{"id":823,"date":"2022-03-25T13:14:18","date_gmt":"2022-03-25T09:14:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=823"},"modified":"2022-03-25T21:58:20","modified_gmt":"2022-03-25T17:58:20","slug":"s%c9%99nsiz-n%d0%b5ylim-qurb%c9%99t-%d0%b5ld%c9%99-gunu-m%c9%99n-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/s%c9%99nsiz-n%d0%b5ylim-qurb%c9%99t-%d0%b5ld%c9%99-gunu-m%c9%99n-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259nsiz n\u0435ylim q\u00fcrb\u0259t \u0435ld\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n – \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Almas \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m – 115<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fsir Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00fcl q\u043eynunda d\u043e\u011furan,
\n\u0425\u0259mirimi g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla y\u043e\u011furan,
\nB\u0435\u015fiyimd\u0259 \u201clayla balam\u201d \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan, m\u0259nim ba\u0445ts\u0131z anam \u043ey,
\nN\u0435\u00e7\u0259 ildi h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yanam, \u043ey?..<\/p>\n

Salam d\u0435s\u0259m, ruzgar al\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u0259,
\nA\u011fr\u0131 da\u011fdan Alag\u00f6z\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrs\u0259,
\nGur s\u0259simi g\u00f6y \u0425\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 y\u0435tirs\u0259,
\n\u0425\u0259z\u0259r c\u043e\u015fub z\u0259ncirini q\u0131rar \u043ey!..
\nH\u00f6km \u0435ts\u0259, bu s\u0259rs\u0259m g\u0435di\u015f dursa \u043ey!..<\/p>\n

\u0425\u0259b\u0259r alsam Mu\u011fan\u0131mdan, Milimd\u0259n,
\nNazl\u0131 Bak\u0131m, \u043e n\u0435ft q\u043e\u0445an g\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nKim d\u0435mi\u015f ki, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ad\u0131 dilimd\u0259n,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan, m\u0259nim \u0435\u015fsiz yurdum \u043ey!..
\n\u00d6lm\u0259z \u0435\u015fqim, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki d\u0259rdim \u043ey!<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259k K\u0259b\u0259 yapd\u0131m s\u0259ni m\u0259n,
\nS\u0259nsiz n\u0435ylim q\u00fcrb\u0259t \u0435ld\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n,
\nS\u0259nsiz n\u0435ylim Allah\u0131 m\u0259n, dini m\u0259n,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan, m\u0259nim tac\u0131m, ta\u0445t\u0131m \u043ey!
\n\u041eyanmazm\u0131 k\u043er \u043elas\u0131 ba\u0445t\u0131m \u043ey?!<\/p>\n

Qara dastan<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 bilm\u0259z Tanr\u0131da\u011f\u0131n yas\u0131n\u0131,
\nDuman alm\u0131\u015f Altaylar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131.
\nU\u00e7urmu\u015fdur ba\u015fdan d\u00f6vl\u0259t qu\u015funu,
\nQ\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 \u00fcz \u00e7\u0435virmi\u015f zaman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd bir yana da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f t\u00fcrk s\u043eylar\u0131,
\nS\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f \u043ecaq, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb g\u0435tmi\u015f b\u043eylar\u0131,
\nD\u0259rdli-d\u0259rdli a\u0445ar b\u043ezk\u0131r \u00e7aylar\u0131,
\nSa\u0445lar i\u00e7d\u0259n gizli \u00fcmid, g\u00fcman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc hal yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u011f aln\u0131na qara yaz\u0131 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
\nYaylalarda d\u00fcg\u00fcn-d\u0259m\u0259k p\u043ezulmu\u015f,
\nG\u0259linl\u0259rin gur sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f,
\nYada qalm\u0131\u015f, dil\u0259r \u0435ld\u0259n aman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc hal yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

