{"id":990,"date":"2021-05-05T17:49:41","date_gmt":"2021-05-05T13:49:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/?p=990"},"modified":"2021-05-05T17:49:41","modified_gmt":"2021-05-05T13:49:41","slug":"%c9%99labbas-yolda-adam-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/%c9%99labbas-yolda-adam-hekay%c9%99\/","title":{"rendered":"\u018flabbas – Yolda adam \/ Hekay\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

O d\u00fckan qalmad\u0131 ba\u015f vurmas\u0131nlar, int\u0259has\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131ndan \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131td\u0131lar. H\u0259r yerd\u0259 d\u0259 bir-birin\u0259\u00a0 ox\u015far cavablar:<\/strong><\/p>\n

-Xalx\u0131n n\u0259r kimi o\u011fullar\u0131 gedib, ondan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, ba\u015flay\u0131b ki, bu n\u0259 c\u00fcr \u015f\u0259h\u0259rdi, bir bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 da yoxdu.<\/p>\n

-Bel\u0259 dee,-\u00e7ar-na\u00e7ar raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131rd\u0131,\u00a0 amma ordan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi ba\u015fqa ma\u011fazaya girm\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi, deyirdi,\u00a0 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yeridi, y\u00fcz d\u0259lm\u0259-de\u015fiyi var, olar ki, burda tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir \u015feyi onunla divar-divara olan\u00a0 qon\u015fu\u00a0 d\u00fckandan\u00a0 tapa bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Acl\u0131q-zad deyil ki, birc\u0259 h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259r yeri silib-s\u00fcp\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd\u00a0 h\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 ona da ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131: soyuducu dolablar bombo\u015f idi, r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 his\u0259 verilmi\u015f q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 pullu bal\u0131qdan, r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng konserv qutular\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi.\u00a0 Allah bilir, o da n\u0259 vaxtdan qalan\u0131n idi?<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 yerd\u0259 ax\u015famlad\u0131q,-ax\u0131r ki, \u0259li \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n uzun halda bazar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131nda saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qay\u0131danda deyirdi,-bal\u0131q dey\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259k,-h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ald\u0131qlar\u0131 il\u0259 oynay\u0131b, onlar\u0131 yerb\u0259yer el\u0259y\u0259n arvad\u0131 inams\u0131z halda dill\u0259ndi,-n\u0259 matah oldu bu? Ayr\u0131 vaxt k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-baca dolu olard\u0131.\u00a0 Adam\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fcrt\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-K\u00fcl\u0259kdi ona g\u00f6r\u0259. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259di \u00fc\u00e7 bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 bat\u0131b, meyitl\u0259ri d\u0259 tap\u0131lm\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r mat\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259di. Ham\u0131\u00a0\u00a0 onlardan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Can-can, anas\u0131\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir yox, \u00fc\u00e7!-qad\u0131n\u00a0 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 adamlar\u0131 vays\u0131na-vays\u0131na\u00a0 yad el\u0259yib,\u00a0 bir hovurdan m\u0259tl\u0259b \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259ldi,-indi n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yik anana?<\/p>\n

-\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l\u0259m,-ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 salan m\u00fc\u0259llim – bilm\u0259k olmurdu o, m\u00fch\u0259rriki q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131r, ya q\u0259rara g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259yal\u0131nda n\u0259yis\u0259 saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck edir – xeyli g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoydan sonra onu d\u00f6rd yol ayr\u0131c\u0131na yox, d\u0259mir yol stansiyas\u0131na\u00a0 ged\u0259n s\u0259mt\u0259\u00a0 d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi.\u00a0 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc onda q\u0131nasa da ki, g\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259ri sonraya saxlay\u0131b, birinci anas\u0131n\u0131n xahi\u015find\u0259n\u00a0 ba\u015flayayd\u0131lar, indi-indi ayd\u0131n olurdu ki,\u00a0 dem\u0259, bunun da bir faydas\u0131\u00a0 olan deyilmi\u015f. Olsa, birc\u0259 onda olard\u0131 ki, daha \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evird\u0259 qalmazd\u0131lar: niy\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 bazara ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r,\u00a0 ordan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b s\u0259naye mallar\u0131 ma\u011fazas\u0131na d\u0259ydil\u0259r, arvad\u0131 x\u0131rda-para al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f el\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r o da vaxt itirm\u0259yib,\u00a0 b\u0259rb\u0259rxanada sa\u00e7-saqqala\u00a0 maya qoydurdu. Guya, bunlar\u0131 bir az sonraya saxlamaq olmazd\u0131, ya\u00a0 u\u015faqlara d\u0259ft\u0259r-kitab, yazan-pozan, anas\u0131na dava-d\u0259rman, qon\u015fu Seyfulla ki\u015finin \u0259l f\u0259n\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015f alma\u011f\u0131?\u00a0 Bir vaxt ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Allah qoysa, pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc n\u0259di ki? Saqqaldan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131\u011fa qoyunca g\u00fcn ax\u015fam olur. \u00dcst\u0259lik onlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 birinci n\u00f6vb\u0259nin d\u0259rsl\u0259ri ba\u015fa \u00e7atandan\u00a0 sonra, t\u0259xmin\u0259n saat ikid\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Vaxt itirm\u0259sinl\u0259r dey\u0259 bir tik\u0259 t\u0259am\u0131n\u0131 da el\u0259 yolboyu, bir \u0259li s\u00fckanda\u00a0 ik\u0259n el\u0259di. Q\u0131rx kilometr d\u0259 yol. Vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sas hiss\u0259si d\u0259 el\u0259 ona getdi.<\/p>\n

