{"id":680,"date":"2021-02-20T20:04:03","date_gmt":"2021-02-20T16:04:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=680"},"modified":"2021-02-20T20:04:03","modified_gmt":"2021-02-20T16:04:03","slug":"t%c9%99ran%c9%99-turan-r%c9%99himli-s%c9%99hidim-sabahim-s%c9%99n%c9%99-borcludur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/t%c9%99ran%c9%99-turan-r%c9%99himli-s%c9%99hidim-sabahim-s%c9%99n%c9%99-borcludur\/","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259ran\u0259 Turan R\u0259himli &#8211; \u015e\u0259hidim, sabah\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 borcludur"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>T\u0259ran\u0259 Turan R\u018fH\u0130ML\u0130 &#8211; 50<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015e\u0259hidim, sabah\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 borcludur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Torpaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki firavan h\u0259yat<br \/>\nTorpaq alt\u0131ndak\u0131 cana borcludur.<br \/>\nAld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259f\u0259s, h\u0259r b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r s\u0259s<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s qana borcludur.<\/p>\n<p>Xar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259trind\u0259 odur,<br \/>\nSalx\u0131m s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259trind\u0259 odur,<br \/>\nTariximin q\u0131z\u0131l s\u0259trind\u0259 odur,<br \/>\n\u018fsrl\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ona borcludur.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid &#8211; zirv\u0259si g\u00f6y\u00fc d\u0259l\u0259n da\u011f,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 azadl\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flayan bulaq.<br \/>\nQ\u0131r\u0131lan h\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonu Qaraba\u011f,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k o xo\u015fb\u0259xt sona borcludur.<\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259f\u0259r pay\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n donu q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u015f\u0259hidimin qan\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>\n44 g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259r bir an\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nMill\u0259tim o g\u00fcn\u0259, ana borcludur.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eu\u015fada as\u0131lan bayra\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259,<br \/>\n\u018fsirliyi bit\u0259n yarpa\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259,<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259hidim, h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f torpa\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn\u00fcm, sabah\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 borcludur.<br \/>\n<em>4 dekabr, 2020-ci il<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Q\u0131\u015f l\u00f6vh\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yaxas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcb bulud<br \/>\nQar \u0259l\u0259yir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nB\u0259yaz p\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib bulud<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r\u0259, gec\u0259l\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011far\u0131b b\u0259xti Bak\u0131n\u0131n,<br \/>\nG\u0259linlik geyinib \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nQ\u0131\u015f sirri dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r qu\u015flar<br \/>\nQar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abB\u0259yaz g\u00fcll\u0259r\u00bb s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nir<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6l\u0259, d\u00fcz\u0259 l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k-l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k.<br \/>\nNax\u0131\u015flan\u0131r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259<br \/>\nUlduz-ulduz, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcz\u00fcm-d\u00fcz\u00fcm s\u0131rs\u0131ralar<br \/>\nA\u011faclar\u0131n buz s\u0131r\u011fas\u0131.<br \/>\nSirdi, sehrdi, \u0259fsundu<br \/>\nQar\u0131n, \u00e7ov\u011funun qov\u011fas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fcrg\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcr g\u00f6y dal\u011falar,<br \/>\nD\u0259nizin yuxusu g\u0259lir.<br \/>\nT\u0259bi\u0259tin n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n<br \/>\n\u0130lk sevgi qoxusu g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259r b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t g\u00f6nd\u0259rir<br \/>\nTorpa\u011fa qar t\u00f6k\u0259-t\u00f6k\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259ttar f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259kdir<br \/>\nBu q\u0131\u015f l\u00f6vh\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eairl\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Min il \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol g\u0259lir<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc bil\u0259n\u0259 kimi.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 dirilib-\u00f6l\u00fcr<br \/>\n\u018fc\u0259li g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k kimi tor qurur,<br \/>\nTorunu i\u00e7in\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131r.<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259rd var sin\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir,<br \/>\nT\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259nib \u015feir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011fnan, bulaqnan d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fir,<br \/>\nS\u0131x\u0131r qayan\u0131n \u0259lini.