{"id":767,"date":"2023-03-09T09:05:09","date_gmt":"2023-03-09T05:05:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=767"},"modified":"2023-03-09T09:10:21","modified_gmt":"2023-03-09T05:10:21","slug":"sair-olmaq-zulumdu-ibrahim-ilyaslinin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/sair-olmaq-zulumdu-ibrahim-ilyaslinin-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair olmaq z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u00fc&#8230; &#8211; \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>\u0130brahim \u0130LYASLI &#8211; 60<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00c7ox da ki, yerd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259m..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim vecsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir k\u0259siyl\u0259 i\u015fim yox,<br \/>\nM\u0259n haqqa tap\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam-m\u0259nim Allah var\u0131md\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259n yazanlar \u015feir yox, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si \u2013<br \/>\nA\u011faca, da\u015fa, suya, oda m\u0259ktublar\u0131md\u0131!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kim\u0259 n\u0259, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m?-<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n bax\u0131r, adamam.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259d \u0259m\u0259li<br \/>\nAdamdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r \u2013 adamam.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6y\u0259 tor atan deyil\u0259m,<br \/>\nYerd\u0259 qarsatan deyil\u0259m.<br \/>\nN\u0259 vurub-tutan deyil\u0259m,<br \/>\nN\u0259 el\u0259 fa\u011f\u0131r adamam.<\/p>\n<p>Sin\u0259m &#8211; qalxan, dilim \u2013 s\u00fcng\u00fc,<br \/>\nQ\u0259ddim \u2013 a\u011fac, \u0259ll\u0259rim \u2013 g\u00fcl.<br \/>\nM\u0259n dumandan, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fcl,<br \/>\nM\u0259n da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r adamam.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fran\u0131ram budaq-budaq,<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m yarpaq-yarpaq.<br \/>\nM\u0259n kefi k\u00f6k, dama\u011f\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f,<br \/>\nM\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131r adamam.<\/p>\n<p>Haqq\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u00fc \u2013 ODam, SUyam.<br \/>\nHaqqa varan bir yol\u00e7uyam.<br \/>\nM\u018fN\u0259m, S\u018fN\u0259m, Oyam \u2013 buyam,<br \/>\nAdamam, ax\u0131r, adamam.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259ni bu q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n qoru, \u0130lahi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcfr m\u0259nlik deyil\u2026 \u018fst\u0259\u011ff\u00fcrullah! \u2013<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 can at\u0131ram, s\u0259n\u0259, \u0130lahi!<br \/>\n\u015eeytan barda\u015f qurub k\u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259,<br \/>\nAman vermir g\u0259l\u0259k din\u0259, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n<p>Burdan da\u015flay\u0131rsan, o yandan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<br \/>\nOrdan t\u0259pinirs\u0259n, burda haz\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, masamda<br \/>\n\u018fyl\u0259\u015fib yerim\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n \u2013 i\u015f yerind\u0259di,<br \/>\nD\u00fckana girirs\u0259n \u2013 vitrind\u0259n bax\u0131r.<br \/>\nMeyxanadan qovub r\u0259dd el\u0259yirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Gah \u0259ziz dost kimi girir qollara,<br \/>\nGah qar\u015f\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 top dal\u0131ndad\u0131.<br \/>\nGah dil\u0259n\u00e7imisal \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yollara,<br \/>\nGah milyonermisal qul hal\u0131ndad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u0259li g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259n saraylar tikir,<br \/>\nBir \u0259li ehmalca qaz\u0131r alt\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259limd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r\u00e7i \u2013 p\u0259t\u0259rinin yeddi qat\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131b Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini,<br \/>\nBir k\u00fcnc\u00fc \u2013 buca\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r yad\u0131ndan.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rqd\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 alovland\u0131r\u0131r,<br \/>\nQ\u0259rbd\u0259 dil \u2013 dil \u00f6t\u00fcr \u201cbar\u0131\u015f\u201d ad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>Yerd\u0259 sahibidi k\u00fcll-ixtiyar\u0131n,<br \/>\nMahuy\u0259t-\u00fcl iblis, sur\u0259t-\u00fcl cindi.<br \/>\n\u015eahlar \u0259n sevimli oyuncaqlar\u0131,<br \/>\nR\u0259iyy\u0259t \u0259lind\u0259 plastilindi.<\/p>\n<p>Yoxmu bu gedi\u015fin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, yoxmu,<br \/>\nYoxmu bu g\u0259rdi\u015fin sonu, \u0130lahi?!