{"id":762,"date":"2023-03-06T15:40:31","date_gmt":"2023-03-06T11:40:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=762"},"modified":"2023-03-06T15:42:05","modified_gmt":"2023-03-06T11:42:05","slug":"%c9%99sr%c9%99f-veys%c9%99lli-s%c9%99n-m%c9%99ni-oyr%c9%99tdin-ayriliqlara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/%c9%99sr%c9%99f-veys%c9%99lli-s%c9%99n-m%c9%99ni-oyr%c9%99tdin-ayriliqlara\/","title":{"rendered":"\u018f\u015fr\u0259f Veys\u0259lli: S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>\u018f\u015fr\u0259f VEYS\u018fLL\u0130 &#8211; 85<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><b>Ya\u015fayar<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Arzular\u0131m qar alt\u0131nda g\u00fcl a\u00e7ar,<br \/>\nDa\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bit\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar.<br \/>\n\u018fr\u0259nl\u0259rim qayalardan yol a\u00e7ar,<br \/>\nYol, bu yolu ged\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k n\u0259dir? \u00dcr\u0259k sevgi, say\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nBir &#8211; birin\u0259 n\u0259vazi\u015fdir, qay\u011f\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nBa\u015fdan-ba\u015fa h\u0259y\u0259cand\u0131r, duy\u011fudur.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k d\u0259 var &#8211; g\u00f6d\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar.<\/p>\n<p>Yazan qalar s\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hay\u0131nda.<br \/>\nOzan qalar saz \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hay\u0131nda.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan da var-\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hay\u0131nda,<br \/>\n\u0130nsan da var-V\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar.<\/p>\n<p><b>Yax\u015f\u0131 ki<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Qoy s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131m, Allah,<br \/>\nOlmas\u0131n yan\u0131nda yalan\u0131m, Allah.<br \/>\n\u015eeirdir olan\u0131m-qalan\u0131m, Allah,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fair yaratd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>\u018fs\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin d\u0259rs deyirdimi,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyim a\u011fr\u0131lar d\u0259rs deyildimi?<br \/>\n\u00d6z d\u0259rdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259s deyildimi,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fair yaratd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131zmar s\u0259hralarda \u0259s\u0259n meh\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00fcld\u0259 \u015f\u0259bn\u0259m\u0259ms\u0259, otda \u015feh\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nSanki bu d\u00fcnyaya cavabdeh\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fair yaratd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259r\u0259k bir qanadl\u0131 qu\u015f yaradayd\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u018fngin s\u0259malara tu\u015f yaradayd\u0131n.<br \/>\nYa da ki, bir qara da\u015f yaradayd\u0131n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fair yaratd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Qoruya bildimmi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yaddan,<br \/>\nN\u0259fsimi l\u0259zz\u0259td\u0259n,a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 daddan?<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xartd\u0131m o\u011flumu,q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 yaddan,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fair yaratd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Qar\u0131\u015f bu torpa\u011fa diril d\u0259n kimi,<br \/>\nH\u00f6r\u00fck s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcl d\u0259n kimi.<br \/>\nDirill\u0259m h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc dirild\u0259n kimi,<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 ki s\u0259n m\u0259ni \u015fair yaratd\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl kimi bitirdin da\u015fda bu \u00f6mr\u00fc,<br \/>\nTap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n bir d\u0259li e\u015fq\u0259 bu \u00f6mr\u00fc,<br \/>\nYa\u015faya bilm\u0259zdim ba\u015fqa bir \u00f6mr\u00fc,<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 ki s\u0259n m\u0259ni \u015fair yaratd\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r an\u0131m, h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm, h\u0259r ay\u0131m bel\u0259,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 e\u015fq adl\u0131 saray\u0131m bel\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 incid\u0259r haray\u0131m bel\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r dara,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara.<\/p>\n<p>Adlaya bilm\u0259dim q\u0259m hasar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nSiml\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcl tar\u0131m\u0131n.<br \/>\nBoynu b\u00fck\u00fck qald\u0131 arzular\u0131m\u0131n,<br \/>\nNiyy\u0259tim harayd\u0131, m\u0259nzilim hara,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara.<\/p>\n<p>Yol\u00e7unu yolundan \u0259yl\u0259d\u0259n kimi,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdliy\u0259 d\u0259rdini s\u00f6yl\u0259d\u0259n kimi,<br \/>\nU\u015fa\u011fa \u0259lifba \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n kimi<br \/>\nDe n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131m m\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcqara,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara .<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcl q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259siydi \u00fcr\u0259yim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nE\u015fqin t\u0259\u015fn\u0259siydi \u00fcr\u0259yim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nV\u00fcsal \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259siydi \u00fcr\u0259yim m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nM\u0259n hara, q\u0259m hara, ayr\u0131l\u0131q hara,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130zim da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bit\u0259n yaz\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm Bab\u0259kl\u0259rin \u201cB\u0259zz\u201d qalas\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nArzum xan o\u011fluydu, b\u0259y balas\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin e\u015fqimi g\u0259tirdi zara,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259tdin ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u018fla<\/b><\/p>\n<p>O u\u015faq arzumun uzaq m\u0259nzili,<br \/>\n\u018fla g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi yax\u0131ndan, \u0259la.<br \/>\n\u00c7oxundan pis idim da\u011fdan baxanda,<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxanda- \u00e7oxundan \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>Yatmad\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yuxu yand\u0131rd\u0131,<br \/>\nDilimi k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn ah\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nSin\u0259mi f\u0259l\u0259yin oxu yand\u0131rd\u0131?<br \/>\nYay\u0131na bilm\u0259dim oxundan \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdim oynayanda \u201cK\u0259r\u0259mi\u201d \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nDa\u011flar y\u0131x\u0131lard\u0131 \u015f\u0259l\u0259min \u00fcst\u0259.<br \/>\nMil\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r qonard\u0131 \u015fir\u0259min \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nU\u00e7du x\u0259zan vaxt\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131mdan \u2013 \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259r q\u0259z\u0259bini t\u00f6k\u0259r baxt\u0131ma,<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259l\u0259ri b\u00fck\u0259r baxt\u0131ma<br \/>\nDe, nec\u0259 edim ki, bu kor baxt\u0131ma<br \/>\nBu kor g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 bax\u0131m m\u0259n \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rliy\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131q dey\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\nAl\u00e7aq t\u0259p\u0259liy\u0259 da\u011fl\u0131q dey\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\nSolumda, sa\u011f\u0131mda sa\u011fl\u0131q dey\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kildi solumdan, sa\u011f\u0131mdan, \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>De, harda yatm\u0131san, bozqurd balas\u0131<br \/>\n\u00c7ox yatma, olarsan manqurt balas\u0131.<br \/>\nQar \u00fcst\u0259 iz salan ac qurd balas\u0131<br \/>\nQuduz k\u00f6p\u0259kl\u0259rin toxundan \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yr\u0259t yerim\u0259yi, \u00f6yr\u0259t yollara,<br \/>\nBu ba\u011fl\u0131 yollara, bu s\u0259rt yollara.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r z\u00fclm\u0259t yollara,<br \/>\nM\u0259\u015f\u0259ll\u0259r al\u0131\u015far ah\u0131mdan \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p>Marten sobas\u0131 da atom ES-i d\u0259,<br \/>\nDonuq vicdanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tin isid\u0259r.<br \/>\nAzad bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin dil\u0259n\u00e7isi d\u0259<br \/>\nK\u00f6l\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rin \u015fah\u0131ndan \u0259la.<\/p>\n<p><b>Sevgidir<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131 can ist\u0259yir, qan\u0131 qan \u00e7\u0259kir,<br \/>\nBu p\u00fcnhan duy\u011funun ad\u0131 sevgidir.<br \/>\nBal\u0131nc\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kir,<br \/>\nBu odur,<br \/>\nBu odur,<br \/>\nOdur-sevgidir.<\/p>\n<p>Haqs\u0131z q\u0131naqsa da, nahaq qansa da,<br \/>\nQ\u0259fil s\u0131naqsa da,imtahansa da,<br \/>\nOndan ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131m yansa da,<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259ti,dad\u0131 sevgidir.<\/p>\n<p>Ey durub q\u0259sdim\u0259,yol k\u0259s\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim taleyims\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n,g\u00f6z\u0259l.<br \/>\nOlsan \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yol g\u0259z\u0259n,g\u00f6z\u0259l,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin kodu sevgidir.<\/p>\n<p><b>Bilir<\/b><\/p>\n<p>O sevda d\u0259mind\u0259n uzaqd\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaq bilir.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevdiyim g\u00fcl u\u015faqd\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dclvi hissl\u0259rimi oyuncaq bilir.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131m, d\u00f6n\u00fcm bu e\u015fqin,<br \/>\nYolunda al\u0131\u015f\u0131m, yan\u0131m bu e\u015fqin.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131b m\u0259nim bu e\u015fqim,<br \/>\nN\u0259 o\u011ful anlay\u0131r, n\u0259 u\u015faq bilir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259ni bilir\u0259m onu,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259cd\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m onun.