<br \/>\nDa\u015fa dan\u0131\u015fmaq \u00f6yr\u0259dir,<br \/>\nBilmir kor b\u0259xtin dilini.<\/p>\n<p>Allah\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259 Allah i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nQocald\u0131r, b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fcr Allah<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki saf u\u015fa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6l\u00fcr,<br \/>\nQoymur s\u00f6z\u00fc bo\u011fulma\u011fa.<br \/>\nBezib k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr t\u0259z\u0259 do\u011fulma\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u0259t qatar\u0131d\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Allah, m\u0259ni kimdi qovan?<br \/>\nKim bu n\u0259f\u0259simi k\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fc kimdi t\u0259l\u0259sdir\u0259n?<br \/>\nKimdi i\u00e7imd\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259t qatar\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nAy ba\u015flayan kimi bitir.<br \/>\nH\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259r hey it\u0259l\u0259\u015fir,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r qovhaqovda itir.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00f6zg\u00f6r\u0259ti<br \/>\nZaman m\u0259n\u0259 sava\u015f a\u00e7\u0131r.<br \/>\nSaniy\u0259yl\u0259 yar\u0131\u015f\u0131ram,<br \/>\nSaatlar \u0259limd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259y\u0259 hopur anlar,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey d\u00f6n\u00fcb ke\u00e7mi\u015f olur.<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259sik a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r s\u0259h\u0259r,<br \/>\nTez-t\u0259l\u0259sik v\u0259d\u0259 dolur.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f-g\u00fcc cayna\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b<br \/>\nLey kimi apar\u0131r m\u0259ni.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131ymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m vaxt<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n qopar\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm tez d\u00fcn\u0259n olur,<br \/>\nSabah\u0131 qucub gedir\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131ram,<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n u\u00e7ub gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6m\u00fcr ovuc i\u00e7i kimi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr ovuc i\u00e7i kimi,<br \/>\nBax\u0131ram hardan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<br \/>\nGizlic\u0259 tutub \u0259lind\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131ram burdan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 tutub g\u0259tirirl\u0259r<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259rdi b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qalan ya\u015f\u0131yla<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259rdi g\u00f6y\u0259rtm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Sallan\u0131b enir quyuya<br \/>\nSon \u00fcmid k\u0259ndir ucunda.<br \/>\nGizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 bucaq g\u0259zir<br \/>\nAdam d\u00fcnyan\u0131n su\u00e7undan.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr ovuc i\u00e7i kimi,<br \/>\nH\u0259r yerd\u0259n sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcb ged\u0259n arzular\u0131n<br \/>\n\u018flimd\u0259 qan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu e\u015fqin \u0259c\u0259li \u00e7at\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu e\u015fqin \u0259c\u0259li \u00e7at\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n get, \u0259ll\u0259rini qana bat\u0131rma.<br \/>\nDaha t\u0259s\u0259llid\u0259n, \u00fcmidd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc incit, n\u0259 m\u0259ni yorma.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi hissl\u0259rimi el\u0259 don vurub,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin i\u00e7in\u0259 qoysan \u0259rim\u0259z.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rd yeritmis\u0259n,<br \/>\nDaha \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sevgi yerim\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259zar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00abSevir\u0259m\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 durma.<br \/>\nBu e\u015fqin \u0259c\u0259li \u00e7at\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n get, \u0259ll\u0259rini qana bat\u0131rma.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A\u011fac\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n, da\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n,<br \/>\nYazda beli s\u0131nan q\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyada n\u0259 var &#8211; pis, yax\u015f\u0131, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ox\u015fada bil\u0259rs\u0259n qa\u015f-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259,<br \/>\nR\u0259ngini taparsan h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n i\u00e7imd\u0259 kor d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Bu q\u0259rib \u00fcr\u0259yi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti s\u00f6k\u0259rs\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259,<br \/>\nRuhumu r\u0259ngl\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6k\u0259rs\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n sur\u0259tim getm\u0259z,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tin yetm\u0259z,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr pay\u0131n bit\u0259r, o \u015f\u0259kil bitm\u0259z,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131 tutacaq<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni el\u0259 unut, m\u0259n d\u0259 unudum,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259yimi bir d\u0259 s\u0131nama.