{"id":701,"date":"2021-02-28T16:33:31","date_gmt":"2021-02-28T12:33:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=701"},"modified":"2021-02-28T16:35:44","modified_gmt":"2021-02-28T12:35:44","slug":"qurb%c9%99td%c9%99n-suzul%c9%99n-q%c9%99rib-bir-isiq-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/qurb%c9%99td%c9%99n-suzul%c9%99n-q%c9%99rib-bir-isiq-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n q\u0259rib bir i\u015f\u0131q.. &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>Balo\u011flan C\u0259lil<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Ba\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131stan, Ufa<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n \u015feir yazm\u0131ram, <\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>\u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259kib,<br \/>\nSonra \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<br \/>\nBa\u015fqa \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin dey\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015f\u0259klin alt\u0131nda m\u0259n qol \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u015feir yazm\u0131ram, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0130lahi d\u0259rdl\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m,<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m sakinl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 Ad\u0259m, n\u0259 H\u0259vva burda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z,<br \/>\nYurdlar\u0131 ruhunu satana qal\u0131b.<br \/>\nM\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kilib ged\u0259rg\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n c\u0259nn\u0259ti \u015feytana qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Han\u0131 halal-haram, han\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259zi,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n s\u0259hv \u00e7\u0259kib?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, Allah\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu,<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259hli kef \u00e7\u0259kir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu da bir \u015feirdi, G\u00f6yd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131,<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m g\u0259lib qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 arada d\u0259yir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n q\u0259rib bir i\u015f\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m, \u015feir uydurum?<br \/>\n\u015eeir Allah\u0131nd\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259 Allah\u0131n.<br \/>\nM\u0259n yaln\u0131z \u015feirin \u015f\u0259klin \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m,<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m g\u00fcnd\u0259 Allah\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n \u015feir yazanda \u015fair oluram<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u015feir yazanda \u015fair oluram,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259 zaman \u015fair dem\u0259yin,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 edam g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc,<br \/>\nSizi aldatmas\u0131n \u015feir dem\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u015feir yazanda \u015fair oluram,<br \/>\n\u015eair \u015feir g\u0259l\u0259n anda do\u011fulur,<br \/>\n\u015eeir d\u0259 zindana b\u0259nz\u0259yir bir az,<br \/>\n\u015eair \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu zindanda olur.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u015feir yazanda \u015fair oluram,<br \/>\n\u00c7ernil\u0259 \u00e7evrilir qan\u0131m da m\u0259nim.<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259 ba\u015flan\u0131r \u015fairliyim d\u0259<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259 qurtulur can\u0131m da m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z bu qurtulu\u015f birc\u0259 an \u00e7\u0259kir,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir\u0259m d\u0259rd quca\u011f\u0131na.<br \/>\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rim insafs\u0131z c\u0259llada d\u00f6n\u00fcr,<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259mim \u00e7evrilir dar aca\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259l\u0259mim \u00e7evrilir dar a\u011fac\u0131na,<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0259rib-q\u0259rib dill\u0259nir\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nAs\u0131l\u0131b qal\u0131ram s\u00f6z-k\u0259ndirimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nAzadl\u0131q e\u015fqiyl\u0259 yell\u0259nir\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u015feir yazanda \u015fair oluram,<br \/>\nBunu dostlar\u0131m\u0131n yad\u0131na sal\u0131n.<br \/>\n\u015eeir d\u0259 zindana b\u0259nz\u0259yir dedim,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u015feir adl\u0131 zindana sal\u0131n..<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim-k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 sevincidir, k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0259midir.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim h\u0259l\u0259 yol g\u0259l\u0259n,<br \/>\nQar altda g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimidir.<\/p>\n<p>Qar altda g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nDib\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq,<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 boylanan q\u0259rib ax\u015fam\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 ya\u015fayan qar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yit\u0259k<br \/>\nS\u0259sinin \u0259trin\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b qal\u0131b.<br \/>\nPay\u0131zda a\u011flayan a\u011faclar kimi<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259ri g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Qar altda g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n qar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nGedib g\u00fcl a\u00e7mad\u0131 yar sin\u0259sind \u0259 .<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259l\u0259rin \u015fam\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u018friy\u0259-\u0259riy\u0259 qar sin\u0259sind\u0259 .