{"id":777,"date":"2021-03-14T12:29:36","date_gmt":"2021-03-14T08:29:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=777"},"modified":"2021-03-14T12:29:36","modified_gmt":"2021-03-14T08:29:36","slug":"anar-m%c9%99n-s%c9%99n-o-v%c9%99-telefon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/anar-m%c9%99n-s%c9%99n-o-v%c9%99-telefon\/","title":{"rendered":"ANAR: M\u0259n, s\u0259n, o v\u0259 telefon"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri<\/em>
\nOx\u015famaz bir-birin\u0259<\/em>
\namma ham\u0131s\u0131nda<\/em>
\ninsan s\u0259si…<\/em>
\n…pis g\u00fcnl\u0259r<\/em>
\nox\u015famaz bir-birin\u0259<\/em>
\nbirind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn susarsan,<\/em>
\nbirind\u0259 telefon.<\/em><\/p>\n

Vaqif V\u0259kilov<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n s\u0259nin telefonun \u00f6ld\u00fc. \u00d6l\u0259n yaln\u0131z adamlar olmur ki… Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu \u00e7ox r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259ri unudacaqsan: paoportunun n\u00f6mr\u0259sini, ax\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 i\u015find\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131, dostunun avtomobilinin n\u00f6mr\u0259sini, aya q\u0259d\u0259r olan m\u0259saf\u0259ni, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259halisinin say\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259ri. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 unudacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 bu be\u015f r\u0259q\u0259md\u0259n savay\u0131. Bu be\u015f r\u0259q\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259hz bu ard\u0131c\u0131ll\u0131qda s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n \u0259ziz h\u0259diyy\u0259 idi. Be\u015f r\u0259q\u0259m, onun s\u0259si v\u0259 telefon d\u0259st\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u0259tri.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n qara telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini el\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m, el\u0259 bil royal\u0131n qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131ram. B\u0259z\u0259n bu qara d\u0259st\u0259yi el\u0259 qoyurdum, el\u0259 bil tabutun qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi bu n\u00f6mr\u0259 yoxdur. Y\u0259ni ki, var, amma m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn yoxdur. M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu n\u00f6mr\u0259 indi yasaq \u0259razidir.<\/p>\n

Barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda telefon dair\u0259sind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bu be\u015f r\u0259q\u0259m indi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z bir m\u0259saf\u0259dir – kilometrdir, mill\u0259r, parseql\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bu m\u0259saf\u0259nin be\u015fd\u0259 d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc ke\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m – d\u00f6rd r\u0259q\u0259mi y\u0131\u011fa bil\u0259r\u0259m, amma he\u00e7 v\u0259d\u0259 son r\u0259q\u0259mi – be\u015fincini y\u0131\u011fmayaca\u011fam. S\u0259nin n\u00f6mr\u0259n ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131d\u0131r – a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdim. Z\u0259ng edirdim, s\u0259sini e\u015fidir v\u0259 deyirdim: \u0259zizim, \u0259lin niy\u0259 bel\u0259 soyuqdur?<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdim, amma m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 duyurdum. Sahil k\u0259ndl\u0259rinin sakinl\u0259ri d\u0259nizi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 onu duyduqlar\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi is\u0259 d\u0259niz qeyb oldu. Yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Min d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krar olunan \u0259hvalat m\u0259n, s\u0259n, bir d\u0259 o, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. Amma bir d\u0259 telefon. H\u0259r \u015fey Rasimin toyundan ba\u015fland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Firuz tostunu davam etdirirdi:<\/p>\n

– Biz be\u015f yolda\u015f idik. Lap o filmd\u0259ki kimi, yad\u0131n\u0131zdam\u0131: onlar be\u015f n\u0259f\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n, Kamal, Murad, Rasim, Seymur. Bizi bir-bir f\u0259th etdil\u0259r, bir-bir boyunduru\u011fa sald\u0131lar. Bax, bunlar sald\u0131 – bizim xan\u0131mlar. h\u0259l\u0259 evd\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u00e7\u0259t\u0259n k\u00fclf\u0259timiz var – o\u011ful-u\u015faq.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, k\u00fclf\u0259t bizi basd\u0131, yaman basd\u0131 – ham\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. – Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 biz Rasimi itiririk. Heyf ondan.<\/p>\n

\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, m\u0259n zarafat edir\u0259m. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olun F\u0259rid\u0259, Rasim. M\u0259n siz\u0259 \u00e7oxlu s\u0259ad\u0259t, cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr arzulay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

O\u011fullu, q\u0131zl\u0131 olas\u0131n\u0131z. Amma sizin sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131za i\u00e7mi\u015fik, yen\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yik. \u0130ndi bu bad\u0259l\u0259ri m\u0259n ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 ikidin saql\u0131\u011f\u0131na – bizim can\u0131m\u0131z-ciy\u0259rimiz Seymurun sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na qald\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Subayd\u0131-sultand\u0131. Sa\u011f ol, var ol, b\u00fclb\u00fcl ol, q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 olma.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, k\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin v\u0259 bad\u0259l\u0259rin cingiltisi aras\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f \u00fczl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm – dostlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rini. \u00dczl\u0259rd\u0259 sevincli, bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc ifad\u0259 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qonaqlar da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fanda biz ham\u0131m\u0131z – Firuz, Kamal, Murad arvadlar\u0131yla, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259k, bir yerd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Biz yatm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rii gec\u0259li k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131q v\u0259 bird\u0259n Firuzun arvad\u0131 m\u0259nim qoluma girdi:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, Seymur, s\u0259nin toyunu ha\u00e7an el\u0259yirik?<\/p>\n

– Uzaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 niy\u0259? Yoxsa s\u0259n bu naqqal\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inan\u0131rsan? – O, \u015f\u0131ltaq bir n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259 \u0259rinin b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131. – El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mdir.<\/p>\n

Firuz:<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 layiq q\u0131z tapa bilmir, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– Do\u011frudan? U\u015faqlar, e\u015fidirsiniz? G\u0259lin Seymura bir q\u0131z tapaq. S\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 tapsaq, evl\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– M\u00fctl\u0259q, – dedim, – ancaq bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259. G\u0259r\u0259k, bax el\u0259 bu saat, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 tapas\u0131n\u0131z. Yoxsa fikrimi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Kamal:<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, – dedi, – gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131nda s\u0259n\u0259 hardan q\u0131z tapaca\u011f\u0131q? K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n tapmayaca\u011f\u0131q ki… h\u0259m d\u0259 gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131 almazsan y\u0259qin.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, – dedim, – tamamil\u0259 do\u011fru buyurursunuz. Odur ki, bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti x\u0259tm ed\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim bir t\u0259klifim var, g\u0259lin Seymura telefonla q\u0131z tapaq. Budur, bax, avtomat da var.<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6z\u0259l fikirdir, – dedim, – amma iki q\u0259pikliyim yoxdur. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 iki q\u0259piklikl\u0259r uzatd\u0131lar. Budkaya girdim.<\/p>\n

– N\u00f6mr\u0259ni deyin. Firuz:<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015fi, a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n n\u00f6mr\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259k, – dedi. – M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n… – bird\u0259n o, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoydu. – Yox, qarda\u015f, ke\u00e7\u0259l suya getm\u0259z. Bird\u0259n qay\u0131nananla yola getm\u0259din, yap\u0131\u015facaqsan m\u0259nim xirtd\u0259yimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– Qorxaq, – dedim, – m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bundad\u0131r. Evl\u0259nm\u0259k ciddi i\u015fdir. He\u00e7 k\u0259s m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti boynuna g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcr. Kamal, b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n dey\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim bir t\u0259klifim var, – dey\u0259 Firuzun arvad\u0131 s\u00f6z\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir t\u0259klifi olurdu, – he\u00e7 k\u0259s boynuna m\u0259suliyy\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. G\u0259lin onda m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. H\u0259r\u0259 bir r\u0259q\u0259m desin.<\/p>\n

Firuz:<\/p>\n

– \u018fla, – dedi. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259klifl\u0259rini b\u0259y\u0259nirdi. – \u0130ki. M\u0259n iki \u00e7\u0259kdim. Firuzun arvad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Doqquz, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– Kamal:<\/p>\n

