{"id":967,"date":"2021-04-29T11:35:19","date_gmt":"2021-04-29T07:35:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=967"},"modified":"2021-04-29T11:35:19","modified_gmt":"2021-04-29T07:35:19","slug":"professor-naringuld%c9%99n-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/professor-naringuld%c9%99n-hekay%c9%99\/","title":{"rendered":"Professor – Nar\u0131ng\u00fcld\u0259n hekay\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

Professor 50-55 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, \u00a0a\u011fb\u0259niz, mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc, \u00a0ar\u0131q b\u0259d\u0259nli, balacaboy \u00a0qad\u0131nd\u0131r. Son d\u0259bl\u0259 olmasa da, z\u00f6vql\u0259 geyinm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131r. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr daban ayaqqab\u0131 olur. \u00dcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259trafda \u00a0h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259\u00a0 meydan oxuyan h\u00f6kmranl\u0131q iddias\u0131 boylan\u0131r. Professor \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259kisini, yerini, d\u0259y\u0259rini bil\u0259n adamd\u0131r. \u00a0\u018ftrafdak\u0131 adamlarla m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259saf\u0259 saxlay\u0131r. Yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131yanlar deyirl\u0259r ki, \u00e7ox q\u00fcrurlu oldu\u011fundan adamlarla dil tapa bilmir.Tan\u0131yanlar bunu da deyirl\u0259r ki, professor ac\u0131dildir, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259ti sevmir, amma \u00fcr\u0259yi t\u0259mizdir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, onu yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7ox deyil. Professor yol ged\u0259rk\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik tutub \u0259trafa baxmadan, \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 yeriyir. El\u0259 \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 yeriyir ki, yan\u0131ndan salam verib \u00f6t\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f \u2013bili\u015fl\u0259rini d\u0259 \u00e7ox vaxt g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 ondan inciy\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 olur. Amma incim\u0259y\u0259 \u00a0d\u0259ym\u0259z!\u00a0 Durub adamlara hesabat verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k ki, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 yeriyir\u0259m, niy\u0259 adamlardan bir pill\u0259 yuxar\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m? Professor hesabat\u0131 yaln\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 verir. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, ciddi bir qad\u0131n gizl\u0259nib, \u00a0onu \u00f6z z\u0259hmi, zabit\u0259si il\u0259 daim yuxar\u0131da saxlay\u0131r, art\u0131q h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enm\u0259y\u0259 qoymur.<\/p>\n

Professor divarlar\u0131na \u00fcst\u00fc\u00a0 yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli divar \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f ota\u011f\u0131nda t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 \u201cZ\u0259vz\u0259k\u201d adl\u0131 pi\u015fiyi var ki, evin i\u00e7ind\u0259 quyru\u011funu dik tutaraq onunla o ba\u015fa-bu ba\u015fa g\u0259zi\u015fir.<\/p>\n

Pi\u015fik demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 institutda dedi- qodu g\u0259zir ki, guya professor t\u0259k ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 evind\u0259 pi\u015fiyi il\u0259 adam kimi r\u0259ftar edir, onunla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b-g\u00fcl\u00fcr, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fir, h\u0259tta ona m\u00fchazir\u0259l\u0259r oxuyur. Pi\u015fik d\u0259 guya qeyri-adi pi\u015fikdir, dil a\u00e7\u0131b adam kimi onunla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.\u00a0 Guya professor\u00a0 pi\u015fiyin\u0259 sevgili tap\u0131b, onlar\u0131 evd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcr, h\u0259tta toy da edib onlara. Dedi-qodu\u00e7ular ard\u0131nca da \u0259lav\u0259 edirl\u0259r ki, yaz\u0131q neyl\u0259sin ax\u0131\u2026 t\u0259k adamd\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc vaxt\u0131nda sev\u0259n, alan olmay\u0131b, o da azar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr.\u00a0 Bu tipli bir \u00e7ox dedi- qodular e\u015fidilir v\u0259 b\u0259zil\u0259ri g\u0259lib professorun qula\u011f\u0131na da \u00e7at\u0131r. Dedi-qodu\u00e7ular b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan sonra qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259kl\u0259yib dinl\u0259yirl\u0259r ki, g\u00f6r\u0259k professor n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259k, n\u0259l\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131qlayacaq, n\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r? Amma bo\u015f yer\u0259\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar professorun he\u00e7 vecin\u0259 d\u0259 deyil,\u00a0 ba\u015f\u00a0 qo\u015fmur onlara. Bilir ki,\u00a0 \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tli adam\u0131n arxas\u0131nca h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 dedi-qodular g\u0259zir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, h\u0259l\u0259 axtarsan, b\u0259lk\u0259, pax\u0131ll\u0131q da var bunun i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, professor ba\u011fl\u0131 bo\u011f\u00e7ad\u0131r, q\u0131f\u0131ll\u0131 sand\u0131qd\u0131r \u0259trafdak\u0131lar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. B\u0259z\u0259n adama el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, o, el\u0259 do\u011fdu- bitdi, anadang\u0259lm\u0259, haz\u0131rca\u00a0 professordur.<\/p>\n

