M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130LQAR<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
M\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 qalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n Ad\u0131na d\u00fcnya deyirik, Qalan s\u0259ns\u0259n, qonan bizik, S\u00f6zd\u00fc, q\u0259srim-qalam, s\u00f6zd\u00fc <\/p>\n *** G\u00fcney g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u0259llikd\u0259 birc\u0259s\u0259n, Salma g\u0259l M\u0259mm\u0259di g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l, <\/p>\n *** D\u0259rd oxuna ni\u015fangahd\u0131 sin\u0259m d\u0259, Tap\u015f\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ilqara g\u0259lsin, <\/p>\n *** S\u0259rdim g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259nini d\u0259rd\u0259, m\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn, M\u0259mm\u0259d, k\u00f6n\u00fcl sevdi, kim\u0259 n\u0259, d\u0259rdi <\/p>\n *** K\u0259sm\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259mini, bir k\u0259r\u0259m eyl\u0259, A\u00e7mad\u0131nsa, h\u0259r yet\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259lbi \u2013 d\u00fcz! <\/p>\n *** N\u0259n\u0259m derdi-bir verm\u0259s\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma, Ki\u015fi g\u0259r\u0259k “qan ba\u011flaya” \u015f\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259, <\/p>\n *** G\u00fcll\u0259r al-\u0259lvand\u0131, b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r sar\u0131, Yar\u0259b, yetir m\u0259ni bir g\u00fcl\u0259, dedim, ANAM QAZAX<\/strong><\/p>\n Anam Qazax, bir qafiy\u0259n \u201cuzaxd\u0131\u201d, Anam Qazax, s\u0259n anamdan \u0259z\u0259ls\u0259n, S\u0259ni deyib, S\u0259nd\u0259n uman-S\u0259nindi, Varsan-\u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f g\u0259zir\u0259m d\u00fcnyada, Anam Qazax, ad\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 dilind\u0259n, A G\u00d6Y\u00c7\u018fK<\/strong><\/p>\n G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, Fa\u011f\u0131r can\u0131m bir d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131 n\u0259… M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar, baxma ba\u011fr\u0131n yarad\u0131, <\/p>\n *** Ha \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m-taleyim hey…baxt\u0131m hey… M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar,dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u00fc,seyr el\u0259- <\/p>\n *** N\u0259 sadiq \u0259sg\u0259rdi k\u0259d\u0259r, g\u00f6r s\u0259n\u0259, M\u0259mm\u0259di qorxutmaz qar-ayaz daha, <\/p>\n *** Dedim de d\u0259rdini s\u0259n, \u0259mi-bilmir… Tutmaz eld\u0259n ayr\u0131 tutmaz \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259n, <\/p>\n *** Hani, t\u0259rlan k\u00f6n\u00fcl sar alan anlar? M\u0259mm\u0259din \u0130lqar\u0131 ay, qara yoxsa, PANTOM\u0130M T\u018fCN\u0130S<\/strong><\/p>\n D\u0259rdini d\u0259rdimin qarda\u015f\u0131 sand\u0131m, Kimik bundan sonra, -el\u0259 bel\u0259yik… Dil t\u00f6kd\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259-ay bel\u0259…filan. <\/p>\n *** G\u00fcll\u0259r al-\u0259lvand\u0131, b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r sar\u0131, Yar\u0259b, yetir m\u0259ni bir g\u00fcl\u0259, dedim, ANAMIN SA\u00c7ININ QARA VAXTLARI<\/strong><\/p>\n Hopub yadda\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k, Ah, nec\u0259 duruydu e\u015fqim, ay Allah, Bilirdim G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 qar var, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f var, Bel\u0259 h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259si ba\u015f\u0131m yoxuydu, H\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259rin s\u0131x vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131, Deyim ki, yuxuydu -yuxu deyildi, M\u018fN H\u018fM\u018fN O\u011eLANAM, A DA\u011e YOLLARI<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00d6mr\u00fcn o ba\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00f6n\u00fcb g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, Qayalar belind\u0259 g\u00fcl bitir\u0259rdi, Almazd\u0131m eynim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ni, \u00e7iskini, Sin\u0259md\u0259 bir bel\u0259 sevgi varik\u0259n Bir b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgid\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n, Getdi o dumanla g\u00fcv\u0259ndikl\u0259rim, AH, YA\u015eIL K\u00d6YN\u018fKL\u0130, YA\u015eIL O\u011eULLAR<\/strong><\/p>\n Sevib d\u0259 s\u0131na\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, \u00c7at\u0131l\u0131b qollar\u0131, <\/p>\n *** Sizd\u0259n ayr\u0131lal\u0131 kim\u0259m, g\u00f6r n\u0259y\u0259m… N\u0259 sirli sevdalar co\u015fur can\u0131mda, Of, nec\u0259 qurutdu bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259ni, ANAM \u00dc\u00c7\u00dcN GEC\u0130KM\u0130\u015e \u015eE\u0130R<\/strong><\/p>\n Ad\u0131na urvatd\u0131 bir s\u00f6z yazmad\u0131m, Ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7ox b\u0259la g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, S\u0259nsiz n\u00f6vra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f buludlara gir\u0259nd\u0259 bildim QIL K\u00d6RP\u00dc<\/strong><\/p>\n M\u0259ni bu gec\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n alma, Ayr\u0131 qonaqlard\u0131 bu g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rim – Bu gec\u0259 ill\u0259rim \u0259l\u0259nm\u0259lidi – Bu gec\u0259 sonudu qaranl\u0131qlar\u0131n, Tutacaq yerini yax\u015f\u0131 da, pis d\u0259, M\u0259h\u015f\u0259r gec\u0259sidi – bilmi\u015f\u0259m art\u0131q, Alma bu gec\u0259ni m\u0259nim \u0259limd\u0259n, <\/p>\n *** S\u00fcbhan\u0131n sehridi i\u015fv\u0259si, naz\u0131 X\u0259tri \u0259ziz olsun, x\u0259tr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259ndi, D\u00fcz olmaz, des\u0259m ki, d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6ll\u0259m, Haqq\u0131m yox ki, dey\u0259m \u2013 pis cavans\u0131n\u0131z, \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131nda deyilmi\u015f 2 yarpaq s\u00f6z<\/strong><\/p>\n 1-ci yarpaq<\/em><\/p>\n Bu q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259cav\u0259d\u0259 Ta sa\u011falmaz yaralar\u0131, Qalam o\u011flana yol verin. 