-Suyu n\u0259 yaman sovulub bu d\u0259yirman\u0131n?!-Ma\u015f\u0131n top l\u00fcl\u0259si kimi g\u00f6y\u0259 tu\u015flanan dama-dama uzun \u015flaqbaumun alt\u0131 il\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 mazutlu \u015fpal d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f d\u0259mir yolunu ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra arvad\u0131 nab\u0259l\u0259d yerl\u0259r\u0259\u00a0 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirib\u00a0 soru\u015furdu. Bu sual onu x\u0259yal\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kib haralara aparmad\u0131?… Bir vaxtlar Bak\u0131ya, \u0130rana, \u0130r\u0259vana bu stansiyadan\u00a0 gedib-g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259, \u0259sg\u0259r yola sal\u0131b, qar\u015f\u0131layanlara, q\u0131z k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcb, g\u0259lin g\u0259tir\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131n\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fc bir tama\u015fa\u00a0 idi.\u00a0 N\u0259s\u0259 o ill\u0259r adamlar da ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr idil\u0259r. H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir do\u011fmal\u0131q var idi. Bu yerl\u0259rin t\u0259k otuz illik tarixi olan\u00a0 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri yox, paravoz fitind\u0259n tutmu\u015f radio qov\u015fa\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 veril\u0259n elanlar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi: y\u00fckda\u015f\u0131yanlar\u0131n\u00a0 hay-k\u00fcy\u00fc, b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 biletsiz s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259rin dava-m\u0259r\u0259k\u0259si,\u00a0 i\u00e7kili\u00a0 yol\u00e7ular\u0131n yersiz m\u00fcbahis\u0259si – \u0259n ki\u00e7icik\u00a0 s\u0259sl\u0259r v\u0259 r\u0259ngl\u0259r bel\u0259 yad\u0131nda u\u015faql\u0131q\u00a0 ill\u0259rinin a\u011f-qara \u015f\u0259kli kimi qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-\u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259sas bu v\u0259t\u0259g\u0259 verir,-gec d\u0259 olsa, ax\u0131r ki, m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lib dill\u0259ndi,-g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n qoy bura da ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259k, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 xal qalmas\u0131n. Sonra gic-gic suallarla \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 divan el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, tan\u0131m\u0131rsan m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

S\u0259rh\u0259d zola\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fundan ill\u0259rl\u0259 istifad\u0259siz qalan sirli \u00e7\u00f6l-biyaban,\u00a0 ordan\u00a0 o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259thi bir qayda olaraq g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131, gec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc r\u0259ngl\u0259 b\u0259rq vuran\u00a0 dumduru g\u00f6l sular\u0131, \u0259lini uzatsan, \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcman el\u0259diyin \u0259yri\u015f-\u00fcyr\u00fc\u015f \u00fcf\u00fcq x\u0259tti indi bir ayr\u0131 g\u00f6rk\u0259m alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: kims\u0259siz d\u00fcz\u0259ngaha ax\u015fam toran\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 h\u00fczn\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, bir-birini qovan boz-bulan\u0131q dal\u011falar\u0131n qorxunc u\u011fultusu b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259s-s\u0259miri udmu\u015f, adda-budda\u00a0 bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 komalar\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131n-uzaq i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da seyr\u0259k dumanda \u00f6l\u0259ziyib\u00a0 \u015fam k\u00f6z\u0259rtisin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015flayan qar… O c\u00fcr ki, o ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, dey\u0259rdin b\u0259s d\u0259li r\u00fczgar ala\u00e7alpo il\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131n qaralamas\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259yin\u00a0\u00a0 vird-viran\u0259 qoydugu sahild\u0259 – g\u00f6y brezent \u00f6rt\u00fck, tilov, pasl\u0131 vedr\u0259, uzunsap k\u00fcr\u0259k, bir tay \u00e7\u0259km\u0259, d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u00fc, qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q a\u011f\u0131msov tor, arxas\u0131qatda \u00e7evrilmi\u015f iri qay\u0131q v\u0259 avarlar nizams\u0131z halda \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi – onlar\u0131\u00a0\u00a0 \u0259ynind\u0259 uzun \u015finel, ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u00f6hn\u0259, qulaql\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259r papa\u011f\u0131 olan iri g\u00f6rk\u0259mli\u00a0 bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131\u00a0 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. T\u00fckl\u00fc sif\u0259tind\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 onun.<\/p>\n