– S\u0131f\u0131r, – dedi v\u0259 arvad\u0131na baxd\u0131, – s\u0259n de.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n? N\u0259 deyim, bilmir\u0259m… yax\u015f\u0131, d\u00f6rd.<\/p>\n

– Murad:<\/p>\n

– Be\u015f, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 Murad\u0131n arvad\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di, \u00e7\u00fcnki d\u0259st\u0259kd\u0259n art\u0131q k\u0259sik siqnallar e\u015fidilirdi.<\/p>\n

– Ni\u015fanl\u0131m yat\u0131b, dedim. ham\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n d\u0259st\u0259yi asd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yolumuza davam etdik, yava\u015f-yava\u015f da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z evin\u0259 getdi v\u0259 m\u0259n, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox t\u0259nha hiss el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz ba\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131m, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t adams\u0131z bulvar\u0131 doland\u0131m, qaranl\u0131q d\u0259niz\u0259 v\u0259 uzaqdak\u0131 r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng buylara bax\u0131rd\u0131m, bird\u0259n z\u0259ng el\u0259diyim telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Gec\u0259 saat iki idi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n yax\u0131ndak\u0131 avtomat budkas\u0131na girdim, yar\u0131\u011fa iki q\u0259piklik sald\u0131m v\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yind\u0259n qad\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Yuxulu s\u0259s d\u0259 deyildi, bel\u0259 – azac\u0131q yor\u011fun, azac\u0131q da t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li.<\/p>\n

– Salam.<\/p>\n

– Salam. Kimdir?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259m. G\u0259lin tan\u0131\u015f olaq.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n sill\u0259 kimi \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 vurulacaq s\u0259rt cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. Ya da el\u0259 bilirdim ki, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan qap\u0131 kimi d\u0259st\u0259k d\u0259 bird\u0259n as\u0131lacaq. Amma n\u0259 s\u00f6yd\u00fc, n\u0259 asd\u0131. S\u0259si \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi sakit idi.<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vaxt bir az gecdir.<\/p>\n

– Gecdir? Xeyr, \u0259sla! \u018fsil vaxtd\u0131r. M\u0259n bu saat \u0259n yax\u0131n bir yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n toyundan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam. Bu, m\u0259nim ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 subay dostum idi. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bu g\u00fcn onun toyu yox, yas\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

– Vay, vay, vay. El\u0259 niy\u0259 deyirsiniz? B\u0259s siz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz evli deyilsiniz?<\/p>\n

– Yox. B\u0259s siz \u0259rd\u0259siniz?<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n el\u0259 birinci d\u0259qiq\u0259sind\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz?<\/p>\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, siz allah. El\u0259 bilm\u0259yin ki, m\u0259n telefon xuliqanlar\u0131ndanam. Yox, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, t\u0259klikd\u0259n ba\u011fr\u0131m \u00e7atlay\u0131r. Odur ki, dedim z\u0259ng el\u0259yim, bir adamla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s m\u0259nim n\u00f6mr\u0259mi hardan tapd\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n. A\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m, v\u0259ssalam.<\/p>\n

– \u018fc\u0259bdir.<\/p>\n

– Bilirsiniz, bir az i\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m, odur ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox yalq\u0131z hiss el\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Olur, eybi yoxdur.<\/p>\n

– Sizinl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rik?<\/p>\n

– Yox, bax, bu ba\u015f tutan i\u015f deyil. G\u0259lin bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi gecdir. Gedin eviniz\u0259, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b yat\u0131n. S\u0259h\u0259r duracaqs\u0131z, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdi-q\u0259miniz u\u00e7ub ged\u0259c\u0259k. G\u00f6r\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 m\u0259n sizi g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, he\u00e7 olmasa dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m sizinl\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Telefonumu ki, bilirsiniz. Sabah ay\u0131landan sonra yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259z ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirsiz, z\u0259ng el\u0259yin.<\/p>\n

– Do\u011frudan?<\/p>\n

– Do\u011frudan. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– Xeyr\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131. Sabah siz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00fclm\u0259lidir vallah, amma d\u0259st\u0259yi as\u0131b bo\u015f, adams\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 add\u0131mlayark\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, daha m\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259k deyil\u0259m. M\u0259nim d\u0259 kimims\u0259 var.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259risi g\u00fcn, t\u0259bii ki, m\u0259n z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259dim. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc y\u00fcz \u0259lli iki min i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldum v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi unutdum. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra i\u015f plan\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fczakir\u0259sind\u0259 laboratoriya m\u00fcdirimizl\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m toqqu\u015fdum. O h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim elmi r\u0259hb\u0259rim idi.<\/p>\n

M\u00fczakir\u0259d\u0259n sonra Firuz m\u0259ni evl\u0259rin\u0259 apard\u0131. Biz onunla bir institutda i\u015fl\u0259yirdik. Yolda o m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131ma a\u011f\u0131l qoyurdu, deyirdi ki, c\u0131rtqoz olma, h\u0259r \u015fey \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn partlama.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r haql\u0131sansa da h\u0259qiq\u0259ti ifad\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259yin m\u00fcxt\u0259lif formalar\u0131 var. Ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n el\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259si inand\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Bir az r\u0259ftar\u0131n olsun, q\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n olsun.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, biri d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r. Den\u0259n ona ki, siz, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli n\u0259z\u0259r salmam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 bir d\u0259 baxsan\u0131z, m\u0259niml\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Yoxsa s\u0259nin kimi: siz he\u00e7 bir \u015fey qanm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, nadans\u0131n\u0131z, cahilsiniz. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, – dedim, – s\u0259nin bu siyas\u0259t\u00e7iliyin lap m\u0259ni bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011f\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, s\u0259ninl\u0259 adam kimi dan\u0131\u015fmaq olmaz. Ged\u0259k biz\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259… Firuzun arvad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Bilirs\u0259n, – deyirdi, – he\u00e7 birimiz onu \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fik. Bilmir\u0259m he\u00e7 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri hardan bilir, \u00f6z\u00fc tap\u0131b, deyir: anna, atta.<\/p>\n

O bir ya\u015f\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 tamam olmu\u015f o\u011fullar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 Firuz o biri otaqda ev paltarlar\u0131n\u0131, m\u0259stl\u0259rini geyinib g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– Do\u011frudan, – dedi, – q\u0259rib\u0259dir. Bilirs\u0259n m\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 bir n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259 icad el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, dili u\u015faqlar yarad\u0131blar. B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r yox, m\u0259hz u\u015faqlar. Biz – b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r d\u0259 onlar\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 edirik.<\/p>\n

Seymur \u0259misi, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm, harda bel\u0259 \u015firin bala g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n, kimin bel\u0259 o\u011flu var, h\u0259?..<\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r el\u0259yirdim telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259sini yada sala bilmirdim. \u0130kinci yar\u0131s\u0131 yad\u0131mda idi, \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259ki iki r\u0259q\u0259mi d\u0259 yad\u0131mda idi, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc r\u0259q\u0259m s\u0131f\u0131r idi, b\u0259s ikinci – yad\u0131ma sala bilmirdim ki, bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

– Bura bax, S\u0259may\u0259, o ax\u015fam s\u0259n hans\u0131 r\u0259q\u0259mi dedin?<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 ax\u015fam? N\u0259 r\u0259q\u0259m?<\/p>\n

\u0130zah etm\u0259li oldum. Bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n zarafata, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259, f\u0259rziyy\u0259y\u0259, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 qulaq asmal\u0131 oldum. \u018fl\u0259 sald\u0131lar, dolad\u0131lar, ba\u015f\u0131ma a\u011f\u0131l qoydular. Amma ham\u0131s\u0131 bir yana – qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda S\u0259may\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: doqquz. M\u0259nim trolleybusumun n\u00f6mr\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

– Allo. Salam. M\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Salam. Kimdir?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 tez unutdunuz. Yad\u0131n\u0131zda, m\u0259n siz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn bundan qabaq. El\u0259 bu vaxtlar idi.<\/p>\n

– Onda s\u0259siniz ba\u015fqa idi, – dedi v\u0259 istehzayla \u0259lav\u0259 etdi, – ya b\u0259lk\u0259 bu s\u0259f\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fan ba\u015fqa adamd\u0131r. Ke\u00e7\u0259n s\u0259f\u0259r evl\u0259n\u0259nin ba\u015fqa dostu t\u0259klikd\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t edir. M\u0259\u015f\u011ful\u0259t\u00e7in telefon mac\u0259ralar\u0131na qur\u015fanm\u0131s\u0131z.<\/p>\n