<br \/>\nBu \u015feird\u0259 \u015feytan barma\u011f\u0131 varsa,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni bu q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n qoru, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hardasan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n halal Adam\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Hardasan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n halal Adam\u0131,<br \/>\nHardasan, varm\u0131san?\u2013S\u0259sim\u0259 s\u0259s ver.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n t\u00fck\u0259nirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s ver.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259n bu yana,<br \/>\nN\u0259 k\u00f6kd\u0259di d\u00fcnya, x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<br \/>\nTap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b yell\u0259r\u0259, b\u00fck\u00fcb al-qana,<br \/>\nBir \u00fcr\u0259k yollasam s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atarm\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Bil\u0259rmis\u0259n hank\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\nHans\u0131 mill\u0259td\u0259n\u0259m bil\u0259rmis\u0259n s\u0259n?<br \/>\nBu aciz hal\u0131ma ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nBax\u0131b ac\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259rmis\u0259n s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Vurnuxub qalm\u0131\u015fam d\u00fcnya i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir yol sal\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 do\u011fru.<br \/>\nQurtulum b\u0259\u015f\u0259rin adiliyind\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcm m\u00fcbar\u0259k izin\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n<p>Hardasan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n halal Adam\u0131?\u2013<br \/>\nS\u0259n haqsan, s\u0259n varsan!\u2013S\u0259sim\u0259 s\u0259s ver.<br \/>\nQap\u0131nda \u0259n sadiq n\u00f6k\u0259rin ollam,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015eahl\u0131\u011f\u0131, nolar, t\u0259l\u0259s ver.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bildim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ikic\u0259 r\u0259ngi var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f,-<br \/>\nBildim qara n\u0259di, a\u011f n\u0259di, bildim.<br \/>\nBalam\u0131n dilind\u0259n bir s\u00f6z e\u015fitdim,<br \/>\nDa\u011f \u00fcst\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n da\u011f n\u0259di, bildim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYox\u201ddan yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m, yol m\u0259ni getdi,<br \/>\nK\u0259m m\u0259ni k\u0259sdirdi, bol m\u0259ni getdi.<br \/>\nM\u0259n sa\u011f\u0131 getdikc\u0259, sol m\u0259ni getdi,<br \/>\nAx\u0131r ki sol n\u0259di, sa\u011f n\u0259di, bildim.<\/p>\n<p>Doldu piyal\u0259l\u0259r, bo\u015fald\u0131 camlar,<br \/>\nS\u0259rxo\u015f dama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi tamlar\u2026<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 yand\u0131qca \u015famlar<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259riy\u0259n ya\u011f n\u0259di, bildim.<\/p>\n<p>Adlay\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n Hun hasar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nQopdu \u015fah mill\u0259tim \u015fah damar\u0131ndan\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0131nd\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131ndan,-<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259p\u0259ri pozulan ba\u011f n\u0259di, bildim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131, budurmu qanmaq?-<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fin-pe\u015f\u0259n oldu tutu\u015fub yanmaq.<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131 buluncaym\u0131\u015f f\u0259l\u0259yi danmaq,-<br \/>\nBildim nahaq n\u0259di, haqq n\u0259di, bildim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Torunu sudan \u00e7\u0259k, bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 baba<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Torunu sudan \u00e7\u0259k, bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 baba<br \/>\nM\u0259nim n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm torunda s\u0259nin?<br \/>\nM\u0259ni yem etdiyin har\u0131nlar ki, var \u2013<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131raq tutmayacaq gorunda s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7\u0131b quca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bu d\u00fcnya \u00fcz\u00fc,<br \/>\nDa\u011flar da d\u0259r\u0259ymi\u015f, d\u0259r\u0259, bir c\u00fcr\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00dcmmana b\u0259nz\u0259yir bu d\u00fcnya \u00f6z\u00fc,<br \/>\nHam\u0131 avar \u00e7\u0259kir, h\u0259r\u0259 bir c\u00fcr\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6z bax\u0131r,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7liy\u0259 varma\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcz qanunu var.<br \/>\nBir saman \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fcn\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6z bax\u0131r \u2013<br \/>\nD\u0259ryada davan\u0131n \u00f6z qanunu var!