{"id":786,"date":"2021-03-17T13:11:05","date_gmt":"2021-03-17T09:11:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=786"},"modified":"2021-03-17T17:58:10","modified_gmt":"2021-03-17T13:58:10","slug":"gull%c9%99l%c9%99r-dem%c9%99di-geri-qayidin-3-b%c9%99nz%c9%99rsiz-saird%c9%99n-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/gull%c9%99l%c9%99r-dem%c9%99di-geri-qayidin-3-b%c9%99nz%c9%99rsiz-saird%c9%99n-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r dem\u0259di: geri qay\u0131d\u0131n &#8211; 2 b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz \u015faird\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>\u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r SALAHZAD\u018f \u2013 80<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn be\u015fikdi adam,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn b\u0259b\u0259di.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn u\u015faqd\u0131 adam,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn babad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn o\u011fuldu ad\u0131n,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn atad\u0131.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn yox oldu adam,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn fotodu.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn oddu adam,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ot oldu<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn adamd\u0131 adam,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ad oldu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ax\u015fam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Qanadlara qondu ax\u015fam\u2013<br \/>\nyordu, yordu qu\u015flar\u0131.<br \/>\nYarpaqlara qondu ax\u015fam \u2013<br \/>\nsilk\u0259l\u0259yin a\u011faclar\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r ax\u015fam da\u015f\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nk\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r yava\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nAx\u015fam, ax\u015fam&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 mat qal\u0131b<br \/>\n\u00f6z yerind\u0259 dondu ax\u015fam.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin, s\u0259dalar\u0131n<br \/>\n\u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dondu ax\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>Adamlar, adamlar&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131raqlar\u0131 gur yand\u0131r\u0131b<br \/>\ni\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itil\u0259di, \u2013<br \/>\nK\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259ri qap\u0131lardan it\u0259l\u0259di.<br \/>\nAx\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc<br \/>\nax\u015fam \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\natam \u00e7\u0259kic vurdu,<br \/>\nanam paltar \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Biz \u0259l verib g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nax\u015fam sanki s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259limizd\u0259!..<\/p>\n<p>Yarpaqlara qondu ax\u015fam \u2013<br \/>\nsilk\u0259l\u0259yin a\u011faclar\u0131!<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259nsiz gec\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ulduzlar\u0131 m\u00fcrg\u00fc d\u00f6y\u0259n<br \/>\nsakit, heysiz bir gec\u0259di.<br \/>\nAy hardasa itib-batib,<br \/>\nyoxsa g\u00f6ys\u00fcz bir gec\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ax\u0131r ke\u00e7ir,<br \/>\nq\u0259dim, n\u0259fis bir gec\u0259di.<br \/>\nBir az x\u0259f\u0259, bir az q\u0259f\u0259s<br \/>\nt\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s bir gec\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, sonsuz deyil,<br \/>\nuzun, ensiz bir gec\u0259di.<br \/>\nBir az h\u0259zin, bir az q\u0259rib,<br \/>\nsanki m\u0259nsiz bir gec\u0259di\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259dim \u2013<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259,<br \/>\nOtuzumda d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nOtuz yaz\u0131 otuz q\u0131\u015fa<br \/>\nUduzdum da d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00f6z, dedim,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259;<br \/>\nYolum boyu d\u00fcz getm\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nBir yerind\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nQ\u0131rx\u0131mda d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di,<br \/>\nQ\u0131rx birimd\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz dedim,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz il\u0259, do\u011fruyla d\u00fcz g\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259;<br \/>\n\u0259yildi ki, \u0259yildi,<br \/>\n\u0259llimd\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nBildim, bala, d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di,<br \/>\nQald\u0131m, baba, d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di,<br \/>\n\u00d6ld\u00fcm, d\u0259d\u0259, d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259di!..<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qar<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bil g\u00fcn o g\u00fcn, qar o qar,<br \/>\nharadasan?<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn\u0259 qar ya\u011far,<br \/>\no qara qar ya\u011far \u2013<br \/>\n\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yar qara qar.<br \/>\nQar o qar,<br \/>\nYa\u011far ha, ha ya\u011far,<br \/>\no sa\u00e7a, kirpiy\u0259 qar ya\u011far,<br \/>\na\u011farar, a\u011farar,<br \/>\nharadasan?<br \/>\nS\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259r qar\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nharadasan?<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011fara-a\u011fara<br \/>\nyayda da d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m o qara.