{"id":970,"date":"2021-05-01T21:21:07","date_gmt":"2021-05-01T17:21:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=970"},"modified":"2021-05-01T21:21:07","modified_gmt":"2021-05-01T17:21:07","slug":"iyn%c9%99boyu-boyuk-dunya-faiq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/iyn%c9%99boyu-boyuk-dunya-faiq\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130yn\u0259boyu b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fcnya – FA\u0130Q"},"content":{"rendered":"

Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 onun 28 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130ndi 59 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu. Aprelin 25-d\u0259 is\u0259 an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rini 17-26 ya\u015flar\u0131nda yaz\u0131b tamamlad\u0131. Sonra yazmad\u0131.
\n– Niy\u0259 yazm\u0131rsan?
\n– Yazmaqdan z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir… M\u0259n yazanda el\u0259 bil k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 ac\u0131 d\u0259rman i\u00e7irirl\u0259r… \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir \u015fair can verir… Amma yaman yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259ni rahat buraxmayan misralar g\u0259lir i\u00e7im\u0259. \u0130\u00e7im s\u00f6zl\u0259 doludu. Bir bal ye\u015fiyi kimi i\u00e7imd\u0259 ar\u0131lar u\u00e7ur. Bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa yollar\u0131 yox…
\n– S\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairs\u0259n…
\n– M\u0259n indi \u015fair deyil\u0259m…
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 yazmad\u0131…
\nAmma \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259ni uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u015feir yazmaqdan.
\n1982-ci il idi. O zaman 19-20 ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. H\u0259r s\u00f6hb\u0259timizd\u0259n sonra bir-birimizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u0259hvalda ayr\u0131lard\u0131q. Bu g\u00fcn Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259, sabah \u018fli K\u0259rim bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131q. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rimiz \u015feirl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi. Bir-birimiz\u0259 yeni \u015feirl\u0259rimizi oxuyard\u0131q. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u018fli K\u0259riml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259timizin ert\u0259si g\u00fcn\u00fc o bel\u0259 bir \u015feir yazd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u018fli K\u0259rim,<\/em>
\n\u00c7atd\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259<\/em>
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rin?<\/em>
\n\u00c7atd\u0131sa,<\/em>
\nn\u0259 yazd\u0131n<\/em>
\nbir par\u00e7a a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131za?<\/em><\/p>\n

O el\u0259 yazd\u0131, m\u0259ns\u0259 bel\u0259:<\/p>\n

Da\u015f atd\u0131m,<\/em>
\nQ\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n l\u0259p\u0259li,<\/em>
\nB\u0259yaz h\u0259sr\u0259tli g\u00f6l\u0259.<\/em>
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259, o da\u015f<\/em>
\nGedib-gedib<\/em>
\nYosun altda dinc\u0259l\u0259n,<\/em>
\nDinc\u0259ldikc\u0259 inc\u0259l\u0259n,<\/em>
\n\u0259ti insan di\u015fin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t<\/em>
\nsu p\u0259risin\u0259 d\u0259yib.<\/em>
\n\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 d\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/em>
\nS\u0259ni and\u0131m \u018fli K\u0259rim.<\/em>
\nM\u0259n ki yar\u0131v\u0259h\u015fi.<\/em>
\nyar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq q\u0259dim insan deyildim.<\/em><\/p>\n

19-20 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. Onun poeziyadak\u0131 meyarlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 yan\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259rimi oxuma\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kinirdim.
\nYuxar\u0131dak\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram. Yazmad\u0131, yazmad\u0131. Son anda, lap \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda i\u00e7ind\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015fan ar\u0131lar\u0131n yolu a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Son \u015feirl\u0259rini \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir az \u0259vv\u0259l yazd\u0131…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259r s\u0259hra kimi g\u0259lib ke\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259,<\/em>
\nd\u0259v\u0259siz yol\u00e7uyam, x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/em>
\nG\u00fcmanlar an kimi q\u0259rib k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259,<\/em>
\novluyam-ov\u00e7uyam, x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/em><\/p>\n

Bilinmir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcr, ya da ki, oyun,<\/em>
\nbir kor quyu kimi unudulmada.<\/em>
\nK\u0259d\u0259ri, sevinci bilinmir bunun,<\/em>
\nbilmir\u0259m s\u0259sl\u0259yim kimi son anda.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sonra bu:<\/p>\n

Kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m<\/em>
\nbir isti yay g\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/em>
\no ayna sular\u0131nm\u0131?<\/em>
\n– \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlam\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

Kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m<\/em>
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bir pay\u0131z,<\/em>
\no asfalt yollar\u0131nm\u0131?<\/em>
\n– \u0130zimi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlam\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

Kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m<\/em>
\nbir a\u011fappaq gec\u0259,<\/em>
\no q\u0259rib ruhlar\u0131nm\u0131?<\/em>
\n– \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlam\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

1994-c\u00fc ild\u0259 onun bar\u0259sind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kitab\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 “\u00d6l\u00fcm s\u00fcvarisi” qoymu\u015fdum…
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 “\u00d6l\u00fcm s\u00fcvari”si.
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 Faiq \u0130smay\u0131lov.
\nDostlu\u011fumuzun ilk g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ad\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259 sevgi v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u0259tri v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 assosiasiya edir… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q s\u00f6n\u00fcr, \u015feir ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 dair, a\u011f ya\u011f\u0131\u015flara, \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259, sevgiy\u0259 v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 dair…
\nQ\u0259rib v\u0259 ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa minor ovqat\u0131yla f\u0259rql\u0259n\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rini yazanda 18 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. 26 ya\u015f\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r yazd\u0131… V\u0259 dediyim kimi, sonra daha yazmad\u0131. Susdu. “S\u0259n d\u0259 sus, p\u00fcnhan b\u00f6c\u0259k, \/ m\u0259n susant\u0259k”.
\nOnun \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri Orhan V\u0259linin \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri kimi gurultuyla a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fckutla a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Amma \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7oxdan solsa da, b\u00fct\u00fcn duy\u011fular\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u0259tri vard\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Az\u0259r TURAN<\/strong><\/em>
\n29 aprel 2021<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

FA\u0130Q<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130yn\u0259boyu \u015feirl\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130yn\u0259 boyu \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131ram,
\nmisralar\u0131m qu\u015f balas\u0131 kimi
\nyoluq-yoluq.
\nMisralar\u0131m \u015foranl\u0131q otu kimi
\nq\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q.
\nBilmir\u0259m oxuyan tap\u0131lacaq,
\nya yox.
\n\u0130yn\u0259 boyu \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131ram.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n duzlusu olur,
\nb\u0259z\u0259n duzsuzu.
\nU\u011furlusu da olur,
\nu\u011fursuzu da.
\nOxusan da sa\u011f ol,
\noxumasan da.
\n1982<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc
\nxat\u0131rlay\u0131b m\u0259ni,
\noxumaq ist\u0259s\u0259z
\n\u015feirl\u0259rimi,
\nDi\u015fl\u0259rinizi di\u015fl\u0259riniz\u0259
\ns\u0131x\u0131n oxuyun.
\nDi\u015fl\u0259rimi di\u015fl\u0259rim\u0259
\nS\u0131x\u0131b yazm\u0131\u015fam.
\n1982.XII<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nBir m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nbir d\u0259 a\u011f divarda
\nqara k\u00f6lg\u0259m…
\nDeyir\u0259m n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131
\nt\u0259k deyil\u0259m.
\n1982.VI<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259din,
\nAh \u00e7\u0259kdin, ah\u0131ndan torpaq s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n\u0130st\u0259yin, dil\u0259yin \u00f6zg\u0259ydi s\u0259nin,
\nbaxd\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyaya, belin b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n1982. VII<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nEy,
\n\u00e7inar yarpaqlar\u0131,
\n\u0259vv\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z,
\nindi aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndan.
\nQ\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259yin,
\n\u00f6m\u00fcr heyk\u0259l deyil ki,
\nham\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr at\u0131ndan.
\n1982. I<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nYarpaqs\u0131z a\u011faclar
\nTunc heyk\u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir…
\nTunc heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin qism\u0259ti
\nbir n\u00f6qt\u0259ymi\u015f.
\nBir n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r donasan,
\nqalasan,
\nbir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r boylanasan,
\nbaxasan?..
\nM\u0259nim a\u011faclara yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

