{"id":902,"date":"2021-04-12T19:49:47","date_gmt":"2021-04-12T15:49:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=902"},"modified":"2021-04-12T20:16:32","modified_gmt":"2021-04-12T16:16:32","slug":"bu-s%c9%99h%c9%99r-s%c9%99nsiz-darixir-nazir-rust%c9%99min-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/bu-s%c9%99h%c9%99r-s%c9%99nsiz-darixir-nazir-rust%c9%99min-seirl%c9%99ri\/","title":{"rendered":"Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259nsiz dar\u0131x\u0131r – Nazir R\u00fcst\u0259min \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

Nazir R\u00fcst\u0259m – 65<\/strong><\/em>
\n\u018fm\u0259kdar artist<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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\nGedirs\u0259ns\u0259, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131mda
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qoyub getm\u0259,
\nBulud-bulud g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qoyub getm\u0259.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 get ki, yarpaqlar da
\nVaxts\u0131z solub-saralmas\u0131n,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bizd\u0259n incim\u0259sin,
\nG\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc qaralmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Gedirs\u0259ns\u0259, el\u0259 get ki,
\nAyaqlar\u0131n b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259sin,
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131mda izi qalan
\nBarmaqlar\u0131n titr\u0259m\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

Xat\u0131rlay\u0131b \u00e7ox \u015feyi s\u0259n
\n\u0130\u00e7in-i\u00e7in hey yanarsan….
\n…Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015flay\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n,
\nG\u0259l yan\u0131ma, islanarsan.<\/p>\n

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***
\nB\u0259lk\u0259, qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n…
\nBu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259nsiz dar\u0131x\u0131r-
\nG\u0259zdiyin bu yol, bu iz,
\nBu ba\u011f, bu d\u0259niz dar\u0131x\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 Ay da axm\u0131r daha,
\nR\u0259ngi h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az solur…
\n…G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc buludla dolur,
\nDi g\u0259l s\u0259nsiz ya\u011fm\u0131r daha..<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n…
\nS\u0259nsiz m\u0259n d\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131ram,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn getdiyim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni
\nS\u0259f sal\u0131ram, kar\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 kiml\u0259 yola getmir\u0259m,
\nS\u0259nsizlikdir m\u0259nim davam…
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni t\u0259zd\u0259n tapam.<\/p>\n

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***
\nBir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n..
\ns\u0259nsiz d\u00fcnya d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k,
\nhavalar da soyuyacaq,
\nbu d\u0259niz d\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nsiz qalaca\u011fam,
\nbu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri yorub h\u0259r g\u00fcn
\ns\u0259ni yada salaca\u011fam…<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox sevimli birisinin
\nolub sevimli qad\u0131n\u0131,
\nbir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n
\nunudub m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nsiz dar\u0131xacam…
\ns\u0259nsiz bu do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259
\nyol azacam, kar\u0131xacam…<\/p>\n

Aparacaq s\u0259ni bu yol,
\naparacaq add\u0131m-add\u0131m…
\nG\u00f6rum s\u0259ni b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ol,
\ns\u0259n ey \u00e7ox sevdiyim qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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\nKarvan gedir aram-aram,
\nasta gedir, sakit gedir…
\nDey\u0259rs\u0259n ki, \u00fcf\u00fcq boyu
\nbir hayk\u0131ran s\u00fckut gedir…<\/p>\n

Karvan gedir…bu yerl\u0259rin
\ns\u00fckutunu poza-poza,
\nMin il sonra s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k
\nn\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini yaza-yaza.<\/p>\n

Bir c\u0259rg\u0259d\u0259n, bir s\u0131radan
\nqum \u00fcst\u0259 iz qoyub gedir,
\ngedir, gedir…bu s\u0259hradan
\nbezib, k\u00fcs\u00fcb, doyub gedir…<\/p>\n

Bu karvan\u0131n qism\u0259tin\u0259
\nne\u00e7\u0259 tufan, \u00e7ov\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb…
\nKarvanba\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcrg\u00fc vurur,
\nd\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri yor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb…<\/p>\n

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\nM\u0259nim qism\u0259tim il\u011f\u0131m,
\nN\u0259\u015f\u0259m q\u0259mdi, k\u0259d\u0259rdi.
\n\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\n\u015eeirl\u0259rim q\u0259d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcr damarda qan da
\nFikirl\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259,
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olur, Allah,
\nS\u0259tirl\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259?!<\/p>\n