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n ged\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxuruq \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 kimi.<br \/>\nKimdi Tanr\u0131s\u0131na b\u0259nd\u0259lik ed\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi?<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131\u011f\u0131ma \u0259ll\u0259rim avar,<br \/>\nQolum qoltaq oldu s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir t\u0259dbir t\u00f6k, bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 baba,<br \/>\nSualt\u0131 qay\u0131qlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb dal\u0131mca.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir az bu a\u011faca, bir az o da\u015fa<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir az bu a\u011faca, bir az o da\u015fa,<br \/>\nBir az bu torpa\u011fa ox\u015fay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<br \/>\nBir az a\u011fac \u00f6mr\u00fc, bir az da\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fc,<br \/>\nBir az torpaq \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz yol od qoyanlar yand\u0131rammad\u0131,<br \/>\nOlmad\u0131 kims\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259yim d\u0259.<br \/>\nPal\u0131d v\u00fcqar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131rammad\u0131,<br \/>\nSalbalar alt\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yim d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Ovcumun i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259brim qaz\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ovcuma bo\u015falan vaxt\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim yadda\u015f\u0131ma da\u015fla yaz\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin da\u015f olan vaxt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eikar qovlad\u0131lar, at oynatd\u0131lar,<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 yar\u0131mcan can\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<br \/>\nQara g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 q\u0131r qaynatd\u0131lar,<br \/>\nAsfalt d\u00f6\u015f\u0259dil\u0259r aln\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bir az a\u011faclara, bir az da\u015flara,<br \/>\nBir az torpaqlara ox\u015fad\u0131m, neynim?<br \/>\nBir az a\u011fac \u00f6mr\u00fc, bir az da\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fc,<br \/>\nBir az torpaq \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131m, neynim?!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Uca tanr\u0131m, ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131n haqland\u0131,<br \/>\nBir m\u0259tl\u0259bim var, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm:-<br \/>\nM\u0259ni qoymur \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fayam,<br \/>\nAb\u0131r \u2013 h\u0259ya, ar, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Dindirir\u0259m \u2013 qara da\u015flar a\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\nDill\u0259nmir\u0259m \u2013 dilim mam\u0131r ba\u011flay\u0131r.<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 sell\u0259r m\u0259ni haqlay\u0131r,<br \/>\nZirv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 qar, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Bu y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fn\u0259n bir m\u0259nzil\u0259 \u00e7atmazd\u0131m,-<br \/>\nBel\u0259 bils\u0259m, he\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qatmazd\u0131m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 qalsa, ip\u0259 \u2013 sapa yatmazd\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nYatd\u0131m, oldum xar, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u018ft\u0259k \u2013 \u0259t\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 od t\u00f6kd\u00fc ki,<br \/>\nK\u0259lm\u0259 \u2013 k\u0259lm\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi s\u00f6kd\u00fc ki\u2026<br \/>\nA\u011f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6y \u0259skiy\u0259 b\u00fckd\u00fc ki,<br \/>\nBir nainsaf yar, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259m\u0259nnam yox kiml\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259 ba\u015f olum,<br \/>\n\u0130brahim\u0259m, \u0130brahim d\u0259 ka\u015f olum,<br \/>\nYa bilm\u0259rr\u0259 da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u0259r, da\u015f olum,<br \/>\nYa neynirs\u0259n g\u00f6r, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Olmaz-olmaz<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yeddi yol s\u0259cd\u0259 q\u0131l, yeddi qat \u0259yil<br \/>\nZal\u0131mdan m\u0259zluma hay olmaz-olmaz.<br \/>\nH\u0259r saya sal\u0131nan sahib-say deyil,<br \/>\nH\u0259r saya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n say olmaz-olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Min bir qiyaf\u0259d\u0259 g\u0259lsin s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nAstar \u00fcz\u0259 b\u0259lli, t\u0259z\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz arx\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ba\u011fla d\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xandan \u00e7ay olmaz-olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Qan\u0131nda yoxdursa ha da\u015fdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl,<br \/>\nHa \u0259ll\u0259\u015f, ha \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f, ha \u0259ri, \u00fcz\u00fcl.