2-ci yarpaq<\/em><\/p>\n A\u011flamam ah\u0131na qarda\u015f, Ya\u015fdan\u0131r\u0131q-ya\u015f x\u0259yald\u0131, Candan can\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131r, V\u018fT\u018fN<\/strong><\/p>\n V\u0259t\u0259n, ba\u015fa \u00e7ox i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r, Ne\u00e7\u0259 c\u0259fake\u015fin qal\u0131r, \u00c7at verir, \u00e7atlay\u0131r d\u00f6z\u00fcm, <\/p>\n *** S\u0259dad\u0131-sazdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, G\u0259l\u0259n gedir,bir d\u0259 g\u0259lmir, QARA CAMAAT<\/strong><\/p>\n Qara camaat\u0131q biz,xan\u0131m- Niy\u0259s\u0259 hey se\u00e7ir,sinc\u0259l\u0259yirsiz- Da\u015flara \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ld\u0131 \u00e7ilikl\u0259nm\u0259di, Da\u015f\u0131r peymanam\u0131z,dolur onda ki,- D\u00f6z\u00fcr\u00fck da\u011f\u0131na qara yell\u0259rin, Haqqa h\u0259sr edirik \u00f6mr\u00fc,h\u0259yat\u0131, \u018f\u015f\u015fi,n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r bu g\u00fczar-giley- ANAMIN ALQI\u015eLARINDAN<\/strong><\/p>\n S\u0259n adils\u0259n, ilahi, M\u00fcdam fikrind\u0259 saxla, Yol alar \u2013 yol a\u00e7 neyl\u0259k..? <\/p>\n *** Eln\u0259n, ulusnan olun, Duman da\u011fl\u0131qnan olur, SARI G\u00dcLL\u018fR\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n E\u015fq yolunda nallar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, Sari g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259-g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7aylaq el\u0259r\u0259m, K\u018fND\u00c7\u0130 K\u0130\u015e\u0130L\u018fR\u018f \u015e\u018fH\u018fR SOVQATI<\/strong><\/p>\n Sovqat\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259bul edin, Aran-yaylaq k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259, H\u0259r nisgili b\u00f6l\u0259rsiniz, Bar-b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t aylar\u0131nda, NEYN\u0130M<\/strong><\/p>\n Ha \u00e7ald\u0131m, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn bu t\u0259\u015fn\u0259 vaxt\u0131, \u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z odumda \u0259ridim,itdim, Ald\u0131 bir haval\u0131 xatir\u0259 m\u0259ni, \u0130l\u011f\u0131md\u0131, dumand\u0131, sisdi, n\u0259dis\u0259, <\/p>\n *** He\u00e7 bilmir ki, niy\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259lidi?- N\u0259 \u00e7ox qatlan\u0131rsan ay “d\u0259mir ki\u015fi?” <\/p>\n *** Kim\u0259 yalman\u0131rsan,kim\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131san Han\u0131 da\u015f t\u0259r\u0259zin olan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259, *** Q\u0259m g\u0259lir \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259, qa\u00e7a bilmir\u0259m, S\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, o ill\u0259r\u0259 yox, <\/p>\n *** Qayalar\u0131n \u0259li qal\u0131b qa\u015f\u0131nda, <\/p>\n *** G\u0259l\u0259n yaz\u0131,ged\u0259n q\u0131\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131m, S\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131 n\u0259 d\u0259rdim var d\u00fcnya hey, <\/p>\n *** G\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r d\u0259rdimin d\u0259rman\u0131 yoxdu, Dedil\u0259r-h\u0259yatd\u0131,uyu dibind\u0259 Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130LQAR M\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 qalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc Ad\u0131na d\u00fcnya deyirik, Can\u0131na dua deyirik, G\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, guya, deyirik \u2013 Bil\u0259n varm\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259n n\u0259di?.. Qalan s\u0259ns\u0259n, qonan bizik, Yalan s\u0259ns\u0259n, yaman bizik, Oca\u011f\u0131nda yanan bizik\u2013 Qazan\u0131nda bi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259di? S\u00f6zd\u00fc, q\u0259srim-qalam, s\u00f6zd\u00fc S\u00f6zd\u0259n qeyri-yalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc! M\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 qalan, s\u00f6zd\u00fc, S\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n n\u0259di? *** \u0130lahi! Bel\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olarm\u0131?- […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2167,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=687"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1525,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/687\/revisions\/1525"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2167"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nCan\u0131na dua deyirik,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, guya, deyirik \u2013
\nBil\u0259n varm\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259n n\u0259di?..<\/p>\n
\nYalan s\u0259ns\u0259n, yaman bizik,
\nOca\u011f\u0131nda yanan bizik\u2013
\nQazan\u0131nda bi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259di?<\/p>\n
\nS\u00f6zd\u0259n qeyri-yalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc!