\u015eeirli gec\u0259l\u0259ri
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259 s\u0259hv salanda,
\n\u018fld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb madada
\n\u00dcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 qalanda.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim \u015feirim a\u011f-qara
\nBir q\u0259mli kino kimi.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131 yanaqda
\nBir e\u015fqin sonu kimi.<\/p>\n

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\nSald\u0131 bizi dild\u0259n-dil\u0259,
\nAl\u0259m\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fc bizi.
\nN\u0259fsimizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr, Allah,
\nN\u0259fsimiz \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc bizi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131\u011f bir az,
\nTamahdan qurtar bizi,
\nBizi bizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x bir az,
\nG\u00fcnahdan qurtar bizi.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcc ver, \u00fcmid ver biz\u0259,
\nT\u0259z\u0259 ist\u0259k, h\u0259v\u0259s ver
\nN\u0259fsimizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr, Allah,
\nT\u0259z\u0259 hava, n\u0259f\u0259s ver.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n yeni sabah,
\nT\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nsin bu d\u00fcnya…
\nN\u0259fsimizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr, Allah,
\nT\u0259mizl\u0259nsin bu d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

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\nS\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131m son yaz\u0131m\u0131…
\nOxu…sonra b\u00fck, at, getsin…
\nD\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259n sil ad\u0131m\u0131,
\nYadda\u015flndan \u00e7\u0131xart, getsin…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259z \u0259riy\u0259r
\nSev\u0259nl\u0259rin bir ah\u0131nda…
\nBu \u015feiri yazd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259
\nSon g\u00fcn\u00fcn son saat\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Ta, \u015feir yazmaram bir d\u0259…
\nNec\u0259 oldu… yen\u0259 yazd\u0131m?…
\nOxudu\u011fun bu \u015feir d\u0259
\nSon \u015feirimdi..s\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131m<\/p>\n

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\nG\u0259lm\u0259din…gec\u0259d\u0259n as\u0131ldm s\u0259nsiz…
\nDad\u0131ma n\u0259 yerl\u0259r, n\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131…
\nM\u0259nim bu hal\u0131m\u0131 duyub bu d\u0259niz
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 bir ovuc suyunu atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ulduzlar \u00e7\u0259kildii, tutuldu s\u0259ma..
\nAy da yava\u015f-yava\u015f batd\u0131 buludda.
\nS\u0259n niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din, bilm\u0259dim, amma,
\nM\u0259nim bu \u00fcr\u0259yim al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 odda.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lm\u0259din…qarald\u0131 suda buludlar,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0131\u011fal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi d\u0259niz\u0259,
\nBu qara gec\u0259ni yudu buludlar,
\nK\u0259d\u0259rli bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc d\u0259niz\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r nec\u0259 sahil\u0259 can at\u0131r d\u0259niz,
\nSahil\u0259 \u00e7atanda qurtar\u0131r d\u0259niz.<\/p>\n

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\nAram\u0131zda bulud var…
\nya\u011far h\u0259sr\u0259t ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nAram\u0131zda s\u00fckut var…
\nbu s\u00fckutda g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

Aram\u0131zda gec\u0259 var…
\na\u011f s\u0259h\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lmaz,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f gizl\u0259n\u0259r, qa\u00e7ar,
\nal \u015f\u0259f\u0259qi sa\u00e7\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n

Aram\u0131zdan su axar
\ng\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f..
\nT\u0259nha bir \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011flar
\niki candan \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n

Aram\u0131zda k\u00f6rp\u00fc var-
\ns\u0131n\u0131b, amma u\u00e7may\u0131b,
\nAram\u0131zda k\u00f6rp\u0259 var
\nd\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7may\u0131b.<\/p>\n

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***
\nYa g\u00fcn olsun, ya da ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,
\nYa yay olsun, ya da ki q\u0131\u015f…
\nYeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015f
\n\u00c7\u0259kir\u0259m bir a\u011f vara\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Torpaq altda it\u0259n kimi,
\nBoy \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b bit\u0259n kimi,
\nD\u0259rdi c\u00fcc\u0259rdib d\u0259n kimi
\n\u018fkir\u0259m bir a\u011f vara\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Yol gedir\u0259m \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcml\u0259,
\nK\u0259d\u0259riml\u0259, d\u0259rd-q\u0259miml\u0259.
\nS\u00f6yk\u0259ndiyim q\u0259l\u0259miml\u0259
\n\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcr\u0259m bir a\u011f vara\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Yollar yorur dizl\u0259rimi,
\n\u0130ll\u0259r silir izl\u0259rimi.
\nS\u0259nsizlikd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi
\nDikir\u0259m bir a\u011f vara\u011fa.<\/p>\n

