u0259t.
\nO da en\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.
\nHaql\u0131-haqs\u0131z, vermi\u015fdi \u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259bi\u0259t.
\nG\u0259r\u0259k ya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259ydi
\nBu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f he\u00e7 araya.
\nYa o \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259l\u0259ydi,
\nYa m\u0259n sonra d\u00fcnyaya.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 dayan\u0131rsan<\/strong><\/p>\n

El\u0259 dayan\u0131rsan, el\u0259 bax\u0131rsan,
\nEl\u0259 bil qar\u015f\u0131nda quru bir da\u015fam.
\n\u0130p\u0259k sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 bir vaxt ox\u015fayan
\nEl\u0259 bil hardasa m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni dostlar\u0131mla, tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla,
\nM\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259rdim n\u0259 vaxtsa bir-bir.
\n\u0130ndi \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259ri yad ehtiramla,
\nDeyirl\u0259r tan\u0131\u015f ol\u2026
\nN\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259dir?!<\/p>\n

Yuxuda g\u00f6r\u0259rdin n\u0259 vaxtsa h\u0259r d\u0259m,
\nYolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259rdin yollardan uzaq.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin yuxundan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nBu da bir yuxudur, g\u0259l tan\u0131\u015f olaq.<\/p>\n

Qoluna gir\u0259rdim\u2026 bu, yad\u0131ndad\u0131r,
\nged\u0259rdik\u2026 yolumuz , arzumuz \u015f\u0259rik.
\nQolum qollar\u0131n\u0131n lap yan\u0131ndad\u0131r,
\ntoxunsa biz indi \u00fczr ist\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n

Hayanda oldumsa s\u0259h\u0259r, ya ax\u015fam,
\nArad\u0131n s\u0259n m\u0259ni, g\u00f6rd\u00fcn s\u0259n m\u0259ni.
\n\u0130ndi g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131ndayam,
\nHayanda durum ki,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Saraya<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni h\u0259yatda da\u015fa d\u0259yi\u015fdim,
\nTorpa\u011fa d\u0259yi\u015fdim, m\u0259zara d\u00f6nd\u00fcn.
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z bahar\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131\u015fa deyi\u015fdim,
\n\u00c7inara d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn, hasara d\u00f6nd\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Bir ana b\u0259nd imi\u015f bu \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t,
\nDuydum buza d\u00f6n\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259simi d\u0259,
\nAnam\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n alan t\u0259bi\u0259t
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di, ald\u0131 s\u0259ni d\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir x\u0259cal\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim,
\nBu gizli d\u0259rdimi a\u00e7\u0131q des\u0259m d\u0259.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u2013 s\u0259n\u0259 layiq baxa bilm\u0259dim,
\nS\u0259ni \u2013 s\u0259n\u0259 layiq d\u0259fn el\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Yer\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259dil\u0259r m\u0259rm\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nQ\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131m dayan\u0131n, \u0259l saxlad\u0131lar
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6rt\u0259rdim evd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nBurda,q\u0259bristanda torpaqlad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n getdin, d\u0259yi\u015fdi h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc,
\nGetdi dad\u0131-tam\u0131, h\u0259r \u015feyi getdi.
\nEvi b\u0259z\u0259rdin ki, g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn,
\nEvimin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l b\u0259z\u0259yi getdi.<\/p>\n

Gedib dost-qohumun q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\nG\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k qoyurduq ikilikd\u0259 biz.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nsiz \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m! Demi\u015fdim s\u0259n\u0259,
\nHam\u0131s\u0131 yalanm\u0131\u015f, ya\u015fad\u0131m s\u0259nsiz\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259daq\u0259tdi b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m
\nDey\u0259rdim, baxard\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k.
\nS\u0259ni q\u0259bristanda qoyub qay\u0131td\u0131m,
\nS\u0259daq\u0259t \u015f\u00fcar\u0131m bu imi\u015f dem\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn q\u0259bristanda gecikib s\u0259h\u0259r,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 nur s\u0259pir q\u0131z\u0131l dan yeri.
\nTorpaq ot bitir\u0259r, a\u011fa\u00e7 bitir\u0259r,
\nBurda da\u015f bitirir q\u0259bristan yeri.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00f6z\u0259llik itib duman i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nD\u00fcnya imtahanm\u0131\u015f, i\u015fl\u0259ri ovsun.
\n\u0130lahi,bu q\u0259d\u0259r insan i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nBir insan tap\u0131lm\u0131r s\u00f6z dem\u0259k olsun.<\/p>\n