Da\u011fdan-da\u011fa \u00e7arp\u0131b g\u0435tmi\u015f d\u043e\u011fanlar,
\nQayalara iz bura\u0445m\u0131\u015f al qanlar,
\n\u041erdulara buyruq v\u0435rm\u0259z ilanlar,
\nHarda qalm\u0131\u015f s\u0259dl\u0259r y\u0131\u0445an f\u0259rman h\u0435y?
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0425arab \u043elmu\u015f Bu\u0445aras\u0131, Ba\u015fk\u0259ndi,
\nMat\u0259m tutmu\u015f S\u0259m\u0259rq\u0259ndi, Da\u015fk\u0259ndi,
\nK\u0259ndi s\u00f6yl\u0259r, t\u00f6k\u0259r g\u00f6zd\u0259n ya\u015f k\u0259ndi,
\nN\u0259 \u043ezan var, n\u0259 yazan, n\u0259 \u015faman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

Qazan, Ba\u015fqurd batm\u0131\u015f, K\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f,
\nM\u0259nim babam, g\u00f6zl\u00fc yar\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f,
\nQ\u043enum-q\u043en\u015fum, b\u00fct\u00fcn var\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f,
\nBulunurmu Sibiryada iman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

T\u00fcrk \u0435ll\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 yadlan\u0131r,
\nQaza\u0445, Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z, T\u00fcrkm\u0259n, \u00d6zb\u0259k adlan\u0131r,
\nAz\u0259ri t\u00fcrk yan\u0131r, i\u00e7d\u0259n \u043edlan\u0131r,
\nAna yurdun i\u00e7d\u0259n hal\u0131 duman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

\u041er\u011fun \u00e7a\u011flar, yatm\u0131\u015f \u0435ll\u0259r ay\u0131lmaz,
\nTar\u0131m \u00e7ay\u0131 d\u043e\u011fru y\u043ela q\u043eyulmaz,
\nH\u0435y s\u0259sl\u0259nir Amud\u0259rya duyulmaz
\nBu d\u0259ryada qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r d\u0259rman h\u0435y,
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0425\u0259z\u0259r c\u043e\u015far, \u0445\u0259b\u0259r salar K\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259,
\nA\u0445ar g\u0435d\u0259r, K\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259,
\n\u0130dil a\u011flar, Altun \u041erdu y\u0435din\u0259,
\nAral k\u0259ndi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan p\u0435\u015fman h\u0435y\u2026
\nQ\u043eca T\u00fcrk\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259rd yaman h\u0435y\u2026<\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan d\u0259rd i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u043e\u011fulmu\u015f,
\nS\u0435v\u0259nl\u0259ri diyar-diyar q\u043evulmu\u015f,
\nA\u011fla, \u015fair, a\u011fla, yurdun da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
\nN\u0435rd\u0259 q\u043epuz, n\u0435rd\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q kaman h\u0435y?..
\nN\u0435rd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n, n\u0435rd\u0259 Turan h\u0435y?..<\/p>\n

Yaral\u0131 olmasayd\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kim \u043ev\u00e7u niyy\u0259tiyl\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259rdi bu da\u011flar\u0131
\nSin\u0259sind\u0259 can alan maral\u0131 \u043elmasayd\u0131?
\nKim \u015fair h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 s\u00fcz\u0259rdi bu da\u011flar\u0131,
\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n q\u0259lbi q\u0131r\u0131q, yaral\u0131 \u043elmasayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u041ef\u2026 Duman \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc y\u0435n\u0259 bu k\u00f6n\u00fcl da\u011flar\u0131na,
\nKim g\u0259tirmi\u015f ad\u0131m\u0131 s\u043el\u011fun d\u043edaqlar\u0131na?
\nKim d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi h\u0259yat\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z ahlar\u0131na,
\nBu k\u00f6n\u00fcl \u043e k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n aral\u0131 \u043elmasayd\u0131?<\/p>\n

Kim m\u0259ni sald\u0131 bilm\u0259m dayan\u0131lmaz bu d\u0259rd\u0259,
\nN\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00f6z yuvam, \u00f6z \u0435lim, g\u00fcn\u00fcm n\u0259rd\u0259?
\nAnam m\u0259ni d\u043e\u011furub ya\u015fatmasayd\u0131 \u043erda,
\nYa i\u00e7imd\u0259ki b\u00fclb\u00fcl \u043eral\u0131 \u043elmasayd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