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 qalan, s\u00f6zd\u00fc,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n n\u0259di?<\/p>\n
\n\u0130lahi! Bel\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olarm\u0131?-
\nKimdi q\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kir.
\n\u00dcz- \u00fcz\u0259, g\u00f6z- g\u00f6z\u0259 sehrl\u0259nmi\u015fik,
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00f6z \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/p>\n
\nBu g\u00fcll\u00fckd\u0259 bir m\u0259n olam, birc\u0259 s\u0259n…
\nG\u00fcl \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ar\u0131ya bax birc\u0259 s\u0259n-
\nG\u00f6r g\u00fcl\u00fcn naz\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kir?…<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6zm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l !..
\nM\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f neynim ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l-
\nN\u0259 bir k\u00f6n\u00fcl doyur, n\u0259 g\u00f6z \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kir !<\/p>\n
\nAy g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259yim, g\u00f6z\u00fcn hardad\u0131 \u2013
\nD\u0259n sal\u0131b sa\u00e7\u0131ma d\u0259rdin d\u0259n, bel\u0259\u2026
\nYeriy\u0259n, dan\u0131\u015fan \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259m s\u0259nsiz \u2013
\nKim \u00f6l\u0259r m\u0259nimt\u0259k d\u0259rdind\u0259n bel\u0259?..<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259rd \u0259lind\u0259n ha gizl\u0259n\u0259m, sin\u0259m d\u0259.
\nN\u0259 d\u0259rd des\u0259n yuvalan\u0131b sin\u0259md\u0259 –
\nBir bala s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nin d\u0259rdind\u0259n bel\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
\nQiyma ki, ay qara, il qara g\u0259lsin.
\nG\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259rdin M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqara g\u0259lsin \u2013
\nNeyn\u0259r d\u0259rdli k\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259rd ind\u0259n bel\u0259?!.<\/p>\n
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259rdims\u0259n d\u0259rdl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nD\u0259rdind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m d\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l.
\nD\u0259rd g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kilir – \u0259g\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259rd dil\u0259s\u0259n, d\u0259rd\u0259m – \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcm, g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n – \u00f6mr\u00fcn.
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc d\u0259rd \u0259m\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn-
\n\u00d6l\u0259rmi s\u0259n kimi d\u0259rd \u0259m\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l?!<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 kim sevdir\u0259r ki, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rdi?…
\nBilm\u0259m bu sevginin kim\u0259 n\u0259 d\u0259rdi?
\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, d\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/p>\n
\n\u018fc\u0259b g\u00fcnd\u00fc \u2013 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259li,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ni \u2013 \u0259c\u0259b d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm oda m\u0259n.
\nCamal\u0131n ki, \u015f\u00f6l\u0259 verib yan\u0131rd\u0131,
\nBax, o g\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259cd\u0259liy\u0259m oda m\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nNeyn\u0259k, k\u0259r\u0259mini bir k\u0259r\u0259m eyl\u0259\u2026
\nG\u0259l yand\u0131r, m\u0259ni d\u0259 bir K\u0259r\u0259m eyl\u0259 \u2013
\nY\u0259qindi ki, yanmal\u0131d\u0131 od \u0259m\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259cnundusa, f\u0259rqi n\u0259di: q\u0259lbi, d\u00fcz?
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259hdi qay\u0131m, q\u0259lbi d\u00fcz,
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d adl\u0131 bir \u015fair var \u2013 o da m\u0259n!<\/p>\n
\n“S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 qar ya\u011fd\u0131, g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim da\u011f.”
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn bir vaxt dost demirdin m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259?
\nM\u0259s\u0259l var ki- “dost-dostuna t\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k”,
\nT\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir bu dostluqdan m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259…<\/p>\n
\nOxu bir al, birinci ol, \u00fc\u00e7 alma.
\nNa\u011f\u0131l bitdi, g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 alma,
\nBiri ona, biri buna, m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259?..<\/p>\n
\nHe\u00e7 bir dosta tu\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259sin \u015f\u0259r, k\u0259s\u0259!
\nQatma m\u0259ni “b\u0259!” dediyin \u015f\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259,
\nM\u0259n\u0259m-M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar-indi m\u0259n\u0259 “b\u0259”?<\/p>\n
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259ri yen\u0259
\nA\u00e7allar, in\u015fallah, g\u00fcl, g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259
\n“G\u00f6r\u0259ll\u0259r-g\u00fcl\u0259ll\u0259r” g\u0259lm\u0259z eynin\u0259,
\nSar\u0131lar, sarma\u015far g\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u0259, g\u00fcl\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259sin g\u00fcl \u00fcst\u0259 b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r sar\u0131.
\nG\u00fcll\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u0259r b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r sar\u0131,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n, varm\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259mm\u0259din k\u00f6nl\u00fc d\u0259 bir g\u00fcl\u0259-dedim.
\nA\u00e7d\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yimi bir g\u00fcl\u0259 dedim
\nA\u011flar qoydu m\u0259ni g\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259<\/p>\n
\nYax\u0131n olsun, n\u0259 qafiy\u0259 g\u0259zim ki?