Fikirli qalx\u0131ram \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131nsan, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq.
\nT\u0259z\u0259 ot g\u00f6y\u0259rib \u00f6rt\u00fcr c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131,
\n\u0130tirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir q\u0259brini torpaq.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nsiz dar\u0131xard\u0131n evd\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259,
\nD\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fcz olmu\u015fdu gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn.
\nGed\u0259nd\u0259 deyirdin tez qay\u0131d ev\u0259,
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lmirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn?!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm yolda qal\u0131b, qula\u011f\u0131m s\u0259sd\u0259,
\nGedibs\u0259n,qalm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n qonaq kimi.
\nS\u0259n yerin alt\u0131nda, m\u0259n yerin \u00fcst\u0259,
\nBiz ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck k\u00f6k budaq kimi.<\/p>\n

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\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sev\u0259nd\u0259 yaz havas\u0131yd\u0131,
\nNeyl\u0259yim, taleyin g\u00f6z\u00fc t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn.
\nH\u0259yat\u0131m \u0259lind\u0259 qu\u015f yuvas\u0131yd\u0131,
\nQuran \u00f6z\u00fcn oldun,u\u00e7uran \u00f6z\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevdim ki, yolda\u015f olasan,
\nH\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r, dar yollar\u0131nda.
\nDem\u0259dim ax\u0131rda bir da\u015f olasan,
\nq\u0259dim q\u0259birstanda, yol k\u0259nar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevdim ki, y\u00fcy\u00fcr, qa\u00e7, oyna,
\nYen\u0259 se\u00e7ilm\u0259sin \u0259trin bahardan.
\nDem\u0259dim t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n gizl\u0259npa\u00e7 oyna,
\nAx\u015fam yuxuma gir, s\u0259h\u0259r qa\u00e7 ordan.<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131ma n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr!-s\u0259nin ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn
\nBiz qoca deyirdik, d\u00fcnya t\u0259z\u0259ymi\u015f
\n\u0130li yox h\u0259yatda insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn
\nAn\u0131 da tarixid\u0259 bir hadis\u0259ymi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir q\u0131z\u0131m,
\nS\u0259n ya\u015fa, d\u00fcnyada q\u0259msiz k\u0259d\u0259rsiz,
\nBir s\u0259s qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u00f6z deyir, q\u0131z\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n d\u00f6zd\u00fcm, ya\u015f \u00f6td\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

Qa\u015flar\u0131m qarad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m a\u011fd\u0131,
\nT\u0259bi\u0259t \u015f\u0259kilimi \u00e7\u0259kir yenid\u0259n.
\nHam\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada qocalacaqd\u0131,
\nAmma t\u0259k qocalmaq d\u0259rd verir h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u201cDa\u011flar\u201d deye-deye m\u0259n da\u011f a\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,
\nHan\u0131 tale dostum, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259n?!
\nD\u00fcnyada ya\u015fay\u0131b d\u00fcnyala\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,
\nD\u00fcnyayla d\u00fcz g\u0259lmir daha m\u0259n dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Daddim ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u015firin h\u0259yat\u0131n,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 bu ac\u0131dan doyan olmay\u0131b.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m qarda\u015f\u0131nla s\u0259n olmasayd\u0131n,
\nDey\u0259rdim d\u00fcnyada anan olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Daha ya\u015f artd\u0131qca, s\u0259brim azal\u0131r.
\nYa\u015f a\u015fd\u0131\u2026Neyl\u0259sin ya\u015f \u0259yir,q\u0131z\u0131m,
\nQad\u0131ns\u0131z ata da anas\u0131z, qal\u0131r
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir q\u0131z\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131t<\/strong><\/p>\n

” Bir qad\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc girov qoymu\u015fam,
\nbir \u015fair \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn”.
\nSara<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m can \u0259z\u0259ab\u0131n\u0131,
\nS\u0259nsiz \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u0259zir ayr\u0131l\u0131q.
\nM\u0259n z\u0259ngi basanda, s\u0259n a\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131,
\nB\u0259xtim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bsan, qar\u015f\u0131ma s\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x!<\/p>\n