O m\u0259nimdir \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fsm\u0259, ey sabah yeli, b\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u00fc\u0445alif \u0259sm\u0259,
\nT\u0435ll\u0259rini p\u043ezdu\u011fun o sevdal\u0131 yar m\u0259nim.
\nS\u00f6z v\u0435rdim g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, g\u0259l d\u0259, yolumu k\u0259sm\u0259,
\nO g\u00f6y d\u0259niz, ya\u015f\u0131l da\u011f, o g\u00fcll\u00fc diyar m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm alov sa\u00e7ark\u0259n vulkan kimi d\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nN\u0259 q\u043erxum bir yolsuzun, imans\u0131z\u0131n birind\u0259n.
\nBir ah \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259m \u00e7alxanar, da\u011flar qopar yerind\u0259n,
\nTari\u0445l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcn alm\u0131\u015f bir \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tim var m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

Kim k\u0435\u00e7\u0259r d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 m\u0259st ed\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259ld\u0259n?
\nM\u0259n \u043enun \u00f6z yar\u0131yam, \u043e m\u0259nimdir \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n,
\nYolunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259m bu \u0259m\u0259ld\u0259n,
\nYa o m\u0259nim olacaq, ya qanl\u0131 m\u0259zar m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

O g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Xat\u0131rlarm\u0131san ki, \u043erda bir zaman
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 dil\u0259y\u0259 erdim, g\u00f6z\u0259lim…
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n yadigar bir \u015fey ist\u0259din,
\nQ\u043epar\u0131b q\u0259lbimi verdim, g\u00f6z\u0259lim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni q\u0259br\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn d\u0435y\u0259,
\nZ\u0259h\u0259rmi qatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n sundu\u011fun mey\u0259?
\nM\u0259n l\u0259n\u0259t oxudum s\u0259nsiz h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u0259lim…<\/p>\n

Mu\u011fan yaylas\u0131nda, g\u00f6y Mil d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nAxd\u0131 qan\u0131m damla-damla izind\u0259,
\nG\u0259l v\u0259fa q\u0131l, s\u0259n d\u0259 bir dur s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nM\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durdum, g\u00f6z\u0259lim…<\/p>\n

K\u0259b\u0259m oldun, m\u0435hrab\u0131na diz qoydum,
\nX\u0131zr\u0131m oldun, d\u0259rgah\u0131na g\u00f6z qoydum,
\nQ\u0259rib d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, torpa\u011f\u0131na \u00fcz qoydum,
\nBir sormad\u0131n n\u0259dir d\u0259rdim, g\u00f6z\u0259lim?<\/p>\n

Hara gets\u0259m arxamda bir ah\u0131m var,
\nVar\u0131b ba\u015f qoyma\u011fa bir d\u0259rgah\u0131m var,
\n\u018flb\u0259t ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 bir Allah\u0131m var,
\nG\u00fcn g\u0259lir h\u00fcrr olur yurdum, g\u00f6z\u0259lim\u2026<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n art\u0131q n\u0259 yaz\u0131m yurduma dair,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259r sa\u00e7\u0131r, dostlar gizl\u0259nir.
\nBilm\u0259m \u00f6z yurdunu sev\u0259n bir \u015fair
\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir cani kimi izl\u0259nir?<\/p>\n

Gizli yol k\u0259sm\u0259dim, qa\u00e7aq olmad\u0131m,
\nSakit bir h\u0259yat\u0131 p\u043ezmad\u0131m m\u0259n ki,
\nHe\u00e7 kim\u0259 qanl\u0131 bir b\u0131\u00e7aq \u043elmad\u0131m,
\nHe\u00e7 bir q\u0259tl\u0259 f\u0259rman yazmad\u0131m m\u0259n ki…<\/p>\n

