{"id":771,"date":"2021-03-18T19:34:04","date_gmt":"2021-03-18T15:34:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=771"},"modified":"2023-03-18T16:06:38","modified_gmt":"2023-03-18T12:06:38","slug":"n%c9%99-xosb%c9%99xt-imis%c9%99m-bir-zaman-allah","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/n%c9%99-xosb%c9%99xt-imis%c9%99m-bir-zaman-allah\/","title":{"rendered":"\u018fll\u0259rimi g\u00f6yn\u0259dir sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>\u018fli K\u018fR\u0130M<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Qay\u0131t<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tin araya atd\u0131, da\u011f, d\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00f6n\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q oldun, batan s\u0259s oldun.<br \/>\nQay\u0131t, m\u0259nim g\u00fcl\u00fcm, qay\u0131t bu yer\u0259,<br \/>\nEy m\u0259nim ist\u0259yim, n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z oldun?<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcmidl\u0259r, arzular p\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259ndir,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lb\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llidir xatir\u0259l\u0259rim.<br \/>\nBir hal\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015f, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc dindir,<br \/>\nAx\u015famlar yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr s\u0259h\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>Qay\u0131t, m\u0259nim g\u00fcl\u00fcm, yerb\u0259yer el\u0259<br \/>\nD\u0259rdli s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri, gec\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b ba\u015fqa yolla ke\u00e7ir\u0259m el\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz \u00f6z qaydas\u0131nca k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Qay\u0131t, yerin\u0259 qoy Ay\u0131, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi,-<br \/>\nYen\u0259 oldu\u011fu t\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcm h\u0259yat\u0131.<br \/>\nQay\u0131t, g\u00f6z\u00fcm nuru, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm at\u0259\u015fi,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t, s\u0259hmana sal bu kainat\u0131<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130ki sevgi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z, s\u0259n saf susan,<br \/>\n\u0130ki q\u0259lb arzususan.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m<br \/>\nSususzlu\u011fun od vurub k\u00f6z kimi yand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\ndodaq su sev\u0259n kimi.<br \/>\nO is\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir<br \/>\nrahatca barda\u015f qurub,<br \/>\n\u2013 Kabab \u00fcstd\u0259n s\u0259rin su pis olmaz \u2013 dey\u0259n kimi<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z, s\u0259n i\u015f\u0131qsan,<br \/>\nYurduma yara\u015f\u0131qsan.<br \/>\nM\u0259ns\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m<br \/>\niyn\u0259nin ucu boyda<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa h\u0259sr\u0259t qalan g\u00f6z i\u015f\u0131q sev\u0259n kimi<br \/>\nO is\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259n ma\u011farda, toyda,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131qlardan yaranm\u0131\u015f yara\u015f\u0131q sev\u0259n kimi.<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015f, ucals\u0131n s\u0259sin,<br \/>\nQ\u0131s\u0131lmas\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sin.<br \/>\nM\u0259n ki s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m<br \/>\nBak\u0131dan, Da\u015fk\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259n bir s\u0259da kimi,<br \/>\nS\u0259s kimi,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcdr\u0259t kimi<br \/>\nO is\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir,<br \/>\nGizli deyil ki s\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBir otaq k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0259mli s\u00fckun\u0259t kimi.<br \/>\nBu m\u0259n, bu o, bu da s\u0259n,<br \/>\nDe g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n!<br \/>\nAmma yax\u015f\u0131 fikir ver bu iki m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.<br \/>\nDaha he\u00e7 n\u0259 demir\u0259m<br \/>\nN\u00f6qt\u0259, n\u00f6qt\u0259 v\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Da\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq<br \/>\nQ\u0259dim insan<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin\u0259 bir da\u015f atd\u0131,<br \/>\nQana batd\u0131.<br \/>\nDa\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di<br \/>\nAmma yer\u0259.<br \/>\nU\u00e7ub getdi<br \/>\n\u00dcf\u00fcql\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nDem\u0259yin ki da\u015f yox oldu.<br \/>\nOldu q\u0131l\u0131nc,<br \/>\ng\u00fcll\u0259,<br \/>\nm\u0259rmi.<br \/>\nDayanmad\u0131 fikir kimi.<br \/>\nAtom kimi<br \/>\nMeridian\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q,<br \/>\nArzular\u0131 z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259,<br \/>\nOkean\u0131 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a<br \/>\nEdib ke\u00e7di&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259min o da\u015f<br \/>\n\u0130ndi yen\u0259 dayanmay\u0131r<br \/>\nu\u00e7ur hara?<br \/>\nO neytron,<br \/>\nelektron &#8211;<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb<br \/>\nn\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nn\u0259l\u0259r olur.<br \/>\nAlov olur,<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fcm olur,<br \/>\nz\u0259h\u0259r olur.