-Qarda\u015f, h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Amma g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayasan. Uzaqda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn o da\u011f ki var haa, d\u00fcz o da\u011f\u0131n dal\u0131ndan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, x\u0259st\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00a0 bal\u0131q laz\u0131md\u0131, anama…<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llim qap\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yerind\u0259n onu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259c bax\u0131\u015flarla s\u00fczm\u0259kd\u0259 davam ed\u0259n sif\u0259ti iri\u00a0 \u0259t xall\u0131\u00a0 adama altdan-yuxar\u0131 baxa-baxa sanki bird\u0259nc\u0259 hiss el\u0259di ki, dey\u0259s\u0259n, ondan \u0259l\u00e7atmaz bir \u015feyin xahi\u015fini el\u0259yir, t\u0259k s\u0259sin\u0259 deyil, dediyin\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259l g\u0259zdirdi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 d\u0259rhal:<\/p>\n

-Birc\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259, lap balaca da olsa, olar. T\u0259ki \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131tmay\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131, d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, ovurdlar\u0131n\u0131 ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura a\u011f\u0131r l\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 y\u0131r\u011falanan\u00a0 g\u00f6l sular\u0131na\u00a0 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z komaya\u00a0 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ldi. Yaln\u0131z ora \u00e7ata\u00e7atda ehmal-ehmal arxaya \u00e7evrilib h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ondan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259li il\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di ki,\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259sin, getsin.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259lk\u0259, o\u011fludu batan?-arvad\u0131\u00a0 q\u0259mgin s\u0259sl\u0259 onun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 haqq qazand\u0131rd\u0131,-yaz\u0131q he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil.<\/p>\n

-El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n olmaz?-des\u0259 d\u0259,\u00a0 \u0259g\u0259r batan o\u011flu olsa, o burda neyl\u0259yir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, indi\u00a0 evind\u0259 h\u00fczrl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b, ged\u0259ni yola salmaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmal\u0131 idi. El\u0259 bil q\u0259fil a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikird\u0259n dir\u00e7\u0259l\u0259n, b\u0259lan\u0131n bu adamdan yan \u00f6td\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n sevin\u0259n kimi oldu v\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Bekara yer\u0259 vaxt itiririk,-deyib ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sulu qar\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 tam islatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n otluqda dala-qaba\u011fa verm\u0259kl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin d\u0259 olsa, geri d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bildi,-burdan bel\u0259 az\u0131 on koma var. Dem\u0259li,\u00a0 yoxdu ki,\u00a0 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259di, olsayd\u0131, g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rdi. Bu\u00a0 o dem\u0259kdi ki, dem\u0259li, he\u00e7 harda yoxdu.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 deyir v\u0259 bununla\u00a0 t\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259skinlik vermir, h\u0259m d\u0259 arvad\u0131na e\u015fitdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, sonra onu q\u0131namas\u0131n, olmayan \u015feyi hardan tapasan, yoxdan Allah da bezard\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb t\u0259n ortas\u0131 il\u0259 geri qay\u0131td\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u0131x qam\u0131\u015fl\u0131q ma\u015f\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z vahim\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc il\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 bu d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259sl c\u0259ng\u0259lliyi xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. K\u00fcl\u0259yin\u00a0 \u0259yib ikiqat el\u0259diyi, b\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n v\u0259 arxa \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rini arams\u0131z olaraq d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yib s\u0259s salan says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z\u00a0 qar\u011f\u0131lar\u00a0 dey\u0259rdin b\u0259s\u00a0 t\u00fcnd-q\u0259hv\u0259yi \u015famlar\u0131 il\u0259 onlara barmaq silk\u0259l\u0259yir. Ensiz torpaq yolla\u00a0 asfalta \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r – ordan o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259miryol stansiyas\u0131 ba\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131 – art\u0131q qar \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, \u0259traf\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 d\u00fcm a\u011f a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Z\u0259hrimara qalm\u0131\u015f ya\u011fma\u011fa vaxt tapd\u0131… Bizi yar\u0131yolda qoymasa yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131,- ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ehtiyatla, yava\u015f-yava\u015f asfalta \u00e7\u0131xaran m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u0259rs\u0259ri k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 hidd\u0259tl\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan sulu qar d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259rin\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 il\u0259 deyindi, – qan\u0131m\u0131n bu qara vaxt\u0131 g\u00f6r n\u0259 c\u00f6vlan el\u0259yir, \u015fo\u011f\u0259rib?!<\/p>\n