***
\n\u00d6l\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131
\ntan\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nbahar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k.
\nDiril\u0259r g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k…
\nG\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin qism\u0259ti
\nbaltad\u0131r.
\nG\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin qism\u0259ti
\ndaldad\u0131r, –
\nod qoxusu,
\nocaq qoxusu…
\ng\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, nec\u0259 olur
\na\u011faclar\u0131n yuxusu?
\n1982. II<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir xo\u015f s\u00f6z de,
\nxo\u015f s\u00f6z de,
\n\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 ill\u0259r calans\u0131n.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir qar\u011f\u0131\u015f de,
\nqar\u011f\u0131\u015f de,
\ng\u00fcman\u0131m Allaha qals\u0131n…
\nArxamca ya da\u015f at,
\nya da su!
\n1982. I<\/strong><\/p>\n

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***
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259ktublar\u0131
\ns\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259dim…
\n\u0130ndi a\u00e7\u0131b bir-bir \u00f6z\u00fcm
\noxuyuram.
\nOxuyanda utanmad\u0131m, \u00f6lm\u0259dim,
\nVallah ars\u0131zam!
\n1982.I<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nBaxmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nancaq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131r hey.
\n\u018fll\u0259rin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr, gizl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nverim \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 gey!
\n1982.I<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\n\u0130sti oldu a\u011flad\u0131m,
\n“T\u00fcst\u00fc” oldu a\u011flad\u0131m.
\n“B\u0259sdi” oldu a\u011flad\u0131m,
\nbu ki s\u0259bir olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m, –
\nBir \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m.
\n“\u00d6ld\u00fcm” deyib y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m,
\nbu ki q\u0259bir olmad\u0131…
\n1982.XII<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\n\u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259
\ntap\u0131r bu d\u00fcnyada.
\ninsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iyn\u0259 kimi
\nsal\u0131b itir\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\n\u018fg\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapsan,
\nm\u00f6hk\u0259m yap\u0131\u015f yaxandan.
\n1983.I<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nAya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda torpaq,
\nba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bayraq,
\nbayraqdan yuxar\u0131
\na\u011f-a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r.
\nA\u011f-a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259rd\u0259n
\nyuxar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdi, –
\nnurun \u00e7il\u0259r.
\nN\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 var, n\u0259 ac\u0131,
\nn\u0259 sevinc h\u0259sr\u0259tlisiy\u0259m,
\nn\u0259 d\u0259 bir tik\u0259
\n\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k m\u00f6htac\u0131!<\/p>\n

***
\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u015firinliyi
\np\u0259t\u0259k bal\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259dirl\u0259r,
\ninsan dilin\u0259 yox.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259mizliyi
\nDa\u011f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dirl\u0259r,
\ninsan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yox.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259kliyi
\nk\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k qanad\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259dirl\u0259r,
\ninsan \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 yox…
\n1982.IX<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qaba\u011f\u0131nda
\nsudan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
\nbal\u0131q kimi
\n\u00e7abalaya-\u00e7abalaya
\n\u00f6l\u00fcr vaxt…
\nBu d\u00fcnyada \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rd
\nvaxt\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259yini g\u00f6rm\u0259kdi.
\n1983.I<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nTozlu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259
\ns\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm-s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm,
\nayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m k\u00f6hn\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Soyuq gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259
\nb\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcm-b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcm,
\npaltarlar\u0131m k\u00f6hn\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259
\noxudum-oxudum,
\n\u015feirl\u0259rim k\u00f6hn\u0259ldi.
\nT\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259yim var daha,
\nqoyum qumara?!
\n1982.V<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nAln\u0131m g\u00fcmans\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259,
\narzular\u0131m yarpaq kimi t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr
\nbir-bir, iki-bir.
\nA\u011faclar\u0131n hardasa \u00fcmidi var
\nbahar\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259sin\u0259,
\nyarpaqlar\u0131n yenisin\u0259.
\nArzular\u0131n t\u0259krar\u0131 olmur,
\narzular\u0131n x\u0259zan g\u00f6rd\u00fcs\u0259
\ngetdi f\u0259l\u0259yin \u00e7\u0259rxin\u0259.
\nYenid\u0259n do\u011fulmur,
\nYenid\u0259n do\u011fulmur.
\n1982.II<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nYarpaqlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm
\nk\u00f6lg\u0259si
\nAzca yel \u0259sdi;
\nb\u0259sdi!
\nBudaqdan torpa\u011facan uzanacaq
\nyarpaqlar\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l yell\u0259m\u0259si.
\nYarpaqlara t\u0259s\u0259lli
\nverm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, –
\nt\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259k
\nhe\u00e7 n\u0259yimi verm\u0259k kimidi.
\nNeyl\u0259yim,
\nkas\u0131b\u0131n olan\u0131ndan!
\n\u00c7\u0259kib n\u0259f\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259,
\nborcunu ist\u0259y\u0259n kimi,
\nastanada dayan\u0131b x\u0259zan!<\/p>\n

