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\nN\u0259 d\u00fcnya biz dey\u0259ndi,
\nN\u0259 d\u00fcnya dey\u0259n olduq.
\nAllah dey\u0259n olmad\u0131q,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz dey\u0259n olduq.<\/p>\n
Bu t\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ki, olduq,
\nOlma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z su\u00e7 oldu.
\nBu t\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259
\nQalma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z su\u00e7 oldu.<\/p>\n
Bel\u0259 olmaq d\u0259rddi, d\u0259rd,
\nN\u0259t\u0259r olaq, n\u0259t\u0259r biz?!
\nD\u00fcnya bizd\u0259n bet\u0259rmi,
\nBizik ondan bet\u0259r, biz.<\/p>\n
Daha \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n
\n\u00e7ox, olma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259rdini.
\nH\u0259v\u0259s d\u0259 yoxdu, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259m,
\nYox olma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259rdini.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya biz dey\u0259n olmur,
\nX\u0259trin\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259ndi.
\nAllah dey\u0259n olacaq,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki, biz dey\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***
\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m, nec\u0259s\u0259n,
\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m, n\u0259yini
\nSevib ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n.
\nHe\u00e7 oturub bir qism\u0259t
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259mi\u015fik.
\nLimonlu \u00e7aydan i\u00e7ib,
\n\u00dc\u00e7 – d\u00f6rd d\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin
\nBelin d\u0259 q\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m, s\u0259n hans\u0131
\nMahn\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u0259n?!
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n sevm\u0259y\u0259n
\nMahn\u0131lar\u0131 sevirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nYa\u015f\u0131l daha g\u00f6z\u0259ldir,
\nT\u0259bi\u0259ti anlad\u0131r.
\nM\u0259n qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q sevir\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n gey\u0259n paltarlar\u0131n
\nR\u0259ngini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m, s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r
\nS\u0259n n\u0259 yeyib – i\u00e7irs\u0259n.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r
\nQorxulu yol ke\u00e7irs\u0259n,
\nKe\u00e7ib d\u0259rs\u0259 gedirs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 arzular\u0131n
\nSevgimd\u0259n d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rin
\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyimd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr?!<\/p>\n
Bax g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, qalm\u0131\u015fam
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259.
\n\u018fg\u0259r ad\u0131 e\u015fqdirs\u0259,
\nE\u015fq olmaz bu bi\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/p>\n
Bel\u0259c\u0259, he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m
\nS\u0259ni niy\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 sevmir\u0259m,
\nR\u0259ngini b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m
\nPaltar\u0131n\u0131n, telinin.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rinin
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 yumulur
\nBarmaqlar\u0131 \u0259limin?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***
\nQ\u0259rib\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox,
\nX\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259sin,
\nQ\u0259lbini rahat burax,
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259dikc\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
Bilir\u0259m ki, x\u0259yal\u0131n,
\nHavadad\u0131 bu saat.
\nA\u011fl\u0131nla \u00fcr\u0259yin d\u0259,
\nDavadad\u0131 bu saat.<\/p>\n
Bilir\u0259m ki, bu ax\u015fam,
\nYen\u0259 q\u0259lbin q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131n da n\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n
Bilir\u0259m, n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259s\u0259n,
\nH\u0259m d\u0259lis\u0259n, h\u0259m axmaq.
\nBel\u0259 olur, bilir\u0259m,
\nBel\u0259 olur dar\u0131xmaq.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z,
\nQa\u00e7ma bu da\u015fdan, qadas\u0131.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox da\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nQorxma bu ba\u015fdan, qadas\u0131.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rsan, dizin d\u0259yir,
\nYaralay\u0131r qollar\u0131n\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn \u00fcst – \u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b,
\nK\u0259s\u0259 bil\u0259r yollar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259ymir s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259,
\nKe\u00e7ir balacal\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
\nBir g\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr h\u0259r u\u015faq,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259mmir qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Dara d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r m\u0259ni,
\nGorda da olsam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.
\nC\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259, ya c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259,
\nHarda da olsam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn ba\u011flasa yolunu,
\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259 ya\u015fa, balam.
\nK\u0259ll\u0259 vurub da\u011f\u0131daram,
\n\u00d6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m da\u015fa, balam<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***
\nN\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xt, n\u0259 yaz\u0131q a\u011facsan bel\u0259,
\nAy bu boz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin sar\u0131 a\u011fac\u0131.
\nBu mavi s\u0259h\u0259rin, siyah gec\u0259nin,
\nYar\u0131 d\u0259rd y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yar\u0131 a\u011fac\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u018fvv\u0259lin y\u00fcz s\u0131\u011fal, y\u00fcz \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb,
\nSonun bir q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u0259lin \u0259sas\u0131.
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259n ged\u0259nl\u0259rin son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yeri,
\nG\u00f6vd\u0259n qalanlar\u0131n yaz\u0131 masas\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bilir\u0259m, bu soyuq \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr s\u0259ni,
\nBilir\u0259m, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli bahara acsan.