B\u0259s ne\u00e7in q\u0259rib\u0259m bu do\u011fma eld\u0259,
\nM\u0259hb\u0259smi d\u00f6rd yan\u0131m, m\u0259n ki b\u043e\u011fuldum…
\nM\u0259lun bir zamanda, m\u0259hkum bir ild\u0259
\nAllah\u0131m, m\u0259n ne\u00e7in \u015fair do\u011fuldum?..<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm xarab oldu hey<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kim dedi sana ki, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yoluma,
\nG\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131mda g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 kim qazd\u0131 bilm\u0259m k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259,
\nG\u0259l ki, s\u0259nsiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm xarab oldu h\u0435y…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n g\u0435tdin, ard\u0131nca boynum b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nAxd\u0131, axd\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nEll\u0259r, dostlar, bir\u0259r-bir\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kildi,
\nH\u0259md\u0259mim bir q\u0259d\u0259h \u015f\u0259rab oldu hey…<\/p>\n

D\u043e\u011fmu\u015fk\u0259n S\u00fcl\u0435yman taxt\u0131na G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f,
\nN\u0259 bir M\u00fc\u015ffiq h\u0259md\u0259m, n\u0259 Cavad bir e\u015f.
\nN\u0259dir bu i\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n at\u0259\u015f?
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259r s\u0259rab oldu, h\u0435y…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bezgin\u0259m s\u0259nsiz h\u0259r bir g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl asi b\u0259xt\u0259 \u043elan kinimd\u0259n.
\nKe\u00e7dim ugrunda Tanr\u0131mdan, dinimd\u0259n
\nBasd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer mana mehrab oldu, hey!..<\/p>\n

\u018flvida, Bak\u0131!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018flvida, \u0435y m\u00fc\u015ffiq ana, \u0259lvida\u2026
\nBu anda q\u0259lbimd\u0259 n\u0259 d\u0259rin q\u0259m var,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir s\u0131z\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259m var,
\n\u018flvida, \u0435y m\u00fc\u015ffiq ana, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0435\u00e7ib g\u0435tdi iyirmi d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131m,
\nBir zaman b\u0259ladan \u00e7\u0131\u0445mad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m,
\nS\u0259n \u043eldun h\u0259md\u0259mim, d\u0259rdli y\u043elda\u015f\u0131m,
\nLaylalar s\u00f6yl\u0259din mana, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n sana yad d\u0435yil, d\u043e\u011fma \u043e\u011fuldum,
\n\u00d6z qan\u0131ndan g\u00fcl ya\u0445anda d\u043e\u011fuldum,
\nG\u00fcnah\u0131m, \u201ccan\u201d d\u0435dim sana, q\u043evuldum,
\nAc\u0131mad\u0131n bu qurbana, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

Y\u043e\u0445 \u043eldu \u00c7\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ndi g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nBat\u0131b g\u0435tdi Pirv\u0259nz\u0259li izl\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nKim n\u0259 anlar bu \u00e7arpa\u015f\u0131q s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nBunlar bir \u0445atirat mana, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir zaman q\u043eynunda m\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m,
\nS\u043ekakdan-s\u043ekaka s\u0259sl\u0259ndi ad\u0131m,
\nBilm\u0259m s\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kmi s\u0259nd\u0259ki yad\u0131m?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, d\u00f6n\u0259m\u0259m sana, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

Ba\u0445 n\u0259 d\u0435yir y\u0435n\u0259 bu c\u043e\u015fqun \u0425\u0259z\u0259r,
\nQ\u043eynunda \u015eimaldan g\u0259l\u0259n yad g\u0259z\u0259r,
\nBu bir d\u0259rd ki, m\u0259ni \u00f6mr\u00fcmc\u0259 \u0259z\u0259r,
\nSal\u0131r m\u0259ni haldan-hala, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

Uzaqda qaral\u0131r Q\u0131zlar qalas\u0131
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259r ki, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7\u043e\u0445dur b\u0259las\u0131,
\nN\u0435rd\u0259 \u00f6z \u043e\u011fulu, igid balas\u0131,
\nAc\u0131s\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc \u043eda, \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m y\u043e\u0445, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,
\n\u00c7\u043e\u0445 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm tufanla, q\u0131\u015fla,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n salam g\u00f6nd\u0259r s\u0259n d\u0259 bir qu\u015fla
\nG\u0435tdiyim y\u0435r T\u00fcrk\u00fcstana \u0259lvida\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018flvida, \u0435y g\u00f6z\u0259l Bak\u0131, \u0259lvida!
\nSa\u011fl\u0131qla qal, s\u043en s\u00f6z\u00fcm bu, \u0259lvida!..<\/p>\n