\nDil a\u011f\u0131zda, q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259ld\u0259 titr\u0259yir,
\nAllah k\u0259ssin, s\u0259n\u0259tdimi bizim ki?<\/p>\n
\n\u018fl uzatsam \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 y\u00fcz \u0259ls\u0259n,
\nNec\u0259 deyim g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l he\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcbm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcm ki?<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0259lb\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q, haqqa iman-S\u0259nindi,
\nN\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam yax\u015f\u0131-yaman-S\u0259nindi,
\n\u015eir\u0259sini s\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fcm ki!<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n uca da\u011f g\u0259zir\u0259m d\u00fcnyada,
\nBaxma bel\u0259 \u015fax g\u0259zir\u0259m d\u00fcnyada,
\nH\u00fczurunda qatlanacaq dizim ki!<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar, qurtulmas\u0131n z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nZ\u00fcl\u00fcm d\u0259rdd\u0259r, z\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r \u0259limd\u0259n,
\nCan\u0131mda var, s\u0259n verdiyin d\u00f6z\u00fcm ki!<\/p>\n
\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kmi g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcnl\u0259r, a g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k ?
\nC\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259kil\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259mm\u0259di c\u0259fan\u0131 \u2013
\nCulad\u0131lar – s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n, a g\u00f6y*, \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\nNolas\u0131yd\u0131 bir cununun baxt\u0131, n\u0259 ?
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n dedi, g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb baxt\u0131na,
\nM\u0259l\u0259kdis\u0259, m\u0259l\u0259yini a g\u00f6y, \u00e7\u0259k!<\/p>\n
\nAd \u00e7\u0259km\u0259s\u0259n bu s\u00f6z n\u0259y\u0259 yarad\u0131?..
\nBe\u015fc\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k h\u0259rfdi – olub yar ad\u0131,
\nD\u00f6rd g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259yin ax\u0131r\u0131nda “a” g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\nQar\u0131 d\u00fcnya, bu n\u0259 qov\u011fa,n\u0259 qald\u0131-
\nAman ver,aman ver,a ya\u011f\u0131,bir…bir…
\n\u00d6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm-g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim n\u0259 qald\u0131?
\nAl\u0131rsan \u0259limd\u0259n a ya\u011f\u0131,bir-bir.<\/p>\n
\nGah bulan\u0131b,gah durulub axd\u0131m hey…
\nY\u00fcz g\u00fcmanla a\u011f yollara baxd\u0131m hey…
\nGetdi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ay a\u011f\u0131,bir-bir.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259 vaxt d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, bir d\u0259 bel\u0259 seyr \u0259l\u0259…
\n\u0130nanmazd\u0131n-qohum-qarda\u015f seyr\u0259l\u0259-
\n\u00c7\u0259kil\u0259 dostlar\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 bir-bir.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6l\u00fcb dirilir\u0259m minill\u0259rdi ki,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00f6st\u0259rirs\u0259n n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, Tanr\u0131?..
\nS\u0259nin q\u0259hrin h\u0259d\u0259r, m\u0259nim qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m-
\nN\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015far, n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, Tanr\u0131.<\/p>\n
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm \u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcb, k\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u0259 n\u0259?..
\nQ\u0131yma k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u0259n\u0259,
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 yanaqlara n\u0259m \u0259n\u0259, Tanr\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nNeyn\u0259r Savalanda qara, yaz daha?!.
\nY\u00fcz d\u0259 taleyimi qara yaz daha-
\nN\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rddi ki, n\u0259m\u0259n\u0259,Tanr\u0131?!.<\/p>\n
\nY\u00f6n\u00fc V\u0259t\u0259n sar\u0131,q\u0259rib bir qoca,
\nBayat\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r:-el\u0259mi da\u011flar…
\nNec\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259m\u0259sin, g\u00fc\u015f\u00fcml\u0259m\u0259sin-
\n\u00c7\u0259kilib k\u00f6ys\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259mi da\u011flar?<\/p>\n
\nBilmir harda qal\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259mi, bilmir…
\nBaxtam\u0131 qar\u011fas\u0131n, s\u0259n\u0259mi, bilmlr-
\nViran\u0259 obaya, el\u0259mi, da\u011flar?<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar ummaz elsiz, \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n.
\nObas\u0131z olumdan, elsiz \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm urvatd\u0131d\u0131, el\u0259mi da\u011flar?!.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00fcnyada h\u0259r r\u0259ngin \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi,
\nSorma a\u011f g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, qara, ya sar\u0131?
\nBe\u00e7\u0259r\u0259 qaran\u0131 n\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131y\u0131m ki,
\nBaxt \u00f6z\u00fc meyl edib qaraya sar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBunu korun-korun saralan anlar…
\nYeti\u015fdi \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn saralan anlar-
\n\u018fc\u0259b yara\u015f\u0131qd\u0131 qaraya sar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 anmazd\u0131 ay qara, yoxsa…
\nN\u0259s\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r Ay qara, yoxsa-
\nBel\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259z qar, Aya sar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nYa\u015f oldum yanaqda m\u0259n, bel\u0259-bel\u0259.
\nBezdim yalan\u0131ndan qarda\u015f, usand\u0131m,
\nHe\u00e7 s\u0259ni bilm\u0259zdim m\u0259n bel\u0259,bel\u0259…<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0131y\u0131b can verm\u0259dik el\u0259, bel\u0259yik…
\nBurda ikimiz d\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259yik-
\nS\u0259n el\u0259 bel\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259n bel\u0259 bel\u0259!..<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bel\u0259, Ay bel\u0259, filan…
\nM\u0259ni s\u0259n yan\u0131ltd\u0131n ay bel\u0259filan-
\nS\u0259n\u0259 neyl\u0259mi\u015fdim m\u0259n bel\u0259 bel\u0259!!.<\/p>\n
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259ri yen\u0259
\nA\u00e7allar, in\u015fallah, g\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259
\n“G\u00f6r\u0259ll\u0259r-g\u00fcl\u0259ll\u0259r\u201d-g\u0259lm\u0259z eynin\u0259,
\nSar\u0131lar, sarma\u015far g\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u0259, g\u00fcl\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259sin g\u00fcl \u00fcst\u0259 b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r sar\u0131.