\nBir ovuc solas\u0131 yarpaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nDaha bu pay\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6ym\u0259, a\u011facsan.<\/p>\n
Varsan, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na min d\u0259f\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr,
\n\u00c7ox da ki, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6y\u00fcr ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar.
\nBu pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n a\u011fac,
\nBir q\u0131\u015f sobas\u0131nda k\u00fcl olmaq da var.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***
\nHam\u0131n\u0131z yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, adamlar,
\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdir, o\u011flunuzsa q\u0259hr\u0259man.
\nSiz\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik g\u0259r\u0259k, sevgiy\u0259 layiqsiniz,
\nT\u0259ki g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f boy ats\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 h\u0259r zaman.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n t\u0259rs vaxt\u0131nda d\u00fcz olma\u011f\u0131 bacarmaq,
\nH\u0259r ki\u015finin i\u015fi yox, \u0259r ki\u015finin i\u015fidir.
\nAda layiq ki\u015fil\u0259r, sana layiq ki\u015fil\u0259r,
\nY\u0259qin k\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r s\u0259sinizi e\u015fidir.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl a\u00e7an \u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcm, i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7an b\u0259nizl\u0259r,
\nSolmas\u0131n he\u00e7 siman\u0131z q\u0259m \u0259lind\u0259n, qad\u0131nlar.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinizd\u0259n alm\u0131\u015f \u00f6z r\u0259ngini d\u0259nizl\u0259r,
\n\u0130st\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m yorula n\u0259m \u0259lind\u0259n, qad\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n
Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin r\u0259ssam\u0131, b\u0259st\u0259kar\u0131, \u015fairi,
\nBir ail\u0259nin sevinci sizsiz, \u0259ziz k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr \u015forsuz qo\u011fald\u0131, ya\u015famaq duzsuz \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k,
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t bir na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131r sizsiz, \u0259ziz k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Ham\u0131n\u0131z yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z d\u00fcnyada,
\nHam\u0131n\u0131z g\u00fcl – \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ksiz, arzumdur solmayas\u0131z.
\nD\u0259rdi ba\u015f\u0131na vuran x\u0259st\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r kimi,
\nQ\u0259mli buludlar kimi bo\u015fal\u0131b – dolmayas\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc bilmir\u0259m he\u00e7, bilmir\u0259m ki, nec\u0259y\u0259m,
\nYa k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m, ya da ki, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc hirs, atam.
\nKims\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, bir g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259yim var,
\nKims\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, pis adamam, pis adam.<\/p>\n
Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ail\u0259 tablosu…<\/strong><\/p>\n N\u0259f\u0259sini qula\u011f\u0131ma p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldar bu k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r, \u00d6l\u0259r bir pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc, m\u0259ni ayaqda tutan, S\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n yollar\u0131n sonunda bir q\u0131z durar, D\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259n, n\u0259 qoyard\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131, Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tez unudar \u00f6l\u0259n sevgil\u0259rini, Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" *** N\u0259 d\u00fcnya biz dey\u0259ndi, N\u0259 d\u00fcnya dey\u0259n olduq. Allah dey\u0259n olmad\u0131q, \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz dey\u0259n olduq. Bu t\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ki, olduq, Olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z su\u00e7 oldu. Bu t\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259 Qalma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z su\u00e7 oldu. Bel\u0259 olmaq d\u0259rddi, d\u0259rd, N\u0259t\u0259r olaq, n\u0259t\u0259r biz?! D\u00fcnya bizd\u0259n bet\u0259rmi, Bizik ondan bet\u0259r, biz. Daha \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ox, olma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259rdini. H\u0259v\u0259s d\u0259 yoxdu, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259m, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":945,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/944"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=944"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/944\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":947,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/944\/revisions\/947"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/945"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=944"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=944"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=944"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nBir salam dey\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ke\u00e7diyin yol ad\u0131ndan.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r, b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r,
\nD\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lsa bel\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259diyim qad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
\nO k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259r, o t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259r.
\nUnudular xatir\u0259, yaddan \u00e7\u0131xar \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcn,
\nBel\u0259dir d\u0259 sevgilim, unudanlar sil\u0259ll\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nSevgilisin g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r bizim g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerind\u0259.
\nSoyumu\u015f doda\u011f\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259rti g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nBa\u015fqa l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259zir k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox uzun g\u0259lir, d\u0259rd dey\u0259k, q\u0131sa olsun.
\nG\u0259l k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259k bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ayr\u0131 diyarlara biz,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin g\u0259lm\u0259sin, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 asan olsun.<\/p>\n
\nBir g\u00fcn \u015feirl\u0259rim d\u0259 oxunma\u011fa nazlanar.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 anam q\u0131z tapar, s\u0259ni atan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u0259r,
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt ail\u0259 taplosu divarlarda tozlanar.<\/p>\n