O, s\u0259rt v\u0259 k\u0259skin dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– And olsun ki, m\u0259n\u0259m. Y\u0259qin ke\u00e7\u0259n s\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259sim s\u0259rxo\u015f s\u0259si idi, onun\u00e7un tan\u0131mad\u0131z. \u0130ndi nec\u0259, tan\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, indi tan\u0131d\u0131m. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ba\u015fqa adamd\u0131r, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, – o, arxay\u0131nl\u0131qla g\u00fcld\u00fc. – Dem\u0259li, bu g\u00fcn ay\u0131qs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

– Y\u00fcz faiz. Ay\u0131q vaxt\u0131mda z\u0259ng el\u0259dim ki, m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda yanl\u0131\u015f t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcz olmas\u0131n. Sonra el\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz i\u00e7kibazam. \u0130ld\u0259-ayda bir d\u0259f\u0259 i\u00e7ir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, z\u0259ng el\u0259diniz, yoxsa bu ax\u015fam m\u0259n d\u0259 yaman dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m. Radiom xarab olub.<\/p>\n

– Siz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 kec yat\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, m\u0259n kec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r radioya qulaq as\u0131ram. Amma bu g\u00fcn radiomun lampas\u0131 xarab olub, lap d\u0259li kimiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259st\u0259kd\u0259n piano s\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi. Lap uzaqdan e\u015fidilirdi.<\/p>\n

– Siz suallara cavab verm\u0259yi sevmirsiz, amma deyin, kimdir bu ke\u00e7\u0259 vaxt\u0131 piano \u00e7alan?<\/p>\n

– Aa, – o g\u00fcld\u00fc. – Bizd\u0259 deyil, qon\u015fudad\u0131r. Bir z\u0259hl\u0259t\u00f6k\u0259n q\u0131zd\u0131r ki, s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015famacan \u00e7al\u0131r. Divarlar nazikdir, bu qammalar m\u0259ni lap c\u0259zana yetirib. Radiom i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 olmasa e\u015fitmir\u0259m onun \u00e7almas\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Radioyla n\u0259y\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z ki?<\/p>\n

– Efir evimin i\u00e7i kimidir. Bax burda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 kec\u0259 konserti var – el\u0259 bil m\u0259n onun radio-dal\u011falar\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm – burda da k\u0259sik-k\u0259sik melodil\u0259rdir, uzaq okeanlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n u\u00e7ub g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Burda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 tufan u\u011fulday\u0131r, burda da anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Burda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy olur. Konferansye zarafat edir, camaat g\u00fcl\u00fcr, \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131r, m\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m, amma ham\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcr, fit verir, \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131r, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Burda da n\u0259 is\u0259 intim bir verili\u015fdir. Ki\u015fiyl\u0259 qad\u0131n lap yava\u015f, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar, mikrofonda n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259rinn d\u0259 e\u015fidir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Radio q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015feydir. El\u0259 bil b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya m\u0259nim ota\u011f\u0131mdad\u0131r. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n gec\u0259si. G\u00f6y, melodiyalar, dramlar, t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n

– T\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r niy\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Qulaq as\u0131n, – dedi. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, susub dinl\u0259yir, M\u0259n d\u0259 qulaq verdim v\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra t\u0259yyar\u0259 u\u011fultusu e\u015fitdim. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu t\u0259yyar\u0259 bizim evin d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kmi? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n onun evi hans\u0131 s\u0259mtd\u0259dir, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Radioyla t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r qohumdurlar, el\u0259mi? – dey\u0259 q\u0259filc\u0259y\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Hardan qohumdurlar ki?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259madan, – dedi v\u0259 yen\u0259 susdu. \u0130ndi d\u0259st\u0259kd\u0259n t\u0259yyar\u0259 u\u011fultusu deyil, yen\u0259 d\u0259 bayaqk\u0131 kimi yekn\u0259s\u0259q qammalar e\u015fidilirdi.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n el\u0259 hey dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, siz is\u0259 susursunuz. Siz d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259-t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259, bilmir\u0259m he\u00e7 niy\u0259: m\u0259n bu yad adama he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fd\u0259ki \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rimd\u0259n, k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostum Firuzla g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, elmi r\u0259hb\u0259rimi ne\u00e7in sevm\u0259diyimd\u0259n, m\u00fczakir\u0259d\u0259 ona a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 dediyimd\u0259n v\u0259 ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa bu kimi \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n. Ona he\u00e7 bir d\u0259xli olmayan \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 m\u0259n bunlar\u0131 m\u0259hz ona dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m? \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya da bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldim. T\u0259l\u0259sik onunla xudafizl\u0259\u015fib d\u0259st\u0259yi asd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Evim\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlaya-add\u0131mlaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, bunu kim\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fsam inanmaz. Do\u011frudan da tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyin adama q\u0259lbini nec\u0259 a\u00e7maq olar. M\u0259n onun haqq\u0131nda n\u0259 bilirdim? he\u00e7 n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 onu bilirdim ki, kec\u0259l\u0259r o, radio dinl\u0259m\u0259yi sevir, qon\u015fusu is\u0259 pianoda qamma \u00e7al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bu hekay\u0259nin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131ndan biri – telefondur. M\u0259n telefon haqq\u0131nda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Son vaxtlar m\u0259n telefonlar bar\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm: onlar m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif c\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bizim laboratoriya m\u00fcdirimizin ota\u011f\u0131nda – masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qara bir telefon aparat\u0131 var. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu aparata baxanda m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, onun x\u0259tti dinamik m\u0259ftilin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcdirin daima nigaran, daima t\u0259la\u015fl\u0131, qorxu \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxanda m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu telefonu onun ota\u011f\u0131na gec partlayan mina kimi qoyublar. O h\u0259r z\u0259ngd\u0259n, h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n diksinirdi.<\/p>\n

Y\u0259qin ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu mina – telefon h\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 b\u0259d bir x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259 partlaya bil\u0259r. Bir g\u00fcn z\u0259ng el\u0259yib ona dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, s\u0259ni i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131blar, yaxud arvad\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131b…<\/p>\n

Kanselyariyam\u0131zda da telefon vard\u0131. Amma diski r\u0259q\u0259msiz, ba\u011fl\u0131, qara bir dair\u0259 idi, el\u0259 bil m\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu telefon t\u0259k\u0259rsiz ma\u015f\u0131n, \u00fcnvans\u0131z m\u0259ktub kimi k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz v\u0259 acizdir.<\/p>\n

O, sanki m\u00fctiliyin, as\u0131l\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n, passivliyin, t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcss\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn r\u0259mzi idi – s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vura bilirl\u0259r, amma s\u0259n he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 z\u0259ng vura bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bu tipli telefonlar\u0131n m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 telefon avtomatlar da m\u00f6vcud idi. Telefon avtomatlar disksiz telefonlar\u0131n tam \u0259ksi idi. S\u0259n z\u0259ng ed\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, amma s\u0259n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259ng el\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni de, lap s\u00f6y, kim s\u0259ni tapacaq? Telefon avtomatlar – c\u0259zas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsizliyin, \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131nal\u0131\u011f\u0131n r\u0259mzi idi. Onlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc bombardman\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259yyar\u0259nin silahs\u0131z g\u0259mi \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bils\u0259niz evimd\u0259 telefon olmamas\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hay\u0131fs\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131m. \u018flim\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n iki q\u0259pikl\u0259ri Hac\u0131 Qara kimi x\u0259sislikl\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131r, gizl\u0259dirdim. Tan\u0131\u015f-bili\u015fd\u0259n iki q\u0259pik toplay\u0131rd\u0131m, imkan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi ayr\u0131 pulu x\u0131rdalay\u0131b iki q\u0259piklik al\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r gec\u0259 ona z\u0259ng el\u0259yirdim. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 gec z\u0259ng el\u0259yirdim. Bu, v\u0259rdi\u015f v\u0259 ad\u0259t hal\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m – onun bir az yor\u011fun, bir az istehzal\u0131, bir az k\u0259d\u0259rli s\u0259sin\u0259, divar dal\u0131ndan e\u015fidil\u0259n yekn\u0259s\u0259q qammalara, radionun g\u00fccl\u0259 sezil\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259, t\u0259yyar\u0259 u\u011fultusuyla dolu pauzalara.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n indi onun haqq\u0131nda b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259ri \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdim, amma \u00e7ox az \u015fey. Bilirdim ki, ad\u0131 M\u0259din\u0259dir, t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bilirdim ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qonurdu, \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sinin n\u00f6mr\u0259si otuz be\u015fdir. Bundan art\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 soru\u015fdum:<\/p>\n

– Ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131ndas\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– Eh, qoca qar\u0131yam, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rim, n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259rim var, – dedi v\u0259 m\u0259n onun cavan s\u0259sind\u0259n duydum ki, m\u0259ni dolay\u0131r. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 bildim ki, n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir, n\u0259 i\u015find\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 ail\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 inad edib soru\u015fmurdum. O \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n bir \u015fey soru\u015fmurdu, amma bilirdi ki, iyirmi doqquz ya\u015f\u0131m var, subayam, elmi idar\u0259d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 ad\u0131m\u0131 bilmirdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ona \u0259sil ad\u0131m\u0131 deyil, ba\u015fqa ad demi\u015fdim: R\u00fcst\u0259m. Niy\u0259? Bilmir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 onun da \u0259sil ad\u0131 M\u0259din\u0259 deyildi, ba\u015fqa idi.<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 biz ha\u00e7an g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik?<\/p>\n

– Neylirsiz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi? – dedi. – B\u0259y\u0259m bel\u0259 pisdi? Sizi bilmir\u0259m, amma m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7ox xo\u015fdur. H\u0259yat\u0131ma n\u0259 is\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u0259tirir. M\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdur ki, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n saatlarda z\u0259ng g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131 he\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131ram, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onunla a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fa bilir\u0259m, o da \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, he\u00e7 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr d\u0259 el\u0259mir ki, nec\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259g\u0259r bu pisdir?! G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik, bir-birimizi b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259rik, h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259 pozulub ged\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r bir-birimizi b\u0259y\u0259ns\u0259k bel\u0259 yen\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r, adil\u0259\u015f\u0259r, baya\u011f\u0131la\u015far. G\u0259lin \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259rimizi el\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 saxlayaq. \u0130nand\u0131r\u0131ram sizi, bu, daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Ondansa i\u015finizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n

O m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 nec\u0259 oldu? Davan\u0131z\u0131 deyir\u0259m? \u00d6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?<\/p>\n

– Yox. \u018friz\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m, gedir\u0259m ordan.<\/p>\n

– Hara?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Siz n\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/p>\n

O, cavab verm\u0259di v\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259yyar\u0259 u\u011fultusunu e\u015fitdim.<\/p>\n

Yeni ili Firuzgild\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131q. T\u0259z\u0259 b\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259lin – Rasiml\u0259 F\u0259rid\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. On ikiy\u0259 on d\u0259qiq\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f masan\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7dik. Masan\u0131 Firuzun arvad\u0131, ba\u015fqa arvadlar\u0131n i\u015ftirak\u0131yla \u00e7ox yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ham\u0131dan kec g\u0259lmi\u015fdim, soyuq idi, qarl\u0131-\u00e7ov\u011funlu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n sonra evin istisi, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 adama daha xo\u015f g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

Saat on ikini vurdu, bir-birimizi qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fck, ham\u0131ya, ham\u0131ya xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, s\u0259ad\u0259t arzulad\u0131q v\u0259 Firuz dedi ki, bu il tarixi il olacaq – Seymur evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k. Biz bir q\u0259d\u0259h d\u0259 i\u00e7dik v\u0259 Firuz m\u0259ni k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

O, ax\u015famdan i\u00e7mi\u015fdi, lap d\u0259m idi v\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259hin b\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259n tutub t\u0259k bir m\u0259nim sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma tost deyirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ancaq m\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi.<\/p>\n

– \u0130\u00e7ir\u0259m s\u0259nin sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 olasan. M\u0259rd, prinsipial, amma bir az da \u00fclf\u0259tli, q\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131, r\u0259ftarl\u0131. H\u0259yata a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259 baxasan. Bilir\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 nifr\u0259t edirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 bax b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan – o par-par par\u0131ldayan t\u0259z\u0259 mebelini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, – ya da S\u0259may\u0259nin \u015fubas\u0131ndan \u00f6tr\u00fc m\u0259nliyimi satm\u0131\u015fam. Yox. M\u0259n he\u00e7 bir vaxt vicdan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259leyhin\u0259 getm\u0259r\u0259m, he\u00e7 v\u0259d\u0259 el\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259r\u0259m ki, vicdan\u0131m onu q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

Buna \u0259min ola bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Amma… – o, pauza verdi, – amma g\u0259r\u0259k adam\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olsun. Xoruz kimi at\u0131lmas\u0131n h\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 ortal\u0131\u011fa.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 yer var g\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n, el\u0259 yer d\u0259 var ki, g\u0259r\u0259k qabarasan, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m dayanasan. B\u0259zi x\u0131rda i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 getm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 ketm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n haql\u0131san. Amma m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu haqq-hesab \u00e7ox q\u0259liz m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir, burda geri \u00e7\u0259kil, orda ir\u0259li \u00e7\u0131x, m\u0259n bel\u0259 idmandan ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131xara bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O, \u0259lini yell\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Ay-hay. Yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259l i\u00e7\u0259k. Yeni ild\u0259n harda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259zetd\u0259, – dedim. – D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259mrim verilib.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcn bil\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, amma m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fsan nahaq getdin.<\/p>\n

O, royal\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di, \u00e7alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, arvad\u0131 da oxudu. Bizim radionun son mahn\u0131lar\u0131ndan. biri idi. Bird\u0259n m\u0259nim yad\u0131ma qammalar, sonra ns\u0259 radio d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Tost dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, – dedim.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131, bilirdil\u0259r ki, m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt tost-zad dey\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Bax, biz ham\u0131m\u0131z burday\u0131q, bir yerd\u0259, kefimiz d\u0259 sazd\u0131r. G\u0259lin amma fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259k bu ax\u015fam t\u0259k qalanlar neyl\u0259yir? M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, n\u00f6vb\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259r, yol bax\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Kim, kim? – dey\u0259 ordan-burdan s\u0259sl\u0259ndil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Yol bax\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 deyir\u0259m. B\u0259li, o yol bax\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 ki, qatarlar\u0131n c\u0259dv\u0259lini \u0259zb\u0259r bilir, t\u0259p\u0259-t\u0259nha daxmalar\u0131ndan kec\u0259 vaxt\u0131, qarda-\u00e7ov\u011funda yola \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qatarlar\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Rasim:<\/p>\n

– Dinm\u0259yin, dey\u0259s\u0259n a\u015fnam\u0131z d\u0259mdir, – Ham\u0131 b\u0259rkd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Firuz tez m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 aya\u011fa durdu:<\/p>\n

– Dayan\u0131n, dayan\u0131n, – dedi. – Dey\u0259s\u0259n x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ydi. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259siz, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 ciddidir. Dem\u0259li, yol bax\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, el\u0259mi Seymur?<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259hl\u0259ri qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yox, – dedim, – m\u0259n yol bax\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dem\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131mda qoyduz. M\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir adam\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim v\u0259 bax, \u0259g\u0259r dolay\u0131b el\u0259s\u0259z, m\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259yin.<\/p>\n

– Pah atonnan. Yax\u015f\u0131, de g\u0259lsin…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n bir adam\u0131n, bir t\u0259k-t\u0259nha, yalq\u0131z adam\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u0130ndi o, oturub radionun qaba\u011f\u0131nda. O, b\u00fct\u00fcn radiostansnyalar\u0131n proqram\u0131n\u0131, c\u0259dv\u0259lini bilir. Yol bax\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 qatarlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan kimi o da efird\u0259ki konsertl\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya onun ota\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyayla birlikd\u0259 o nec\u0259 t\u0259kdir…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir qurtuma q\u0259d\u0259hi ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kdim.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz i\u00e7di, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma bir \u015fey dem\u0259di. Bir azdan sonra is\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m, n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m v\u0259 dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. D\u0259st\u0259k susurdu. “Bu da s\u0259nin yol g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7in – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. – Nahaq s\u0259n onun d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n. O da y\u0259qin hardasa yeni ili qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r. Niy\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lamas\u0131n ax\u0131?”<\/p>\n