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m d\u0259rdind\u0259n, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m onun,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc bir Allah bilir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fc\u015f\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Onun \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 e\u015fqin h\u0259sr\u0259ti,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.<br \/>\nNaz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m,i\u015fv\u0259si artar,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m, &#8211; g\u00f6z \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimi odda yand\u0131rar,<br \/>\nBu axan qan\u0131m\u0131 o dayand\u0131rar.<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259k yand\u0131ran\u0131 o da yand\u0131rar,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>\u018f\u015fr\u0259f, el i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0131yma s\u0131na yar,<br \/>\nDost dostunu yaman g\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0131nayar.<br \/>\nS\u0131nam\u0131san, bir d\u0259, bir d\u0259 s\u0131na, yar,-<br \/>\n\u018fhd\u0259 v\u0259fas\u0131zl\u0131q g\u00f6z\u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p><b>Hardasan<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r yanda, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131lm\u0131rsan x\u0259yallar kimi.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni-<br \/>\nYazda g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi, q\u0131\u015fda qar kimi.<\/p>\n<p>Gah toy yerind\u0259s\u0259n, gah yas yerind\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131nda, qaras\u0131ndasan.<br \/>\n\u00dczd\u00fcy\u00fcm sular\u0131n l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m kitab\u0131n aras\u0131ndasan.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6n\u00fcrm\u00fc-nura d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n,<br \/>\nDurub yand\u0131r\u0131ram, s\u0259n d\u0259 yan\u0131rsan.<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m, \u015feir yazam m\u0259n,<br \/>\nGal\u0131b misralarda s\u0259n dayan\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eirin s\u00f6zl\u0259rint\u0259k \u0259tir qoxuyan<br \/>\nH\u0259r s\u0259s\u0259, s\u0259daya qat\u0131blar s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nYediyim \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259,i\u00e7diyim suya,<br \/>\nUddu\u011fum havaya qat\u0131blar s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259n olubdur,bu yer, bu al\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259n olubdur bu cahan, g\u00fcl\u00fcm!<br \/>\nH\u0259r yerd\u0259, h\u0259r zaman s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nAncaq bilmir\u0259m ki, hardasan, g\u00fcl\u00fcm!<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u0259n yan\u0131mda olanda<\/b><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 ki yan\u0131mda s\u0259n olursan, s\u0259n<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimin he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxusu olmur.<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 da\u015f as\u0131l\u0131r kirpikl\u0259rimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin yuxusu olmur.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi-yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu g\u00f6y\u00fcn, yerin,<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t-k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn bahar g\u00fcll\u0259ri.<br \/>\nOrda g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259rin.<br \/>\nOrda bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n sular g\u00fcll\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259r k\u00f6n\u00fcl tar\u0131mda,<br \/>\nS\u0259n ondan \u0259n \u015firin dil\u0259kl\u0259r ist\u0259.<br \/>\nTez-tez \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7axar dodaqlar\u0131mda,<br \/>\nAd\u0131n s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00dcr\u0259yim<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259hra olan, h\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u011f olan,<br \/>\nBir dost k\u0259lm\u0259siyl\u0259 donub da\u011f olan,<br \/>\nQism\u0259ti-h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131maq olan,<br \/>\nD\u0259rman\u0131-da\u011flar\u0131n s\u0259h\u0259r kul\u0259yi,<br \/>\nAy m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p>Dinsin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti \u0259ziz tutanlar,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259b\u0259di oda atanlar.<br \/>\nDesin sol d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn ust\u0259 yatanlar-<br \/>\nN\u0259dir bu d\u00fcnyadan ax\u0131 dil\u0259yim,<br \/>\nAy m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259 inan\u0131b, uyan s\u0259n oldun,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni quru yurdda qoyan s\u0259n oldun.<br \/>\nBir zaman ham\u0131ya h\u0259yan s\u0259n oldun,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi bir kom\u0259yi kimd\u0259n dil\u0259yim,<br \/>\nAy m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 odu var ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin,<br \/>\nOldum dil\u0259ncisi bir xo\u015f ulf\u0259tin.