<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6m\u00fcrl\u00fck s\u00fcrg\u00fcn<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama qa\u00e7\u0131ram el\u0259,<br \/>\nDeyir\u0259m, m\u0259n d\u0259 bir a\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m.<br \/>\nTutum a\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259rin a\u011f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 sa\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u00fcnyada bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kdi o g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<br \/>\nDedim, u\u015faqlara bir g\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131m,<br \/>\nYa\u015fad\u0131m, \u00f6lm\u0259dim o g\u00fcld\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni uzaqlara aparan m\u0259nim<br \/>\nQara buludlarda bir G\u00fcn kimidi.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259nsiz bir \u00f6mr\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr dem\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259t d\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck s\u00fcrg\u00fcn kimidi.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnya-evimd\u0259 m\u0259nim t\u0259k han\u0131<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259rs\u0259ri, q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 q\u0259rib.?!<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259ydiyim o g\u00f6z\u0259l p\u0259ri<br \/>\nYen\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 mesaj g\u00f6nd\u0259rib.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama qa\u00e7\u0131ram el\u0259,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r yat\u0131ram d\u0259rdi-s\u0259riml\u0259.<br \/>\nH\u0259r sabah G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00e7\u0259kib \u015f\u0259klini<br \/>\nAs\u0131ram evimd\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir yol salm\u0131\u015fam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259rdl \u0259rim kimi<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyaya t\u0259nha g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yola<br \/>\nKarvan l\u0259ng\u0259rind\u0259 p\u00fcnhan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir yol salm\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\nKims\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259n tutmay\u0131b m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n el\u0259 qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\nDostlar\u0131m t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 yetm \u0259yib m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir yol salm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259 cihad etmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 s\u0131namaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim yolun<br \/>\n\u018fvv\u0259li \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m, son ucu -Tanr\u0131.<br \/>\nArabir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m onun yad\u0131na \u2013<br \/>\nBoylan\u0131r yoluma g\u00f6z ucu Tanr\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m el\u0259-<br \/>\nS\u0259n dem\u0259 bir yol da \u00f6z\u00fcm imi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259rim yox imi\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n Allah,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bir m\u00fcbar\u0259k S\u00f6z\u00fcn imi\u015f\u0259m<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sin\u0259m a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qala qap\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Susub dan\u0131\u015fmayan qap\u0131 kimiy\u0259m,<br \/>\nKims\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259c\u0259 x\u0259t\u0259rim yoxdu.<br \/>\nAncaq o \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verir,<br \/>\nDostlar\u0131n onlardan x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu.<\/p>\n<p>Dost \u0259li \u0259limd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fmasa da,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdl\u0259ri tez g\u0259lir tap\u0131r sin\u0259mi.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n sin\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259n tap\u0131l\u0131r,<br \/>\nD\u00f6y\u0259n tap\u0131lmay\u0131r qap\u0131-sin\u0259mi.<\/p>\n<p>Susub dan\u0131\u015fmayan qap\u0131yam-dedim,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259l qap\u0131lar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 it\u0259n.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259m i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qala,<br \/>\nBir qala&#8230; t\u0259nhal\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 bit\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Sin\u0259m a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qala qap\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00c7oxunu xo\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcm-\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm yand\u0131r\u0131r.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259sin i\u00e7imd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu,<br \/>\nMin ildir i\u00e7imi i\u00e7im yand\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131\u015f k\u0259sib qap\u0131n\u0131, yazdan x\u0259b\u0259r yox,<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b t\u0259bi\u0259t qara, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 .<br \/>\nA\u011f ip\u0259k yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b \u00e7iynin\u0259 ,<br \/>\nBa\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q gedirs\u0259n hara, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Bu torpaq qarda\u015fs\u0131z bac\u0131 kimidi,<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ovcu kimidi.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ov\u00e7u kimidi<br \/>\nAmand\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n tora, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 .<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015f\u0259n aynas\u0131na,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r \u0259riy\u0259n \u015fam aynas\u0131na.<br \/>\nG\u0259l bax g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin can aynas\u0131na,<br \/>\nDoyunca sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 dara, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 .<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ki bu d\u00fcnyada \u0259tir \u015fah\u0131san,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k titr\u0259yi\u015fi, k\u00f6n\u00fcl ah\u0131san.