Sonra m\u0259n yen\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259dim. \u0130st\u0259dim ki, yeni ilini Moskva vaxt\u0131yla t\u0259brik el\u0259y\u0259m. Cavab \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131, bir saatdan sonra yen\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259dim, Praqa vaxt\u0131yla yeni ilini t\u0259brik etm\u0259k ist\u0259dim, yen\u0259 hay verm\u0259di. Bir saat da ke\u00e7di, yen\u0259 z\u0259nk el\u0259dim. Hans\u0131 vaxtla yeni il idi bilmir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 Qrinvi\u00e7 vaxt\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, s\u0259h\u0259r alt\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131nda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki avtomatdan z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 cavab \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Sizi Atlantik yeni iliyl\u0259 t\u0259brik edir\u0259m, – dedim. Y\u0259qii ki, n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyimi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di, m\u0259n d\u0259 izah el\u0259m\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– Sizsiz? \u0130ndic\u0259 girmi\u015f\u0259m qap\u0131dan.<\/p>\n

– Bilir\u0259m. B\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni siz\u0259 z\u0259ng vurmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

– R\u0259fiq\u0259mgild\u0259ydim.<\/p>\n

– D\u0259xli yoxdur, – dedim, -yeni ild\u0259 m\u0259n siz\u0259 vacib bir \u015fey dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259n sizi sevir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 d\u0259li\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259 sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 de. – O g\u00fcld\u00fc. – \u018fc\u0259b \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259rdir. Yeni il pis ba\u015flam\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Siz m\u0259nim \u0259zizim, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, bilmir\u0259m hans\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dem\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r, amma m\u0259n he\u00e7 k\u0259si bel\u0259 sevm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bilir\u0259m, siz\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u0259lir, ax\u0131 biz he\u00e7 bir-birimizi g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik. Amma neyl\u0259m\u0259k, bu bel\u0259dir ki, var. M\u0259n sizsiz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Daha do\u011frusu, m\u0259nim telefonumsuz, – dedi. – Bilir\u0259m, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r havay\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tdir, amma h\u0259r halda onlar\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259k xo\u015fdur.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, bizim s\u00f6hb\u0259timizi qammalar m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t etmirdi. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n vaxtil\u0259 musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 oxudu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131ma bel\u0259 bir b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259 g\u0259ldi – h\u0259yat\u0131n xromotik qammas\u0131 – a\u011f v\u0259 qara p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rin – g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rin v\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259rin, yax\u015f\u0131, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin v\u0259 pis, qaranl\u0131q g\u00fcnl\u0259rin ard\u0131c\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n sizi ha\u00e7an g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259m ax\u0131? Amma siz d\u00fcz deyirsiniz, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259k. Bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l formas\u0131d\u0131r, bir-birimiz\u0259 telefon x\u0259tl\u0259riyl\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. G\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259laq\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

– Birt\u0259r\u0259fli \u0259laq\u0259dir, – dedi, – o, m\u0259nada ki, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259 bilirsiz, amma m\u0259n siz\u0259 yox.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n sizi g\u00f6rm\u0259liy\u0259m. \u00dcnvan\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 deyin bu saatca g\u0259lim ora.<\/p>\n

– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m sizd\u0259n, dedi v\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 duydum.<\/p>\n

Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m bu sevinci m\u0259nd\u0259n almay\u0131n. Bel\u0259 t\u0259klifi m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131 edir. Siz d\u0259 ets\u0259z, sizinl\u0259 d\u0259 salam-kalam\u0131m k\u0259sil\u0259c\u0259k, – susdu, sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi, – amma siz\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ox isni\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. Siz ilk adams\u0131n\u0131z ki, \u0259rimin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yax\u0131n, m\u0259hr\u0259m bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yanvar\u0131n ikisind\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 i\u015fim\u0259 g\u0259ldim. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00f6y\u00fck bir material\u0131 redakt\u0259 etdim, i\u015fin ax\u0131r\u0131na yax\u0131n makina\u00e7\u0131ya verdim. Dedim ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 haz\u0131r edin. Kanselyariyan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck bir siyah\u0131 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 – i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin familiyalar\u0131 v\u0259 telefon nemr\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n g\u00f6zucu bu siyah\u0131ya n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131m v\u0259 bird\u0259n diksindim – el\u0259 bil tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m adamlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f bir sif\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

– V\u0259lizad\u0259 kimdir? – dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– Bizim makina\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130ndic\u0259 material verdiz e, ona… N\u0259dir ki?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxd\u0131m. Qonur g\u00f6zl\u00fc makina\u00e7\u0131 pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dikdaban \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259ri – tuk-tuk-tuk, – pill\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi v\u0259 m\u0259n bilirdim ki, onun \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sinin n\u00f6mr\u0259si otuz be\u015fdir.<\/p>\n

Bu, lap na\u011f\u0131la ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Tale bizi bir idar\u0259d\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma o h\u0259l\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 bir \u015fey bilmirdi. \u0130ndi o, makinas\u0131nda m\u0259nim verdiyim b\u00f6y\u00fck material\u0131 yazark\u0259n he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirmir ki, bu material\u0131 ona m\u0259n vermi\u015f\u0259m, y\u0259ni, bilir ki, m\u0259n vermi\u015f\u0259m, amma bilmir ki, m\u0259n oyam, yox, daha do\u011frusu, nec\u0259 deyim, m\u0259n – m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdim, bu yeniliyi ona \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdim, avtomatdan ona z\u0259ng el\u0259dim. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 erk\u0259n z\u0259ng vururdum v\u0259 telefon susurdu. “Z\u0259r\u0259r yoxdur, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki vaxt z\u0259ng ed\u0259r\u0259m, qoy s\u00fcrpriz olsun”.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 ona z\u0259ng vurdum.<\/p>\n

– Salam. \u0130ki saat bundan qabaq siz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 tez niy\u0259? R\u0259fiq\u0259mgild\u0259 idim. \u018flimd\u0259 i\u015fim vard\u0131, onlarda i\u015fl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 bo\u011faraq:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 i\u015fdi ki? – dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

– Ev\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259z\u0259 m\u00fcdirimizin tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– T\u0259z\u0259 m\u00fcdir?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, bu g\u00fcn idar\u0259miz\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiri g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n

– Yox \u0259\u015fi, – m\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u00fccl\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131m, H\u0259, nec\u0259dir t\u0259z\u0259 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiriniz?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 deyim vallah. N\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259ni a\u00e7mad\u0131. \u00c7ox t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcrl\u00fcd\u00fcr. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, ilk t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratla \u00e7\u0259tindir dem\u0259k, amma, h\u0259r halda…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n quruyub qald\u0131m. Bu variant he\u00e7 m\u0259nim a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lmirdi.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 xo\u015funuza g\u0259lm\u0259yib ki?<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015fi, he\u00e7, birinci t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat \u00e7ox vaxt s\u0259hv olur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 adamd\u0131r. h\u0259r halda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 tox tutur.<\/p>\n

H\u00fcnd\u00fcr, g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k o\u011fland\u0131r. Sif\u0259ti d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir, amma bir az forsludur dey\u0259s\u0259n… Adama el\u0259 bil yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bax\u0131r. Dan\u0131\u015fanda da bel\u0259 \u0259mrl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r: sabaha \u00e7ap el\u0259yin.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq o \u00f6z pe\u015f\u0259si haqq\u0131nda a\u011fz\u0131ndan s\u00f6z qa\u00e7\u0131rtd\u0131. Amma m\u0259n bu s\u00f6zd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, onun pe\u015f\u0259sini soru\u015fmad\u0131m, ax\u0131 onsuz da bilirdim.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s sizin i\u015finiz n\u0259 oldu? – dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu. – T\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldiniz?<\/p>\n

Onda m\u0259nim a\u011fl\u0131ma da g\u0259lm\u0259di ki, q\u0259rib\u0259 bir oyun ba\u015flay\u0131ram, amma ani olaraq hans\u0131 daxili q\u00fcvv\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259ni saxlad\u0131 v\u0259 bel\u0259 cavab verdim:<\/p>\n