– Qar ya\u011f\u0131r, ayaq \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259, onun da d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n deyils\u0259n ki. S\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

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\u018fc\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7oxdan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qar\u0131n\u0131n,\u00a0 el\u0259 bug\u00fcnl\u00fck-s\u0259h\u0259rlik idi. A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 daha h\u0259b-kin\u0259 il\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ngimirdi. Uza\u011f\u0131 bir-iki saat, sonra k\u0259nd h\u0259kimini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar, bir m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t d\u0259 o verir, dava-d\u0259rman yaz\u0131b gedir, ah-uf da el\u0259 bundan sonra\u00a0 ba\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131, illah da gec\u0259l\u0259r. Bu minvalla qar\u0131 bir ara rayon x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda, bir aydan \u00e7ox da vilay\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 almal\u0131 oldu. He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259, apar\u0131n m\u0259ni burdan, dedi, n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc allad\u0131n, n\u0259 m\u0259ni,\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fc o yana olan\u0131n burda n\u0259 i\u015fi?<\/p>\n

O vaxt, yolda ik\u0259n qar\u0131 bir s\u00f6z d\u0259 demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

– Dua el\u0259yin, \u0259c\u0259lim tez g\u0259lsin, siz\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t verm\u0259yim. Yoxsa qar\u011f\u0131\u015f qab\u0131 olaram.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259-bel\u0259 qar\u0131 sa\u011f-s\u00f6k\u0259l daha bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcb, s\u0259ks\u0259ni ba\u015fa vurdu.\u00a0 Onda da bir ayr\u0131 d\u0259rd\u00a0 g\u0259lib tapd\u0131 onu; yava\u015f-yava\u015f yuxusu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi, yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n k\u0259sildi, ar\u0131qlay\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6p\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. B\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 olurdu, g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 dilin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259ymir, bo\u011faz\u0131ndan bir qurtum\u00a0 ke\u00e7mir, n\u0259f\u0259si bel\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 al\u0131b-verirdi.\u00a0 M\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qal\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, o n\u0259yin say\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcb-durur, can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131r. O is\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015fey deyirdi. Deyirdi, hay\u0131f deyil adam can\u0131sulu \u00f6l\u0259, yerl\u0259rd\u0259 qalmaya. T\u0259s\u0259lli verirdil\u0259r, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131rd\u0131lar, deyirdil\u0259r qoy d\u0259rd el\u0259m\u0259sin ki, kim\u0259s\u0259 y\u00fckd\u00fc, \u0259lind\u0259n zinhara g\u0259libl\u0259r. Harasa ged\u0259nd\u0259 bir \u015fey laz\u0131md\u0131rm\u0131, soru\u015furdular, b\u0259lk\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, \u00fcr\u0259yi n\u0259s\u0259 ist\u0259yir, desin. Bunu o\u011ful-q\u0131z da\u00a0 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 kim el\u0259m\u0259lidi? O da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulayar, \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumar, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evir\u0259rdi ki, niy\u0259 qoymurlar\u00a0 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc yerd\u0259 \u00f6ls\u00fcn, laz\u0131md\u0131 ona\u00a0 bu c\u00fcr ya\u015famaq? Cana doyub daha…<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcns\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey t\u0259rsin\u0259 oldu. G\u0259lin g\u00fcnorta\u00fcst\u00fc\u00a0 paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda qar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131qdan azca dik\u0259ldib, onu \u0259li il\u0259 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0259si quyunun dibind\u0259n g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Bir bal\u0131q alars\u0131n\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259,- dedi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin e\u015fitdiyind\u0259n kar\u0131xan kimi oldu. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00fcn hardan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131? Yad\u0131na salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 onun n\u0259s\u0259 ist\u0259diyini xat\u0131rlaya bilirmi? Ha\u00e7an olmu\u015fdu bu?<\/p>\n