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 boynub\u00fck\u00fck e\u015fq Allah\u0131san<br \/>\nS\u0259cd\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n Yer\u0259, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 .<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6l-\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n bilir ki, g\u0259zir\u0259m s\u0259nsiz,<br \/>\nBu e\u015fq d\u0259nizind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz.<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz\u0259m, min ildir yaz\u0131ram s\u0259nsiz,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz \u0259lmir yen\u0259 d\u0259 ara, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 .<br \/>\nAra Balo\u011flan\u0131, ara, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bizim evimizin dam\u0131 damard\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Dam\u0131 l\u0131\u011fdan idi, suva\u011f\u0131 gild\u0259n ,<br \/>\nPal\u00e7\u0131q evimizin buxar\u0131 vard\u0131.<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za d\u00f6ys\u0259 d\u0259, onda<br \/>\nBizim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn axar\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Torpaq divar\u0131n\u0131, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259sini,<br \/>\nAnam \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 mala ver\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rdi- s\u0259rini<br \/>\nO ki\u00e7ik daxmada yola ver\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>Aradan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ill\u0259r ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilmir o divar , o dam.<br \/>\nPay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ba\u015flayan kimi,<br \/>\nFikir d\u0259rys\u0131na dalard\u0131 atam.<\/p>\n<p>Tutub g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 dayand\u0131rard\u0131,<br \/>\nGah \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259yi, gah da ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nPal\u00e7\u0131q evimizin dam\u0131 damard\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u011fanda g\u00f6y\u00fcn qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Atam namaz \u00fcst\u0259 dua ed\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nAllaha \u00e7atmazd\u0131 yalvar\u0131\u015flar\u0131.<br \/>\nK\u00fcl\u0259k aparard\u0131 dualar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nAl\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259rdi ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla qar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 ki \u0259lini \u00fcz\u0259rdi g\u00f6yd\u0259n,<br \/>\nDurub p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 baxard\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 evinin dam\u0131,<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f sular\u0131nda bat\u0131b axard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Pal\u00e7\u0131q evimizin dam\u0131 damard\u0131,<br \/>\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla dava ed\u0259rdik.<br \/>\nSonra bir s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nin qanadlar\u0131nda,<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n yan\u0131na u\u00e7ub ged\u0259rdik.<\/p>\n<p>Dam\u0131 l\u0131\u011fdan idi, suva\u011f\u0131 gild\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nPal\u00e7\u0131q evimizin buxar\u0131 vard\u0131.<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za d\u00f6ys\u0259 d\u0259, onda<br \/>\nBizim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bahar\u0131 vard\u0131 .<br \/>\n27.02.21<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u0259l<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131b getdin,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n alan\u0131m g\u0259l.<br \/>\nQaytar m\u0259ni el-obama,<br \/>\nYad ell\u0259rd\u0259 solan\u0131m g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 \u0259riyir \u015fam,<br \/>\nP\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259r d\u00f6nur ax\u015fam.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fulmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 qalan\u0131m g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015fehim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nDa\u011fda bit\u0259n ah\u0131m m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nAy sevgi Allah\u0131m m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131m g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Soyuq q\u00fcrb\u0259t b\u00fck\u00fcr m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259kir m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nA\u011fla m\u0259ni, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nH\u0259zin layla \u00e7alan\u0131m g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z deyir\u0259m aram il\u0259,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 quran il\u0259.<br \/>\nAram yoxdu haram il\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm, g\u00fcn\u00fcm, halal\u0131m g\u0259l\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n-Balo\u011flan C\u0259lil \u0130drisi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fair ola bil\u0259rdim, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck!<br \/>\nVaqif kimi, F\u00fczuli kimi,<br \/>\nHaqq yolunda diri-diri soyulan N\u0259simi kimi.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yi Az\u0259rbaycanda<br \/>\ns\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 H\u0259l\u0259bd\u0259 qalan<br \/>\n\u0130mad\u0259ddin N\u0259simini deyir\u0259m,<br \/>\nE\u015fidirsiz m\u0259ni?!<br \/>\n\u0130mama d\u00f6n\u0259n N\u0259simini.<\/p>\n<p>Amma m\u0259n n\u0259 Vaqif, N\u0259 F\u00fczuli,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 N\u0259simi oldum.<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 haqq yolunda Diri-diri soyuldum.<br \/>\nM\u0259n ad\u0131 yuxar\u0131larda S\u0259sl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nadi bir \u015fair oldum.<br \/>\nAdi bir \u015fair.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni n\u0259 televiziya d\u0259v\u0259t edir<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259 Milli M\u0259clis.<br \/>\nBir-iki \u015fair dostum<br \/>\nTan\u0131y\u0131r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 ki, o q\u0131z-Sevdiyim q\u0131z.