Ara-s\u0131ra qula\u011f\u0131na d\u0259y\u0259n \u201dQar\u0131m\u0131\u015f q\u0131z!\u201d, \u201cEvd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f!\u201d, \u201c\u00dcr\u0259ksiz m\u00fcq\u0259vva!\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 professoru s\u0131nd\u0131ra bilmir.<\/p>\n

Amma evind\u0259ki yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli divar ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirl\u0259r ki, professorun \u00a0gizlind\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 t\u0259k qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtlarda, geriy\u0259 bax\u0131b q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndiyi, k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc vaxtlar da az deyil.<\/p>\n

Divar \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00a0\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r professorun sirda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Professorun o \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtlar da \u00e7ox olub. H\u0259tta t\u0259k qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 uzun gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bayat\u0131lar da deyib. O yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri \u015fahiddir ki, professorun gerid\u0259 bir ke\u00e7mi\u015fi var v\u0259 bu \u00a0ke\u00e7mi\u015fin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 Q\u0259dir adl\u0131 bir o\u011flan da var. Bir vaxtlar t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015f bu o\u011flan \u00a0onun z\u0259if t\u0259r\u0259fidir, h\u0259m d\u0259 xat\u0131rlamal\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u0259n i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 yerdir. Yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri \u015fahiddir ki, professor onu \u00e7ox xat\u0131rlay\u0131r. H\u0259m d\u0259, Q\u0259dir onun ke\u00e7mi\u015find\u0259n boylanan yegan\u0259 ki\u015fidir.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259, professor da yax\u015f\u0131 bilir ki, bir vaxtlar Q\u0259dir adl\u0131 o\u011flan \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc onun\u00e7\u00fcn.\u00a0 M\u0259cnun kimi, K\u0259r\u0259m kimi, \u00a0daha n\u0259 bilim,\u00a0 n\u0259 kimi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, sevirdi onu. Az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sevgisi dastana \u00e7evrilsin. \u00a0O vaxt professor da cavan, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131. G\u00f6z qoyan\u0131, s\u00f6z dey\u0259ni d\u0259 az deyildi.\u00a0 Amma e\u015fq, sevgi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri he\u00e7 vecin\u0259 d\u0259 deyildi. Y\u00fcz d\u0259n\u0259 i\u015fi, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131, planlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz kitabxanalardan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131, az qala yol ged\u0259-ged\u0259 kitab oxuyurdu. El\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r d\u0259 savad\u0131na, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00a0onu \u00a0\u201cProfessor\u201d dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu ad onu \u00e7ox f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259ndirirdi. \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259lib onu tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, elmi i\u015f d\u0259 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. O vaxtdan da \u0259trafdak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131 il\u0259 aras\u0131nda bir s\u0259dd yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuxar\u0131da hiss etdiyind\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r edirdi o u\u015faqlar\u0131n yan\u0131na en\u0259 bilmirdi. Bel\u0259 bir m\u0259qamda Q\u0259dir d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc onun dal\u0131nca. Hara gedirdis\u0259,\u00a0 k\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi izl\u0259yirdi. \u0130nstituta gedirdi orda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, kitabxanaya gedirdi orda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, dayanaca\u011fa g\u0259lirdi Q\u0259dir ordayd\u0131. Amma Q\u0259dir n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259hd edirdis\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z yum\u015falm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, yum\u015falm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0259dirin sevgi dolu ismar\u0131clar\u0131na q\u0131sa v\u0259 s\u0259rt cavab verirdi.<\/p>\n