\nG\u00fcll\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u0259r b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r sar\u0131,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n, varm\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00fcl, g\u00fcl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259mm\u0259din k\u00f6nl\u00fc d\u0259 bir g\u00fcl\u0259-dedim.
\nA\u00e7d\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yimi bir g\u00fcl\u0259 dedim –
\nA\u011flar qoydu m\u0259ni g\u00fcl, g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259yir sin\u0259md\u0259, sin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131t\u0259k,
\nOvunmur evimin k\u00fcr u\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259mizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim onda…
\nN\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259d etm\u0259zdi m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yallar,
\nN\u0259 da\u015fq\u0131n d\u0259nizdi \u00fcr\u0259yim onda –
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBilirdim yollarda eni\u015f – yoxu\u015f var,
\nBirc\u0259 bilmirdim ki, bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ” yox olmaq” var, Ne\u00e7\u0259 “\u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f” var
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBel\u0259 sell\u0259n\u0259si ya\u015f\u0131m yoxuydu,
\nSevgi m\u0259ktublar\u0131 yaz\u0131rd\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259-
\nBu gidi d\u00fcnyayla i\u015fim yoxuydu.
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nArzumun \u00e7oxunun sa\u011f vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131,
\nBaxt\u0131m\u0131n, g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nDeyim ki, na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131- Ax\u0131 deyildi?
\nBir onu bilir\u0259m, ay a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131m,
\nAnam\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131 deyildim
\nAnam\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qara vaxtlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n\u0259m, Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za d\u00f6n\u00fcm, g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nB\u0259s m\u0259ni yand\u0131r\u0131b, n\u0259 yax\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z,
\nBel\u0259 maddm – madd\u0131m n\u0259 bax\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.
\nBax bu pal\u0131dlar\u0131n budaqlar\u0131nda
\nYell\u0259n\u0259n o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131.
\nSorub bald\u0131r\u011fanla bulaqlar\u0131ndan
\n” Kefl\u0259n\u0259n” o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nDi g\u0259l ki, xo\u015fluqla g\u00fcl verm\u0259zdil\u0259r…
\n\u018flimi uzatsam \u0259l yetir\u0259rdi,
\nGicitkanlar m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcn verm\u0259zdil\u0259r,
\nQan\u0131ma b\u0259l\u0259rdi moruq kollar\u0131,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nDolu da ya\u011fsayd\u0131 – q\u0259nd deyildimi?
\nSizd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259z\u0259bim, kinim
\nBir t\u00fct\u0259k s\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nd deyildimi?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn var\u0131,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBu s\u0259feh s\u0259briml\u0259 dil tapammad\u0131m.
\nDa\u015f\u0131n da q\u0259lbin\u0259 yol taparik\u0259n
\nBir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r q\u0259lbin\u0259 yol tapammad\u0131m…
\nG\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m- \u0259t\u0259k bo\u015f, \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yar\u0131,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBilir\u0259m dad\u0131n\u0131 diz a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n.
\nBabam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na qax\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n,
\nB\u0259l\u0259d\u0259m oduna s\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n.
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin m\u0259ni,
\nSiz m\u0259nim x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yin bar\u0131.
\nA da\u011f yollar\u0131…<\/p>\n
\n\u018flim \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 yetm\u0259z, bilir\u0259m,
\nQalan g\u00fcmanlar\u0131m- saman \u00e7\u00f6pl\u0259ri…
\nM\u0259n sev\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 getm\u0259z, bilir\u0259m
\nBu tale yollar\u0131, bu baxt yollar\u0131.
\nM\u0259ni qinamayin,a dag yollari
\nM\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n o\u011flanam, a da\u011f yollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nDilind\u0259n dusta\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n,
\nAllah\u0131n ad\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdiyi ah da
\nQay\u0131d\u0131b vara\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r!<\/p>\n
\nAl\u0131n\u0131b s\u0259si,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc tufanlara tu\u015f qoyulanlar!
\nS\u0259cd\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131nas\u0131,
\nAnd i\u00e7il\u0259si
\nAdlar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 \u201cqu\u015f\u201d qoyulanlar!
\n\u201c\u018fn\u0259lh\u0259qq\u201d ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131b,
\n\u201c\u018fn\u0259lh\u0259qq\u201d deyib,
\nYa\u015f\u0131l sevginizd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z!
\nMin-min sev\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259k qan\u0131yla
\nMin il sonralara yaz\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z!
\nAh, ya\u015f\u0131l k\u00f6yn\u0259kli,ya\u015f\u0131l o\u011fullar…
\nX\u0259st\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flara,
\nYamya\u015f\u0131l yarpaq da
\nx\u0259z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr?!.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259m \u2013
\nN\u0259simil\u0259r dar a\u011fac\u0131nda,
\n\u0130sa \u00e7arm\u0131xda g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr!!<\/p>\n
\nSalam, Qara Quzey, salam, A\u011f d\u0259r\u0259!
\n\u00c7eyill\u0259r, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r, nec\u0259 vars\u0131n\u0131z?
\nBir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam – siz\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259m –
\nM\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni k\u0259klikl\u0259r, oxuyars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\nBir par\u00e7a \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 min \u00f6l\u00fcm oldu.