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\nM\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259mli n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxu-
\nA\u011flat m\u0259ni, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, gedim.
\nOxu, k\u0259lm\u0259-k\u0259lm\u0259 oxu-
\nAldat m\u0259ni, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, gedim.<\/p>\n

Sirri var da\u011f\u0131n-da\u015f\u0131n da,
\nBuludun da, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n da.
\nA\u011fla, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131nda
\nOvut m\u0259ni, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, gedim.<\/p>\n

Bu ayr\u0131l\u0131q bird\u0259n g\u0259ldi,
\nYeridi, h\u0259r yerd\u0259n g\u0259ldi,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n g\u0259ldi, Yerd\u0259n g\u0259ldi-
\nUnut m\u0259ni, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, ged\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni kim oxudu?
\nBu ilm\u0259ni kim toxudu? –
\nDeyirs\u0259n bu bir yuxudu…
\nOyat m\u0259ni, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m gedim.<\/p>\n

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\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 sevgi varsa,
\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyin h\u0259r aha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.
\nGec\u0259 yuxun da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rsa,
\nA\u00e7\u0131lan sabaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olubsa m\u0259n\u0259, b\u0259sim,
\nOlmay\u0131bsa, yen\u0259 b\u0259sim.
\nGedib-g\u0259lirs\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sim
\nBu g\u00fcn\u0259 bir daha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Bic-bic bax\u0131b, g\u00fcl\u0259r na\u015f\u0131,
\nN\u0259 qanar, n\u0259 bil\u0259r na\u015f\u0131?!
\nYaranandan \u00f6l\u0259r na\u015f\u0131-
\nYaradan Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Yox bir arxa, yox bir p\u0259nah,
\nYox pis ist\u0259k, yox pis tamah.
\nSevm\u0259kdirs\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r g\u00fcnah,
\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, o “g\u00fcnah”a \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Hadiy\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n eynin\u0259 almad\u0131,
\nBil\u0259n yad\u0131na salmad\u0131,
\nYand\u0131, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi qalmd\u0131,
\nBirc\u0259 k\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fc h\u0259r n\u0259di,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 cibin\u0259 girm\u0259di,
\nG\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131, he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di,
\nD\u0259rdd\u0259n-z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

Axan sular t\u0259rs\u0259 axd\u0131,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 baxd\u0131,kar\u0131xd\u0131,
\nD\u00fcnyada h\u0259r \u015fey nahaqd\u0131r,
\nBirc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\nBu qatar da ged\u0259c\u0259k,
\naparacaq, s\u0259ni d\u0259,
\nH\u0259r \u015fey yen\u0259 bit\u0259c\u0259k,
\nba\u015flanacaq yen\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz d\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k,
\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k sahill\u0259r.
\nAx\u015famlar gec d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k,
\nGecik\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k
\nbu vitrinl\u0259r, reklamlar,
\nQapqara geyin\u0259c\u0259k
\nbu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 adamlar.<\/p>\n

Bu qatar da ged\u0259c\u0259k,
\ns\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259.
\nBu na\u011f\u0131l da bit\u0259c\u0259k,
\nbit\u0259c\u0259k bu \u015feir d\u0259.<\/p>\n

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\nSev\u0259nl\u0259r \u015firin q\u0259m yeyir,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r an, h\u0259r d\u0259m yeyir..
\nDesin, dey\u0259nl\u0259r n\u0259 deyir-
\nS\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rim sa\u00e7da d\u0259n olsa,
\nYollar\u0131m duman, \u00e7\u0259n olsa,
\nA\u011f libas\u0131m k\u0259f\u0259n olsa,
\nS\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bu sevgi, Allah, n\u0259yimi\u015f?
\nDili q\u0259mli bir neyimi\u015f…
\nBu \u00fcr\u0259k yaman \u015feyimi\u015f-
\nS\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

F\u0259rqi n\u0259- ya\u015f \u00e7ox, ya azd\u0131,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr yazd\u0131, ya paylzd\u0131?!
\nBu yaz\u0131n\u0131 Tanr\u0131 yazd\u0131:
\nS\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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