<br \/>\nEy h\u0259m\u0259srim,<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259tin qan qarda\u015f\u0131,<br \/>\nDayand\u0131rmaq olmazm\u0131, de,<br \/>\nYar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq<br \/>\nyar\u0131v\u0259h\u015fi<br \/>\nQ\u0259dim insan<br \/>\natan da\u015f\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Atam\u0131n xatir\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>O s\u0259rt idi. S\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259rs\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n<br \/>\nBildirm\u0259zdi yolda durub boyland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6z a\u00e7mazd\u0131 q\u0259lbind\u0259kind\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259zdi \u00f6vlad \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Gizli-gizli m\u0259ni s\u00fcz\u00fcb g\u00fcl\u0259rdi b\u0259z\u0259n<br \/>\nDurub-durub g\u00fcc g\u0259l\u0259rdi \u0259yri q\u0259lyana.<br \/>\n\u00d6vlad\u0131na birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 &#8220;can&#8221; s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00d6vlad \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can verm\u0259yi daha asand\u0131 ona.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fm\u0259ksev\u0259r. a\u011f\u0131r, enli, cod \u0259li vard\u0131,<br \/>\nTale kimi endir\u0259rdi \u00e7iynim\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n<br \/>\nS\u0259rt \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 birc\u0259 anl\u0131q s\u0259h\u0259r do\u011fard\u0131<br \/>\nBilm\u0259zdim ki, hans\u0131 nurlu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgisi d\u0259 soyuq idi &#8211; t\u0259z\u0259 \u0259kini<br \/>\nH\u0259r b\u0259ladan hifz el\u0259y\u0259n qar kimi.<br \/>\nMoskvada oxuyurdum,<br \/>\nT\u0259rk etdi m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259n kimi bir \u0259b\u0259di ayr\u0131l\u0131q d\u0259mi<br \/>\nGah ist\u0259yib m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259. Gah deyib ki m\u0259n<br \/>\nQoy bilm\u0259yim<br \/>\nO utan\u0131b \u00f6z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nAh, o niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdi, bu n\u0259 qubard\u0131?<br \/>\nN\u0259 zamansa bu ni\u015fanda bir atam vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n haqq qazan\u0131r insan \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259tta unudulur a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnah\u0131<br \/>\nHam\u0131ya d\u0259rd olur cavan getm\u0259yi,<br \/>\nOduqca az g\u00f6r\u00fcb, az ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Deyirl\u0259r:\u201dbils\u0259ydik, ay\u0131q olard\u0131q<br \/>\nOnu qoyard\u0131qm\u0131 he\u00e7 g\u00f6zd\u0259n iraq?<br \/>\nH\u0259r bir d\u0259rdin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 tapard\u0131q,<br \/>\nN\u0259 bil\u0259k, o bel\u0259 az ya\u015fayacaq?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Eh! Bu g\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259yala dald\u0131m,<br \/>\nEh! Q\u0259lbim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dindi.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim q\u0259drimi bil\u0259s\u0259n dey\u0259<br \/>\nBu cavan ya\u015f\u0131mda \u00f6l\u00fcmm\u00fc indi?<\/p>\n<p><strong>N\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt imi\u015f\u0259m bir zaman Allah<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt imi\u015f\u0259m bir zaman, Allah,<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b bu s\u0259ad\u0259td\u0259n.<br \/>\nN\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt imi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nn\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt,<br \/>\nxo\u015fb\u0259xt!<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m bunu h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n.<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 yazmam\u0131\u015fam o zaman, Allah,<br \/>\n\u018flim\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yir indi.<br \/>\nDe, niy\u0259 aradan k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir?<br \/>\nAram\u0131z, de, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u0259rindir?<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7diyim o su da s\u0259ad\u0259t imi\u015f,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259yim d\u0259, qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131m da.<br \/>\nOna baxma\u011f\u0131m da xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik imi\u015f,<br \/>\nOnu yuxusundan ay\u0131ltma\u011f\u0131m da.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa s\u0259ad\u0259t imi\u015f,<br \/>\nM\u0259ns\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qoynundayamm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya f\u0131rlan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f sevinc g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u0259s indi n\u0259 olub bel\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f?<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r s\u0259ad\u0259tin \u00e7\u0259tiri imi\u015f,<br \/>\nTorpaq da s\u0259ad\u0259t m\u0259hv\u0259ri imi\u015f.<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r toranl\u0131 v\u00fcsal m\u0259sk\u0259ni,<br \/>\nH\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r,<br \/>\nruhumun s\u0259h\u0259ri imi\u015f.<br \/>\nDilin quruyayd\u0131 s\u0259nin, ay h\u0259sr\u0259t,<br \/>\nS\u0259n bu g\u00fcn k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc tar\u0131mar etdin.