\nA\u011flama, ay bulud, m\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm a\u011flama, \u201cm\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u201d oldu!<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259li duy\u011fular\u0131n yuxusu g\u0259lmir.
\nHavaxtd\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7amadan\u0131mdan
\nQoyun pendirinin qoxusu g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n
\nRuhum aran\u0131zda, can q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259di.
\nTa \u00e7\u0259tin saxlayar f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r m\u0259ni,
\nO hicran vard\u0131 ha, – son n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259di…<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259 yaz\u0131ram indi…
\n“\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m” – dey\u0259nd\u0259 qulaq asmad\u0131m, –
\nyerin\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131ram indi…<\/p>\n
\nBir az d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da bil\u0259 bilirdim.
\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin anas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rdi,
\nBirc\u0259 s\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259zs\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim…<\/p>\n
\nSonsuz m\u00f6hn\u0259tl\u0259r var, ana, qar\u015f\u0131da
\nS\u0259nin \u00f6m\u00fcr pay\u0131n quzey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nQ\u0259brini qurmu\u015fuq g\u00fcn\u0259qar\u015f\u0131da.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,n\u0259d\u0259n –
\nOnsuz h\u0259yat yet\u0259r sona – deyill\u0259r,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni torpa\u011fa ver\u0259nd\u0259 bildim
\nNiy\u0259 torpaqlara Ana deyill\u0259r…<\/p>\n
\nAlma bu gec\u0259ni m\u0259nim \u0259limd\u0259n.
\nBu gec\u0259 bir daha qism\u0259tim olmaz –
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f gec\u0259mizdi – \u0259n \u0259vv\u0259limn\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nKefcil dostlar\u0131ma ox\u015fam\u0131r, ana,
\nBa\u011flama bu gec\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri,
\nBa\u011flama qap\u0131n\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131m\u0131, ana?<\/p>\n
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l ilim d\u0259, \u0259n bekar\u0131 da!
\nAx\u0131r ki, bu gec\u0259 bilinm\u0259lidi
\nBir bel\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 da!<\/p>\n
\nYadda\u015f\u0131m nurunu Aydan alacaq…
\nKim kim\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rib bu dar yollar\u0131,
\nKim-kimi aldadib ayd\u0131n olacaq.<\/p>\n
\nS\u00f6k\u00fcb yem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k yalan, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nBu gec\u0259 taleyim “q\u0131l k\u00f6rp\u00fc” \u00fcst\u0259 –
\nM\u0259h\u015f\u0259r gec\u0259sidi qalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn…<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r m\u0259ni son imtahana.
\nG\u00fcnahs\u0131z vaxtlar\u0131m,
\nduru vaxtlar\u0131m…
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259… N\u0259 bilim, ana,
\nBax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m art\u0131q –
\nD\u0259fnim\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131r diri vaxtlar\u0131m?..<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259ni bu gec\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n alma.
\nBu gec\u0259 qorxum yox m\u0259nim \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n –
\nBu gec\u0259 bir daha qism\u0259tim olmaz…<\/p>\n
\nBu q\u0131zda \u0259daya, \u0259rk\u0259 bax, Allah,
\n\u018frzi titr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259k \u0259das\u0131 bunun.
\nDoqquz planetd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr s\u00f6hb\u0259ti,
\n\u018fr\u015fi-g\u00fcr\u015f\u00fc sar\u0131b s\u0259das\u0131 bunun.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00fcll\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259lidi, sular sonas\u0131,
\nBir add\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qoymur anas\u0131 \u2013
\nB\u0259yl\u0259rb\u0259yidirmi atas\u0131 bunun?<\/p>\n
\nT\u0259rifi misraya, s\u0259tr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259ndi,
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hmind\u0259n q\u0259tr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259ndi \u2013
\nN\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n xal olmaz xatas\u0131 bunun.<\/p>\n
\nYa da K\u0259r\u0259m kimi yan\u0131b k\u00fcl ollam.
\nAmma meyl el\u0259s\u0259 qadas\u0131n allam \u2013
\nZ\u0259h\u0259r-z\u0259qqum olsa qadas\u0131 bunun.<\/p>\n
\nBir e\u015fqin izind\u0259 y\u00fcz cavans\u0131n\u0131z…
\nQ\u0131ym\u0131ram, ay dostlar, siz cavans\u0131n\u0131z,
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130lqar olsun f\u0259das\u0131 bunun.<\/p>\n
\nG\u0259l\u0259n o\u011flana yol verin.
\nV\u0259t\u0259n n\u0259di?-V\u0259t\u0259n deyib
\n\u00d6l\u0259n o\u011flana yol verin<\/p>\n
\nHa sar\u0131 anam,ha sar\u0131…
\nDa\u011f\u0131lan b\u00fcrc\u00fcm-hasar\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\nSirrim,sirda\u015f\u0131m o\u011flana,
\nYurdum,yurdda\u015f\u0131m o\u011flana,
\nAtam, qarda\u015f\u0131m o\u011flana,
\nBalam o\u011flana yol verin.<\/p>\n
\nBizi ah\u0131m\u0131z aldad\u0131r!-
\nSon P\u0259naha g\u00fcv\u0259nirik
\nSon P\u0259nah\u0131m\u0131z aldad\u0131r…<\/p>\n
\nYa\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q-bo\u015f x\u0259yald\u0131…,
\nH\u0259r gec\u0259miz xo\u015f x\u0259yald\u0131,
\nH\u0259r sabah\u0131m\u0131z aldad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nBundan anr\u0131m\u0131z-ayr\u0131d\u0131…
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 Tanr\u0131m\u0131z \u0259yridi-
\nYerd\u0259 \u015fah\u0131m\u0131z aldad\u0131r?!<\/p>\n
\nBa\u015f \u0259ym\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n sa\u011f olsun.
