{"id":740,"date":"2021-03-03T16:45:52","date_gmt":"2021-03-03T12:45:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=740"},"modified":"2021-03-03T18:10:00","modified_gmt":"2021-03-03T14:10:00","slug":"%c9%99nv%c9%99r-rza-k%c9%99lb%c9%99c%c9%99r%c9%99-ged%c9%99n-yollar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/%c9%99nv%c9%99r-rza-k%c9%99lb%c9%99c%c9%99r%c9%99-ged%c9%99n-yollar\/","title":{"rendered":"\u018fnv\u0259r Rza – K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar"},"content":{"rendered":"

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar
\nYazda \u0259ri\u015f-ar\u011fac olur
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259 yollar.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7d\u0259 \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, arxac olur<\/p>\n

C\u00fcr\u0259t yeyib, t\u0259r \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr;
\nDa\u011f n\u0259nnisi, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nD\u0259lida\u011f\u0131n h\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259s\u0259ni salar b\u0259nd\u0259,
\nHa\u00e7alanar ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni azd\u0131rar \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar.<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 \u0259srar, bu n\u0259 f\u0259nddir?
\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 da\u015f k\u0259m\u0259nddir.
\n\u015e\u0259m\u015fir yazan g\u0131f\u0131lb\u0259nddir
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar.<\/p>\n

Min bulaqdan i\u00e7ib gedir,
\nQayalar\u0131 bi\u00e7ib gedir.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib gedir
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u0259ndin h\u0259r nem\u0259td\u0259n yen\u0259 var pay\u0131–
\nQayan\u0131n k\u0259kotu, da\u011f\u0131n qar pay\u0131…
\nUzan\u0131b yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7arpay\u0131,
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131m buludt\u0259k burdan \u00f6t\u0259ndir,
\nSoru\u015f \u201cSa\u00e7\u0131ndak\u0131 bu d\u0259n n\u0259 d\u0259ndir?\u201d
\nYanmay\u0131b q\u0259lbimi yand\u0131ran t\u0259ndir,
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r yan c\u0259nn\u0259t olar, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng baxsalar,
\nBa\u011fban can yand\u0131rsa, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng ba\u011f salar.
\nAy q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259r, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng ba\u011f\u00e7alar,
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259!<\/p>\n

Bu da \u201cyeh\u0259rl\u0259yib\u201d mindiyim boz da\u015f…
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yim, tab g\u0259tir, tabla\u015f.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn l\u0259zz\u0259ti a k\u00f6hn\u0259 dam-da\u015f,
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259!<\/p>\n

Vur\u011fundur bu yala, yamaca \u018fnv\u0259r
\nMeyl ed\u0259r yarp\u0131za, umaca \u018fnv\u0259r!
\nAy quzu otaran balaca \u018fnv\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259!
\n1979<\/p>\n

Da\u011flara<\/strong><\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131nda bir balaca yer ver\u0259,
\nBa\u015fmaq olam, dolaq olam da\u011flara.
\nYa da \u00e7\u0259kib sin\u0259sind\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259,
\nPal\u0131d olam, qovaq olam da\u011flara.<\/p>\n

Yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r k\u00f6t\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nYadda\u015f\u0131mda p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r k\u00f6t\u00fckl\u0259r.
\nQay\u0131danda yol verm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259dikl\u0259r,
\nBir b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r dustaq olam da\u011flara.<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u015fq\u0131n d\u00f6vran \u0259m\u0259lini azd\u0131m\u0131?
\nDa\u015f kitaba qanla tarix yazd\u0131m\u0131?
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259ltm\u0259r\u0259m, \u00f6zc\u0259 d\u0259rdi azd\u0131m\u0131,
\nBir yandan da m\u0259n da\u011f olam da\u011flara?!<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar o\u011flu, da\u011fa qoyma ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131!
\nAldatd\u0131lar, uzaq sand\u0131q yax\u0131n\u0131.
\n\u018fritmi\u015f\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yimin ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131–
\nAy batanda \u00e7\u0131raq olam da\u011flara.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl, eyl\u0259 duydu\u011funu saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck.
\nBu da\u011flardan ayr\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr–y\u00fck.
\nBir yer versin balas\u0131na \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck,
\n\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m qonaq olam da\u011flara
\n1985<\/p>\n