T\u0259k s\u0259nin s\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m evd\u0259,
\nSusub dinl\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 dostu, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131.
\nO\u011ful – q\u0131z yan\u0131nda m\u0259n t\u0259k\u0259m evd\u0259,-
\nBa\u015fqad\u0131r h\u0259yatda h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131q yolda\u015f\u0131m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nuru,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259yan\u0131, \u00fclf\u0259ti s\u0259ns\u0259n.
\nQalxsam, ail\u0259d\u0259 ata q\u00fcrurum,
\nY\u0131x\u0131lsam, dizimin taq\u0259ti s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat \u00e7ox s\u0131nad\u0131 xeyird\u0259, \u015f\u0259rd\u0259,
\nM\u0259n dara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ilk h\u0259yan\u0131msan.
\nS\u0259n “Nabat xalan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi” nd\u0259 d\u0259
\nM\u0259nim F\u0259r\u0259h adl\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131msan.<\/p>\n

Yay\u0131n istisind\u0259 – s\u0259rin g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcm,
\nQ\u0131\u015fda od n\u0259f\u0259sin h\u0259rar\u0259t verir.
\nM\u0259nim m\u0259\u011frurlu\u011fum, \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcm
\nAncaq s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131t, adamlar\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n tan\u0131t,
\nS\u0259hvimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 danla x\u0259lv\u0259ti.
\n“M\u0259nsiz n\u0259 olacaq s\u0259nin ax\u0131r\u0131n!” –
\nBir d\u0259 t\u0259krar el\u0259 bu h\u0259qiq\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

Evimin b\u0259z\u0259yi, qay\u0131t evin\u0259,
\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 durur, –
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r silir\u0259m toz bas\u0131r yen\u0259,
\nS\u0259nin sildiyint\u0259k he\u00e7 t\u0259miz olmur.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n qohumlar\u0131n yan\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yi,
\nDeyirl\u0259r g\u0259l \u00e7ay i\u00e7, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ye h\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nS\u0259nin bi\u015firdiyin dadl\u0131 x\u00f6r\u0259yi
\nM\u0259n tapa bilm\u0259dim o s\u00fcfr\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130lham\u0131m, q\u0259l\u0259mim dan\u0131\u015fan deyil,
\nQay\u0131t, \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 itir\u0259m s\u0259nsiz.
\n\u00dcnvan m\u0259nimkidir, ancaq el\u0259 bil, –
\n\u00d6zg\u0259nin evin\u0259 gedir\u0259m s\u0259nsiz.<\/p>\n

Qo\u015fa hac\u0131leyl\u0259k yuvas\u0131 olur,
\nHe\u00e7 qaranqu\u015fu da t\u0259k qoymur h\u0259yat.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn canl\u0131lar\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131 olur –
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u00fcnyamsan, d\u00fcnyama qay\u0131t<\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u00fcr N\u0259riman<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdin,
\nBel\u0259 qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yolda.
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdin,
\nGizl\u0259npa\u00e7 oynayan vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda da.<\/p>\n

Hayana gets\u0259n d\u0259,d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn yen\u0259,
\nQay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015fdin m\u0259nsiz dar\u0131x\u0131b.
\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259,
\nGedibs\u0259n, qay\u0131tmaq yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Qal\u0131b evimizd\u0259 pal\u0131n-paltar\u0131n,
\nT\u0259l\u0259sik ged\u0259nd\u0259 kim\u0259 deyibs\u0259n?!
\nQap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda ba\u015fmaq taylar\u0131n,
\nYolda aya\u011f\u0131na b\u0259s n\u0259 geyibs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Solub pianonun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r,
\nT\u0259z\u0259 p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri yand\u0131r\u0131bd\u0131r g\u00fcn.
\nS\u0259nin bi\u015firdiyin o m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259l\u0259r
\n\u0130\u00e7ilib qurtard\u0131 hardasan \u00f6z\u00fcn?!<\/p>\n

Bu ax\u015fam q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss ke\u00e7irdim,
\nN\u0259 tez \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6td\u00fc, ya\u015f \u0259lli oldu,
\nS\u0259nin ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7irdim,
\n\u015e\u0259kilin yegan\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli oldu.<\/p>\n