O zaman t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n\u00a0 Q\u0259diri danlayanlar da \u00e7ox idi: Bunun n\u0259yini sevirs\u0259n? Qupquru odun kimi bir \u015feydir, hissi, duy\u011fusu da yoxdur.\u00a0 Amma xeyri olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, o\u011flan \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yiyl\u0259 bacarm\u0131rd\u0131. Profesor da art\u0131q Q\u0259dirin onu izl\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259dirl\u0259 sonuncu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f is\u0259 professorun g\u00fcn kimi yad\u0131ndad\u0131r. Diplom i\u015fi \u0259r\u0259f\u0259siydi.T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxu professordan diplom i\u015fiyl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r al\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259dir d\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn professorun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yataqxanas\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259, balaca ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Masan\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturmu\u015fdular.\u00a0 Professor m\u00f6vzunu bir m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 ba\u015fa sal\u0131r, Q\u0259diri t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 kimi suala tutaraq bilm\u0259diyini izah edirdi. Amma hiss edirdi ki, o\u011flan\u0131n fikri da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131r, qonur r\u0259ngli g\u00f6zl\u0259rini tez-tez ondan qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r. Sonra masaya \u00e7ay g\u0259ldi. O\u011flan \u00e7aydan bir qurtum al\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yini bo\u015faltd\u0131. Bu \u00e7ay da, qulpu d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u00a0o fincan da professorun indiki kimi yad\u0131ndad\u0131r. H\u0259tta, bir az d\u0259rin\u0259 gets\u0259, o \u00e7ay\u0131n qurtumunun s\u0259si d\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. O\u011flan aramla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259lacs\u0131zl\u0131qdan do\u011fan bir titr\u0259yi\u015f vard\u0131, r\u0259ngi a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, el\u0259 bil m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck h\u0259bs c\u0259zas\u0131 alan birisi son nitqini s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi:<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259 olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259timi \u00f6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n. Bu g\u00fcn sabah institutu\u00a0 bitiririb h\u0259r\u0259miz bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yik. S\u0259ni uazaqdan da olsa g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimi fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259li oluram. \u00a0S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m! S\u0259nsiz m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil! \u0130nan ki, \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/p>\n

O zaman Q\u0259dirin s\u0259si onlarla t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259ni yola vermi\u015f \u00a0o k\u00f6hn\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131n divarlar\u0131na d\u0259yib ordan \u00a0geri qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri o t\u0259r\u0259f-bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngi qopub t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f taxta qap\u0131 bel\u0259, o\u011flan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki alovu- odu duyur, c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011fub susurdu.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frudur, sonralar professor \u00f6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 hesabat verirdi ki, onu o vaxt i\u00e7ind\u0259ki bir d\u0259li \u015feytan yoldan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Yoxsa, raz\u0131la\u015facaqd\u0131 Q\u0259dirin t\u0259klifiyl\u0259. Guya o g\u00fcn az qal\u0131b desin ki, raz\u0131yam s\u0259ninl\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259,\u00a0 g\u0259l evl\u0259n\u0259k. \u00a0Amma dey\u0259 bilm\u0259yib tamamil\u0259 \u0259ksini s\u00f6ylibmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn professor ciddi g\u00f6rk\u0259m al\u0131b Q\u0259diri qap\u0131ya \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u018flvida! Get xo\u015fb\u0259xt ol! M\u0259nim ba\u015fqa planlar\u0131m var! \u00a0M\u0259ni bir d\u0259 narahat el\u0259m\u0259!<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bird\u0259n- bir\u0259 Q\u0259dir \u00a0n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdis\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kib sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xm\u0131\u015f, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b b\u0259rk- b\u0259rk \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Professor\u00a0 \u00a0onun qollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa, \u00e7abalasa da, \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sonra sakitl\u0259\u015fib qeyri -ixtiyari o\u011flana t\u0259slim olmu\u015fdu. Bu e\u015fq s\u0259hn\u0259si bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, o\u011flan\u0131n qollar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan qurtularaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7arpay\u0131ya atm\u0131\u015f, \u0259lini h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n dodaqlar\u0131na s\u0131x\u0131b xeyli a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259dird\u0259n bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, q\u00fcruru par\u00e7alan\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb, yerl\u0259 yeksan olub. B\u0259rk q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Aradan ill\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015f v\u0259 professor bir daha Q\u0259diri g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00e7oxlu