<br \/>\nN\u0259 qeyr\u0259t d\u0259v\u0259dir, n\u0259 namus q\u0131z\u0131l,\u2013<br \/>\nQarda\u015fdan qarda\u015fa pay olmaz-olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259nd\u0259yl\u0259 yoxdur q\u0259r\u0259zi,<br \/>\nVar \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t m\u0259r\u0259zi, g\u00f6d\u0259n m\u0259r\u0259zi.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u00fcr mizan-t\u0259r\u0259zi,\u2013<br \/>\nArt\u0131qdan \u0259skiy\u0259 tay olmaz-olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 dolanar bihal,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x, Yer\u0259 gir h\u00f6kmd\u00fcr bu hal:\u2013<br \/>\nS\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259siz mill\u0259t, a\u015f\u0131qs\u0131z mahal,<br \/>\nAqilsiz m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t bay olmaz-olmaz.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259r e\u015fq\u0259 atlan\u0131r,<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131l n\u0259fsind\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u015eair s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qatlan\u0131r,<br \/>\nA\u015f\u0131q s\u0259sind\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Nuhun \u0259yyam\u0131ndan b\u0259ri<br \/>\nSirri birdi b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rin;<br \/>\nKi\u015fi \u00abyox\u00bbundan g\u0259b\u0259rir,<br \/>\nZ\u0259n\u0259n \u00abh\u0259\u00bbsind\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r\u0259 qalx\u0131r \u00f6z ipin\u0259,<br \/>\nKim d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, kim \u00e7\u0259pin\u0259.<br \/>\nHam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn dibin\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6z zirv\u0259sind\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n bir d\u0259li r\u0259ssamam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Oturub \u00f6mr\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<br \/>\nYalan r\u0259ngl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb,<br \/>\nGer\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kir\u0259m ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim\u0259<br \/>\nFaniliyin \u0259trini.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259ziz tutan varm\u0131,<br \/>\nBu faninin x\u0259trini?!<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259 bilm\u0259z n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirir,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rirl\u0259r<br \/>\nOlma\u011fa \u0259kdikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259ryalar m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir,<br \/>\nTufanlar m\u0259nd\u0259n qopur.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131ma odlar \u0259l\u0259nir,<br \/>\nRuhuma sular hopur.<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259kill\u0259nir q\u0259l\u0259mimd\u0259<br \/>\nDo\u011fulmam\u0131\u015f bir adam.<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m, yavrum,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bir d\u0259li r\u0259ssamam.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gedirik<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259ri var,<br \/>\nH\u0259r varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u0259h\u0259ri var.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir k\u0259h\u0259ri var,<br \/>\nBa\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131b gedirik.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r q\u0259min bir d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc var,<br \/>\nH\u0259r n\u0259\u015f\u0259nin bir \u00fcn\u00fc var.<br \/>\nH\u0259r\u0259nin sanl\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc var,<br \/>\nSanay\u0131b, durub gedrik.<\/p>\n<p>Yayda oduq, q\u0131\u015fda qar\u0131q,-<br \/>\nN\u0259y\u0259 des\u0259n yarayar\u0131q.<br \/>\nYaman \u201ckefqom\u201d adamlar\u0131q,<br \/>\nKefdi da\u2026 g\u00f6r\u00fcb gedirik.<\/p>\n<p>Biz h\u0259r \u015feyi bil\u0259nl\u0259rik,<br \/>\nBiz he\u00e7 n\u0259yi bil\u0259mm\u0259rik.<br \/>\nQur\u011fu il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rik,<br \/>\nQur\u011fudu, qurub gedirik.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bit\u0259k Allah\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u0130zind\u0259 it\u0259k Allah\u0131n.<br \/>\n\u018fl bizim \u2013 \u0259t\u0259k Allah\u0131n,<br \/>\nBir yoldu, var\u0131b gedirik!<\/p>\n<p><strong>N\u0259 olur m\u0259n\u0259 haqq olur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 olur m\u0259n\u0259 haqq olur,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim i\u015fim haqq il\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n\u015eah kimdi? \u2013 Allah\u0131n qulu,<br \/>\nH\u00f6km\u00fc-f\u0259rma taxt il\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya qananla doludur,<br \/>\nSa\u011f yen\u0259 sa\u011f\u0131n soludur.