***
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir,
\nyarpaqs\u0131z budaqlar
\nq\u0259z\u0259bli barmaqlar kimi
\nh\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yir pay\u0131z\u0131.
\nHardasa c\u0259nubda,
\nk\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ri qu\u015flar\u0131n yuxusuna
\nbit dara\u015f\u0131b.
\nDa\u011f\u0131l\u0131r qu\u015flar\u0131n
\nSoyuqdan yox,
\nYalq\u0131zl\u0131qdan \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n
\n\u00e7\u00f6r-\u00e7\u00f6p yuvas\u0131.
\n…Yarpaqs\u0131z budaqlar
\nq\u0259z\u0259bli barmaqlar kimi
\nh\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yir pay\u0131z\u0131.
\n1982.II<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yalq\u0131z evin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ey, qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n,
\nUtanma, g\u0259l i\u00e7\u0259ri.
\nBay\u0131rda soyuqdu,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 yalq\u0131zam.
\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 soba yoxdu,
\nsoba \u00fcst\u0259 tava yoxdu.
\nYalq\u0131zlar\u0131n yaras\u0131na
\nd\u0259rman yoxdu, dava yoxdu.
\nEy, qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n,
\nbay\u0131rda soyuqdu,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 yalq\u0131zam.
\nYa pi\u015fiks\u0259n, ya its\u0259n, –
\nm\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 f\u0259rqi,
\nkims\u0259ns\u0259 kims\u0259sizs\u0259n, –
\nUtanma, g\u0259l i\u00e7\u0259ri.
\nEy, qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n,
\nbay\u0131rda soyuqdu,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 yalq\u0131zam.
\n1982.II<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nKorlar \u0259sas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259,
\nqu\u015flar bahar\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259
\ntap\u0131r yollar\u0131.
\nBir d\u0259 h\u0259r i\u015fi
\nm\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n talesizl\u0259r,
\nil\u0131q, do\u011fma
\nn\u0259vazi\u015fd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsizl\u0259r
\nvar bu d\u00fcnyada.
\nYollar\u0131 insan m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tind\u0259
\ng\u0259zirl\u0259r.
\nM\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t
\nit qaba\u011f\u0131na at\u0131lan s\u00fcm\u00fck,
\ndil\u0259n\u00e7i cam\u0131na at\u0131lan q\u0259pik
\ndeyil…
\nKorlar \u0259sas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259,
\nqu\u015flar bahar\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259
\nTap\u0131r yollar\u0131.
\n1982.V<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nVaxt\u0131n yarpaq-yarpaq
\nt\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc
\nsaatlar ist\u0259mir
\nbiz\u0259 bildir\u0259…
\nsaatlar g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r
\ns\u0259ssiz i\u015fl\u0259yir.
\n1983.II<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\n“B\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir,
\nxo\u015fb\u0259xt olmamaq”.
\nKu\u015fner<\/p>\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi
\n\u0259lind\u0259n salmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nxo\u015fb\u0259xtl\u0259r d\u00f6n\u00fcrl\u0259r qorxa\u011fa.
\nxo\u015fb\u0259xtlik
\nya\u015f bal\u0131q kimidi, dostum…
\nhe\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259l\u0259smir\u0259m
\nxo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa!