– Yox, bilirsiz, fikrimi d\u0259yi\u015fdim. K\u00f6hn\u0259 yerimd\u0259 qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259rs\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259ni, m\u0259nim M\u0259din\u0259mi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Y\u0259ni d\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm onu. Amma d\u00fcn\u0259n bu sif\u0259t ba\u015fqa sif\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi, xo\u015f, yap\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir sif\u0259t idi, amma x\u00fcsusi bir \u015feyl\u0259 ayr\u0131lar\u0131ndan f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi.<\/p>\n

Adi bir sif\u0259t… B\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259tta ona g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259 dem\u0259k olard\u0131, amma n\u0259 is\u0259 sol\u011fun, tutqun bir g\u00f6z\u0259llik idi bu. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar d\u00fcn\u0259n idi.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn is\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey bamba\u015fqa idi. Onun \u00e7ap etdiyi ka\u011f\u0131zlara baxa-baxa o\u011frun-o\u011frun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131rd\u0131m. Onun m\u0259na yad olan zahiri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyl\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n, do\u011fma m\u0259hr\u0259m s\u0259si aras\u0131nda, real varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla telefon varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda bir ah\u0259ng, uy\u011funluq axtar\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onunla \u00e7ox mehriban, h\u0259ssasl\u0131qla davran\u0131rd\u0131m v\u0259 \u00e7ox maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcm o bu d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi duyurmu?<\/p>\n

Bunu bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. Telefon saat\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Deyirdim d\u0259 siz\u0259, ilk t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat \u00e7ox vaxt aldad\u0131c\u0131 olur. S\u0259n dem\u0259 bel\u0259 mehriban, bel\u0259 h\u0259ssas adamm\u0131\u015f ki…<\/p>\n

– \u0130kinci t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrata da \u00e7ox inanmay\u0131n. O da aldad\u0131c\u0131 ola bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, d\u00fcn\u0259n onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxa bilm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Bu g\u00fcn baxd\u0131m – “g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n ha\u00e7an bax\u0131b ki, m\u0259n sezm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m”, – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. – Bilirsiz g\u00f6zl\u0259ri n\u0259 t\u0259mizdir, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131sqan\u0131ram sizi ha, – dedim.<\/p>\n

Bu oyun bel\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u0259n art\u0131q bu oyunun qaydalar\u0131n\u0131 da bilirdim. O is\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n bix\u0259b\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q m\u0259n he\u00e7 bir \u015fey ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. hadis\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259nim n\u0259zar\u0259timd\u0259n, ixtiyar\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Po\u00e7t qutusuna atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259ktub kimi.<\/p>\n

Bu oyunun \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri vard\u0131. G\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259rini, ifad\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 t\u0259rzini d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259ydin. Telefonda bir adam olayd\u0131n, i\u015fd\u0259 ba\u015fqa. H\u0259r\u0259sinin d\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259mi, \u00f6z davran\u0131\u015f\u0131, \u00f6z psixologiyas\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fd\u0259 m\u0259n tamam ba\u015fqa adam idim. Xeyirxah, amma arada p\u0259rd\u0259 saxlayan, bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n. Telefonla o m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259nim bar\u0259md\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259timi, h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131m\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259r ifad\u0259sini t\u0259hlil edirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox vaxt s\u00f6hb\u0259ti m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm sal\u0131rd\u0131m, amma ax\u0131r vaxtlar hiss edirdim ki, m\u0259nim s\u00f6z a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131ma he\u00e7 ehtiyac qalm\u0131r. O \u00f6z\u00fc hvv\u0259sl\u0259 Seymur m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. R\u00fcst\u0259ml\u0259 uzun-uzad\u0131 telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri zaman\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Amma Seymurla he\u00e7 vaxt R\u00fcst\u0259m bar\u0259sind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, onun telefon h\u0259yat\u0131 haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 k\u0259sin t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fc yox idi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bilmirdim sevinim buna, ya k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nim. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 k\u0259lirdi ki, onun bu bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmamas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b tam bir laqeydliyi, bigan\u0259liyidir. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259ksin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, o bunu \u0259n titr\u0259k, \u0259n \u0259ziz, \u0259n sirli bir hiss kimi gizl\u0259dir, he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 a\u00e7maq ist\u0259mir. Q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015fey idi – el\u0259 bil duy\u011fular\u0131m qatmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, Seymur kimi m\u0259n onu telefon h\u0259yat\u0131na q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131m. Gec\u0259 telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259ni – R\u00fcst\u0259mi onun Seymur haqq\u0131nda uzun-uzad\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdirirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 ona:<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lin, – dedim, – bir-birimiz\u0259 “s\u0259n” dey\u0259k. Ax\u0131 \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259l, – dey\u0259 telefondan cavab e\u015fitdim.<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f ol, gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n, – dedim v\u0259 u\u015faq kimi sevindim ki, indi M\u0259din\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 “s\u0259n” dey\u0259, onunla is\u0259 “Siz dey\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi ki, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ikinci “M\u0259ni” haqq\u0131nda \u00f6zg\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259xs kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, s\u0259n bir balaca ondan g\u0259sirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n? – dey\u0259 i\u015fv\u0259yl\u0259 cavab verdi, – b\u0259lk\u0259 o m\u0259nd\u0259n bir balaca k\u0259sir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n hirsl\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi asd\u0131m. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn ona z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fd\u0259 is\u0259 o g\u00fcn h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 m\u0131rt vururduq. \u0130dar\u0259nin k\u00f6hn\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rind\u0259n biri m\u0259n\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u018fb\u0259s yer\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yorma, – dedi v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc, h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s bizim bu balaca xan\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259lbini f\u0259th el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00fcld\u00fck, M\u0259din\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u00fcsahibim dedi:<\/p>\n

– Rahib\u0259 kimi bir \u015feydir. He\u00e7 k\u0259s onun \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 yol tapa bilmir. V\u0259fal\u0131 arvad imi\u015f. \u018fri ne\u00e7\u0259 il bundan qabaq h\u0259lak olub.<\/p>\n

\u00d6yr\u0259ndim ki, \u0259ri t\u0259yyar\u0259\u00e7i imi\u015f, g\u00f6yd\u0259 h\u0259lak olub.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn i\u015fd\u0259n gec \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda e\u015fitdim ki, M\u0259din\u0259 makinada n\u0259 is\u0259 yaz\u0131r. Onun uzun nazik barmaqlar\u0131 vard\u0131 v\u0259 o, makinada yazanda adama el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, pianoda \u00e7al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 ona z\u0259ng el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– Salam.<\/p>\n

– Salam. Dem\u0259li, s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n da varm\u0131\u015f. O g\u00fcn niy\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131n? S\u0259nin a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131na bu g\u00fcn Seymur m\u0259ni ev\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259? – dey\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdum v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tin\u0259 inana bil\u0259rsiniz.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259, i\u015fim \u00e7ox idi. Gec \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. O da m\u0259ni \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259rif\u0259tli adamd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

“Daha do\u011frusu, m\u0259rif\u0259tsiz, gicin biridir” – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. K\u00fcl a\u011fl\u0131ma, el\u0259 gec qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259 vidala\u015f\u0131b getdim, fikrim\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di ki, \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm”.<\/p>\n

Ancaq m\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u015feyi d\u0259 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, onu \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259m, Yox dem\u0259z, h\u0259tta b\u0259lk\u0259 ona xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ac\u0131qla deyirdi, telefonu \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni – R\u00fcst\u0259mi hirsl\u0259ndirmak \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyirdi. – Dem\u0259li, o m\u0259n\u0259 – telefon tan\u0131\u015f\u0131na da laqeyd, bigan\u0259 deyildi. Ancaq bunu nec\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n? Bunu bir vaxt bil\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259mmi?<\/p>\n

G\u00fcmanlar, f\u0259rziyy\u0259l\u0259r n\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Amma birc\u0259 \u015feyi d\u0259qiq d\u0259rk etmi\u015fdim v\u0259 odur ki, g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259f\u0259r o i\u015fd\u0259n gec \u00e7\u0131xanda n\u0259 etm\u0259k laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu bilirdim.<\/p>\n

Biz gedi\u015f-g\u0259li\u015fi azalm\u0131\u015f adamlar\u0131 seyr\u0259lmi\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdik v\u0259 m\u0259n ondan soru\u015fdum:<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s i\u015finiz olmayanda ax\u015famlar neyl\u0259yirsiz?<\/p>\n