<br \/>\nT\u0259k-t\u0259nha ya\u015famaq-c\u0259tind\u0259n c\u0259tin-<br \/>\nYen\u0259 buza dondu \u00e7ay\u0131m-x\u00f6r\u0259yim,<br \/>\nAy m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir m\u0259sum, kus\u0259y\u0259n, k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faqsan,<br \/>\nDindirs\u0259m, sin\u0259mi da\u011flayacaqsan.<br \/>\nBils\u0259n, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flayacaqsan-<br \/>\nYar q\u0259nimim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u0259\u011fyar kom\u0259yim,<br \/>\nAy m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p><b>Hayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Qartal qayalar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nT\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr qa\u015fqaba\u011f\u0131ndan.<br \/>\nYollar\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131lmaq qorxusu ya\u011f\u0131r<br \/>\nZirehli da\u011flar\u0131n da\u015f papa\u011f\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>Qara buludlar\u0131n q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131 q\u0131nda,<br \/>\n\u018flind\u0259 \u00e7aylar\u0131n \u00f6m\u00fcr yelk\u0259ni.<br \/>\nQal\u0131b fikirl\u0259rim yol ayr\u0131c\u0131nda,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kir m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 suallar m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, a\u011fappaq yalanlar kimi,<br \/>\nGah g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f aldad\u0131r,gah da qar m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nQ\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r ilanlar kimi,<br \/>\nBuynuzu i\u00e7ind\u0259 olanlar kimi,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u00e7\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n vaxt yeyin-yeyin,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki, axd\u0131 bu yollar.<br \/>\nYox-yox, acizliyin, \u00fcmidsizliyin<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sanc\u0131lan oxdu bu yollar,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6hl\u0259n zirv\u0259l\u0259rin,da\u015f xurcunlar\u0131n<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259,g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 intizar bitib.<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131m alt\u0131nda da\u015f u\u00e7qunlar\u0131,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qayalar bitib,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>Qorxuya s\u0259dd olan q\u0259dim b\u0259ndl\u0259rin<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fc \u015f\u0131r\u0131m-\u015f\u0131r\u0131m, z\u0259d\u0259n-z\u0259d\u0259ndir.<br \/>\nO da\u011f zirv\u0259sin\u0259 qonan k\u0259ndl\u0259rin<br \/>\nDivar da\u015flar\u0131 da vahim\u0259d\u0259ndir,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>Nurlu k\u0259hk\u0259\u015fand\u0131r v\u0259t\u0259n yollar\u0131,<br \/>\nGah oddan adlay\u0131r, gah sudan ke\u00e7ir.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar\u0131n<br \/>\n\u00c7oxu t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259n,qorxudan ke\u00e7ir?!<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa bu yollar\u0131n m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131nda<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fadan \u00fcmid yeri var,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259z\u0259r m\u0259ni,axtarar m\u0259ni?<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr yollar\u0131d\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259 bu yollar,<br \/>\nHayana apar\u0131r bu yollar m\u0259ni?!<\/p>\n<p><b>Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l<\/b><\/p>\n<p>A\u011f geyindi, a\u011f \u015f\u0259f\u0259q\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259ndik,<br \/>\nA\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259rin \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sidir bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin,s\u0259daq\u0259tin,sevginin,<br \/>\nF\u0259th olunmaz qalas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f sin\u0259si b\u0259sl\u0259nibdir k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259,<br \/>\nE\u015fqimizin aynas\u0131d\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nHava kimi h\u0259r yerd\u0259, h\u0259r b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 dolas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri bir \u0259tirli \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bir \u0259l\u0259m, o \u0259l\u00e7atmaz \u0259t\u0259kdi.<br \/>\nH\u0259r kirpiyi bir can alan m\u0259l\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nHuri-q\u0131lman balas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxuram ki, bir s\u00f6z \u00e7\u0131xa dilimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259ad\u0259tim u\u00e7ub ged\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u018fc\u0259l biz\u0259 macal vers\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n,<br \/>\nCan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 alas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Kim g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u0259 bu af\u0259ti d\u00fcnyada,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti d\u00fcnyada.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil ki, m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti d\u00fcnyada,<br \/>\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik qalas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011falmazm\u0131 yar vurdu\u011fu yaralar,<br \/>\nAx\u0131 bunca z\u00fclm eyl\u0259m\u0259z yara var.