\u015eeirl\u0259r<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
***
\nBu n\u0259 ney s\u0259sidi, n\u0259 kaman s\u0259si,
\nHicran\u0131n haray\u0131, hay\u0131d\u0131, da\u011flar.
\nBir soyuq \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259, bir yad qap\u0131da,
\nBu g\u00fcn sevgilimin toyudu, da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
Arzular, ist\u0259kl\u0259r biz\u0259 d\u0259rd olur,
\nM\u0259ktublar, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259rd olur,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259rd olur,
\nArzum \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 uyudu, da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00fcca\u0259t deyil\u0259m, k\u00fcl olmu\u015fam, k\u00fcl,
\nD\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik\u0259m ay sar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl,
\nSoldu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n, soldu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, soldu g\u00fcl,
\nTorpaq da g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n soyudu, da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
Ka\u015f olmayayd\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 n\u0259 var ki, bir d\u0259f\u0259likdi, M\u0259nim q\u0259lbim kimi inl\u0259m\u0259z kaman, M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, s\u0259n var\u0131 pulu, Silinm\u0259z sin\u0259md\u0259n bu d\u00fcy\u00fcn, bu da\u011f, Yar deyib a\u011flay\u0131r k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn saz\u0131, Saxlay\u0131ram<\/strong><\/p>\n Xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir tez al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-s\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259n, Uzaqdan t\u0259tiyi s\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var, \u0130nsanlar bir-birin q\u0259drini bils\u0259, S\u00fcca\u0259t, \u00fcr\u0259yim \u0259sim-\u0259simdi, Anam\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n Deyin dustaqlar\u0131 buraxacaqlar, Z\u0259h\u0259r gizl\u0259nibmi\u015f a\u015f\u0131m\u0131n altda, Taleyi \u015fil-\u015fik\u0259st fikri sa\u011f oldum, S\u00fcca\u0259t, etdil\u0259r talan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc, M\u0259ni<\/strong><\/p>\n A\u011fl\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 k\u0259sirdi h\u0259l\u0259, Sa\u00e7\u0131mda dolanan d\u0259n idin onda, Yollar\u0131m od olub, aya\u011f\u0131m yal\u0131n, Onun m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti dilind\u0259 idi, Birimiz a\u011flar\u0131q, birmiz d\u0259 \u015f\u0259n, Qay\u0131t g\u0259l<\/strong><\/p>\n Yaman \u00e7\u0259tin imi\u015f s\u0259nsiz ya\u015famaq, Dem\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n- ke\u00e7ib, olan-olubdu. H\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn saray\u0131n s\u00f6k\u00fcr, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimdi, m\u0259nim can\u0131md\u0131, T\u0259rt\u0259r q\u0259mli-q\u0259mli axar s\u0131z\u0131ldar, S\u00fcca\u0259t, neyl\u0259y\u0259k, baxt bel\u0259 baxtd\u0131, Ay da\u011flar<\/strong><\/p>\n M\u0259n gedir\u0259m q\u00fcrb\u0259t el\u0259, Han\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259nsiz? Dostum-yar\u0131m ke\u00e7ir gend\u0259n, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u0259zib yorulanda, Qayalar\u0131 l\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r, Bilm\u0259dim<\/strong><\/p>\n D\u0259rd sin\u0259md\u0259 da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc, Yolda, izd\u0259 qald\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm, S\u00fcca\u0259t, soldu ba\u011flar\u0131m, Tural Ad\u0131\u015firinin t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u015eeirl\u0259r *** Bu n\u0259 ney s\u0259sidi, n\u0259 kaman s\u0259si, Hicran\u0131n haray\u0131, hay\u0131d\u0131, da\u011flar. Bir soyuq \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259, bir yad qap\u0131da, Bu g\u00fcn sevgilimin toyudu, da\u011flar. Arzular, ist\u0259kl\u0259r biz\u0259 d\u0259rd olur, M\u0259ktublar, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259rd olur, K\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259rd olur, Arzum \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 uyudu, da\u011flar. \u015e\u00fcca\u0259t deyil\u0259m, k\u00fcl olmu\u015fam, k\u00fcl, D\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik\u0259m ay sar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl, Soldu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":951,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/950"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=950"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/950\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":954,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/950\/revisions\/954"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/951"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=950"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=950"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=950"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nSevib ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ka\u015f olmayayd\u0131.
\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r qu\u015f kimi qanadlananda,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u015f olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\n\u0130lk e\u015fqi itirm\u0259k yamand\u0131, yaman.
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r odlara qalanan zaman,
\n\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259r b\u0259rkiyib da\u015f olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6r hardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc e\u015fqimin yolu.
\nN\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim bir bel\u0259 dolu,
\nN\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yin bo\u015f olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nG\u0259zdi g\u0259ncliyimi q\u0259m budaq-budaq.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n, m\u00f6hn\u0259td\u0259n titr\u0259y\u0259n dodaq,
\nK\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7at\u0131lan qa\u015f olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBir g\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 yan\u0131ram az\u0131.