<br \/>\nQurudu, yerind\u0259 qurudu,<br \/>\ndayan\u0131b qap\u0131da<br \/>\no qara qar\u011f\u0131yar<br \/>\nbir qar\u0131 \u2013<br \/>\nharadasan?<br \/>\nQar o qar,<br \/>\nbaxaram, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim a\u011fr\u0131yar,<br \/>\nizl\u0259rim qar altdan \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rar, \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rar.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131\u011f\u0131rar \u2013 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rmaz<br \/>\n\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qar ya\u011far,<br \/>\nqar ya\u011far o qara,<br \/>\no g\u00fcn\u0259 qar ya\u011far \u2013<br \/>\nharadasan?!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em><strong>\u0130sa \u0130SMAYILZAD\u018f \u2013 80<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r dem\u0259di&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Getdil\u0259r. Getdil\u0259r fit \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala,<br \/>\nGetdil\u0259r atlar\u0131 \u00e7imizdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u2013<br \/>\nBizi aparmad\u0131lar,<br \/>\nQulan\u00e7ar y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa, moruq d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nBizi aparmad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Yalvar\u0131b-yalvar\u0131b, dil t\u00f6k\u0259nd\u0259 biz<br \/>\nonlar \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 ol \u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r,<br \/>\nq\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b-t\u0259pinib, h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r:<br \/>\n\u00abH\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqs\u0131n\u0131z\u2026 n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z var\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259ldi: dava ba\u015flan\u0131b\u2026<br \/>\nOnlar \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131lar.<br \/>\nN\u0259 t\u00fct\u0259k \u00e7ald\u0131lar, n\u0259 fit \u00e7ald\u0131lar,<br \/>\nfikirli oldular, a\u011f\u0131r oldular\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yola salanlara qo\u015fulanda biz<br \/>\nyalvar\u0131b-yalvar\u0131b, dil t\u00f6kd\u00fc onlar:<br \/>\n\u00abG\u0259lm\u0259yin, qay\u0131d\u0131n\u2026 geri qay\u0131d\u0131n\u2026<br \/>\nQay\u0131d\u0131n atlar\u0131 \u00e7imizdirm\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nQulan\u00e7ar y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa, moruq d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259\u00bb.<\/p>\n<p>Biz getdik atlar\u0131 \u00e7imizdirm\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nqulan\u00e7ar y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa, moruq yem\u0259y\u0259:<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb arxam\u0131zca g\u0259ldi u\u015faqlar.<br \/>\nDilimiz g\u0259lm\u0259di bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Onlar\u0131n yoxlu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc araya,<br \/>\nOyunlar, \u00abm\u0259clisl\u0259r\u00bb qald\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q.<br \/>\nToylar da seyr\u0259ldi, toyxanalar da,<br \/>\na\u015f\u0131q da havan\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u2013<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259ndimiz yamanca uralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nh\u0259rd\u0259n korun-korun yan\u0131rd\u0131 ocaq.<br \/>\nBir a\u011fz\u0131g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259 qaralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<br \/>\n\u00abDey\u0259s\u0259n, ged\u0259nl\u0259r qay\u0131tmayacaq\u00bb &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259rmil\u0259r, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r fit \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala<br \/>\nHey b\u00f6y\u00fcr-ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6td\u00fc onlar\u0131n.<br \/>\nK\u0259tm\u0259n vura-vura, ot \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala<br \/>\nbaxd\u0131q yollara.<\/p>\n<p>Getdil\u0259r, getdil\u0259r Berlin\u0259 sar\u0131,<br \/>\ngetdil\u0259r, getdil\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 sar\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r dem\u0259di: geri qay\u0131d\u0131n.<br \/>\nL\u00fcl\u0259l\u0259r dem\u0259di: geri qay\u0131d\u0131n,<br \/>\nq\u0259lp\u0259l\u0259r dem\u0259di: geri qay\u0131d\u0131n,<br \/>\nh\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqs\u0131n\u0131z, n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z var\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n bir termos \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259siy\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bir termos \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259siy\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nt\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m i\u00e7im\u0259.<br \/>\n(Eh, kimin n\u0259 vecin\u0259)<\/p>\n<p>Birinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n,<br \/>\nbirinin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n<br \/>\nqolaylan\u0131b at\u0131landa,<br \/>\nt\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, s\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam \u2013<br \/>\nnec\u0259 s\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 he\u00e7 k\u0259s g\u00f6rm\u0259yib,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s \u00f6ilm\u0259yib.<br \/>\nM\u0259n bir termos \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259siy\u0259m \u2013<br \/>\np\u0259rtliyin d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<br \/>\ns\u0259rtliyin d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u0259siy\u0259m bugun-sabah.