<br \/>\nYa bunu vaxt\u0131nda dey\u0259ydin m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nYa da ki lal olub he\u00e7 dinm\u0259y\u0259ydin.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa s\u0259ad\u0259t imi\u015f,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, he\u00e7 bir d\u0259 olarm\u0131 yen\u0259?<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa n\u0259 imi\u015f dedin?<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa n\u0259 imi\u015f, de n\u0259?<\/p>\n<p><strong>O q\u0131za<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Axtar\u0131ram m\u0259n s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nAray\u0131ram m\u0259n s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nSoru\u015furam g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nAxtar\u0131ram kitabda, aray\u0131ram h\u0259yatda.<br \/>\nBilmirs\u0259n n\u0259 boydasan, n\u0259 g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259, n\u0259 adda,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin t\u0259hsilin n\u0259dir, s\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259dir?<br \/>\nAlad\u0131rm\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, qarad\u0131rm\u0131, nec\u0259dir?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 xal\u0131n var, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcn r\u0259fiq\u0259si,<br \/>\nQoy qara xal\u0131n olsun h\u0259sr\u0259timin n\u00f6qt\u0259si!<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcks\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7iks\u0259n;<br \/>\nOl, ki\u00e7ik ol, b\u00f6y\u00fck ol, amma kamall\u0131 ol s\u0259n.<br \/>\nKamall\u0131 ol ki \u00f6m\u00fcr bir \u015f\u0259n n\u00fcmayi\u015f deyil,<br \/>\nM\u0259nal\u0131 ya\u015famaqsa \u00e7ox da asan i\u015f deyil.<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131l da \u00f6z yerind\u0259. kamal da \u00f6z yerind\u0259.<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6z\u0259llik d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcm m\u0259nal\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259.<br \/>\nKim\u0259, niy\u0259 bax\u0131ram t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ni and\u0131r\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm var, \u00fcr\u0259yimi yand\u0131r\u0131r.<br \/>\nO el\u0259 bir s\u00f6zd\u00fcr ki, dosta. yada deyilm\u0259z.<br \/>\nAnadan \u0259ziz n\u0259 var, anaya da deyilm\u0259z.<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rimi g\u00f6yn\u0259dir sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti.<br \/>\nG\u0259l yiy\u0259siz qal\u0131bd\u0131r k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fdir \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldik\u2026 Onda m\u0259nd\u0259n utanma,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni n\u0259 gizl\u0259m\u0259, n\u0259 danma<br \/>\nGizl\u0259m\u0259 ki, danma ki, ged\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259 bir yana;<br \/>\nQoyma can\u0131m od tutub yana, \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck yana.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni harda axtar\u0131m? De n\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n? De kims\u0259n?<br \/>\nTez ol, g\u00f6r\u00fcn, tez ol g\u0259l, axtar\u0131ram s\u0259ni m\u0259n!<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 q\u0259m,<br \/>\nYollar\u0131na bitmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130lk bahar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n cavan bir a\u011fac kimi.<br \/>\nBahar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u2026 Ay q\u0131z, g\u0259l bahar kimi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qaytar ana borcunu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00f6z\u0259l, bir sevimli o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc ana.<br \/>\nO b\u0259d, u\u011fursuz g\u00fcn\u00fc \u2013 \u0259rinin \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\nBildirm\u0259di he\u00e7 ona.<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259ri dal\u011fa-dal\u011fa doldusa da \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nLakin n\u0259 sa\u00e7 yolaraq verdi \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u015fiv\u0259n etdi ana.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b, g\u00fclm\u0259k \u00f6yr\u0259tdi ona,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259k davan\u0131n da d\u0259rdin\u0259, b\u0259las\u0131na,<br \/>\n\u00d6z bo\u011faz\u0131ndan k\u0259sib yedirdi balas\u0131na\u2026<br \/>\nBir o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc ki, gur, \u00e7atmaqa\u015f, gensin\u0259.<br \/>\nBir o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc ki, o\u011ful deyir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259:<br \/>\nAtl\u0131n\u0131 atdan sal\u0131b k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 od d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nBir o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc ki, o\u011ful m\u0259kt\u0259b bitirdi,<br \/>\nO\u011ful instituta q\u0131z\u0131l medalla girdi.<br \/>\nAna fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki: \u201cG\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 aya getdi?!\u201d<br \/>\nAna yuxular\u0131nda tez-tez Bak\u0131ya getdi,<br \/>\nAna m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131 ki: \u201cYan\u0131ltma g\u00fcman\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nPul n\u0259dir, pul deyirs\u0259n, g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m can\u0131m\u0131\u201d.