G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n

Da\u011flar elsiz, \u00e7\u00f6l t\u00fct\u0259ksiz, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n lal,
\nM\u0259n bu d\u0259rdi oxlama\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nYaza n\u0259 var, yaylaqlar\u0131n pay\u0131zda,
\nV\u0259fas\u0131n\u0131 yoxlama\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Susuz yurdum, t\u0259k m\u0259cm\u0259yi, t\u0259k sini
\n\u015eair kimi s\u00f6zl\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcb k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib bu da\u011flar\u0131n \u0259ksini,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 saxlama\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r sar\u0131 \u00f6rp\u0259k b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,
\nDuman, \u00e7iskin aya\u011f\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nAta yurdu, qarda\u015f yeri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,
\nBir doyunca a\u011flama\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Nax\u0131\u015f olub bi\u00e7in\u00e7inin h\u0259r v\u0259ri,
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l pay\u0131z ilham\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259rv\u0259ri.
\nX\u0259zan vaxt\u0131 bahar bilin \u018fnv\u0259ri,
\nDa\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131yam, \u00e7a\u011flama\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Tut qolumdan<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r qism\u0259t\u0259 bax, b\u0259xt\u0259 bax,
\nQar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131q \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k f\u0259sli, sakit ba\u011f!
\nN\u0259f\u0259s n\u0259rgiz,qam\u0259t \u00e7inar, \u0259l zambaq,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259ki bir tilsimli na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,
\nTut qolumdan, hu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131mdan da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131!<\/p>\n

\u0130sm\u0259tind\u0259n yana\u011f\u0131na al d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nMeh t\u0259rp\u0259ndi, sin\u0259n \u00fcst\u0259 \u015fal d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 xal\u0131n boyda xal d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nAxan sular g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n sa\u011f\u0131ld\u0131…
\nTut qolumdan, hu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131mdan da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131!<\/p>\n

Tama\u015fad\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n p\u0131rp\u0131z\u0131,
\nUtand\u0131rd\u0131n b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni, yarp\u0131z\u0131.
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n deyir: bu yerl\u0259rin g\u00fcl q\u0131z\u0131,
\nDuy\u011fusuzdu, insafs\u0131zd\u0131, pax\u0131ld\u0131,
\nTut qolumdan, hu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131mdan da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131!<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar ke\u00e7di qatar-qatar,
\nCavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nM\u0259n ki bulaq ba\u015f\u0131ndayam,
\nCan\u0131m niy\u0259 oda d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Vur\u011fun k\u00f6n\u00fcl b\u0259nddir him\u0259,
\nKirpik–qarmaq, qa\u015flar–q\u0259m\u0259.
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259niz \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t adl\u0131 ada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131mdan kim \u015f\u0259kl\u0259ndi?–
\nBax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ndi.
\nH\u0259r\u0259 bir yana t\u0259kl\u0259ndi–
\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 buta d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Biri qald\u0131 baxa-baxa
\nQ\u0131rov qonmu\u015f sa\u00e7a, b\u0131\u011fa.
\n\u00dcm\u00fcd\u00fcm d\u015fnd\u00fc yarpa\u011fa,
\nBir meh \u0259sdi, oda d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Zirv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n bac alm\u0131\u015fam,
\n\u015eahda\u011f\u0131ndan tac alm\u0131\u015fam.
\n\u018fnv\u0259r dedi: Qocalm\u0131\u015fam?
\nYaylaqlara s\u0259da d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n1979<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, x\u0259yalm\u0131 bu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qo\u015fun \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tin
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin ba\u015f\u0131yla.
\nGetdi, v\u00fcsal bahar\u0131m,
\nQald\u0131m hicran q\u0131\u015f\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

\u00d6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7din k\u00f6\u00e7 kimi,
\nY\u0131xd\u0131n k\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nZal\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131, e\u015fqimi
\n\u00d6l\u00e7d\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fck qa\u015f\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131m,
\nQ\u0259ml\u0259 \u00fclf\u0259t ba\u011flad\u0131m.
\nK\u00fcsd\u00fcm, k\u00fcs\u00fc saxlad\u0131m
\nSizin ba\u011f\u0131n qu\u015fuyla.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ld\u0131 q\u0259lb\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n
\nMin d\u0259rdi q\u0259lbi da\u011f\u0131n.
\nBilmirdim, q\u0259lb ota\u011f\u0131n
\nH\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f da\u015f\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, x\u0259yalm\u0131 bu?
\nYoxsa \u015firin bir yuxu?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yu,
\nYu, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131yla<\/p>\n