\nS\u00fcca\u0259t he\u00e7 k\u0259sin bahar\u0131, yaz\u0131,
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 q\u0131\u015f olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 y\u00fcz illik k\u00f6z saxlay\u0131ram.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bundan a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 ehtiyat s\u00f6z saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
\nArxadan c\u00fcm\u00fcl\u00fcb y\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var.
\nKi\u00e7ik d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var,
\n\u00c7\u0259tin s\u0131naqlara diz saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0259m n\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259t eyl\u0259r qo\u015funla g\u0259ls\u0259?
\nT\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259m, nadana qo\u015fulub g\u00fcls\u0259,
\nEln\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa g\u00f6z saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259tin s\u0259si-m\u0259nim s\u0259simdi.
\nEtibar b\u0259simdi, ilqar b\u0259simdi,
\nM\u0259n var\u0131-d\u00f6vl\u0259ti az saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
\nQoy q\u0259m bozartmas\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn anam\u0131n.
\nDeyin q\u0131r\u0131lacaq z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcn z\u0259nciri,
\nBirt\u0259h\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yozun anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nB\u0131r d\u0259rya var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n altda,
\nYast\u0131q da\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n altda,
\nBurda hardan al\u0131m dizin anam\u0131n?<\/p>\n
\nSevinci bir z\u0259rr\u0259 d\u0259rdi da\u011f oldum,
\nGah x\u0259st\u0259, gah \u0259sg\u0259r, gah dustaq oldum,
\nQuruyan g\u00f6rm\u0259dim g\u00f6z\u00fcn anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nKor olsun da\u015flara \u00e7alan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nTalanan talan\u0131b qalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131n anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259n vara, d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259 satanda m\u0259ni.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t yand\u0131r\u0131b k\u00fcl el\u0259mi\u015fdi,
\nOn s\u0259kkiz ya\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7atanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 dumand\u0131n, \u00e7\u0259n idin onda,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz s\u0259n idin onda\u2026
\nAxtaran da m\u0259ni, atan da m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\n\u018flind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam d\u0259rdin, m\u0259lal\u0131n,
\n\u018fridib \u015fam kimi \u015firin x\u0259yal\u0131n,
\nSoyuq zindanlarda yatanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn selind\u0259 idi,
\n\u018flin o al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 idi,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin odlara satanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nDa\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rddi S\u00fcca\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yad\u0131ma s\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 tutanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz a\u011flar, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.
\nSev\u0259ni bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz yol \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r,
\nYars\u0131z \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00e7a\u011flar, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n
\nVaxt olub bo\u015falan bir d\u0259 dolubdu.
\nS\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n saral\u0131bd\u0131, solubdu,
\nG\u00fcl a\u00e7m\u0131r ba\u011f\u00e7alar, ba\u011flar, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0259lbim haray \u00e7\u0259kir, g\u00f6z\u00fcm qan t\u00f6k\u00fcr.
\nS\u00fcca\u0259t v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259riblik \u00e7\u0259kir,
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fc da\u011flar, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n s\u00fcng\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.
\n\u0130ndi ondan-bundan qiym\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,
\nAqili nadandan se\u00e7\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nDa\u011flar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0131xar s\u0131z\u0131ldar.
\nDa\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f evl\u0259r\u0259 baxar s\u0131z\u0131ldar,
\n\u018fsir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb z\u0259h\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nDar\u0131xma, h\u0259r \u015feyi h\u0259ll ed\u0259n vaxtd\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 qay\u0131dacaqd\u0131r,
\nA\u011flaya-a\u011flaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259n salamat qal, ay da\u011flar.
\nHalall\u0131q ver, qoy qalmas\u0131n,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 xal, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
\nS\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kdi k\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259nsiz.
\nQan t\u00f6k\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259nsiz,
\nOlaca\u011fam lal, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259rdim art\u0131r g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n.
\nM\u0259ni q\u0259md\u0259n, q\u0259mi m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nAl ay da\u011flar, al ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
\nSaz\u0131n simi q\u0131r\u0131landa,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 qartal vurulanda,
\nM\u0259ni yada sal, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
\nC\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 tel\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\nS\u00fcca\u0259ti k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\nBir \u201cK\u0259r\u0259mi\u201d \u00e7al, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
\nAllah, \u0259rid\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nQan a\u011flayan \u00fcr\u0259yimi,
\nBir yol kirid\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
\nBuza d\u00f6nd\u00fc odum, k\u00f6z\u00fcm,
\n\u00c7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, ay d\u00fcz s\u00f6z\u00fcm,
\nS\u0259ni yerid\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
\nQurudu buz bulaqlar\u0131m,
\nAz-\u00e7ox b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131m,
\nQald\u0131 gerid\u0259, bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n