{"id":931,"date":"2021-04-22T22:33:24","date_gmt":"2021-04-22T18:33:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=931"},"modified":"2021-04-22T22:40:14","modified_gmt":"2021-04-22T18:40:14","slug":"yeni-n%c9%99f%c9%99s-ays%c9%99n-r%c9%99him-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/yeni-n%c9%99f%c9%99s-ays%c9%99n-r%c9%99him-seirl%c9%99r\/","title":{"rendered":"Yeni n\u0259f\u0259s: Ay\u015f\u0259n R\u0259him (\u015eeirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Uzaqlar\u0131n ad\u0131 s\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Dill\u0259rimd\u0259 s\u00fckutum<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259 qunutsan<br \/>\nXatir\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m<br \/>\n\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni unutsan<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131 yol a\u00e7\u0131r<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f t\u0259r\u0259fi<br \/>\nB\u0259rk qayaya rast g\u0259lib<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimin da\u015f t\u0259r\u0259fi<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n ham\u0131dan k\u00fcs\u00fcr\u0259m<br \/>\nHe\u00e7k\u0259sl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram<br \/>\nQovuram gec\u0259l\u0259ri<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcs\u00fcr\u0259m bu talenin<br \/>\nD\u00f6ng\u0259sin\u0259, tinin\u0259<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n and\u0131na<br \/>\nAllah\u0131na, dinin\u0259<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki q\u0131z\u0131n o<br \/>\nHidd\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fc s\u0131x\u0131r buludu<br \/>\nYa\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131..<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00f6gey h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n<br \/>\n\u018fn do\u011fmaca yad\u0131 s\u0259n.<br \/>\nUzaqlardan uzaqsan<br \/>\nUzaqlar\u0131n ad\u0131 s\u0259n..<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259sin minar\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n<br \/>\nDuyulan azan kimi<br \/>\n\u018fn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s s\u0259s indi<br \/>\nOvuclar\u0131n duad\u0131r.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n bir din idi<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131rmad\u0131m bu tilsimi<br \/>\nQar\u011f\u0131\u015fa aha d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm<br \/>\nT\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n yan \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6zg\u0259l\u0259rin do\u011fmas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259nint\u0259k uzaq olan<br \/>\nQa\u00e7\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 qonaq olan<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsiz bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\nBuz bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 heyk\u0259l\u0259m<br \/>\nYoxlu\u011funla varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\nAras\u0131nda \u0259ng\u0259l\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>S\u00fckutuna q\u0259rq olur<br \/>\nHeyk\u0259ll\u0259rin yox dili<br \/>\nKa\u015f ki bu d\u00f6rd divar\u0131n<br \/>\nOlayd\u0131 birc\u0259 dili&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 tutub inad\u0131ndan<br \/>\nSaxlayard\u0131 yolundan<br \/>\nOlsa idi \u0259g\u0259r bu<br \/>\nQap\u0131n\u0131n iki \u0259li<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn biraz \u00f6lm\u0259kmi\u015f<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn biraz unutmaq<br \/>\nMin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259kmi\u015f<br \/>\nBirt\u0259k o&#8217;na qay\u0131tmaq&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fn a\u011f\u0131r edam, s\u0259nin<br \/>\nKipriyind\u0259n as\u0131lmaq<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259rkedilmi\u015f diyaram<br \/>\nUnudulan h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nSovrularaq ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259<br \/>\n\u018fsir olan yadda\u015f\u0131&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n g\u00f6yl\u0259ri a\u011fladan<br \/>\nBir s\u00fckutun nal\u0259si<br \/>\n\u00dcmidl\u0259rin yolunda<br \/>\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6ng\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fc adam olmayan<br \/>\nBir adam\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259l\u0259rin do\u011fmas\u0131<br \/>\nDo\u011fmalar\u0131n \u00f6zg\u0259si&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tanr\u0131 niy\u0259 t\u0259kdir ax\u0131<br \/>\nb\u0259s hardad\u0131r bizd\u0259n al\u0131b<br \/>\napard\u0131\u011f\u0131 adamlar?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>On ikisi&#8230; gec\u0259&#8230; saatsa \u00fc\u00e7d\u00fcr<br \/>\nMeh \u0259sir gec\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259klik yell\u0259nir<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rs\u0259 gizl\u0259nib bir niqab altda<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm bu qaranl\u0131q ev\u0259 zill\u0259nir.<\/p>\n<p>Qocal\u0131r bu evin eyvan\u0131ndak\u0131<br \/>\nKims\u0259siz g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259r<br \/>\nS\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b ayr\u0131l\u0131q ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nBir arzu v\u00fcsala sar\u0131 im\u0259kl\u0259r .<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 sar\u0131lm\u0131san ayaqlar\u0131ma<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rim \u0259zab\u0131 \u0259ynim\u0259 geyir<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc didir<br \/>\nZaman sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n qaras\u0131n yeyir<\/p>\n<p>Son s\u0259trin qal\u0131bd\u0131r tozlu r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259<br \/>\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 pianoda son \u00fcmid r\u0259qsi<br \/>\nDivardan as\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin v\u0259<br \/>\n\u018fn ac\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin xo\u015f xatir\u0259si..<\/p>\n<p>\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259r z\u0259h\u0259rin bug\u00fcn\u0259 sanc\u0131r<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259nli iz qal\u0131b<br \/>\nBil\u0259yi k\u0259silib \u00fcmidl\u0259rimin<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ar\u0259l\u0259rim \u00e7ar\u0259siz qal\u0131b..