<br \/>\nBir s\u00f6z des\u0259m,q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n qaralar,<br \/>\nDindirm\u0259s\u0259m, solas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Didim-didim hicri didib k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl olan vaxt\u0131 gedib k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn.<br \/>\nBu ya\u015f\u0131mda m\u0259cnun edib k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nS\u0259hralara salas\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Aman allah!-ala g\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u018fl-aya\u011f\u0131m yerd\u0259n-g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\nN\u00f6yz\u0259nbillah, ya Allah\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr,<br \/>\nYa Allah\u0131n b\u0259las\u0131d\u0131r bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u00fcmidl\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u00fcmidl\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qatar,<br \/>\nBir az ya\u015fama\u011fa inam\u0131m artar.<br \/>\nN\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm dinc\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm yatar<br \/>\nS\u0259n bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>Yola duman \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb, da\u011fa \u00e7\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\nBir yersiz deyil\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<br \/>\nEh, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni b\u0259y\u0259nib se\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259rd\u0259n as\u0131l,g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fim,<br \/>\nQanl\u0131 tarixl\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131l, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fim.<br \/>\nS\u0259n ey a\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259rin q\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi,<br \/>\nBoyunu g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck ha\u00e7andan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z var-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 dilim g\u0259l\u0259rmi,<br \/>\nYer var-m\u0259n ged\u0259r\u0259m,elin g\u0259l\u0259rmi?<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 ba\u011flama\u011fa \u0259lim g\u0259l\u0259rmi,<br \/>\nS\u0259n bizim qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7andan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>Hicran \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dik,<br \/>\nV\u00fcsal \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dik.<br \/>\nBir \u00e7ox qanadland\u0131q,u\u00e7a bilm\u0259dik,<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n he\u00e7 ondan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi aram\u0131z\u0131n aras\u0131 azd\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi aram\u0131zda t\u0259kc\u0259 Arazd\u0131r.<br \/>\nAraz\u0131 k\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259, Araz\u0131 azd\u0131r,<br \/>\nAraz\u0131 dil\u0259 tut, ke\u00e7 ondan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 vaxt s\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcr,<br \/>\nN\u0259 yer yerind\u0259dir, n\u0259 g\u00f6y yerind\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya iki damc\u0131 ya\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcr,<br \/>\nAs\u0131l\u0131b fikirli kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259mi yaz\u0131n yaxas\u0131,<br \/>\nX\u0259zan tezmi \u0259sib \u2013 tez x\u0259z\u0259l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil duy\u011fusuz bir nataraz\u0131n<br \/>\nB\u0259xtin\u0259 q\u0259nirsiz bir g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz verm\u0259, qay\u0131d\u0131b o g\u0259l\u0259r yen\u0259,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 var ki, \u00fczl\u00fc qonaqd\u0131r.<br \/>\nSonra qap\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7\u0131rpsan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,<br \/>\nBacadan i\u00e7\u0259ri soxulacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ona \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 yer verm\u0259 bar\u0131,<br \/>\nYoxsa m\u0259hv olarsan q\u0259m sava\u015f\u0131nda.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcl sin\u0259nd\u0259ki g\u00fcl arzular\u0131<br \/>\nYand\u0131r\u0131b k\u00fcl eyl\u0259r q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Olma taleyind\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fc gileyli,<br \/>\nYoxsa \u00e7\u0259tin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r q\u0259min zirv\u0259d\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xar q\u0259m da\u011f\u0131na zavall\u0131 Leyli,<br \/>\nF\u00fczuli y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259min zirv\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z M\u0259cnun k\u00f6nl\u00fcml\u0259 q\u0259m s\u0259hras\u0131ndan<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 adlayard\u0131m d\u0259rdli, t\u0259la\u015fl\u0131,<br \/>\nT\u0259ki bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 zaman<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz sol\u011fun, ba\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q, paltarsa nimda\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nQara \u015fal s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qal\u0131b \u00e7iynind\u0259.