u\u011furlar\u0131 olmu\u015f, ad-san qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir vaxt m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rinin ona verdiyi \u201cprofessor\u201d ad\u0131n\u0131 do\u011frultmu\u015fdu. Art\u0131q d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7ox yerind\u0259 tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar asan qazan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ge\u00e7\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, zaman\u0131n\u0131, \u0259m\u0259yini s\u0259rf etmi\u015fdi. Ba\u015f\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ill\u0259rin nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma t\u0259k qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtlarda Q\u0259dirl\u0259 olan son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259\u00a0 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 professor. Daha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 deyil, h\u0259y\u0259canla, h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00a0xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00a0xat\u0131rlayanda dodaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259yir, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can g\u0259lirdi. \u00a0\u00dcr\u0259yi xo\u015fb\u0259xlikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 o sevgini, o h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. O sonuncu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, r\u0259ngi t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f qap\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda o\u011flan\u0131n qollar\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259ri he\u00e7 unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259tta professor bel\u0259 g\u00fcman edir ki,\u00a0 o vaxt o\u011flan onu qollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan buraxmasayd\u0131, tamamil\u0259 o\u011flana t\u0259slim d\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi\u2026<\/p>\n

Sonralar bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0259dir\u0259 z\u0259ng etm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mi\u015fdi professor. Amma m\u00fcxt\u0259lif s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sevdas\u0131n\u0131 q\u00fcruruyla, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tiyl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 uzun ill\u0259rin sonuna da\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 divar \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259ki yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259 bilirdi. Yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri sirr saxlama\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bacar\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131\u015f-bili\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi ki,\u00a0 Q\u0259dir evl\u0259nib, iki q\u0131z\u0131 da var. Q\u0259dir haqq\u0131nda son m\u0259lumat\u0131 is\u0259 5 il \u0259vv\u0259l\u00a0 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: Q\u0259dirin yolda\u015f\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib, q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259r\u0259 verib, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 evind\u0259 t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn professor yenid\u0259n Q\u0259diri xat\u0131rlad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 ki, bu \u0259vv\u0259lki xat\u0131rlamalara b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259di. Bird\u0259n \u2013bir\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi Q\u0259diri ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, bu g\u00fcn o biri g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi. Professor bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi institutda m\u00fchazir\u0259sini oxumu\u015f,\u00a0 d\u0259rsl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etmi\u015f, xarici \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259c\u0259k konfransa cavab m\u0259ktubu yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fchazir\u0259sini birt\u0259h\u0259r, cand\u0259rdi yola vermi\u015f m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri danlama\u011f\u0131 da unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00a0 Sonra institutun geni\u015f d\u0259hlizind\u0259 xeyli g\u0259zi\u015fmi\u015f, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259nc m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin onu g\u00f6r\u0259rk\u0259n \u00f6zl\u0259rini nec\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fdarmas\u0131na gizlinc\u0259 g\u00f6z qoymu\u015f, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 q\u00fcrurlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi yor\u011fun qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq el\u0259 d\u0259hlizd\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 soyunark\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 bir dar\u0131xmaq havas\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015f, onun ard\u0131nca da Q\u0259diri xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, Q\u0259dir indi hardad\u0131r?\u00a0 Bu an n\u0259 edir? Y\u0259qin ki, yatm\u0131\u015f olar. T\u0259k adamd\u0131r.