<br \/>\nYol olan yoxluq yoludur,<br \/>\nVarl\u0131q olan vaxt il\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fq n\u0259di \u2013 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259si,<br \/>\nE\u015fq n\u0259di \u2013 s\u00f6z\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259si.<br \/>\nE\u015fqdi Allah\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si,<br \/>\nE\u015fq\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k baxt il\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Olsun<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyaya kef\u0259 g\u0259lmirik,<br \/>\nBir az da g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n olsun.<br \/>\nQa\u015f\u0131n altda g\u00f6z\u00fcn varsa,<br \/>\n\u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131n\u201d olsun.<\/p>\n<p>Dilind\u0259 haqq s\u00f6z\u00fcn varsa,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn varsa,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 k\u00f6z\u00fcn varsa,<br \/>\n\u018ft\u0259yind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n olsun!<\/p>\n<p>Bu din m\u0259nim dinim deyil,<br \/>\nBu don m\u0259nim donum deyil.<br \/>\nBu \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 m\u0259nim deyil,<br \/>\nApar, halal xo\u015fun olsun.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130n\u015fallah<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6n\u00fcl, bunca q\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259,<br \/>\nQalmar\u0131q na\u00e7ar, in\u015fallah.<br \/>\nYerd\u0259n umud g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n,<br \/>\nQu\u015f olub u\u00e7ar, in\u015fallah.<\/p>\n<p>Ovcunda bo\u011fulur s\u0259sin,<br \/>\nS\u0131zlama Allah b\u0259nd\u0259si.<br \/>\nBu yerin, g\u00f6y\u00fcn yiy\u0259si,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn nur sa\u00e7ar, in\u015fallah.<\/p>\n<p>Haq deyib haqlayan Tanr\u0131,<br \/>\nHaqqa g\u00fcn a\u011flayan Tanr\u0131.<br \/>\nBir yandan ba\u011flayan Tanr\u0131,<br \/>\nBir yandan a\u00e7ar, \u0130n\u015fallah.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eeir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni<br \/>\nqana-qana<br \/>\nyazmaq olmur,<br \/>\nyaza-yaza<br \/>\nqanmaq.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 yetm\u0259yin<br \/>\nbirc\u0259 yolu var:<br \/>\nYanmaq!!!<br \/>\nYanmaq!!!<br \/>\nYanmaq!!!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Q\u0259dim t\u00fcrk\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u018fn uca da\u011flar belind\u0259,<br \/>\nBin\u0259 t\u00fcrk olu, t\u00fcrk olu.<br \/>\nHimalay, Altay, A\u011fr\u0131ya,<br \/>\nSin\u0259 t\u00fcrk olu, t\u00fcrk olu.<\/p>\n<p>Sidqi d\u00fcr\u00fcst, ruhu oyaq<br \/>\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131, m\u0131zra\u011f\u0131 sayaq.<br \/>\nDar ayaqda arxa-dayaq,<br \/>\nDin\u0259 t\u00fcrk olu, t\u00fcrk olu.<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u011fulamaz haqq\u0131n s\u0259si,<br \/>\nYoxdur \u00abnec\u0259\u00bbsi, \u00abniy\u0259\u00bbsi.<br \/>\nDo\u011fu-Bat\u0131n\u0131n yiy\u0259si,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 t\u00fcrk olu, t\u00fcrk olu<\/p>\n<p><strong>O sevdal\u0131 \u00e7a\u011flar yad\u0131ndad\u0131rm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>O sevdal\u0131 \u00e7a\u011flar yad\u0131ndad\u0131rm\u0131?-<br \/>\nBir m\u0259n igidiydim, bir d\u0259 s\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyada m\u0259n\u0259 tay d\u0259li yoxuydu,<br \/>\nYoxuydu d\u00fcnyada s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259 he\u00e7 demirs\u0259nmi hardad\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n<br \/>\n\u0130p\u0259k tell\u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259rgizl\u0259r h\u00f6r\u0259n?\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259niydin onlara yara\u015f\u0131q ver\u0259n,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi bir yol g\u0259l\u0259r adama haqdan,-<br \/>\nS\u0259nin divan\u0259n\u0259m el\u0259 o vaxtdan.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 a\u011f g\u0259lib yola baxmaqdan,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259y\u0259 xal d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, sa\u00e7a d\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259dim \u2013 vaxtd\u0131, uzatd\u0131m,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizlik ad\u0131yla ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qatd\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lliy\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m,-<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 \u00f6ll\u0259m \u201c\u00f6l\u201d des\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r m\u0259n n\u0259 saym\u0131\u015fam, f\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259 say\u0131b \u2013<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259n\u0259 baxmaq say\u0131lar ay\u0131b\u2026<br \/>\nAradan q\u0131rx igid \u00f6mr\u00fc adlay\u0131b,-<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n d\u0259liy\u0259m, s\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/p>\n<p><strong>El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, s\u0259ni duymuram,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259n q\u0259lbi da\u015fam.