<br \/>\nN\u0259 zaman ki o\u011flunun getdiyi d\u00f6rd il oldu,<br \/>\nM\u0259ktublar\u0131 k\u0259sildi, g\u0259lm\u0259di t\u0259til oldu,<br \/>\nAnan\u0131 fikir ald\u0131, anan\u0131n \u0259sdi dizi<br \/>\nAna m\u00fcq\u0259ssir etdi, tramvay\u0131, d\u0259nizi.<br \/>\nO yen\u0259 d\u00f6zd\u00fc, durdu\u2026 O yolmad\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259sl\u0259ri qon\u015fular\u0131 \u018fsm\u0259r, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k bac\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 azalmad\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n bala d\u0259rdi<br \/>\nOnlar o\u011ful verm\u0259di, onlar t\u0259s\u0259lli verdi.<br \/>\nM\u0259ktub m\u0259ktub dal\u0131nca axd\u0131, Bak\u0131ya xd\u0131,<br \/>\nAna da m\u0259ktublar\u0131n dal\u0131nca baxd\u0131, baxd\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259ktublarsa Bak\u0131n\u0131 doland\u0131, g\u0259zdi, g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\nM\u0259ktublar \u0259zik-\u00fcz\u00fck, m\u0259ktublar bezdi g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\nAna yen\u0259 d\u0259 baxd\u0131 gah dolama yollara,<br \/>\nGah da o\u011ful boyuna h\u0259sr\u0259t qalan qollara.<br \/>\nAna o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc gur, \u00e7atmaqa\u015f, gensin\u0259,<br \/>\nAna o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc, \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259 qism\u0259t oldu.<br \/>\nAna fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, m\u0259n neyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259?<br \/>\nBu n\u0259 o\u011fulluq oldu, bu n\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t oldu?<br \/>\nO\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm\u00fc o b\u00fczm\u0259dodaq bir q\u0131za?<br \/>\nO\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm\u00fc o. min i\u015fv\u0259y\u0259, min naza?<br \/>\nAna bils\u0259ydi \u0259g\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259zdi o\u011flunu,<br \/>\nYox, bunu yand\u0131m dedim, yen\u0259 atmazd\u0131 onu.<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6z\u0259l, bir sevimli o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc ana,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b g\u00fclm\u0259k \u00f6yr\u0259tdi ona.<br \/>\nO\u011ful! N\u0259dir etdiyin b\u0259s bu haq-say \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<br \/>\nQaytar onun \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 gec\u0259, ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn!<br \/>\nQaytar onun sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qaral\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 geri.<br \/>\nQaytar o dilind\u0259ki \u015firin-\u015firin s\u00f6zl\u0259ri!<br \/>\nO s\u00f6z\u00fc, o s\u00f6hb\u0259ti g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc anan verib,<br \/>\nAna dodaqlar\u0131ndan bala dodaqlar\u0131na.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi ondan gen g\u0259z\u0259n o\u011ful, ayaqlar\u0131na<br \/>\nYeri\u015fi anan verib.<br \/>\nQaytarsan o s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, s\u00f6zs\u00fcz bir lal olarsan,<br \/>\nQaytarsan o yeri\u015fi, yerind\u0259c\u0259 qalarsan.<br \/>\nQaytarsan o g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc h\u0131r\u0131ldamazsan daha<br \/>\nQaytar, qaytar onlar\u0131. qaytar qoyma sabaha!<br \/>\nS\u0259n ki d\u0259rd verdin, o\u011ful, s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f ver\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nO\u011ful dem\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259!<br \/>\nDeyir\u0259m ki, o boyu, buxunu qaytar geri!<br \/>\nDeyir\u0259m ki, var\u0131n\u0131, yoxunu qaytar geri!<br \/>\nQaytar onun borcunu,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc, ad\u0131n\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qaytar geri!<br \/>\nQaytar ana borcunu,<br \/>\nO borc s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcns\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qaytar geri!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fli K\u018fR\u0130M Qay\u0131t H\u0259sr\u0259tin araya atd\u0131, da\u011f, d\u0259r\u0259, S\u00f6n\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q oldun, batan s\u0259s oldun. Qay\u0131t, m\u0259nim g\u00fcl\u00fcm, qay\u0131t bu yer\u0259, Ey m\u0259nim ist\u0259yim, n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z oldun? \u00dcmidl\u0259r, arzular p\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259ndir, Q\u0259lb\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llidir xatir\u0259l\u0259rim. Bir hal\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015f, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc dindir, Ax\u015famlar yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr s\u0259h\u0259rim. Qay\u0131t, m\u0259nim g\u00fcl\u00fcm, yerb\u0259yer el\u0259 D\u0259rdli s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri, gec\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259n. \u00c7a\u015f\u0131b ba\u015fqa yolla ke\u00e7ir\u0259m el\u0259, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2231,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=771"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2234,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771\/revisions\/2234"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/2231"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}