\u00a0 \u00d6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 etiraf etdi ki,\u00a0 son g\u00fcnl\u0259r Q\u0259diri yaman tez-tez xat\u0131rlay\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n \u00e7ox arzulay\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, Q\u0259dir yen\u0259 d\u0259 onu sevirmi? Aradan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ib, sular ax\u0131b. Yox, unuda bilm\u0259z! D\u00fcz be\u015f il onunla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b, zarafat deyil. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f bilmirdi, qar bilmirdi yataqxanan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131rd\u0131. Professor k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, yenid\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yinin ba\u015f\u0131 odland\u0131.<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259ldi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 tama\u015fa ed\u0259n\u00a0 professora el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ham\u0131\u00a0 qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 birc\u0259 o m\u00f6vcuddur, birc\u0259 o t\u0259kdir. Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259, adamlar da harasa k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb. Az qald\u0131 d\u0259li olsun. Onsuz da gec\u0259d\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259lmirdi. Gec\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki adamlar\u0131 sakitc\u0259 udurdu\u2026\u00a0 Professor\u00a0 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, uzaqdan adamlara tama\u015fa etm\u0259yi sevirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259kliy\u0259 meydan oxuyan professor \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 dar\u0131xd\u0131, az qald\u0131 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flas\u0131n, canavar kimi ulas\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Divar \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259ki yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259 l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini sallam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0259dir d\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi t\u0259kdir, b\u0259lk\u0259 o da dar\u0131x\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259, o da indi\u00a0 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131b dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011fur\u201d. Ruh haqq\u0131ndak\u0131 yaz\u0131lardan oxumu\u015fdu ki, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u00a0insanlar eyni anda eyni \u015feyi hiss ed\u0259, eyni \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilirl\u0259r. Q\u0259dir\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 sevgi qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q bir m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t hissi d\u0259 doldu.\u00a0\u00a0 Amma bir az ke\u00e7mi\u015f a\u011fl\u0131na bir fikir d\u0259 g\u0259ldi. \u00a0Bu d\u0259f\u0259 bir az da b\u0259d t\u0259r\u0259fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026 \u201cN\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 t\u0259k deyil, kimis\u0259 tap\u0131b ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib, g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 xo\u015fdur\u201d. Bax, bu fikir az qald\u0131 professoru d\u0259li el\u0259sin. \u201cBu axmaq fikir hardan a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi?!\u201dEvin ortas\u0131nda o t\u0259r\u0259f-bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00a0\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc danlad\u0131: \u201cg\u0259r\u0259k el\u0259 harda pis \u015feyl\u0259r var a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259tirim. Yox, bu ham\u0131s\u0131 o \u015feytan\u0131n i\u015fidir\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Professor \u0259li il\u0259 divar \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00a0\u00e7i\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ri s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r sakitc\u0259 l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini \u015f\u0259kl\u0259di. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin professora k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131. Professor \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 narahat oldu, t\u0259la\u015fland\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q bir qorxu ba\u015f qald\u0131rd\u0131. Yox, bu g\u00fcn n\u0259 is\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bir az ke\u00e7mi\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q yand\u0131, bu i\u015f\u0131qdan \u00fcr\u0259yi istil\u0259ndi. \u201cSabah Q\u0259dir\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259m, a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015facam. Dey\u0259c\u0259m, g\u0259l birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fayaq!\u00a0 Ba\u015f-ba\u015fa ver\u0259k!\u201d \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259ndi. Q\u0259ti q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi: bu d\u0259f\u0259 al\u0131nsa da, al\u0131nmasa da s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259c\u0259k. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olacaq. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259yib bu vaxta kimi\u2026 \u201cA\u00e7\u0131b dey\u0259c\u0259m \u00a0ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 bigan\u0259 deyil\u0259m. Bunu sonralar ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m\u201d. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, al\u0131narm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131ndak\u0131 yas\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259ri g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r canland\u0131. L\u0259\u00e7\u0259k\u0259r raz\u0131l\u0131qla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Professor daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n yatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yatanda vaxt ke\u00e7ib gedirdi. \u201cBirt\u0259h\u0259r sabah\u0131 a\u00e7maq laz\u0131md\u0131. El\u0259 ki, sabah a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Kim n\u0259 deyir-desin,\u00a0 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fc var. Sabah h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259l olacaq!\u201d Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259hd etdis\u0259, yata bilm\u0259di. Q\u0259dir s\u00f6hb\u0259ti beynind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, indi neyl\u0259yir, yat\u0131bm\u0131? Yatm\u0131\u015f olar. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 indi z\u0259ng edim?..\u201d<\/p>\n

V\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259ri saralm\u0131\u015f d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u00a0Q\u0259dirin n\u00f6mr\u0259sini tapd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259ri titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi az qald\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259candan yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

D\u0259st\u0259yin o ba\u015f\u0131ndan s\u0259s g\u0259ldi.\u00a0 Q\u0259dirin s\u0259si he\u00e7 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259s ayd\u0131n idi. Dem\u0259k yatamay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259dir d\u0259rhal onun s\u0259sini tan\u0131d\u0131. S\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q sevinc hiss olunurdu. Bir-birinui uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n adamlar nec\u0259 hal-\u0259hval tutursa, el\u0259c\u0259 bir-birind\u0259n hal-\u0259hval tutdular.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m,- s\u00f6yl\u0259di- i\u015fim var.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259dir yen\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259liki ayd\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Sabah g\u0259l i\u015f yerim\u0259,- dedi. Sonra i\u015fin \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa sald\u0131, sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

V\u0259ss\u0259lam! Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin bu q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131nda olaca\u011f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 asan ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u00a0 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verdil\u0259r, l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yand\u0131lar. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r divarda yall\u0131 getdil\u0259r. Ev i\u015f\u0131\u011fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Aman allah, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq olurmu\u015f! H\u0259r \u015fey adam\u0131n \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259ym\u015f! Bu ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik idi.\u00a0 Seminarlarada alq\u0131\u015flanmaq, institutun r\u0259hb\u0259rinin \u0259lind\u0259n diplomlar almaq, g\u00f6zqama\u015fd\u0131ran titiullar,\u00a0 filan deyildi bu. N\u0259 idis\u0259, ba\u015fqa \u015feydi v\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, Q\u0259dir bura g\u0259l\u0259rmi ya\u015fama\u011fa? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, onun \u00f6z evind\u0259 qalar\u0131q. N\u0259 f\u0259rqi var?.. \u00a0Amma yox, bu ev\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. O bura g\u0259ls\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olar. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n mebelini d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130ki adaml\u0131q \u00e7arpay\u0131 almaq laz\u0131md\u0131r\u201d. Bird\u0259n -bir\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni istil\u0259ndi. Q\u0259dirin n\u0259f\u0259sini hiss el\u0259di.\u00a0 H\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi sevincl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n icaz\u0259 ald\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmazdan \u0259vv\u0259l xeyli g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. F\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259\u00a0 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l g\u0259zdirdi, bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi b\u0259z\u0259ndi. Hiss etdi ki, b\u0259z\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259li yatm\u0131r. Bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdand\u0131 yad\u0131r\u011fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma r\u0259ngi xeyli a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n sanki ba\u015fqa bir qad\u0131n boylan\u0131rd\u0131. Bu qad\u0131n xeyli cavan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n, Q\u0259dirin s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi kimi, 4-c\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda xeyli t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259di. N\u0259hay\u0259t qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n s\u0259s g\u0259ldi. A\u011f xalat geyinmi\u015f 40-45 ya\u015flar\u0131nda xo\u015fsif\u0259tli, g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz bir qad\u0131n qap\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Professorun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 Q\u0259dir a\u00e7mal\u0131yd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda bir xeyli donub qalmal\u0131yd\u0131 da\u2026 sonra qucaqla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liydil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Buyurun, professor. Q\u0259dir demi\u015fdi g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ksiz. Bir i\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131dacaq. Siz allah, \u0259yl\u0259\u015fin, \u00e7ay verim siz\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcncd\u0259ki kolbalardan v\u0259 \u00a0ba\u015fqa cihazlardan anlad\u0131 ki, bu qad\u0131n Q\u0259dirin laborant\u0131d\u0131r. Qad\u0131n mehribanl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-Q\u0259dir sizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Bilir\u0259m, birlikd\u0259 oxumusunuz. \u018fn yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyan, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t qazanan \u00a0da siz olmusunuz t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Professor ist\u0259di soru\u015fsun ki, daha n\u0259l\u0259ri dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b Q\u0259dir, \u00fcz\u00fc g\u0259lm\u0259di. \u00a0Qad\u0131n\u0131n Q\u0259dir m\u00fc\u0259llim yox, el\u0259c\u0259 Q\u0259dir dem\u0259si professoru a\u00e7mad\u0131. N\u0259s\u0259 narahatl\u0131q yarand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259. Bu niy\u0259 Q\u0259dir m\u00fc\u0259llim demir?! \u00a0H\u0259m d\u0259, bu qad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda Q\u0259dirl\u0259 nec\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015facaq? \u201cY\u0259qin ki, bu \u00a0qad\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar, ya da biz ba\u015fqa bir yerd\u0259 oturar\u0131q\u201d. G\u00f6z\u0259yar\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 etdi. \u00dcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 verdi v\u0259 anlad\u0131 ki, \u00e7\u0131\u011fall\u0131q edir.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n Q\u0259dir g\u0259ldi. Qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi professorun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi, professorun \u00fcr\u0259yi titr\u0259di. O q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u015eux qam\u0259ti,\u00a0 qonur g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259yi \u0259vv\u0259lkiydi el\u0259. Do\u011fma adamlar kimi qucaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. Professor onun \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 hiss el\u0259di. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi, yataqxanada, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda qucaqla\u015f\u0131blar. \u00dcr\u0259yi sevincl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131. Ad\u0259tin\u0259 xilaf olsa da,\u00a0 birinci \u00f6z\u00fc hal-\u0259hvl tutdu, h\u0259m d\u0259 dil-dil \u00f6td\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayan\u0131b onlara tama\u015fa edirdi. Bird\u0259n Q\u0259dir qad\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc, ona i\u015far\u0259 edib dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00a0Y\u0259qin ki, art\u0131q tan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z, bu da m\u0259nim k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7i laborant\u0131m, dostum, i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. \u00a0H\u0259m d\u0259\u2026h\u0259m d\u0259, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r \u2013 bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259r \u015feyimdir\u2026 3 ildir evl\u0259nmi\u015fik.\u00a0 Y\u0259qin x\u0259b\u0259rin oldu, \u00a0h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m \u00a05 il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l v\u0259fat edib. M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259kliyin da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131mla atd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Professorun\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 sanki ox sanc\u0131ld\u0131. Bir anda \u0259li yerd\u0259n-g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Q\u00fcruru \u00e7ilk-\u00e7ilik olub yer\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ndi. \u0130mkan\u0131 olsa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259dib yoxa \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259ni, n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di. Sanki halalca \u0259ri \u00f6z evind\u0259 \u00a0\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u015fqa arvad g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Az qald\u0131 m\u00fcvazin\u0259tini itirsin. Dizl\u0259ri titr\u0259di. Bayaqk\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz, mehriban qad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ifrit\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini, n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di. \u015eeytan\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, \u015feytanla k\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib rol