\u015eirin s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259n olmay\u0131b doyan,
\n\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r qon\u015fular\u0131 doyunca g\u00fcl\u0259k:
\nM\u0259nsiz g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc d\u00f6zm\u00fcr N\u0259riman
\nS\u0259n\u0259 qurban olum s\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259din t\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259mi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259d\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259d\u0259 qocaltd\u0131n m\u0259ni,
\nM\u0259n ki, yuxudayd\u0131m, ay\u0131ltd\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\nN\u0259 tutdun \u0259lind\u0259, n\u0259 atd\u0131n m\u0259ni,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259mi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

\u018ftrimi g\u00fcl ald\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k apard\u0131,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcn r\u0259ngini bir r\u0259ng apard\u0131.
\n\u00c7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, s\u0259simi k\u00fcl\u0259k apard\u0131,
\n\u018fs\u0259n yell\u0259r\u0259mi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259dim, sabaha qald\u0131,
\nSevincin ax\u0131r\u0131 bir aha qald\u0131.
\nYegan\u0259 \u00fcmidim Allaha qald\u0131,
\nG\u0259l\u0259n ill\u0259r\u0259mi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Da\u011flara \u00e7\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, x\u0259b\u0259r tutmad\u0131n,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131ma d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, x\u0259b\u0259r tutmad\u0131n.
\nAyr\u0131ld\u0131q, gen d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, x\u0259b\u0259r tutmad\u0131n,
\nYaman dill\u0259r\u0259mi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc alanda, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm dey\u0259rdin,
\nM\u0259ni iyl\u0259y\u0259rdin, g\u00fcl\u00fcm dey\u0259rdin,
\nAd\u0131m\u0131 dem\u0259zdin, Leylim dey\u0259rdin,
\nM\u0259cnun, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259mi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlardan o\u011flanlara<\/strong><\/p>\n

O\u011flanlar, q\u0131zlara h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259yin,
\nYa sevin q\u0131zlar\u0131, ya redd el\u0259yin.
\nAldad\u0131b atmay\u0131n, g\u00fcnahd\u0131 q\u0131zlar
\nSabahk\u0131 \u0259n \u0259ziz anad\u0131 q\u0131zlar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259ya var, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ovsun,
\nEvd\u0259 dilav\u0259rdi, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 lal olur.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz q\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olsun,-
\nO g\u00f6zd\u0259 daimi bir sual olur.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar anad\u0131lar,o\u011flanlar ata,
\nKim deyir,bu i\u015fi bir \u0259y\u0259n olmur?!
\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n q\u0131z baxt\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l olsa da
\nG\u0259linlik vaxtlar\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n olmur.<\/p>\n

Fikir\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fir, q\u0259m\u0259 qatla\u015f\u0131r,
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131r, sirrini t\u0259kc\u0259.
\n\u00d6z ata evind\u0259 q\u0131zlar yadla\u015f\u0131r
\nYad o\u011flan evin\u0259 meyl eyl\u0259dikc\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbini sevdiyi o\u011flana deyir,
\nAncaq r\u0259fiq\u0259si soru\u015fsa, danar.
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 anas\u0131na q\u0131z ana deyir,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 atas\u0131na q\u0131z olan q\u0131zlar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar aldanand\u0131, siz aldatmay\u0131n,
\nAldan\u0131b yanan\u0131n qan\u0131 buz qalar.
\nQollar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 gedib yatmay\u0131n,
\nYaz\u0131qd\u0131,\u0259b\u0259di yuxusuz qalar.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259yin \u00fcr\u0259k sevm\u0259s\u0259
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, a q\u0131zlar, ucuz tutmay\u0131n.
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kirik n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kiriks\u0259,
\nBunu da h\u0259yatda siz unutmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik<\/strong><\/p>\n

Durur ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00f6lg\u0259li \u00e7inar,
\nDurur G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259ki bizim institut.
\nX\u0259yal\u0131m bir yerd\u0259 tutmad\u0131 q\u0259rar,
\n\u0130ll\u0259ri and\u0131rd\u0131 bir anl\u0131q s\u00fckut.<\/p>\n

Neyl\u0259yim, unutmur insan \u00fcr\u0259yi,
\nYa\u015fad\u0131m d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6nl\u00fc yan\u0131ql\u0131.
\nD\u00fcz d\u00f6rd il geyindim k\u00f6hn\u0259 penc\u0259yi,
\nQolu g\u00f6d\u0259k oldu, boynu yamaql\u0131.<\/p>\n