\nBiz \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fuluruq,
\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n, da\u015f\u0131n sa\u011f olsun.<\/p>\n
\nBir evd\u0259n bir qo\u015fun qal\u0131r,
\nBe\u015fin \u00f6ls\u0259, be\u015fin qal\u0131r,
\nO qalan be\u015fin sa\u011f olsun.<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259n \u00e7atlama, can\u0131m-g\u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nBizi a\u011flama\u011fa g\u00f6z\u00fcn,
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n sa\u011f olsun.<\/p>\n
\nBu torpaq deyil\u0259n ki var-
\nH\u0259r yerd\u0259 birdi da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f!
\nQ\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259-q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259,\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,
\nQ\u0259bir-q\u0259birdi da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
\nSevgidi-g\u00f6zd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr,
\nSehrdi-s\u00f6zd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr-
\nN\u0259 boyda sirdi da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n
\nG\u0259lmir o\u011ful,bil d\u0259,g\u0259lmir,
\nQar\u011fama\u011fa dil d\u0259 g\u0259lmir-
\nK\u0259b\u0259di,pirdi da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n
\nAnadan olduqmu-qarag\u00fcnl\u0259rik!
\nBizim bundan ayr\u0131 ad\u0131m\u0131z olmur…
\nBiz d\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7\u0131r\u0131q-qara g\u00fcll\u0259rik-
\nBizim q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z,a\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olmur!..<\/p>\n
\nTalel\u0259r f\u0131rlan\u0131r \u0259l\u0259yinizd\u0259.
\nSiz a\u011flar bel\u0259 ki,a\u011f el\u0259yirsiz-
\nQara qanlar ax\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nSit\u0259mli sevdalar boy atmad\u0131m\u0131?
\nAtd\u0131q z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259di-
\nQara qo\u00e7 belind\u0259 qay\u0131tmad\u0131m\u0131?!<\/p>\n
\nK\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck \u00e7ox b\u0259lalar\u0131n.
\nQaraca balalar \u00f6l\u00fcr \u00f6nd\u0259 ki-
\nA\u011f olsun g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ag balalar\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nAl\u0131b getdiyini sa\u011f g\u0259tirinc\u0259…
\n\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcr\u00fck a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qara yollar\u0131n,
\nQara g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz a\u011f g\u0259tirinc\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nQara can\u0131m\u0131za h\u0259r divan olur!..
\nTaxta qald\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q a\u011f camaat\u0131-
\nQara ba\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259rdivan olur.<\/p>\n
\nQara camaat\u0131q,xan\u0131m \u0259f\u0259ndi!
\nBizim baxt\u0131m\u0131za a\u011f deyil\u0259n \u015fey,
\nBir yol qism\u0259t olur-o da k\u0259f\u0259ndi!!<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259n yaratd\u0131n, s\u0259n qoru.
\nM\u0259nim balalar\u0131m\u0131
\nB\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n qoru.<\/p>\n
\nAdam \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 saxla.
\nArvad m\u0259krind\u0259n saxla
\n\u015eeytan \u015f\u0259rind\u0259n qoru.<\/p>\n
\n\u018fl a\u00e7ar \u2013 \u0259lac eyl\u0259\u2026
\nBir-birin\u0259 tac eyl\u0259,-
\nBiri-birind\u0259n qoru.<\/p>\n
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131z \u0259r\u015f\u0259 d\u0259ysin,
\nDa\u011f olun, a atam,anam.
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc-k\u00f6nl\u00fc
\nTox olun, a atam,anam.<\/p>\n
\nBir canda y\u00fcz can olun.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 ulduzcan olun –
\n\u00c7ox olun, a atam,anam.<\/p>\n
\nSevgi safl\u0131qnan olur.
\nH\u0259r i\u015f sa\u011fl\u0131qnan olur –
\nSa\u011f olun, a atam ,anam.<\/p>\n
\nQovu\u015funca qanlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr
\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259 bax, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n
\nN\u0259 qirmizi xallar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr-<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k,
\nCan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr l\u0259l\u0259k-l\u0259l\u0259k…
\nBi\u00e7ar\u0259 b\u00fclb\u00fcl neyl\u0259sin-
\nS\u0259n Allah qondurma f\u0259l\u0259k
\nSari,g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259-g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nK\u00f6ys\u00fcm\u00fc yaylaq el\u0259r\u0259m
\nO g\u00fcll\u0259ri qan aparir
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc yayliq el\u0259r\u0259m-
\nSari,g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259-g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nSovqatl\u0131-payl\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131za layiq ola
\nKa\u015f bu g\u0259rayl\u0131, ki\u015fil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\n\u018fkind\u0259 d\u0259, bi\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259,
\nD\u0259rdin-q\u0259min i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259
\nHayl\u0131-harayl\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259r m\u00fc\u015fg\u00fcl\u00fc bil\u0259rsiniz,
\nSiz ayr\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259rsiniz –
\nVar olun, ayr\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n
\n“\u0130p atd\u0131rmaz” \u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259…
\nO\u011ful-u\u015faq toylar\u0131nda
\nKepqas\u0131 \u0259yri ki\u015fil\u0259r..!<\/p>\n
\nSaz\u0131m dinm\u0259di ki, dinm\u0259di, neynim.