– Evd\u0259 otururam, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha oturursunuz evd\u0259?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, n\u0259dir ki?.. Oxuyuram, radioya qulaq as\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n radio haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 indi d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaqm\u0131? Amma tamam ba\u015fqa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6z sald\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n bunun\u00e7un ona minn\u0259tdar idim.<\/p>\n

– Bu da m\u0259nim p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259m, – dey\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259ni g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259n qaranl\u0131qd\u0131r, qoyun sizi yuxar\u0131yacan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

– Yox, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Amma m\u0259n geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim,<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259ni eviniz\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259siz?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259. Amma indi gecdir, – o, saat\u0131na baxd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n hiss el\u0259dim ki, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fir.<\/p>\n

– Gecdir? Siz bel\u0259 tezd\u0259n yat\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– Yox, amma… – o, narahat idi, s\u00f6z tapa bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, indi ki, m\u0259n\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay verm\u0259k ist\u0259mirsiniz, g\u0259lin bir az da g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259k, hava alaq.<\/p>\n

O dinm\u0259di. Biz bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 onlar\u0131n evl\u0259rinin ba\u015f\u0131na h\u0259rl\u0259ndik. M\u0259n yaman getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim onun evin\u0259. Telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131\u015f olan bu ala-i\u015f\u0131q m\u0259nzili, radionu, yum\u015faq k\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00fcn m\u0259ni evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ets\u0259ydi, h\u0259r \u015feyi ona dey\u0259c\u0259kdim.<\/p>\n

Ancaq d\u0259hliz qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ayr\u0131lark\u0259n o, \u0259lini t\u0259l\u0259sik m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259lik Seymur m\u00fc\u0259llim. \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc, c\u0259ld \u00e7evrilib qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onun add\u0131m s\u0259sl\u0259rini dinl\u0259yirdim v\u0259 bird\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, o niy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fir, tez-tez saata bax\u0131rd\u0131. O, telefon z\u0259ngin\u0259 gecikm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxurdu. M\u0259nim z\u0259ngim\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra bizim m\u0259sul katib istehsalat m\u00fc\u015favir\u0259sind\u0259 axmaq bir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u00f6z ald\u0131m v\u0259 onu birt\u0259h\u0259r el\u0259dim. O m\u0259n\u0259 cavab verm\u0259di v\u0259 bird\u0259n m\u0259nim yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi bu ki\u015fiy\u0259. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir q\u0259zetd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, y\u0259qin h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s onunla bu tonda dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 adam i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u015favir\u0259d\u0259n sonra m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc narahat hiss el\u0259dim, \u0259vv\u0259la ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, tamamil\u0259 haql\u0131 deyildim, ikincisi ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, Firuzun m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131m, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, bu i\u015fd\u0259n d\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 M\u0259din\u0259 burda i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. N\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259sul katibin ota\u011f\u0131na getdim, \u00fczrxahl\u0131q el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bilirdim n\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

– Bilirs\u0259n, R\u00fcst\u0259m, – onun s\u0259sind\u0259 bir canlanma, h\u0259v\u0259s vard\u0131, – bizim Seymur bilirs\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259rd adamd\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam, amma ham\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, m\u00fc\u015favir\u0259d\u0259 durub m\u0259sul katibi birt\u0259h\u0259r el\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f yuyub, quru s\u0259rib. A\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 deyib. Bilirs\u0259n, ham\u0131 bundan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Ax\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259 kimi onun bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki el\u0259y\u0259n olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r adam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ki\u015fini biab\u0131r el\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– Bilir\u0259m, – dedim, – bu tipd\u0259 adamlar\u0131 m\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ram. \u0130claslarda alovlu nntql\u0259r deyirl\u0259r, adamlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bas\u0131b – k\u0259sirl\u0259r, amma sonra t\u0259klikd\u0259 kedib \u00fczr ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Y\u0259qin s\u0259nin Seymurun da iclasdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedib o ki\u015finin yan\u0131na, \u015fahidsiz-zads\u0131z y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b aya\u011f\u0131na, ba\u015flay\u0131b yalvarma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

O, k\u0259d\u0259rli s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 bel\u0259 niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? – dedi. – Niy\u0259 s\u0259n onu sevmirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, s\u0259n onu sevirs\u0259n. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l. Ham\u0131m\u0131z bir-birimizi sev\u0259k d\u0259.<\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, s\u0259n zarafat el\u0259. B\u0259la ondad\u0131r ki, onunla s\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, kinoya gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– Kinoya? N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, onunla kinoya gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 d\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bu fikir ona xo\u015f idi.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259niml\u0259 is\u0259 ancaq telefonla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 biz s\u0259ninl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda ona bir \u015fey demis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? M\u0259n bu bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu, nec\u0259 deyim, – o bir an susdu, s\u00f6z axtard\u0131, – m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir \u015feydir.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259risi g\u00fcn\u00fc biz onunla kinoya getmi\u015fdik. Film s\u0131naq\u00e7\u0131 pilotlar haqq\u0131nda idi v\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 onda q\u0259lbini bo\u015faltmaq ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131 v\u0259 biz bulvarla ev\u0259 qay\u0131dark\u0259n o m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259lak olmu\u015f \u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Deyirdi ki, bizim b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00f6yd\u0259 ke\u00e7di. G\u00f6yd\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olduq. O pilot idi, m\u0259n adic\u0259 s\u0259rni\u015fin.<\/p>\n

Sonra m\u0259n st\u00fcardessa i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m ki, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onunla olum. Evl\u0259ndik. Bak\u0131dan – Moskvaya, Moskvadan – Bak\u0131ya u\u00e7urduq v\u0259 t\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259lv\u0259t gu\u015f\u0259 tap\u0131b \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Sonra boynuma u\u015faq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 onu trapa q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131landa onlar\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda m\u0259saf\u0259 yox idi, amma bilmirdil\u0259r ki, bu m\u0259saf\u0259 h\u0259yatla \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259saf\u0259dir. \u018fb\u0259di g\u00f6yl\u0259, onun he\u00e7 bir vaxt qay\u0131tmayaca\u011f\u0131 \u0259b\u0259di g\u00f6yl\u0259 – yer aras\u0131nda, M\u0259din\u0259nin onu daim g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi yer aras\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259saf\u0259.<\/p>\n

T\u0259yyar\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca su atd\u0131. Y\u0259qin aviasiya tarixind\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, m\u00fcasir hava laynerinin ard\u0131nca, min il bundan qabaqk\u0131 ad\u0259t \u00fczr\u0259 su at\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sonra o, g\u00f6y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Sonra ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259din\u0259 ayaq saxlad\u0131, n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 qulaq verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n sonra bu u\u011fultunu m\u0259n d\u0259 e\u015fitdim v\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, o bu s\u0259si ham\u0131dan qabaq e\u015fidir. Biz g\u00f6yd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng i\u015f\u0131qlara bax\u0131rd\u0131q v\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Onun q\u0259bri ordad\u0131r. Arvadlar \u0259rinin q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u0259 q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa gedir, m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Sonra M\u0259din\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, b\u0259z\u0259n ax\u015famlar aerodroma gedir, el\u0259 bel\u0259 bir k\u0259narda dayan\u0131r, d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, qalxan t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 tama\u015fa edir. Sonra dedi ki, u\u015faq da \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fuldu, \u0259rinin bu yadigar\u0131 da qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u0259limi onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib yanaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildim, sonra d\u0259li kimi onu \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O:<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, yox, laz\u0131m deyil, – deyirdi v\u0259 m\u0259n hiss edirdim ki, get-ged\u0259 o bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri daha b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 deyir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onu \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm v\u0259 d\u0259rhal z\u0259ng el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259si h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259tta bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0259n idi v\u0259 m\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn romantikl\u0259r\u0259 – havada, yerd\u0259, d\u0259nizd\u0259 h\u0259lak olmu\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn bi\u00e7ar\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– Bilirs\u0259n, – dedim. – \u0130ndi i\u015fd\u0259 d\u0259 onunla “s\u0259n” dey\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q, – d\u00fcn\u0259n biz ayr\u0131lan kimi s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259dim, telefonun m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. Gec\u0259nin o vaxt\u0131nda kiminl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n bel\u0259?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n he\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim. Onun r\u0259ngi qa\u00e7d\u0131, sif\u0259ti g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdi. Amma tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131 v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin ayr\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n. M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n kimi yatd\u0131m…<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcn\u0259n s\u0259ni yuxumda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, h\u0259yatda he\u00e7 bir vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259diyin adam\u0131 yuxuda ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k olar?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259sini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm yuxuda. Bir d\u0259 “Nerinqa” radionu.<\/p>\n