O penc\u0259k saxlad\u0131 m\u0259ni soyuqdan,
\nDo\u011fru dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7oxu ar bilir.
\n\u018fynind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b vermi\u015fdi atan,
\nHe\u00e7 kim bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 qon\u015fular bilir.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n ac da qald\u0131m daha n\u0259 danmaq,
\nDan\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm olmad\u0131.
\n\u015eerim q\u0259zet\u0259 \u00e7ap oldu, ancaq
\nBir q\u0259zet alma\u011fa pulum olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Lakin bu d\u0259rdimi bilm\u0259di he\u00e7 kim,
\nM\u0259n bildim q\u0259drini sevincin q\u0259min.
\nArabir x\u0259lv\u0259ti bax\u0131b sevindim,
\nT\u0259z\u0259 yama\u011f\u0131na k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259min.<\/p>\n

G\u00fclm\u0259, g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n o sevinci s\u0259n,
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n, xo\u015fb\u0259xt ol, anam.
\nBir d\u0259 bilirs\u0259nmi m\u0259n o sevincd\u0259n
\nD\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 arzulam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Oldu sevincim d\u0259, oldu q\u0259mim d\u0259.
\nBir t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 q\u0131za k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc verdim.
\nOnun h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z al\u0259mimd\u0259
\nSeminar d\u0259rsit\u0259k \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

Deyirdim, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r baha olsa da,
\nG\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fck al\u0131m, bu bir ad\u0259tdir.
\nAncaq avtobusun ke\u00e7ib yan\u0131ndan,
\nPiyada gedirdim d\u0259rs\u0259 arabir.<\/p>\n

Qoy indi a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n vicdan\u0131n varsa \u2013
\nGirdi aram\u0131za onda bir n\u0259f\u0259r.
\nBir g\u0259ncin taleyi alt-\u00fcst olursa,
\nA\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r da\u011f\u0131lan ail\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Fikir ver h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259n misallar\u0131n,
\nDeyir su quyunun dibind\u0259 olur.
\nHay\u0131f ki, \u00fcr\u0259yi b\u0259zi q\u0131zlar\u0131n
\nBa\u015fqa o\u011flanlar\u0131n cibind\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

Qoy bir s\u00f6zd\u0259 deyim, \u00e7\u0131xarma yaddan,
\nBu da, nec\u0259 dey\u0259r, bir m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdi.
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f ki, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 yan\u0131lmayasan,
\nT\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ikinci m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn yollar\u0131 da pill\u0259kan kimi
\nGend\u0259n ucalara lap \u00e7ox baxm\u0131\u015fam.
\nM\u0259n o pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bir insan kimi
\nG\u00f6r ki, nec\u0259 g\u0259lib, nec\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131b<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131b
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u0259naya qurban olaram.
\n\u018fg\u0259r h\u0259qiq\u0259ts\u0259n, m\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259,
\nr\u00f6yasan, r\u00f6yaya qurban olaram.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259tin \u015firindi, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259,
\nSald\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yimi e\u015fq\u0259, h\u0259v\u0259s\u0259.
\nS\u0259n ayaq basd\u0131\u011f\u0131n o yola, iz\u0259,
\n\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259hraya qurban olaram.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ats\u0131n h\u0259r murad\u0131n ba\u015fa d\u00fcnyada,
\nbir arzun d\u0259ym\u0259sin da\u015fa d\u00fcnyada,
\nBu d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, ya\u015fa d\u00fcnyada,
\ns\u0259n olan d\u00fcnyaya qurban olaram.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni bilm\u0259dim, b\u0259nz\u0259tdim Aya,
\nn\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7at\u0131r, n\u0259 ona, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\nAya\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k hans\u0131 qap\u0131ya,
\ntaleyin de, hans\u0131 \u00fcnvana, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Biz q\u0259m\u0259 \u015f\u0259rikik, sevinc\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik.
\nBiz hey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck, fikirl\u0259\u015firik.
\nBiz n\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131r\u0131q, n\u0259 birl\u0259\u015firik,
\n\u00dcn\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7atmay\u0131r bir yana, g\u00fcl\u00fcm..<\/p>\n

Kimin eyham\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n duyacaqsan,
\nKimin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fini qoruyacaqsan,
\nKimin yast\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u015f qoyacaqsan,
\nKim ata olacaq, s\u0259n ana,\u00a0 g\u00fcl\u00fcm?<\/p>\n