<br \/>\nR\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng d\u0259rdl\u0259rim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qals\u0131n,<br \/>\nSevgini g\u00f6t\u00fcr get, m\u0259ni q\u0131nama.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 \u00fcmid verm\u0259, k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00fcmidin<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 qurumay\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259mi.<br \/>\nYuxuma da g\u0259lm\u0259, x\u0259yal\u0131ma da,<br \/>\nUnut \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn arzular kimi.<\/p>\n<p>Dem\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6n\u00fckd\u00fc,<br \/>\nQ\u0131nama taley\u0259 bel\u0259 \u0259yildim.<br \/>\nDa\u011fdan d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fcyd\u00fcm, da\u015fdan s\u0259brli,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni s\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fdin, bel\u0259 deyildim.<\/p>\n<p>Daha bu sevginin \u00f6lm\u0259k vaxt\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 s\u0259n boyda m\u0259zar yatacaq.<br \/>\nN\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131 tutacaq.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259ni sevm\u0259dim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevm\u0259dim m\u0259ni yand\u0131ra,<br \/>\nSevgiml\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevdim.<br \/>\nDilind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanlar dill\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259diyin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevdim.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131ymad\u0131m od olub ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6k\u0259m,<br \/>\nB\u0259xtimi do\u011frad\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259xt tik\u0259m.<br \/>\nSevm\u0259dim v\u00fcsal\u0131n \u015fir\u0259sin \u00e7\u0259k\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin izini sevdim.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevm\u0259dim borclu qalasan,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259dim q\u0259lbimi borca salasan.<br \/>\nM\u0259n sev\u0259n deyildim min s\u0259n olasan,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sevdim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rvi\u015fdi, da\u011flar y\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nBaxtdan, y\u0131\u011fvaldan y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nYol\u00e7uydu yola \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131<br \/>\nHaqqa sar\u0131, i\u00e7ind\u0259 Haqq.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nc\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259si deyinc\u0259<br \/>\nK\u00f6vr\u0259ldi, doldu doyunca.<br \/>\nXram\u00e7ay, Araz boyunca<br \/>\nYurd h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u2013 \u00f6c\u00fcnd\u0259 Haqq.<\/p>\n<p>Bir inam\u0131n qurban\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nT\u0259briz, Bor\u00e7al\u0131 can\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nBir karvan\u0131n sarban\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nY\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259 Haqq.<\/p>\n<p>Han\u0131 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d, han\u0131?<br \/>\nHaqq a\u015f\u0131g\u0131, Haqq dastan\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bi \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131,<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259minin ucunda Haqq.<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Qald\u0131m yollar ayr\u0131c\u0131nda,<br \/>\nYolumu se\u00e7ib b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7im\u0259 dolan a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm bir q\u0259rib h\u0259v\u0259s\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcz tutdum i\u015f\u0131\u011fa, s\u0259s\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdim ba\u015fa birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259<br \/>\nBu e\u015fqi i\u00e7ib b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Girdim h\u0259sr\u0259tin qoluna,<br \/>\nDald\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fcn sa\u011f-soluna.<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi genin\u0259-boluna<br \/>\nBoyuma bi\u00e7ib b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhum y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 taland\u0131,<br \/>\nMisralarda daldaland\u0131m.<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 tonqal qaland\u0131,<br \/>\nYanmad\u0131m, bi\u015fib b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259ni xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram,<br \/>\nHans\u0131 ild\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fcs\u0259n?<br \/>\nB\u0259xtini hans\u0131 da\u015fa<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131b y\u00fcz\u0259 b\u00f6lm\u00fcs\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Bu leysan\u0131n yudu\u011fu<br \/>\n\u0130zin hans\u0131 s\u0259nindi?<br \/>\nO \u00e7oxdan unutdu\u011fum<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn hans\u0131 s\u0259nindi?<\/p>\n<p>Qapqara t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259n his \u00e7\u0259kib bel\u0259?<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259 var<br \/>\nN\u0259 vaxtdan d\u00f6n\u00fcb k\u00fcl\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6ld\u00fcr yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir<br \/>\nS\u0259ni harda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130nan ki, xat\u0131rlasam<br \/>\nDem\u0259k m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tez uyu, \u015fair balas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u0259rdin s\u00f6zd\u0259 ya\u015fayan,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n vaxt\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nDo\u011fran\u0131b \u015feir\u0259, misraya<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00f6l\u0259n vaxt\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259 ay do\u011fulub,<br \/>\nYata\u011f\u0131ma qor da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b.