– “Nerinqa”n\u0131 yen\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m, amma s\u0259simi nec\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n, he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bilmir\u0259m. S\u0259nc\u0259, m\u0259n nec\u0259y\u0259m? he\u00e7 m\u0259ni t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilirs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. H\u00fcnd\u00fcr boylu, uzun q\u0131\u00e7l\u0131, uzun sa\u00e7l\u0131 – m\u0259n onun \u0259sil g\u00f6rk\u0259min\u0259 uy\u011fun olmayan \u015feyl\u0259ri deyirdim.<\/p>\n

– Af\u0259rin s\u0259n\u0259, – dedi. – Lap d\u00fcz t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirs\u0259n. \u0130ndi m\u0259n h\u0259r gec\u0259 s\u0259nin yuxuna gir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin s\u0259n t\u0259k m\u0259nim yuxuma girmirs\u0259n…<\/p>\n

– Yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131n?<\/p>\n

– Yox, bilirs\u0259n, deyirl\u0259r M\u0259hin Banu h\u0259r gec\u0259 y\u00fcz ki\u015finin yuxusuna girirmi\u015f. S\u0259nin tirac\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n birc\u0259 n\u00fcsx\u0259y\u0259m v\u0259 ancaq s\u0259nin yuxuna girir\u0259m. S\u0259n m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131san.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259dsiz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram.<\/p>\n

– Bura bax, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni s\u0259ninl\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Amma, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma, hay-k\u00fcy salma, telefonu da atma.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fc t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nirdim ki, niy\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Qulaq as. Amma \u0259vv\u0259l yan\u0131na g\u0259tir validol qoy.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn bundan qabaq Seymur m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259klif el\u0259di ki, ona \u0259r\u0259 gedim. \u00dcr\u0259yin getm\u0259di ki?<\/p>\n

– Yox, – dedim. – N\u0259 cavab verdin ona?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 bir cavab verm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259ninl\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131, \u0259n \u0259ziz dostumsan. \u018fn \u0259ziz adam\u0131msan.<\/p>\n

“Qad\u0131n psixologiyas\u0131 q\u0259rib\u0259dir. Ba\u015fqas\u0131na a\u015fiq olan kimi s\u0259n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 dost, \u0259n yax\u0131n adam olursan”.<\/p>\n

– Laz\u0131m deyil – dedim v\u0259 \u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259si bu idi ki, m\u0259n s\u0259mimi deyirdim. – he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 getm\u0259. Ya da m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l. M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m. Ay allah, ka\u015f telefonla evl\u0259nm\u0259k olayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259s\u0259bi v\u0259 s\u00fcni g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 o\u011flan ol. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 lap balaca u\u015faqsan.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n? N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, s\u0259n ki, m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n hiss edir\u0259m. H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n hiss edir\u0259m, s\u0259nin s\u0259sind\u0259n, xasiyy\u0259tind\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259nd\u0259n. Yalvar\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 qal, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259nin Seymurundan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox \u0259zizim. Qad\u0131n hissl\u0259ri he\u00e7 vaxt aldatm\u0131r. Bu lap m\u0259zh\u0259k\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, amma m\u0259nim g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sim yox idi. N\u0259 is\u0259 do\u011frudan da a\u011fr\u0131, k\u0259d\u0259r, intizar duyurdum.<\/p>\n

– Laz\u0131m deyil, M\u0259din\u0259, – deyirdim. – B\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259m? Ax\u0131 \u0259rin icaz\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k ki, gec\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurum.<\/p>\n

– Fikirl\u0259\u015fib bir \u015fey tapar\u0131q. Ax\u0131 telefon \u0259laq\u0259si x\u0259yan\u0259t deyil, g\u00fcnah deyil. O vaxta s\u0259nin d\u0259 evind\u0259 telefon olacaq, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 ona nec\u0259 ba\u015fa salayd\u0131m ki, bu he\u00e7 bir vaxt m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayacaq.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, – deyirdi, s\u0259si ciddi v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli idi, – bax, – siz ki\u015fil\u0259r h\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259klikd\u0259n, t\u0259nhal\u0131qdan \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259nirsiz. M\u0259nim lap g\u00fclm\u0259yim tutur, \u00e7\u00fcnki siz \u0259sil t\u0259kliyin n\u0259 dem\u0259k oldu\u011funu he\u00e7 vaxt ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259zsiniz.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 t\u0259klik ki, onu yaln\u0131z qad\u0131n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilir. Gec\u0259 ay\u0131l\u0131rsan, divarlar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir… n\u0259 is\u0259, q\u0259mli \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmayaq. S\u0259n n\u0259 des\u0259n, onu ed\u0259c\u0259m. \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n yox deyim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ona n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rdim? O susdu, sonra m\u0259n t\u0259yyar\u0259 u\u011fultusu e\u015fitdim v\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, bu \u00f6z\u00fc el\u0259 cavabd\u0131r. He\u00e7 bir vaxt bizim he\u00e7 birimiz – n\u0259 m\u0259n – R\u00fcst\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n – Seymur onun h\u0259lak olmu\u015f \u0259rinin yerini tuta bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

O ax\u015fam i\u015fd\u0259n sonra ilk d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259ni evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. M\u0259n d\u0259hlizi v\u0259 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259ni bilirdim, amma m\u0259nzil qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m. Qaranl\u0131qda ba\u015fqa qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm. A\u00e7an olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kibrit \u00e7\u0259kdim v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 not v\u0259r\u0259qind\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f “A\u00e7ar qon\u015fudad\u0131r” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini oxudum. Not ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi qammalar yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 bildim ki, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7\u00f6n\u00fcb qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

“Nerinqa” radiosu, yum\u015faq k\u00fcrs\u00fc, tor\u015fer – h\u0259r \u015fey eynil\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259diyim kimiydi.<\/p>\n

– Bu saat, Seymur, s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ntiq\u0259 musiqi tutacam, – dedi. – S\u0259n qulaq as, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ay qoyum.<\/p>\n

Sonra m\u0259n onu \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fcm, qucaqlay\u0131r, ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m. Hiss edirdim ki, ona qad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 xo\u015f v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin bir a\u011fr\u0131yla qay\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Divar dal\u0131nda lap yax\u0131nl\u0131qda qamma \u00e7alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar, bird\u0259n o m\u0259nim \u0259ll\u0259rimin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 qulaq asma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 dinl\u0259yirdim. Bilirdim ki, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259d\u0259n sonra m\u0259n d\u0259 bu u\u011fultunu – t\u0259yyar\u0259 u\u011fultusunu e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Amma he\u00e7 bir t\u00f6yyar\u0259 – filan yox idi. Bird\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, M\u0259din\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 qulaq verir. M\u0259din\u0259 telefonu dinl\u0259yirdi. Bu vaxtlar o z\u0259ng ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

– O, – y\u0259ni m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bilirdim ki, o daha z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, daha he\u00e7 bir vaxt z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, amma bir an m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndim, m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 arzulad\u0131m – ist\u0259dim, telefon s\u0259sl\u0259nsin.<\/p>\n

Telefon susmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Hekay\u0259) Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri Ox\u015famaz bir-birin\u0259 amma ham\u0131s\u0131nda insan s\u0259si… …pis g\u00fcnl\u0259r ox\u015famaz bir-birin\u0259 birind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn susarsan, birind\u0259 telefon. Vaqif V\u0259kilov D\u00fcn\u0259n s\u0259nin telefonun \u00f6ld\u00fc. \u00d6l\u0259n yaln\u0131z adamlar olmur ki… Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr. \u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu \u00e7ox r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259ri unudacaqsan: paoportunun n\u00f6mr\u0259sini, ax\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 i\u015find\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131, dostunun avtomobilinin n\u00f6mr\u0259sini, aya q\u0259d\u0259r olan m\u0259saf\u0259ni, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u0259halisinin say\u0131n\u0131. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":778,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/777"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=777"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/777\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":779,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/777\/revisions\/779"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/778"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=777"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=777"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=777"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}