\n1983.II<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tan\u0131\u015f n\u0259\u011fm\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Damc\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi,
\ns\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr q\u0259lbimd\u0259 bir soyuq k\u0259d\u0259r.
\nO tan\u0131\u015f n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni kimdi oxuyan?
\ndeyin oxumas\u0131n, m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ya da susdurmay\u0131n, qoyun oxusun.
\nOnun\u00e7\u00fcn \u015firindi b\u0259lk\u0259 bu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim titr\u0259yir… Yoxdu qorxusu,
\nYumub g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi dinl\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n.
\n1983.I<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nBir b\u0259yaz gec\u0259di.
\nadamlar \u00e7oxdan yat\u0131b.
\nM\u0259n\u0259m s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz
\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259
\ng\u00f6z q\u0131rpmadan oturan.
\nS\u00fckut nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi,
\nlap h\u0259zin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 kimi.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7oxdan solub,
\namma \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u0259tri var
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn duy\u011fular\u0131mda.
\n1983.XII<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Oturmu\u015fam
\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n,
\not \u0259trinin,
\nb\u00f6c\u0259k n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sinin i\u00e7ind\u0259.
\nQu t\u00fck\u00fct\u0259k y\u00fcng\u00fcl\u0259m.
\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m.
\nn\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox
\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n,
\not \u0259trinin,
\nb\u00f6c\u0259k n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sinin \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259liy\u0259m.
\n1982.XII<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nSevgi adam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259
\n\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi a\u00e7\u0131r.
\nS\u0259ssiz-s\u00f6zs\u00fcz
\nn\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r kimi,
\nk\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r u\u00e7ur
\nsolumdan, sa\u011f\u0131mdan.
\n…Ya\u015f\u0131m azd\u0131,
\nboyum uzun,
\nx\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdu a\u011fl\u0131mdan.
\nH\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z a\u011fl\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259
\na\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcr…
\nSevgi adam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259
\n\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi a\u00e7\u0131r!
\n1982.XII<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nBir ildi
\nbu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n
\ngetmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n\u0130ndi q\u0259rib-q\u0259rib
\ng\u0259zir\u0259m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri.
\nQap\u0131lar\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 utan\u0131ram,
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259m p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri.
\nKimin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 varamsa,
\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n
\nbaxacaq…
\n1985.II<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259ksiz<\/strong><\/p>\n