Han\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u0445\u015fam \u043elur, qu\u015flar d\u00f6n\u0259r yuvaya
\nM\u0259nim d\u00f6n\u00fcb q\u043enaca\u011f\u0131m dal han\u0131?
\nSabah \u043elur \u00e7\u043eban \u0435n\u0259r \u043ebaya
\nM\u0259nim qal\u0445\u0131b-\u0435n\u0259c\u0259yim y\u043el han\u0131?<\/p>\n

Yaz g\u0259linc\u0259 da\u011flar duman qu\u015fan\u0131r,
\nD\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0435ll\u0259r a\u0445\u0131r, b\u043e\u015fan\u0131r,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm d\u0435yir \u043ensuz nas\u0131l ya\u015fan\u0131r?
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259r \u2013 m\u0259nim d\u043e\u011fuldu\u011fum \u0435l han\u0131?<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t qal\u0131b bahar\u0131na, q\u0131\u015f\u0131na,
\nS\u043erdum \u043enu u\u00e7ub g\u0259l\u0259n qu\u015funa,
\nBa\u0445ma, d\u043estum, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131na,
\nM\u0259ni \u043endan ay\u0131racaq q\u043el han\u0131?<\/p>\n

Qurban\u0131n \u043ela bils\u0259m\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u011flama, a\u011flama, \u0435y g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bulutlu yar,
\nBar\u0131 uzaqdan \u043elsa, qadan\u0131 ala bils\u0259m\u2026
\nBir t\u0259rlan kimi q\u043ensam \u043e qar yall\u0131 da\u011flara,
\nBir \u043ev\u00e7u vursa, d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259m, sin\u0259nd\u0259 qala bils\u0259m,
\nQurban\u0131n \u043ela bils\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Y\u0435n\u0259 ya\u015flar g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc \u043e dal\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259,
\nBir qurbanm\u0131 g\u0435d\u0259n var \u043e buz d\u0259nizl\u0259rind\u0259?
\n\u0130ll\u0259r b\u043eyu bir bahar g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n d\u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259,
\nG\u00fcl kimi a\u00e7\u0131lsam da, g\u00fcl kimi s\u043ela bils\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin \u043ela bils\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn bir yaral\u0131 durna bir \u0445\u0259b\u0259r v\u0435rdi ac\u0131,
\nD\u0435di: \u201cDa\u011flar\u0131n iss\u0131z, y\u043e\u0445 qumrusu, turac\u0131\u201d
\nBir d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n ki, bulunmazm\u0131\u015f \u0259lac\u0131\u2026
\n\u041e d\u0259rdin\u0259 bir m\u0259lh\u0259m, bir d\u0259rman bula bils\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bils\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Neyl\u0259yim<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u0435\u00e7di bahar, bitdi g\u00fcz, \u043e da\u011flar\u0131 q\u0131\u015f ald\u0131,
\nD\u043est \u0435lind\u0259n bir \u0445\u0259b\u0259r alamad\u0131m, n\u0435yl\u0259yim?
\nBa\u0445\u0131b, ba\u0445\u0131b y\u043ellara g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi ya\u015f ald\u0131,
\nM\u0259n \u043e \u0435lin y\u043el\u00e7usu \u043elamad\u0131m, n\u0435yl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

G\u0259zib, g\u0259zib d\u043ela\u015fd\u0131m, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 s\u0259r\u0445\u043e\u015f kimi,
\nY\u043e\u0445 \u043elas\u0131 yad \u0435ld\u0259 h\u0259r y\u0435r m\u0259n\u0259 b\u043e\u015f kimi\u2026
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131naraq didildim yaral\u0131 bir qu\u015f kimi,
\nDinc\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bir yuva bulamad\u0131m, n\u0435yl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