<br \/>\nGec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b,<br \/>\nYuxuma g\u00fcl\u0259n vaxt\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yat\u0131b da\u011flar\u0131n lalas\u0131,<br \/>\nSusub ham\u0131n\u0131n laylas\u0131.<br \/>\nTez uyu, \u015fair balas\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130lham\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259n vaxt\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yen\u0259 yuxum qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 yuxum qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\nBu gec\u0259 &#8211; d\u00f6z\u00fcm gec\u0259si.<br \/>\nYeyib bitir\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259ni<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u0259n uzun gec\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>Oyanacaq xatir\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 ki, oyaq bil\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nKe\u00e7mi\u015fin k\u00fcnc-buca\u011f\u0131ndan<br \/>\nKiml\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Fikrim, beynim tutmayacaq<br \/>\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r qonaq-qaran\u0131.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n bir c\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b<br \/>\nQar\u0131\u015fd\u0131racaq aran\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc bozaracaq<br \/>\nG\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n ay\u0131n, ilin.<br \/>\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131 q\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xacaq<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdiyim dilin.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcb ged\u0259n arzular\u0131n<br \/>\nQan\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 duracaq..<br \/>\nBu gec\u0259nin \u015fimal\u0131nda<br \/>\nBir \u015feiri ayaz vuracaq.<\/p>\n<p><strong>El\u0259 susdum, da\u015f bildil\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 yerdi, bu n\u0259 d\u00f6vran,<br \/>\nKim g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi bura m\u0259ni?<br \/>\nBir yol g\u00f6rd\u00fc div adamlar,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz yol \u00e7\u0259kdi dara m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Duyduqlar\u0131m duymad\u0131lar,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd yedirib doymad\u0131lar,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 yer qoymad\u0131lar,<br \/>\nDe, gizl\u0259dim hara m\u0259ni?!<\/p>\n<p>Bahar\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131\u015f b\u0131ldil\u0259r,<br \/>\nN\u0259 etdim \u00e7a\u015fba\u015f bildil\u0259r,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 susdum da\u015f bildil\u0259r,<br \/>\nH\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r divara m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki m\u0259n deyil\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Qa\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6zd\u00fc, tan\u0131\u015f \u00fczd\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n bir par\u00e7a izdi.<br \/>\nBoylan\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u0259zdim,<br \/>\nG\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki m\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Buz heyk\u0259ldi da\u015f g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259,<br \/>\nDonub buz bax\u0131\u015f g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm yaz, yay, q\u0131\u015f g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki m\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259xt g\u00fczg\u00fcmd\u00fc, b\u0259xt g\u00f6st\u0259rir,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l taxt g\u00f6st\u0259rir.<br \/>\nAllah, n\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6st\u0259rir,<br \/>\nG\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki m\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim saya g\u0259lm\u0259z,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcm bel\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259z.<br \/>\nG\u00fczg\u00fc m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259z,<br \/>\nG\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki m\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u0259ran\u0259 Turan R\u018fH\u0130ML\u0130 &#8211; 50 \u015e\u0259hidim, sabah\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 borcludur Torpaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki firavan h\u0259yat Torpaq alt\u0131ndak\u0131 cana borcludur. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259f\u0259s, h\u0259r b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r s\u0259s T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s qana borcludur. Xar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259trind\u0259 odur, Salx\u0131m s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259trind\u0259 odur, Tariximin q\u0131z\u0131l s\u0259trind\u0259 odur, \u018fsrl\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ona borcludur. H\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid &#8211; zirv\u0259si g\u00f6y\u00fc d\u0259l\u0259n da\u011f, K\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 azadl\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flayan bulaq. 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