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131<br \/>\nq\u0259lp\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259 bil\u0259r,<br \/>\ndostuma, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ma, arzuma dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir gec\u0259<br \/>\nkimins\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri qonaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\nkimins\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259si qonaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k<br \/>\nk\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259.<br \/>\nToplay\u0131b bir yer\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131<br \/>\nd\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259k yan-yana.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra da yana-yana<br \/>\nz\u0259rg\u0259r barmaqlarla c\u0131llayacaq \u2013<br \/>\nxarabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda<br \/>\nm\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m bir \u00fcr\u0259k ucalacaqd\u0131r.<br \/>\nAncaq m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259k<br \/>\nm\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nSoyuqdan geni\u015fl\u0259nib, istid\u0259n s\u0131x\u0131lacaq,<br \/>\ndar\u0131xacaq, bo\u011fulacaq,<br \/>\nba\u011fl\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015f qap\u0131 kimi<br \/>\ntaybatay a\u00e7\u0131lmaq ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bir termos \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259siy\u0259m,<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n,<br \/>\nt\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n s\u0131nmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nt\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nbir heyr\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nda\u015f kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nQat\u0131m bir-birin\u0259 gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc,<br \/>\nAx\u015fam\u0131m-s\u0259h\u0259rim qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn.<br \/>\nYaza bilm\u0259diyim s\u0259tirl\u0259rimd\u0259n<br \/>\nAln\u0131ma t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>Desinl\u0259r:<br \/>\nBu n\u0259dir, bir gec\u0259liy\u0259<br \/>\nAdam da bir bel\u0259 qocala bil\u0259r?..<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k \u2013<br \/>\n\u015feir yazanda<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n ged\u0259r he\u00e7liy\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131la bil\u0259r! \u2013<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131lar<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yin q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131b bel\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ip\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r,<br \/>\nHam\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olarsan.<br \/>\nUlduzlar\u0131 d\u0259rib,<br \/>\n\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k yerin\u0259<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tolazlayarsan.<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131 da yer\u0259 toxunmaz onda\u2026<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n ki, damarlar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nBir co\u015fqun \u00e7ay ax\u0131r \u2013<br \/>\nsevinc ad\u0131nda,<br \/>\nBo\u011fula bil\u0259rs\u0259n burul\u011fan\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f<br \/>\nsovu\u015fub ged\u0259r,<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 ad\u0131 qalar sevincin, ad\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nBunu da bir k\u0259s\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b demirdim:<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feir \u2013<br \/>\n\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc bir g\u00fcn uzad\u0131r,<br \/>\nAmma\u2026<br \/>\nikic\u0259 g\u00fcn al\u0131r \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Nec\u0259 deyim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Neyl\u0259yim<br \/>\nm\u0259n s\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim,<br \/>\nAds\u0131z \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri, otlar\u0131 sevdim,<br \/>\nTan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 sevdim, yadlar\u0131 sevdim,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 yatan adlar\u0131 sevdim,<br \/>\nNeyl\u0259yim,<br \/>\nt\u0259k s\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131zlad\u0131m qar\u0131\u015fqa yuvas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yn\u0259dim \u00abSar\u0131tel\u00bb havas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00abdavas\u0131\u00bb \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\nT\u0259k s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nt\u0259k s\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fac\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 budaqlar qo\u015fa,<br \/>\nBuda\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yarpaqlar qo\u015fa,<br \/>\nDa\u011flar da,<br \/>\nqu\u015flar da verib ba\u015f-ba\u015faN\u0259 olsun<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Qol-qola s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259n buda\u011f\u0131 sevdim,<br \/>\nO d\u0259r\u0259ni sevdim,<br \/>\nbuda\u011f\u0131 sevdim,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni haraylayan oca\u011f\u0131 sevdim \u2013<br \/>\nt\u0259k s\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir bax\u0131\u015fdan da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131na vuruldum,<br \/>\nBulaq g\u00f6rd\u00fcm \u2013 a\u011f suyuna vuruldum,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u015fer yaz\u0131m dedim, &#8211; yoruldum,<br \/>\nM\u0259n n\u0259 deyim, m\u0259n d\u0259 deyim \u2013 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259m s\u0259ni, ka\u011f\u0131z s\u0259ni sevm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Bulud g\u0259ldi, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldi \u2013 bilm\u0259din,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ax\u0131n g\u0259ldi \u2013 bilm\u0259din.