oynad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u2013H\u0259, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l! Sevindim, \u0259lad\u0131r! \u00a0Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olun! T\u0259klik bir \u015fey deyil\u2026 Do\u011frudur, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 f\u0259rqi yoxdur. Ba\u015f\u0131m qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, el\u0259 t\u0259k olmaq s\u0259rf edir. Elmi i\u015fl\u0259rim, m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n qara qanlar axsa da, professor \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tind\u0259n, u\u011furlar\u0131ndan s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131, bir az da qad\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131\u011f\u0131na qazand\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 sadalad\u0131. \u00a0\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 hiss etdi ki, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 sabun k\u00f6p\u00fcy\u00fc kimi\u00a0 u\u00e7ub getdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259dir maraqla onu dinl\u0259di, qad\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutdu:<\/p>\n

\u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ax\u0131, professor bizinm t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc idi. \u00c7ox istedadl\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259tta bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 vurulmu\u015fdum da ona. Az qal\u0131rd\u0131m d\u0259rdind\u0259n intihar ed\u0259m. G\u0259nclik idi d\u0259, hissl\u0259rimiz co\u015fub da\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259lilikdi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u015eeytan professorun\u00a0 yad\u0131na sald\u0131 ki, bura g\u0259lm\u0259yinin m\u0259qs\u0259dini dem\u0259lidir, n\u0259s\u0259 uydurmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n d\u0259 sizin m\u0259rk\u0259zl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00a0bir elmi m\u0259qal\u0259 yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. Amma i\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131tmal\u0131 oldum. Qals\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259\u2026 Nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. Amma n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u00fck. \u00a0A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00a0 birlikd\u0259 nahar ed\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259k.<\/p>\n

-Yox, sa\u011f ol!\u00a0 \u00c7ox t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n z\u0259ng edibl\u0259r, t\u0259cili qay\u0131tmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0259dir onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 kimi \u00a0\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rhal taksiy\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib ordan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 -s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 \u00a0g\u0259lib oturacaqda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259, beynind\u0259 bir bo\u015fluq h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00a0Daha n\u0259 Q\u0259dir vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 ill\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi\u00a0 x\u0259yallar\u0131.\u00a0 A\u011faclar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r cikkilti il\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015furdu. Belini oturaca\u011fa s\u00f6yk\u0259di. Uzaqdan \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00a0institutun a\u011fappaq divar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. A\u011fappaq, boyas\u0131z, r\u0259ngsiz divarlar\u0131..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Professor 50-55 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, \u00a0a\u011fb\u0259niz, mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc, \u00a0ar\u0131q b\u0259d\u0259nli, balacaboy \u00a0qad\u0131nd\u0131r. Son d\u0259bl\u0259 olmasa da, z\u00f6vql\u0259 geyinm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131r. Aya\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr daban ayaqqab\u0131 olur. \u00dcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259trafda \u00a0h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259\u00a0 meydan oxuyan h\u00f6kmranl\u0131q iddias\u0131 boylan\u0131r. Professor \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259kisini, yerini, d\u0259y\u0259rini bil\u0259n adamd\u0131r. \u00a0\u018ftrafdak\u0131 adamlarla m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259saf\u0259 saxlay\u0131r. Yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131yanlar deyirl\u0259r ki, \u00e7ox q\u00fcrurlu oldu\u011fundan adamlarla dil tapa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":968,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/967"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=967"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/967\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":969,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/967\/revisions\/969"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/968"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=967"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=967"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=967"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}