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nDizl\u0259ri titr\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n yol getmi\u015fik uzun-uzad\u0131,<br \/>\nN\u0259 m\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, n\u0259 s\u0259n dinmis\u0259n.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim ulduzlardad\u0131r,\u2013<br \/>\nS\u0259n el\u0259 m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6yd\u0259n enmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni ill\u0259r boyu sevdim gizlic\u0259,<br \/>\nDindi \u00fcr\u0259yimin ax\u0131r t\u0259p\u0259ri.<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rim \u0259lin\u0259 toxunan gec\u0259<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259ri qoynunda a\u00e7d\u0131m s\u0259h\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 s\u0259nsizlik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb sin\u0259m\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6ks\u00fcy\u00fcb sin\u0259m\u0259 inild\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nVaxt olub, y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb gec\u0259yar\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015feir demi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, n\u0259 deyim s\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nArxada \u00f6m\u00fcr var, qar\u015f\u0131da \u00f6l\u00fcm.<br \/>\nTale ilk e\u015fqimi \u00e7ox g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlarda<br \/>\nYamand\u0131 hal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259sin\u0259 qism\u0259t olan<br \/>\nCah\u0131-c\u0259lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Yalana d\u00f6nd\u00fc ger\u00e7\u0259yim,<br \/>\nAy g\u00f6z\u0259lim, ay g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259yim.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nim, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim,<br \/>\nP\u0259t\u0259yim, bal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Da\u015fam yolun \u00fcst\u0259 bit\u0259n,<br \/>\nN\u0259 sirdi anlamaz yet\u0259n.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fc, k\u00f6nl\u00fc dil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n,<br \/>\nDill\u0259ri lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259r-zibam, l\u0259lim, g\u00f6vh\u0259rim,<br \/>\nYaqut-y\u0259m\u0259n, simu-z\u0259rim,<br \/>\nBarmaqlar\u0131 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rim,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131 b\u0259lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcn d\u00f6nm\u0259z m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n, yar\u0131.<br \/>\n\u0130brahimin sit\u0259mkar\u0131,<br \/>\nNec\u0259s\u0259n, zal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbimin paras\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z-s\u00f6z, misra-misra d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259lir.<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feir.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130niltim, g\u00fcm\u00fclt\u00fcm, a\u011flar s\u0259simdi,<br \/>\n\u00d6z ah\u0131m, \u00f6z nal\u0259m, \u00f6z n\u0259f\u0259simdi.<br \/>\nQo\u015fa qanad\u0131md\u0131, dar q\u0259f\u0259simdi,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u00f6z t\u0259\u015fn\u0259sidi,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259\u015fm\u0259sidi.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi hissl\u0259rin m\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259sidi,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feir.<\/p>\n<p>R\u0259ngi-ruhu qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f sir-sif\u0259timdi,<br \/>\nS\u0259sin\u0259 u\u00e7unan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259timdi.<br \/>\nBir d\u00f6n\u00fck sevdaya s\u0259daq\u0259timdi,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u0259l<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ner\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 qald\u0131n, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nuru?-<br \/>\nBir anl\u0131q h\u0259sr\u0259tin bir il oldu, g\u0259l.<br \/>\nS\u0131rs\u0131ra ba\u011flad\u0131 oca\u011f\u0131m, odum,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz Sumqay\u0131t\u0131m Sibir oldu, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r xas\u0131ndan sevib-se\u00e7diyim,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7 des\u0259 yolunda candan ke\u00e7diyim,<br \/>\nOturub-durdu\u011fum, yeyib-i\u00e7diyim,<br \/>\nYat\u0131b-oyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259bir oldu, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Allahdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 var unutdum,<br \/>\nTutiya \u0259trinl\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm ovutdum.