<\/p>\n<p>Ruhumun \u0259lini-qolunu qap\u0131r<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin canl\u0131 \u015fahidi<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 sar\u0131lan dar\u0131xmaq imi\u015f<br \/>\nZaman\u0131n \u0259n uzun \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc vahidi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gec\u0259 ehti\u015fam\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259rif bir yel \u0259sir. Gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr kims\u0259siz bo\u015f p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nBu da \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc \u015fam \u0259riyib, s\u00f6n\u00fcr<br \/>\nAh o t\u0259mt\u0259raql\u0131 yalq\u0131z gec\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Ay da dar\u0131xaraq s\u00fcz\u00fcr bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n<br \/>\nOtaqda min illik s\u00fckut s\u0259sl\u0259ri<br \/>\n\u0130ndi unutmaq\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u015feir &#8211; dua<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 ki \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sl\u0259ri<\/p>\n<p>Daha yolum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb k\u00fcnc\u0259, buca\u011fa<br \/>\n\u0130slan\u0131r h\u0259r iki \u00fcz\u00fc bal\u0131\u015f\u0131n.<br \/>\nDayana bilmir\u0259m \u015famdan uzaqda,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrur \u0259lind\u0259ki son yalvar\u0131\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131 s\u0259ad\u0259tin h\u0259zzini dad\u0131b<br \/>\nGeyir\u0259m bu nimda\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259ri.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni unutmaq\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ni yox<br \/>\nH\u0259m d\u0259 ki unudam bu boz \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00fcmid g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ki\u00e7ik d\u0259 olsa<br \/>\nAt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u00fcsal\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131nda .<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ill\u0259r d\u0259 birc\u0259 vidaya<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f dodaqlar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n daha s\u0259mada Tanr\u0131ya \u00f6gey<br \/>\nS\u0259nins\u0259 \u0259n do\u011fma yad\u0131nam indi<br \/>\nD\u0259yi\u015fir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri d\u0259<br \/>\nYolunda \u00f6zg\u0259 bir qad\u0131nam indi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Silah s\u0259sl\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Silah s\u0259sl\u0259riyl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r s\u0259h\u0259r,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259si bir \u00fcmid \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr .<br \/>\nT\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 qeyb olur vicdan,<br \/>\nS\u0259madan qan ya\u011f\u0131r q\u0259z\u0259b p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcr!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ucal\u0131r ahlar, nal\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nBombalar at\u0131l\u0131r, ya\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n ovuca \u00fcmid s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr,<br \/>\nQanla sulan\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcll\u0259r jal\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Ulduzlar t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb, s\u0259ma qaral\u0131b<br \/>\nS\u0131zlay\u0131r baxd\u0131qca z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f<br \/>\n\u018flind\u0259 da\u015flarla silaha qar\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nU\u015faqlar qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f<\/p>\n<p>\u015eik\u0259st iki k\u00f6rp\u0259 dava edir bax<br \/>\nBir ki\u00e7ik bir s\u0131n\u0131q \u00e7oma\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259<br \/>\nBir u\u015faq sevinib ev\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131<br \/>\nTapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259zar g\u0259r\u0259kdirmi sirk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k<br \/>\nYatm\u0131\u015f vicdanlar\u0131 oyatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k g\u0259r\u0259k yoxsa \u0259l g\u0259r\u0259k<br \/>\nM\u0259zlumun g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n qurutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ?<\/p>\n<p>(U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n dilind\u0259n )<\/p>\n<p>-&#8220;Bir s\u0259ma alt\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131qsa<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f alt\u0131nda q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131r\u0131qsa<br \/>\nBir ovuc torpaq\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259r an<br \/>\nniy\u0259 bir-biril\u0259 sava\u015f\u0131r insan?<\/p>\n<p>Torpaqda qan il\u0259 yo\u011fruldu ruhum<br \/>\nKar etdi \u00e7oxunu kar etdi ah\u0131m<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyada c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ya\u015fad\u0131m f\u0259q\u0259t<br \/>\n\u018fb\u0259di bir yurdda ya\u015fayaca\u011fam<br \/>\nEtdiyin h\u0259r z\u00fclm\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n ah\u0131<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 Tanr\u0131ya dan\u0131\u015faca\u011fam&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Uzaqlar\u0131n ad\u0131 s\u0259n Dill\u0259rimd\u0259 s\u00fckutum \u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259 qunutsan Xatir\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni unutsan S\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131 yol a\u00e7\u0131r G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f t\u0259r\u0259fi B\u0259rk qayaya rast g\u0259lib Q\u0259lbimin da\u015f t\u0259r\u0259fi M\u0259n ham\u0131dan k\u00fcs\u00fcr\u0259m He\u00e7k\u0259sl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram Qovuram gec\u0259l\u0259ri G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. K\u00fcs\u00fcr\u0259m bu talenin D\u00f6ng\u0259sin\u0259, tinin\u0259 Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n and\u0131na Allah\u0131na, dinin\u0259 G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259ki q\u0131z\u0131n o Hidd\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 G\u00f6z\u00fc s\u0131x\u0131r buludu Ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131.. 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