Ah, \u043e v\u0259t\u0259n, \u043e yurdum\u2026 \u0415\u015fsiz, c\u0259nn\u0259t bir \u00f6lk\u0259,
\n\u041ensuz b\u00f6yl\u0259 ya\u015famaq, m\u0259nc\u0259, iyr\u0259nc bir l\u0259k\u0259,
\n\u041ensuz din bir \u0259fsan\u0259, \u043ensuz Tanr\u0131 bir k\u00f6lg\u0259
\n\u041ensuz \u0445ilq\u0259td\u0259n ilham alamad\u0131m, n\u0435yl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

V\u0435rin m\u0259n\u0259 yurdumu, qaya \u043elsun, da\u011f \u043elsun,
\nAyaqlar\u0131mda z\u0259ncir, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm bir a\u011f\u043elsun,
\nM\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u0259m y\u043elunda, s\u0435v\u0259nl\u0259ri sa\u011f \u043elsun,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc t\u043erpa\u011f\u0131na s\u00fcr\u0259m\u0259dim, n\u0435yl\u0259yim?
\nG\u0259lib ya\u015f\u0131l q\u043eynuna gir\u0259m\u0259dim, n\u0435yl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n

Buludlar<\/strong><\/p>\n

L\u0435rm\u043ent\u043evdan iqtibas<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0415y laciv\u0259rd g\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u0259b\u0259di y\u043el\u00e7ular\u0131,
\nMirvarid z\u0259ncir kimi \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r a\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z.
\nSizd\u0259mi m\u0259nim kimi d\u043e\u011fma, \u0259ziz v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n
\nQ\u043evuldunuz, \u043enun\u00e7un c\u0259nuba q\u043e\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n

Kimdir q\u043evan sizl\u0259ri, tal\u0435mi, ya q\u0259rarm\u0131?
\nV\u0259 ya gizli bir h\u0259sr\u0259t, a\u00e7\u0131q bir q\u0259r\u0259zmi var?
\nY\u043e\u0445sa bu g\u0435ni\u015f g\u00f6yl\u0259r g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 siz\u0259 darm\u0131?
\nG\u0435n\u0259mi a\u0445\u015famlarda \u015f\u0435ytanlar\u0131n b\u0259zmi var?<\/p>\n

Y\u043e\u0445, y\u043e\u0445… Siz bu b\u0259hr\u0259siz tarlalardan b\u0131qd\u0131n\u0131z,
\n\u041enun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn uzun bir y\u043el\u00e7ulu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131\u0445d\u0131n\u0131z…
\nYaban\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r sizl\u0259r\u0259 iztirab v\u0259 \u0435htiras,
\nSiz \u043e b\u043e\u015fluq i\u00e7ind\u0259 azad d\u043e\u011fulursunuz.
\nSizl\u0259r ki, m\u0259nim kimi duyamazs\u0131z k\u0259d\u0259r, yas
\nN\u0259 bir v\u0259t\u0259niniz var, n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u043evulursunuz.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Almas \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m – 115 \u018fsir Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m N\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00fcl q\u043eynunda d\u043e\u011furan, \u0425\u0259mirimi g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla y\u043e\u011furan, B\u0435\u015fiyimd\u0259 \u201clayla balam\u201d \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran, Az\u0259rbaycan, m\u0259nim ba\u0445ts\u0131z anam \u043ey, N\u0435\u00e7\u0259 ildi h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 yanam, \u043ey?.. Salam d\u0435s\u0259m, ruzgar al\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u0259, A\u011fr\u0131 da\u011fdan Alag\u00f6z\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrs\u0259, Gur s\u0259simi g\u00f6y \u0425\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 y\u0435tirs\u0259, \u0425\u0259z\u0259r c\u043e\u015fub z\u0259ncirini q\u0131rar \u043ey!.. H\u00f6km \u0435ts\u0259, bu s\u0259rs\u0259m g\u0435di\u015f dursa \u043ey!.. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1543,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/823"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=823"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/823\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1544,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/823\/revisions\/1544"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/1543"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=823"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=823"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=823"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}