<br \/>\nH\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda ad\u0131n\u0131 tutdum,<br \/>\nH\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259 can\u0131ma c\u0259bir oldu, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Beq\u0259fil sin\u0259min alt\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259di,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 q\u0259ribs\u0259dim, oyy\u2026 s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<br \/>\nN\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259nsiz ya\u015fayan,<br \/>\nCan\u0131ma toy tutdum, toy, s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Aman dil\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m q\u0259sdim\u0259 dursan,<br \/>\nQurbanl\u0131q qulunam \u2013 boynumu vursan.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 haqq el\u0259yib divan tutursan,<br \/>\nHalald\u0131 bu haqq\u0131-say s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259m\u0259n \u0130brahim\u0259m \u2013 p\u00fcnhan a\u011flayan,<br \/>\nDo\u011frular yaland\u0131, s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam.<br \/>\nQ\u0131yma \u00f6zg\u0259 xata m\u0259ni haqlaya,<br \/>\nOlum sada\u011fal\u0131q qoy s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u0259r i\u015fin g\u00f6z\u0259ldi\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r i\u015fin g\u00f6z\u0259ldi s\u0259nin, ay g\u00f6z\u0259l,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 z\u00fclm\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l verirs\u0259n.<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r ovucun a\u011f zambaq kimi,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti v\u00fcsaldan \u0259z\u0259l verirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdu,<br \/>\nBu boyda d\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r \u0259dan.<br \/>\nD\u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259 p\u0259l\u0259s\u0259ng olub qalm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nDa\u011fdan s\u0259sin g\u0259lir, d\u0259ryadan s\u0259dan.<\/p>\n<p>Yollar bihu\u015f olur s\u0259n yeriy\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nQar\u015f\u0131na y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcr g\u00fcll\u00fc c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar.<br \/>\nQu\u015flar budaqlardan, bal\u0131qlar sudan,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259ddin\u0259 k\u00fcs\u0259nir s\u0259rv a\u011faclar\u0131,<br \/>\nD\u0259li q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u00fcn hirsi q\u0131ndad\u0131.<br \/>\nYerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259dir \u0259trin da\u015flar\u0131,<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fc heyranl\u0131q m\u0259qam\u0131ndad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bel\u0259 ovsunlayan olmay\u0131b m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nSehir q\u0131z\u0131 sehir, sirr q\u0131z\u0131 sirs\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259n yarad\u0131b yaradan s\u0259ni,-<br \/>\nB\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik d\u0259rsi verirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir s\u0259ns\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Q\u0259lbind\u0259 yerim yox, k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 nec\u0259?\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbimin ba\u015f\u0131nda qurulu taxt\u0131n,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yerin b\u0259llidi.<br \/>\nBir s\u0259ns\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259, bu gec\u0259 haqq\u0131,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 s\u0259nsizliyin sit\u0259ml\u0259ridi.<\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k saral\u0131b-sollam,<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fc alma\u011fa qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nQanl\u0131 qism\u0259timin qurban\u0131 ollam,-<br \/>\nB\u0259lal\u0131 sevdalar m\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259libs\u0259n, buyur ba\u015fa ke\u00e7,<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl ov\u00e7usunun yeri ba\u015fdad\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim kimi \u015fikar g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u0259nmi he\u00e7?-<br \/>\nM\u0259nim t\u0259k \u015fikar\u0131n yeri ba\u015fqad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Aman ver, s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc can\u0131m\u0131n tab\u0131,<br \/>\nRuhumun qalas\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda.<br \/>\nM\u0259l\u0259k \u201cg\u00fcnah\u201d\u0131 var, \u015feytan \u201csavab\u201d\u0131<br \/>\nZal\u0131m\u0131n balas\u0131, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n e\u015fq \u0259siriy\u0259m, g\u00fcl sevdal\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259dim qal\u0131r.<br \/>\nM\u0259n e\u015fq\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 canla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xanda quruca c\u0259s\u0259dim qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbimin ba\u015f\u0131nda qurulu taxt\u0131n,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yerin b\u0259llidi..