<br \/>\nQonub g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 iki damla ya\u015f,<br \/>\nQanm\u0131 laxtalan\u0131b g\u00fcl l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yind\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Yax\u0131n sand\u0131qlar\u0131m daha yan durur,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m he\u00e7 nec\u0259 qovum t\u0259kliyi.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi q\u0259m yand\u0131r\u0131r, k\u0259d\u0259r yand\u0131r\u0131r<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fadan bir g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259zin bir s\u00fckutdan donur t\u0259bi\u0259t,<br \/>\nSoyuq \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 sanki qar ya\u011f\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259n baxan yerl\u0259r\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q, h\u0259sr\u0259t,<br \/>\nM\u0259n ged\u0259n yollara intizar ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259xtim ayr\u0131 sal\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n m\u0259ni&#8230;<br \/>\nEh, yen\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259rim ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nTale eyl\u0259y\u0259ydi g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00dcr\u0259k \u015fairi<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u201cS\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k qalayd\u0131n m\u0259n gor\u0259n kimi\u201d-<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yi nisgill\u0259 dinir \u015fairin.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi<br \/>\nH\u0259r an\u0131 z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr \u015fairin.<\/p>\n<p>Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bar\u0131 tap, h\u0259rd\u0259n<br \/>\nD\u0259rdli gozl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259rdi t\u0259p h\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yi g\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr t\u0259p\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6r nec\u0259 s\u00f6n\u00fcr \u015fairin.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flayar \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n, g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n,<br \/>\nV\u0259fas\u0131z adlar\u0131 sil\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n<br \/>\nBu \u00fcr\u0259k \u015fairi, k\u00f6n\u00fcl \u015fairi..<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Qocal\u0131qla \u0259yl\u0259\u015fibdir \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259<br \/>\nCavanl\u0131qla sa\u011folla\u015fan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<br \/>\nD\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259dir bir tufans\u0131z d\u0259niz\u0259<br \/>\nAh\u0131lla\u015fan,a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130sindikc\u0259 q\u0259lbimizin odunda,<br \/>\nX\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddi qat\u0131nda.<br \/>\nQalacaqm\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin yad\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259\u015f\u0259n,no\u011fulla\u015fan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259l anlar\u0131n\u0131 arzular,<br \/>\nArzular\u0131n n\u00fcbar\u0131n\u0131 arzular.<br \/>\nPay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc bahar\u0131n\u0131 arzular<br \/>\nZimistana yax\u0131nla\u015fan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz da\u011fdan a\u015fan k\u00f6\u00e7 oldu,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox arzuya qovu\u015fmad\u0131q ,gec oldu.<br \/>\nO\u011ful balam,harda qald\u0131, necoldu?!,<br \/>\n\u018fr\u0259nl\u0259\u015f\u0259n,o\u011fulla\u015fan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya ki,var bo\u015faland\u0131r,doland\u0131r..,<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n qeyri h\u0259r \u015fey yaland\u0131r.<br \/>\nSevgi varsa ,da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 d\u0259 qaland\u0131r,<br \/>\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259\u015f\u0259n,na\u011f\u0131lla\u015fan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p><b>Ax\u0131rda<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Anam vard\u0131-yanan vard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 ya\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc ax\u0131rda.<br \/>\nD\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n qar \u0259l\u0259ndi ba\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nN\u00f6vbahar\u0131m q\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc ax\u0131rda.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011fmalanm\u0131\u015f yurdumuzdan s\u00f6z a\u00e7ar,<br \/>\nSin\u0259sind\u0259 yaralar\u0131 g\u00f6z a\u00e7ar.<br \/>\nYana\u011f\u0131nda c\u0131\u011f\u0131r salan, iz a\u00e7an<br \/>\nBarmaqlar\u0131 x\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc ax\u0131rda.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rt\u0259k s\u0259malardan endi o,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda \u00fcz\u0259rlikt\u0259k yand\u0131 o,<br \/>\nHara getdim, yolum \u00fcst\u0259 qondu o,<br \/>\nA\u011f xalatl\u0131 qu\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc ax\u0131rda.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fc kimi sev\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nGec g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini yey\u0259rdi.