Me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n,
\nk\u0259ndd\u0259n-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259n uzaqda,
\nt\u0259nhal\u0131qda bit\u0259n
\nt\u0259nha a\u011fac,
\ngec\u0259l\u0259r yaman qorxar
\nqaranl\u0131qdan,
\nMeymun balalar\u0131 kimi
\nk\u0259d\u0259r sallanar budaqlar\u0131ndan.
\nQar\u0131y\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0131z kimi
\nq\u0131s\u0131lar \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259
\nist\u0259y\u0259r qa\u00e7a taleyind\u0259n.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxar amma,
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxar amma,
\nke\u00e7\u0259r ist\u0259yind\u0259n.
\n…ist\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra
\nyand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
\nkibrit \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fc kimi
\ndi\u015f qurdalama\u011fa
\nyarayar \u00f6m\u00fcr!
\n1982.XI<\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259fal\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sadiq k\u00f6p\u0259k kimi,
\nyalmanar sa\u011f\u0131mda,
\nsolumda,
\nqovaram-getm\u0259z.
\nQol qald\u0131r\u0131b oynayaram,
\noxuyaram q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra,
\nhirsl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\ngetm\u0259z, yen\u0259 getm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz
\nya m\u0259nd\u0259n ir\u0259lid\u0259,
\nya arxada,
\nya divarlarda
\nayaqlar\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131ma ba\u011fl\u0131
\nk\u00f6lg\u0259m kimi
\n\u0259yil\u0259-\u0259yil\u0259,
\nuzana-uzana,
\ng\u00f6d\u0259l\u0259-g\u00f6d\u0259l\u0259
\nhara gets\u0259m
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u0259r yan\u0131ma.
\nQ\u0259l\u0259b\u0259likd\u0259
\nanas\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxan
\nu\u015faq kimi
\nburaxmaz \u0259t\u0259yimi.
\nSevdiyim q\u0131zdan, –
\n“tale” dediyim ulduzdan,
\nsirr verdiyim,
\n“qarda\u015f” dediyim dostlardan
\nv\u0259fal\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259r!
\n1982.XI<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/strong>
\nDostum V\u00fcqara<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\narzular\u0131n g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\ny\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n, \u00e7atammazsan.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nbitdi n\u0259n\u0259nin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131.
\nQoy g\u00f6zl\u0259rin b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259sin,
\nn\u0259n\u0259n, vallah deyinm\u0259sin, –
\nburda ke\u00e7mir k\u0259nd \u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc,
\nk\u0259nd a\u011fl\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qoras\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xd\u0131n b\u0259sdi,
\nk\u00f6yn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xart, a\u011fart.
\n\u015ealvar\u0131n\u0131n bala\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\napar k\u0259sdir,
\nbir az daralt.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yin bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fc,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yin bir bulaq g\u00f6z\u00fc.
\nbel\u0259 olmaz.
\nG\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nBir az hiyl\u0259
\nbir az biclik,
\nbir az kin at,
\nk\u00fcdur\u0259t qat.
\nLaz\u0131md\u0131rsa, qorxma, qaqa\u015f,
\nyalan da sat.
\nYek\u0259l\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131nda
\nala, q\u0131ll\u0131 itinizt\u0259k
\nbir az yalman.
\nAmma, qaqa\u015f, q\u0131nda dayan,
\nmaska geyin,
\nbaban dey\u0259n vicdan, qeyr\u0259t
\nburda \u00e7\u0259tin…
\nAt bir yana.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\ng\u00f6yd\u0259n enib aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndaca
\nxal\u0131 olar g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131.
\nD\u00fcnya, qaqa\u015f, g\u00f6r-g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc,
\nD\u00fcnya, qaqa\u015f, u\u015faq kosu,
\nd\u00fcnya \u00f6t\u00fcr-\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nbacarm\u0131rsan, he\u00e7 bacarma, –
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n min yol savads\u0131z\u0131,
\nbir qanmaz\u0131,
\nbir ars\u0131z\u0131,
\n\u00f6nd\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259n,
\ndi\u015fl\u0259rini he\u00e7 q\u0131cama.
\nG\u00fcll\u00fck\u00f6yn\u0259k k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,
\nk\u00f6yn\u0259yinin g\u00fcll\u0259rin\u0259 qurban
\nolum,
\nqoru, qarda\u015f, k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin g\u00fcll\u0259rini.
\n1982.III<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyada pay\u0131zd\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pay\u0131za bax\u0131ram p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nyarpaqlar t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr, bir-bir,
\niki-bir.
\nYarpaqlar t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr,
\n\u00f6rt\u00fcr torpa\u011f\u0131,
\nbir qar\u0131\u015f yer han\u0131
\nadd\u0131m atasan?<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131za bax\u0131ram p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nbudaqlar cans\u0131zd\u0131r,
\nr\u0259ngi qapqara.
\nBudaqlar s\u0259maya
\nm\u0131xlanm\u0131\u015f kimi,
\na\u011faclar \u00e7arm\u0131xa
\n\u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f kimi.
\nM\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r hardad\u0131,
\nqeyb\u0259 apars\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131za bax\u0131ram p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nyarpaqlar ham\u0131s\u0131
\n\u00fcr\u0259k \u015f\u0259klind\u0259.
\nSaralm\u0131\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nSolmu\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r
\nSon d\u0259f\u0259 x\u0131r\u0131ldar
\n\u0259g\u0259r tapdasan.
\nAl\u0131m aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rim\u0259!<\/p>\n