Oyaqd\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259 deyim, n\u0259 deyim, \u2013
\nM\u0259n \u00e7a\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, inciy\u0259n s\u0259n, k\u00fcs\u0259n s\u0259n.
\nBu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\nEl\u0259 bil ki, n\u0259 m\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259m, n\u0259 s\u0259n s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dediyin m\u0259n deyil\u0259m, b\u0259d\u0259ndi,
\n\u00d6t\u0259ridi duy\u011fusu da, hissi d\u0259.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k yoxsa, o bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259ndi,
\nBirl\u0259\u015fdirib ay\u0131racaq bizi d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyada bir d\u00fcnyam var, narahat,
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 narahatam n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131.
\nQolum \u00fcstd\u0259 s\u0259n yat\u0131rsan bu saat,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131 var, oyaqd\u0131..<\/p>\n

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\nBir yol ayr\u0131c\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yir h\u0259yat,
\nYaramaz h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259k.
\nC\u0259sar\u0259t ist\u0259yir, bir d\u0259 ehtiyat,
\nN\u0259 l\u0259ngim\u0259k olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ehtiyat el\u0259dim orda ki, bir vaxt,
\nC\u0259sar\u0259t h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259, m\u0259nc\u0259, d\u0259y\u0259rdi.
\nC\u0259sar\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rdim orda ki, ancaq,
\nAdi bir ehtiyat b\u0259s el\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnya q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259dir,
\nD\u00fcnya s\u0259rt, m\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259n u\u015faqxasiyy\u0259t.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131m, bilm\u0259dim bu d\u00fcnya n\u0259dir,
\nBilm\u0259dim, d\u00fcnyada n\u0259dir s\u0259ad\u0259t.<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259rim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n vecin\u0259 deyil,
\nSevincim nec\u0259 b\u0259s, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc yada?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcnya \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bu \u2013 he\u00e7 n\u0259 deyil,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevinc var, q\u0259m var d\u00fcnyada.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya s\u0259rgisind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcm, yet\u0259r,
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t dedim m\u0259n \u201dyalan d\u00fcnya\u201dya,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 hesab ed\u0259nl\u0259r,
\n\u018fyl\u0259nib baxs\u0131nlar bir an d\u00fcnyaya<\/p>\n

Bir az m\u00f6hl\u0259t ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n r\u0259ngind\u0259di g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259m,
\nyar\u0131 bozdu, yar\u0131 qara, yar\u0131 a\u011f.
\nT\u0259bi\u0259t \u00f6z sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sayacaq.
\nbir \u00f6mr\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259ri qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, –
\nYar\u0131 yazd\u0131, yar\u0131 pay\u0131z, yar\u0131 q\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Uzaqd\u0131m\u0131, yax\u0131nd\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259nzilim,
\nm\u0259n da\u011f qalxd\u0131m da\u011f\u0131 a\u015fan kimiy\u0259m.
\nD\u00fcnya g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, d\u00fcnyala\u015fan kimiy\u0259m;
\nb\u0259l\u0259d oldum h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n,
\nGec\u0259sin\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Bir az m\u00f6hl\u0259t ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n,
\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, bu d\u00fcnyada biz var\u0131q,
\nbu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131r\u0131q, ya\u015far\u0131q, –
\ns\u0259n olarsan, m\u0259n olaram \u2013 ikimiz.
\nH\u0259yat \u015firin, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259l, s\u0259n \u0259ziz…<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259 – 90 N\u0259rdivan Bu d\u00fcnya n\u0259rdivand\u0131. Qalxanda mehriband\u0131 En\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 yamand\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck pill\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, Yolun yar\u0131s\u0131nda biz. O qalx\u0131rd\u0131 bu d\u0259md\u0259, M\u0259n enirdim x\u0259b\u0259rsiz. Onu arzular\u0131na Qald\u0131r\u0131d\u0131 n\u0259rdivan, M\u0259ni xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 endirirdi. Bu zaman, birimiz-g\u00fcn\u00e7\u0131xana, birimiz-g\u00fcnbatana\u2026 Qalxa bilm\u0259zdim daha, N\u0259 o g\u00fcc, n\u0259 o taq\u0259t. O da en\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Haql\u0131-haqs\u0131z, vermi\u015fdi \u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":663,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/662"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=662"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/662\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":665,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/662\/revisions\/665"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/663"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=662"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=662"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=662"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}