<br \/>\n\u201cAllah, m\u0259ni da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u201d-dey\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim anam da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc ax\u0131rda.<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcm su i\u00e7mir bu gedi\u015fatdan,<br \/>\nG\u0259l s\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259pim t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f divarlar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nBir sevgi m\u0259b\u0259di yap\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 d\u0259 sal m\u0259ni b\u0259nd\u0259, k\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259,-<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcm ki, tanr\u0131n\u0131n quluyam m\u0259n d\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc itirim s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nAncaq s\u0259ad\u0259ti tap\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn yoxu\u015flar\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nV\u0259slin h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nQ\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcl toxumu- bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nArzu ba\u011flar\u0131ma s\u0259pim t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Qurtar\u0131m bu e\u015fqin intizar\u0131ndan,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yim bar\u0131ns\u0131n v\u00fcsal bar\u0131ndan.<br \/>\nTaleyin qapanm\u015f ovuclar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6z qism\u0259timi qap\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 o g\u00f6zl\u0259rin sehrini g\u00f6r\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u015eerimin v\u0259znini,b\u0259hrini g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<br \/>\nF\u0259rhada \u015eirinin mehrini g\u00f6r\u00fcm<br \/>\nBis\u00fctun da\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ap\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm b\u0259hr\u0259l\u0259nsin dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 nur g\u0259lsin g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimd\u0259n.<br \/>\nDan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn kirpikl\u0259rinl\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n qap\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><b>Salam<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Salam bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u00f6z qan\u0131b m\u0259tl\u0259b anlayan,<br \/>\nQ\u0259dirbil\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bir n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 min ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<br \/>\nH\u0259r soz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131naq \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 \u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u018friyib soz\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 qan sa\u011f\u0131lan,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fulan,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir c\u00fct g\u00f6z boylanar g\u00f6zl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259n,<br \/>\nQ\u0131rx ilin h\u0259sr\u0259ti s\u0131zlar i\u00e7imd\u0259.<br \/>\nOnun b\u0259nz\u0259rini q\u0131zlar i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6rc\u0259k,\u00fcnvan\u0131m\u0131 az\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nSevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Gah havaya h\u0259sr\u0259t, gah suya h\u0259sr\u0259t<br \/>\nNeyl\u0259rdim o z\u0259rif duy\u011fuya h\u0259sr\u0259t?&#8230;<br \/>\nQan s\u0131zan g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yuxuya h\u0259sr\u0259t<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259, m\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\nSevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z ki m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259, e\u015fq\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259r<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u0259r ev tik\u0259n\u0259, i\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nSevgi t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259r,<br \/>\nOdur ki,q\u0259lbiml\u0259 verib \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nSevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7dim,\u00f6lm\u0259dim,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259di d\u0259rdimd\u0259n he\u00e7 kim,\u00f6lm\u0259di.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fqim \u00f6lm\u0259di,<br \/>\nOnun h\u0259r c\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259 haz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nSevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u0131mca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b s\u00f6ym\u0259sin he\u00e7 k\u0259s,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz olan i\u015fimi \u0259ym\u0259sin he\u00e7 k\u0259s.<br \/>\nBu ya\u015fda x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259sin he\u00e7 k\u0259s,<br \/>\nGetsin \u00f6z i\u015finin dal\u0131nca h\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nSevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u0259sin at\u0131ndan m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nYansam,ay\u0131rmas\u0131n odundan m\u0259ni.