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi m\u0259n-Balo\u011flan C\u0259lil \u0130drisi<br \/>\nBir -iki s\u00f6z yiy\u0259si<br \/>\nYaln\u0131z v\u0259 yalq\u0131z<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259<br \/>\nO\u011flanlar\u0131m\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fay\u0131r,<br \/>\nO q\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131r,<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fcnya q\u0259rib ax\u015fam\u0131d\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259sin g\u0259lmir ay q\u0131z niy\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kildinmi yoxsa g\u00f6y\u0259?<br \/>\nBoylananda Ay-g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259ni orda g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n<p>Aydan ar\u0131, sudan duru,<br \/>\nAdamlarm\u0131 s\u0259ni q\u0131r\u0131b?<br \/>\nM\u0259nim kimi q\u0259rib-q\u0259rib<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya q\u0259rib ax\u015fam\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 a\u011f \u015fan\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nKims\u0259 m\u0259ni ox\u015famad\u0131,<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259rin var, bilirs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00f6n\u00fcl verm\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6n\u00fcl verm\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nYalan uyduran g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sev\u0259n o q\u0131z guya,<br \/>\nBax\u0131r yollara-yollara.<\/p>\n<p>Baxmaz daha, baxmaz vara,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir Aypara.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00f6n\u00fcb buludlara,<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131r yollara-yollara&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qald\u0131 duman, \u00e7\u0259n qayada,<br \/>\nBir yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q can qayada.<br \/>\nDeyir Balo\u011flan qay\u0131dar,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131r yollara-yollara.<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259k<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdin daha,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni qoydun t\u0259k v\u0259 t\u0259nha.<br \/>\nBir az ox\u015fad\u0131m Allaha<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r b\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u011faland\u0131 \u00fcmman d\u0259rdim<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi a\u00e7\u0131b s\u0259rdim<br \/>\nN\u0259 ist\u0259din onu verdim<br \/>\nEl\u0259 dedin ver b\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Harda qald\u0131n, harda ax\u0131<br \/>\nQayalar\u0131 y\u0131xd\u0131 ah\u0131m.<br \/>\nQay\u0131t m\u0259nim e\u015fq Allah\u0131m<br \/>\nYalvar\u0131ram bir b\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fcnya<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu yol m\u0259ni hara \u00e7\u0259kdi?<br \/>\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n dara \u00e7\u0259kdi.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya qara h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nYollar onun torudurmu?<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131 da\u015fam, yar\u0131 adam,<br \/>\nQ\u0259brim\u0259 var yar\u0131m add\u0131m,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00fcnyadan yar\u0131mad\u0131m,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya m\u0259nd\u0259n yar\u0131d\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Qolum ba\u011fl\u0131, \u0259lim t\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nBu q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259kdim,<br \/>\nAllah m\u0259ni qorudumu?<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 yeyib d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 deyib d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\n\u0130p \u0259yir\u0259n \u0259yri d\u00fcnya<br \/>\nK\u00fcp\u0259gir\u0259n qar\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin dad\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdim?<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyim h\u0259r bir ah bilir.<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 onu Allah bilir.<\/p>\n<p>Allah bilir, m\u0259n bilir\u0259m;<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259t n\u0259dir, q\u0259rib n\u0259dir.<br \/>\nQ\u0259riblikd\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcm,<br \/>\nH\u0259r biri bir q\u0259rin\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir anas\u0131z v\u0259t\u0259n kimi,<br \/>\nY\u0259r d\u0259, G\u00f6y d\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t dad\u0131r.<br \/>\nAllah da g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 o da q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 o da q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259dir &#8211;<br \/>\nSu \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 pamp\u0131q kimi.<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn bat\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcm\u00fcd dolu bir a\u011f g\u0259mi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z dikdiyim X\u0259z\u0259r-q\u0259rib,<br \/>\nRuhumun g\u00f6y qanad\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259n m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7im H\u0259l\u0259b meydan\u0131d\u0131r<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Balo\u011flan C\u0259lil Ba\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131stan, Ufa M\u0259n \u015feir yazm\u0131ram, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259kib, Sonra \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. Ba\u015fqa \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin dey\u0259, H\u0259r \u015f\u0259klin alt\u0131nda m\u0259n qol \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. M\u0259n \u015feir yazm\u0131ram, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, \u0130lahi d\u0259rdl\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini&#8230; G\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m sakinl\u0259rini. N\u0259 Ad\u0259m, n\u0259 H\u0259vva burda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z, Yurdlar\u0131 ruhunu satana qal\u0131b. 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