N\u0259\u011fm\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

Burda ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011fd\u0131,
\nburda ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar a\u011fd\u0131,
\nburda ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\ng\u00f6r\u0259n yox, bil\u0259n yoxdu.
\nBir \u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259ktubumu
\nyara yetirm\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Qu\u015f u\u00e7du, qay\u0131tmad\u0131,
\nda\u015f yatd\u0131, oyatmad\u0131m,
\nya\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fc mirvariy\u0259,
\nn\u0259 toplad\u0131m, n\u0259 satd\u0131m.
\nBir \u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259ktubumu
\nyara yetirm\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z dedim g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259, –
\nn\u0259 bil, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259.
\nBu ay k\u00f6hn\u0259ldi, getdi,
\nd\u00f6n\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259.
\nBir \u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259ktubumu
\nyara yetirm\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

A\u011f buludlar<\/strong><\/p>\n

Balaca-balaca, a\u011f-a\u011f buludlar,
\nO yelk\u0259n buludlar, dal\u011fa buludlar,
\nO \u015feir buludlar, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 buludlar
\nxo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin ayaq izl\u0259ri kimi
\nu\u00e7urlar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n.
\nQo\u015fulub buluda sevgili kimi,
\n\u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00f6c\u0259yin, g\u00fcl\u00fcn, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin,
\na\u011fac\u0131n, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n,
\nda\u015f\u0131n, k\u0259s\u0259yin.
\nSevdal\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r, nazl\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r
\n\u0259dadan k\u0259narda, nazdan k\u0259narda
\n\u015f\u0259kil\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrl\u0259r bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Durna boyunlar\u0131 qal\u0131r uzal\u0131,
\nG\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in \u0259ll\u0259ri qal\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

***
\nYa\u011fma qar!
\nM\u0259ni qarabu\u011fday\u0131 do\u011fub anam,
\n\u00e7\u0259tin a\u011faram.
\nTutaq ki, a\u011fartd\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131,
\na\u011fartd\u0131n dabanlar\u0131 yeyilmi\u015f
\n42 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131.
\nTutaq ki, a\u011fartd\u0131n geyimimi –
\nkecimimi.
\nA\u011farda bilm\u0259zs\u0259n b\u0259xtimi,
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yorma qar,
\nya\u011fma qar!
\n\u00c7\u0259tin a\u011faram!<\/p>\n

***
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r, sif\u0259tim g\u00fcl\u0259r,
\n– M\u0259nim k\u0259d\u0259rimi bil\u0259n-b\u00f6l\u0259n yox.
\nLallar\u0131n dilini anas\u0131 bil\u0259r,
\nfa\u011f\u0131r o\u011flanlar\u0131n dilin bil\u0259n yox.<\/p>\n

Deyir\u0259m bir \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k.
\nVallah bu g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259m, sabah
\nbilmir\u0259m,
\nbu q\u0259d\u0259r hicrana d\u00f6z\u0259rmi \u00fcr\u0259k?
\nM\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131md\u0131,
\norda k\u00f6n\u00fcl a\u00e7an bir \u015fey tap\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n

Mart ay\u0131, g\u00f6y d\u0259niz ada\u015flar\u0131md\u0131,
\nh\u0259m isti olar\u0131q, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, soyuq,
\nfa\u011f\u0131r o\u011flanlar\u0131n dilin bil\u0259n yox.<\/p>\n

Soyuq gec\u0259l\u0259rin yalq\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
\nulduzlar \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259yim yanar,
\nm\u0259ni kim a\u011flayar, m\u0259ni kim anar?
\nDeyir\u0259m bir \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nVallah bu g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259m, sabah
\nbilmir\u0259m,
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r hicrana d\u00f6z\u0259rmi \u00fcr\u0259k?<\/p>\n

***
\nD\u0259niz, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259nin,
\ng\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 dayanaq bir az.
\nDa\u015f basaq a\u011fz\u0131na zal\u0131m h\u0259sr\u0259tin,
\nYekn\u0259s\u0259q g\u00fcnl\u0259ri unudaq bir az.<\/p>\n

Yusun dal\u011falar\u0131n q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n d\u00fcz\u00fcml\u0259,
\nqurtaraq s\u00fckutun kar olma\u011f\u0131ndan.
\nD\u0259niz, apar\u0131ram s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259,
\nQorxma k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin dar olma\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

1. Bahar<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bahar g\u0259ldi.
\nYarpaqlad\u0131 nar kollar\u0131
\nx\u0131rda-x\u0131rda.
\nSonra u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ulduzlar kimi,
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r a\u00e7d\u0131
\nbalaca budaqlarda…
\nAx, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi d\u00fcnya,
\nax, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi h\u0259yat!..<\/p>\n

2. Yay<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
\nNar\u0131n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri
\nulduzlardan g\u00f6z\u0259ldi.
\nDaha he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nunutdum pay\u0131zda oxudu\u011fum
\no q\u0259mli n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri.
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 sus, p\u00fcnhan b\u00f6c\u0259k,
\nm\u0259n susant\u0259k.
\nAx, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi d\u00fcnya,
\nax, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi h\u0259yat!..<\/p>\n