\n\u0130st\u0259dim qar\u011f\u0131yam taleyi, baxt\u0131-
\nDilim d\u00f6nm\u0259di ki d\u00f6nm\u0259di neynim.<\/p>\n
\nKarvan buludlar\u0131 b\u0259ri yeritdim.
\nAraz\u0131 ax\u0131td\u0131m, K\u00fcr\u00fc yeritdim-
\nOdum s\u00f6nm\u0259di k, s\u00f6nm\u0259di, neynim.<\/p>\n
\nB\u0259l\u0259di \u0259mb\u0259r\u0259-\u0259tir\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\nDedim, b\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 yetir\u0259 m\u0259ni-
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n enm\u0259di ki, enm\u0259di, neynim.<\/p>\n
\nSehrdi, s\u0259dad\u0131, s\u0259sdi n\u0259dis\u0259,
\nAx\u0131r-bu zaml\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259sdi n\u0259dis\u0259-
\nApar\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259di, neynim?…<\/p>\n
\nTanr\u0131m, s\u0259n bil\u0259rs\u0259n, n\u0259di bu xalq\u0131n
\nNiyy\u0259ti bir olur, i\u015fi bir olmur?..
\nBe\u015f-\u00fc\u00e7 m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259lli yolunda
\n\u00dc\u00e7\u00fc bir olursa, be\u015fi bir olmur?!.<\/p>\n
\nB\u00f6y\u00fckd\u0259n-ki\u00e7iy\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259lidi!
\nHam\u0131 bir ki\u015fiy\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259lidi-
\nBiri ba\u015f \u0259ymirs\u0259-ba\u015f\u0131 bir olmur!<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir ki\u015fi, ayda bir ki\u015fi,
\nDeyirs\u0259n yerd\u0259 bir, g\u00f6yd\u0259 bir ki\u015fi!-
\nAxi m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 ki\u015fi bir olmur…<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259di \u00e7\u0259kilibs\u0259n ba\u015fa, da\u011f kimi,
\nDa\u011f\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n ba\u015flanan d\u00fcnya.
\nQaras\u0131 a\u011f\u0131yla qo\u015fa ta\u011f kimi-
\nA\u011f\u0131 qaras\u0131ndan ba\u015flanan d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n
\nQana \u00e7alxan\u0131rsan-qan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131san
\nBa\u011f\u0131r yaras\u0131san, sin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131san
\nBa\u011f\u0131r yaras\u0131ndan ba\u015flanan d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n
\nBir bel\u0259 yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131, yalan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259.
\nFa\u011f\u0131r balalard\u0131 b\u0259lan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n-
\nFa\u011f\u0131r balas\u0131ndan ba\u015flanan d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n \u015feir yazm\u0131ram, o\u011ful,
\nCan\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131ram a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131zlara.
\nS\u00f6z-s\u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n dam\u0131ram, o\u011ful,
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb ax\u0131ram a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131zlara.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc bu q\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259n uca bilmir\u0259m.
\nOd tutub al\u0131\u015fm\u0131r nec\u0259, bilmir\u0259m-
\nYa\u011f\u0131k\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r ah ka\u011f\u0131zlara.<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0259brim\u0259 s\u0259pdiyin o g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 yox.
\nYadina d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcms\u0259, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 yox-
\nA\u00e7 da bu d\u0259ft\u0259ri, bax ka\u011f\u0131zlara.<\/p>\n
\nGecikmi\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131,
\nG\u0259l\u0259mmir\u0259m \u0130nc\u0259 D\u0259r\u0259m, incim\u0259.
\nK\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131,
\nB\u0259l\u0259nmir\u0259m \u0130nc\u0259 D\u0259r\u0259m, incim\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nYola bax\u0131r h\u0259r x\u0131rdaca da\u015f\u0131nda.
\nG\u00fcnahkaram, \u00f6l\u0259siy\u0259m qar\u015f\u0131nda,
\n\u00d6l\u0259mmir\u0259m, \u0130nc\u0259 D\u0259r\u0259m, incim\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nKorun-korun t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259n ocaqd\u0131m,
\n\u00d6z d\u0259rdimd\u0259n \u00f6z q\u0259mimd\u0259n uzaqd\u0131m,
\n\u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n bir fa\u011f\u0131rca u\u015faqd\u0131m,
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb oldum bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nYerd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00f6yd\u0259 qu\u015fu tan\u0131d\u0131m.
\nTopu\u011fuma d\u0259y\u0259n da\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131m,
\nDar ayaqda g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim da\u015f idi.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n var\u0131nam n\u0259 d\u0259rdin var d\u00fcnya hey,
\nG\u00f6nd\u0259r b\u0259ri n\u0259 d\u0259rdin var d\u00fcnya hey,
\nD\u00f6nd\u0259r b\u0259ri n\u0259 d\u0259rdin var da\u015f\u0131y\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\nY\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma dostum-qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\nD\u0259rdimi y\u00fcz yer\u0259 yozub getdil\u0259r.
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131, zaman\u0131 s\u00f6yd\u00fcl\u0259r yen\u0259,
\nSelt\u0259k co\u015fub,yelt\u0259k \u0259sib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259brim \u00f6z sin\u0259m\u0259 sanc\u0131lan oxdu,
\n\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259tim \u00e7oxdusa, d\u0259rdim d\u0259 \u00e7oxdu
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, d\u0259rdimd\u0259n bezib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nVay\u0131 dibind\u0259di, toyu dibind\u0259\u2026
\n\u201cM\u0259lik\u201dsiz M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259m quyu dibind\u0259,
\nM\u0259nim k\u0259ndirimi k\u0259sib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n