<br \/>\n\u018fzray\u0131l \u00e7\u0131xarts\u0131n yad\u0131ndan m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nLap bel\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259yin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259<br \/>\nSevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ayr\u0131l\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00dczg\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sal\u0131b meylini,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00f6z h\u0259md\u0259mi san\u0131r ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259n olub g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 yuva ba\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\nD\u0259n olub sa\u00e7\u0131na qonur ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131n yollar\u0131nda eyn\u0259n l\u0259liy\u0259m,<br \/>\nOnun hicran\u0131yla \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259liy\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259liy\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0259n Allah, \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 onu, ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>Hicran qollar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259rmi\u015f.<br \/>\n\u018fb\u0259di sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi ged\u0259rmi\u015f.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin sonu k\u0259d\u0259rmi\u015f.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin sonu ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fcn\u0259n deyildimi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbini qanadl\u0131 arzulara a\u00e7,<br \/>\nAnasan, q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 be\u015fik ba\u015f\u0131nda.<br \/>\nHam\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farayd\u0131 ka\u015f,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s qalmayayd\u0131 cavan ya\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259zan yarpa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k saralan ill\u0259r<br \/>\nQara g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259m g\u0259tirm\u0259sin.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma d\u0259n salan ill\u0259r<br \/>\nS\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 q\u0259m g\u0259tirm\u0259sin<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcn\u0259n deyildimi dayan\u0131b gend\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni bir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz oda sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n?<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259n deyildimi kirpikl\u0259rinl\u0259<br \/>\nSev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimi ni\u015fan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcn\u0259n deyildimi, dedin ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u201c\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 xald\u0131 lal\u0259l\u0259r\u201d<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259n deyildimi m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131m alt\u0131nda qald\u0131 lal\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00fcnvan\u0131m\u0131 itirdim, azd\u0131m,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 utanacaq bir hiss oyand\u0131.<br \/>\nOdlu siqareti cibim\u0259 basd\u0131m,<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259 penc\u0259yimin bir cibi yand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcn\u0259n deyildimi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259n tutas\u0131 oldum.<br \/>\nTale \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi ba\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nAx\u0131r ki, be\u015f u\u015faq atas\u0131 oldum.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbini qanadl\u0131 arzulara a\u00e7,<br \/>\nAnasan, q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 be\u015fik ba\u015f\u0131nda<br \/>\nHam\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farayd\u0131 ka\u015f,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s qalmayayd\u0131 cavan ya\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Bu da s\u0259ad\u0259tdir, inan, \u0259zizim,<br \/>\nBunu q\u0259ml\u0259nm\u0259yin yeri varm\u0131 he\u00e7?!-<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 ki, h\u0259r \u015fey,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey d\u00fcn\u0259n olub, d\u00fcn\u0259n, \u0259zizim.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan da bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 qocalarm\u0131 he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018f\u015fr\u0259f VEYS\u018fLL\u0130 &#8211; 85 Ya\u015fayar Arzular\u0131m qar alt\u0131nda g\u00fcl a\u00e7ar, Da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bit\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar. \u018fr\u0259nl\u0259rim qayalardan yol a\u00e7ar, Yol, bu yolu ged\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar. \u00dcr\u0259k n\u0259dir? \u00dcr\u0259k sevgi, say\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bir &#8211; birin\u0259 n\u0259vazi\u015fdir, qay\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, Ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa h\u0259y\u0259cand\u0131r, duy\u011fudur. \u00dcr\u0259k d\u0259 var &#8211; g\u00f6d\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fayar. Yazan qalar s\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hay\u0131nda. Ozan qalar saz \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hay\u0131nda. 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