3. Pay\u0131z<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015fir\u0259dir ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa.
\nar\u0131lar\u0131n qanad\u0131 yanmasa,
\nu\u00e7arlar d\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259.
\nBudaqdan as\u0131l\u0131b
\ng\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n \u015fir\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir
\nm\u0259l\u0259s, g\u00fcl\u00f6y\u015f\u0259…
\n\u0130\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015fir\u0259si
\nv\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimiy\u0259m.
\nDilimd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir
\nsevgi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si…
\nAx, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi d\u00fcnya,
\nax, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi h\u0259yat!..
\n1983<\/strong><\/p>\n

***
\nQaranl\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259
\nqara p\u0259rd\u0259 kimi –
\nn\u0259 m\u0259nim o \u00fczd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim var,
\nn\u0259 o \u00fcz\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259n.
\nDivarlar n\u0259n\u0259min a\u011f k\u0259f\u0259ni kimi, –
\nbilmir\u0259m \u00e7itd\u0259ndi, ya bezd\u0259n.
\n\u018fn yax\u0131n n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nib
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rim dondu.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sondu?..<\/p>\n

***
\nL\u0259\u00e7\u0259ksiz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimiy\u0259m,
\nqay\u0131qs\u0131z k\u00fcr\u0259k kimiy\u0259m.
\nAr\u0131s\u0131z p\u0259t\u0259k kimiy\u0259m,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 ney olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 \u015feytan t\u00fck\u00fc yox,
\n\u0259ynimd\u0259 xortdan k\u00fcrk\u00fc yox,
\n\u00e7iynimd\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259k y\u00fck\u00fc yox,
\nh\u0259r i\u015fi giley olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

N\u0259\u011fd deyil\u0259n yax\u0131n durmur,
\nt\u0259xt deyil\u0259n yax\u0131n durmur,
\nb\u0259xt deyil\u0259n yax\u0131n durmur,
\nbilm\u0259m niy\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 ney olmu\u015fam,
\nh\u0259r i\u015fi giley olmu\u015fam
\nBilm\u0259m niy\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fam,
\nbilm\u0259m niy\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259mmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bizi kim apard\u0131<\/strong>
\nAz\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ktub<\/em><\/p>\n

Uca-uca da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nanan, atan, qarda\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nqohumundan, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan
\ndostum, s\u0259ni kim apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sakit axan \u00e7ay q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131,
\n\u00e7ay\u0131n da\u015f\u0131, \u00e7ay bal\u0131\u011f\u0131,
\nqon\u015funuzun g\u00fclyana\u011f\u0131,
\ns\u0259ni saxlaya bilm\u0259di, –
\ndostum, s\u0259ni kim apard\u0131?<\/p>\n

Aya baxd\u0131m, ay \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di,
\nsuya baxd\u0131m, su \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di.
\nS\u0259n ged\u0259n yollara baxd\u0131m,
\nyollar yaman \u00e7\u0259kdi m\u0259ni, –
\ndostum, bizi kim apard\u0131?<\/p>\n

***
\nAyl\u0131 bir gec\u0259d\u0259 oturub yalq\u0131z,
\nQ\u0259mli bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni s\u00f6yl\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259,
\nDem\u0259li, ba\u015f qoyub s\u0259nin k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259
\nX\u0131s\u0131nca a\u011flay\u0131b n\u0259 vaxtsa bir q\u0131z.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 onun 28 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130ndi 59 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu. Aprelin 25-d\u0259 is\u0259 an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. \u015eeirl\u0259rini 17-26 ya\u015flar\u0131nda yaz\u0131b tamamlad\u0131. Sonra yazmad\u0131. – Niy\u0259 yazm\u0131rsan? – Yazmaqdan z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir… M\u0259n yazanda el\u0259 bil k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 ac\u0131 d\u0259rman i\u00e7irirl\u0259r… \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir \u015fair can verir… Amma yaman yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259ni rahat buraxmayan misralar g\u0259lir i\u00e7im\u0259. \u0130\u00e7im s\u00f6zl\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":972,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/970"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=970"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/970\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":974,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/970\/revisions\/974"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/972"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=970"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=970"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=970"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}