<br \/>\nTanr\u0131danm\u0131 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldi \u2013 bilm\u0259din \u2013<br \/>\nM\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259dim<br \/>\nyollar s\u0259ni sevm\u0259di,<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131lmayan qollar s\u0259ni sevm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Nec\u0259 deyim \u2013 o yollar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 deyim \u2013 bu qollar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 deyim,<br \/>\nnec\u0259 deyim \u2013 bilmir\u0259m \u2013<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n bu ill\u0259ri ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nS\u0259nl\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n bu ill\u0259ri ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nVuruldu\u011fum da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nSevdiyim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi-otu ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nSevdiyim oca\u011f\u0131-odu ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\nSevdiyim tan\u0131\u015f\u0131-yad\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla<\/p>\n<p>Neyl\u0259yim,<br \/>\nneyl\u0259yim,<br \/>\ndey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u0259sr\u0259t<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n qanadl\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r kimi,<br \/>\nyad qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u2013<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram bir otaqda,<br \/>\nh\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram bir torpaqda,<br \/>\nbir d\u00fcnyada.<br \/>\nQatarlarda, t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, g\u0259mil\u0259rd\u0259<br \/>\ns\u0259n\u0259d kimi \u00f6z yan\u0131mla<br \/>\ng\u0259zdirir\u0259m h\u0259sr\u0259tini.<br \/>\nOra-bura s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259kd\u0259n<br \/>\nbezdirir\u0259m h\u0259sr\u0259tini.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, azd\u0131ram m\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tini<br \/>\nalq\u0131\u015f dolu salonlarda \u2013<br \/>\nbacarm\u0131ram.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, azd\u0131ram m\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tini<br \/>\ndalanlarda,<br \/>\nd\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,<br \/>\nizdihaml\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u2013<br \/>\nbacarm\u0131ram.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131r, s\u0259n\u0259 \u2013 \u0259lim,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, h\u0259sr\u0259tini<br \/>\nMe\u015f\u0259l\u0259r\u0259, d\u0259nizl\u0259r\u0259 at\u0131b g\u0259lim \u2013<br \/>\nBacarm\u0131ram.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131r, s\u0259n\u0259 \u2013 \u0259lim<br \/>\nS\u00fcfr\u0259md\u0259ki \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k deyil, h\u0259sr\u0259tindir,<br \/>\nsin\u0259md\u0259ki \u00fcr\u0259k deyil, h\u0259sr\u0259tindir, &#8211; hey d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n<br \/>\novuduram bir u\u015faq t\u0259k.<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n qalan xatir\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\nolub-qopan h\u0259sr\u0259tini<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yimin qaba\u011f\u0131na at\u0131ram m\u0259n<br \/>\noyuncaq t\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qat\u0131ram m\u0259n<br \/>\nbir u\u015faq t\u0259k.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tini i\u00e7ir\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nh\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, h\u0259sr\u0259tin var!..<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram bir otaqda,<br \/>\nh\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram bir torpaqda,<br \/>\nbir d\u00fcnyada,<br \/>\nYa\u015fay\u0131ram,<br \/>\nya\u015fay\u0131ram,<br \/>\nya\u015fad\u0131ram h\u0259sr\u0259tini.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r SALAHZAD\u018f \u2013 80 Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn be\u015fikdi adam, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn b\u0259b\u0259di. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn u\u015faqd\u0131 adam, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn babad\u0131. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn o\u011fuldu ad\u0131n, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn atad\u0131. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn yox oldu adam, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn fotodu. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn oddu adam, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ot oldu Bir [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":798,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/786"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=786"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/786\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":799,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/786\/revisions\/799"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/798"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=786"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=786"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=786"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}