Nahaq a\u011flad\u0131n, nahaq<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin seliyl\u0259
\nK\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 atd\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n, nahaq,
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\n\u0130\u00e7in-i\u00e7in h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn
\nB\u0259xtini qar\u011f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131n,
\nTaleyini s\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fcn.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi ovlay\u0131b,
\nYoldan saxlatd\u0131n m\u0259ni,
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n, nahaq.
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

N\u0259\u015f\u0259, f\u0259r\u0259h bir anda
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n so\u011fuldu.
\nA\u011flar-a\u011flar misralar
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 do\u011fuldu.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t verib
\nNahaq oxlatd\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n, nahaq,
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbinin q\u0259m da\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nF\u0259rhad olub \u00e7apard\u0131m.
\nGetdim, f\u0259q\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259
\nBir d\u00fcnya q\u0259m apard\u0131m.
\nD\u0259rdd\u0259n ocaq qalay\u0131b,
\nOca\u011fa \u00e7atd\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n, nahaq,
\nNahaq a\u011flatd\u0131n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131danda ist\u0259dim
\nOrdan x\u0259lv\u0259t \u00f6t\u00fcm m\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u00f6y\u00fcd m\u0259st olub
\n\u015eirin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n.
\nS\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fcn, m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm;
\nQ\u0259mi q\u0259lbd\u0259n k\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.
\nBu a\u011flayan \u015feirimi
\nB\u0259s m\u0259n nec\u0259 kiridim?!
\n1983<\/p>\n

\u018flim ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n ka\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259nim qoca anam, a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259k anam,
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n sozaltd\u0131 m\u0259ni.
\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcm n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259h da\u011f\u0131na,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin q\u0259lbin\u0259 bo\u015faltd\u0131 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Dadd\u0131m yavan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, a\u015f, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n,
\n\u018flim ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n ka\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n.
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6y damarl\u0131 da\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n
\n\u018fyilib \u00f6pm\u0259yim ucaltd\u0131 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

O \u015firin dilind\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259, birc\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nE\u015fqin, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin solmaz bir \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n.
\nAnam, qocalmazd\u0131m \u00f6l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259n,
\nS\u0259nin qocalma\u011f\u0131n qocaltd\u0131 m\u0259ni.
\n1979<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahd\u0131r ha!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc g\u00f6d\u0259k bi \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r\u0259
\nBar\u0131 dem\u0259k g\u00fcn\u00fchd\u0131r ha!
\nLal\u0259y\u0259 a\u011f, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259y\u0259
\nSar\u0131 dem\u0259k g\u00fcn\u00fchd\u0131r ha!<\/p>\n

Bir m\u0259b\u0259ddir e\u015fqi ad\u0131,
\n\u00c7ox nadan\u0131 e\u015fq q\u0131nad\u0131.
\nH\u0259r at\u0259\u015f\u0259 e\u015fqin odu,
\nQoru dem\u0259k g\u00fcn\u00fchd\u0131r ha!<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259 s\u00f6z qanana —
\n\u00c7\u0259kilm\u0259sin s\u00f6x q\u0131n\u0131na.
\nG\u00fcl \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259r qonana
\nAr\u0131 dem\u0259k g\u00fcn\u00fchd\u0131r ha!<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox borcluyuq biz \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259,
\n\u0130ll\u0259r salar iz \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259.
\nYa\u015f\u0131 \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r\u0259
\nQar\u0131 dem\u0259k g\u00fcn\u00fchd\u0131r ha!<\/p>\n

Boran isti, ocaq s\u0259rin,
\nD\u0259r\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr, t\u0259p\u0259 d\u0259rin,
\nH\u0259r a\u011f sa\u00e7a zirv\u0259l\u0259rin
\nQar\u0131 dem\u0259k g\u00fcn\u00fchd\u0131r ha!<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 x\u0131na yaxacaq<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259nsiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259nli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri
\nKi\u015fn\u0259y\u0259r sin\u0259md\u0259 s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz.
\nBu s\u0259nsiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259nli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri
\nDolanar s\u0259m\u0259rsiz, ke\u00e7\u0259r s\u0259m\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

Bu bahar m\u0259n dey\u0259n bahardan deyil,
\nYolumda o h\u0259sr\u0259t toxumu \u0259kdi.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131ndan i\u00e7ib, bu nisgil
\nPay\u0131zda sin\u0259md\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