<br \/>\nBir s\u0259ns\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259, bu gec\u0259 haqq\u0131,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 s\u0259nsizliyin sit\u0259ml\u0259ridi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130st\u0259yir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bilirs\u0259nmi, s\u0259ni, \u00f6mr\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim nec\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u2026<br \/>\nEl\u0259 S\u018fN deyib d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r gec\u0259 ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcrl\u0259\u015fib u\u015faq saya\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nDinc durmur \u0259li, aya\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r qoruq-qayta\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nAlm\u0131r da vec\u0259, ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 i\u015far\u0259t, n\u0259 s\u00f6z qan\u0131r,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u201cs\u0259br el\u0259\u201d, n\u0259 \u201cd\u00f6z\u201d qan\u0131r.<br \/>\nAlov tan\u0131y\u0131r, k\u00f6z qan\u0131r,-<br \/>\nTezc\u0259, lap tezc\u0259 ist\u0259yir!<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259n\u0259 heyran<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan \u2013 u\u011furlar olsun,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n mu\u011fayat ol, s\u0259n\u0259 heyran.<br \/>\nQoy \u00f6ps\u00fcn m\u00fcbar\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259rini<br \/>\nB\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r-b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r yol, s\u0259n\u0259 heyran.<\/p>\n<p>Say\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259ril\u0259n yerl\u0259r say\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\n\u018ftrini duyunca g\u00fcll\u0259r bay\u0131ld\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 hay\u0131l-may\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nSa\u011f s\u0259n\u0259 heyrand\u0131, sol s\u0259n\u0259 heyran.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259rini oyub, g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,<br \/>\nQurbanl\u0131q q\u0259lbini soyub, g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<br \/>\nQan\u0131n\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131\u011fa qoyub g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,<br \/>\n\u0130brahim dediyin qul, s\u0259n\u0259 heyran.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Olur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eah\u0259n\u015fah \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir taxta,<br \/>\n\u018fmri \u2013 \u00abD\u00fcnya, d\u00fcz\u0259l!\u00bb olur.<br \/>\nYarpaqlar qovu\u015fur haqqa,<br \/>\nYalan s\u00f6zd\u00fc; x\u0259z\u0259l olur.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sevda k\u0259sir solunu,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131r qolunu.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rin yolunu,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259dikc\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olur.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u0259tirmir ha,<br \/>\nH\u0259r da\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k bitirmir ha.<br \/>\nTale e\u015fqi yetirmir ha,<br \/>\nE\u015fq taled\u0259n \u0259z\u0259l olur.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-768\" src=\"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/mnm-1-300x234.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"234\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/mnm-1-300x234.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/mnm-1-539x420.jpg 539w, https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/mnm-1-511x400.jpg 511w, 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M\u0259nim vecsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir k\u0259siyl\u0259 i\u015fim yox, M\u0259n haqqa tap\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam-m\u0259nim Allah var\u0131md\u0131. M\u0259n yazanlar \u015feir yox, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si \u2013 A\u011faca, da\u015fa, suya, oda m\u0259ktublar\u0131md\u0131! Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q Kim\u0259 n\u0259, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m?- H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n bax\u0131r, adamam. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259d \u0259m\u0259li Adamdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r \u2013 adamam. G\u00f6y\u0259 tor atan deyil\u0259m, Yerd\u0259 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":769,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/767"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=767"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2198,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/767\/revisions\/2198"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/769"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}