\u00dcm\u00fcd–cilikl\u0259nmi\u015f z\u0259rif bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259,
\nOt basm\u0131\u015f c\u0131\u011f\u0131rda qo\u015fa iz itib.
\nKollar\u0131n dibind\u0259 n\u0259rgiz, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259,
\nO \u015f\u00fcm\u015fad barmaqda bi \u00fcz\u00fck bitib.<\/p>\n

Bu pay\u0131z \u0259lin\u0259 x\u0131na yaxacaq,
\n\u201cVa\u011fzal\u0131\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259.
\nM\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ma\u011fardan uzaq
\n\u00c7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131ma v\u00fcsal yerin\u0259…
\n1982<\/p>\n

Qo\u015fala\u015fd\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qo\u015fala\u015fd\u0131q bi c\u00fct qo\u015fa g\u00f6z kimi,
\nYuva qurduq, isindirdik k\u00f6z kimi,
\n\u015eirinl\u0259\u015fdik dodaqlarda s\u00f6z kimi.
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fcl\u0259r bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcb bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r,
\nAd\u0259t olub-yax\u0131n dostlar, tan\u0131\u015flar
\nS\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fur.<\/p>\n

E\u015fqimizd\u0259n hicran qorxar, lal olar;
\nBu sevdam\u0131z na\u011f\u0131lla\u015far,bal olar.
\nEvimizd\u0259 \u015firin-\u015f\u0259k\u0259r balalar
\nQaqq\u0131lda\u00e7\u0131b bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015far
\nS\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fur.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl a\u00e7\u0131ram bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb,
\nQonum-qon\u015fu bizi h\u0259r vaxt \u015f\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb.
\nG\u0259l q\u0259ml\u0259nm\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda d\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb–
\nA\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131n a\u011f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131r.
\nQ\u0259rib\u0259dir, do\u011fma atan, anan da
\nS\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fur.
\n1983<\/p>\n

Yollar ha\u00e7alan\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131m yen\u0259 bu ax\u015fam,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r g\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131l\u00e7\u0131raql\u0131d\u0131r.
\nYolun ortas\u0131nda t\u0259k dayanm\u0131\u015fam,
\nYol da a\u011fac kimi qol-budaql\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u015eirin arzular\u0131m, xo\u015f dil\u0259yin var,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 bu h\u0259yatdan kam almam\u0131\u015fam.
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131r bizi bu yollar?
\nM\u0259n ki, s\u0259nsiz olub, t\u0259k qalmam\u0131\u015fam!<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim \u015fam kimi al\u0131\u015f\u0131b burda,
\nQayit t\u0259s\u0259lli ver, bar\u0131, yanmas\u0131n.
\nYollar birl\u0259\u015f\u0259r d\u0259, ha\u00e7alanar da,
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin ha\u00e7alanmas\u0131n!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

(Mahn\u0131)<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb dayanm\u0131\u015fam nitdi lal,
\nS\u00fczg\u00fcn baxma, kirpiyini yava\u015f \u00e7al.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, ay maral,
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n yox, h\u0259r kim olsa, ba\u015f \u0259y\u0259r,
\nEl\u0259 baxma, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Dikilibdir t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim,
\nSanki bax\u0131r aya, g\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim,
\nVurulubdur g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin ilk s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z dey\u0259r,
\nEl\u0259 baxma, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Qo\u015fa g\u0259z\u0259k bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni, bu da\u011f\u0131,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259nsin e\u015fqimizin n\u00f6vra\u011f\u0131,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rindir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131
\n\u015e\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259nib \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 nur \u00e7il\u0259y\u0259r.
\nEl\u0259 baxma, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259r.
\n1981<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar Yazda \u0259ri\u015f-ar\u011fac olur K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259 yollar. K\u00f6\u00e7d\u0259 \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, arxac olur C\u00fcr\u0259t yeyib, t\u0259r \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr; Da\u011f n\u0259nnisi, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr. D\u0259lida\u011f\u0131n h\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar. T\u0259l\u0259s\u0259ni salar b\u0259nd\u0259, Ha\u00e7alanar ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni azd\u0131rar \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar. Bu n\u0259 \u0259srar, bu n\u0259 f\u0259nddir? G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 da\u015f k\u0259m\u0259nddir. \u015e\u0259m\u015fir yazan g\u0131f\u0131lb\u0259nddir K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":741,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=740"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":749,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740\/revisions\/749"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/741"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=740"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=740"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=740"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}