-Birini niy\u0259, – dedi sevinc\u0259k,- lap \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc alar\u0131q. T\u0259ki\u00a0 ye-i\u00e7, n\u0259v\u0259nin toyunacan qalx aya\u011fa. Bizi ba\u015fs\u0131z qoyma.<\/p>\n

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D\u0259r\u0259\u015fam me\u015f\u0259si arxada qald\u0131. Orta talan\u0131\u00a0 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r, Qara yal\u0131n\u00a0 yoxu\u015fu ba\u015flananda m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xal\u0131 asta-asta olsa da, saat k\u0259fkiri kimi\u00a0 dayanmaq bilm\u0259y\u0259n\u00a0 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sil\u0259ni ikinci s\u00fcr\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259li oldu v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– \u0130\u015f\u0259 bax, – dedi, – oran\u0131 qar a\u011fz\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, buran\u0131 sel apar\u0131r. Halbuki ordan-bura c\u0259mi iyirmi kilometrdi.<\/p>\n

-Qardansa ya\u011f\u0131\u015f yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, qoy salamat ged\u0259k \u00e7\u0131xaq, yolun i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmur, sonra\u00a0\u00a0 da\u011flara da ya\u011far. H\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131\u015f ir\u0259lid\u0259di.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llim el\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259yi\u00a0 bilm\u0259k olur?-demi\u015fdi ki,\u00a0 k\u00f6hn\u0259 avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131ndan\u00a0 onlara \u0259l\u00a0 el\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, amma ma\u015f\u0131n el\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259t y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, onu saxlama\u011f\u0131, ya geri verm\u0259yi he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n, do\u011frudan,\u00a0 o b\u0259db\u0259xti qoyub gedirs\u0259n?- arvad\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259ri, m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259t v\u0259 can\u0131yananl\u0131qdan da \u00e7ox, adam s\u0131nama\u011fa ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131,-bir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onun yerin\u0259 qoy g\u00f6r, gec\u0259nin bu \u015f\u0259r vaxt\u0131 n\u0259 el\u0259rdin s\u0259n? \u0130slanma\u011f\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m, adam\u0131 el\u0259c\u0259 qurd-qu\u015f\u00a0 yey\u0259r bu d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259\u00a0 haqq qazand\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-S\u00f6z dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bu vaxt yolda adam olar? Saat ona qal\u0131r. Kim bilir, s\u0259rxo\u015fdu, narkomand\u0131, n\u0259di…<\/p>\n

-\u018fksin\u0259, dem\u0259li, s\u0259rxo\u015f deyil ki, yoldad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259n, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u00a0 olsayd\u0131, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b yatard\u0131. Qay\u0131t g\u00f6t\u00fcr onu, yaz\u0131qd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259, balalar\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k apar\u0131r?<\/p>\n

-Allah, Allah, i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dik? Arvad olasan, bel\u0259 k\u0259ll\u0259n ola?-m\u00fc\u0259llim bezara g\u0259lmi\u015f adam s\u0259sil\u0259 el\u0259 deyindi, dey\u0259rdin b\u0259s sar\u0131 simin\u0259 toxunublar, int\u0259has\u0131 n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131l el\u0259dis\u0259, m\u0131rtdana-m\u0131rtdana olsa da, s\u00fcr\u0259ti azaltd\u0131, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259dric\u0259n saxlay\u0131b, onu \u0259vv\u0259l dal\u0131-dal\u0131 verdi, g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bunu sell\u0259m\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda\u00a0 v\u0259 qaranl\u0131qda h\u0259m el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 bir al\u0259m vaxt itir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, d\u00f6n\u00fcb yar\u0131m kilometr yolu yenid\u0259n geri qay\u0131tmal\u0131 oldu, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 di\u015finin dibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 arvad\u0131n\u0131n qab\u0131r\u011fas\u0131na d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259… Ax\u0131rda da qay\u0131dasan ki:<\/p>\n

– K\u00fcl o ki\u015finin ba\u015f\u0131na ki, arvad dey\u0259n\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r. Bel\u0259sin\u0259 n\u0259 c\u00fcr ki\u015fi dey\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Savab yiy\u0259si olarsan, – arvad\u0131 onu \u00e7ox da zil\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 qoymad\u0131, – Allaha xo\u015f ged\u0259r, \u00e7ox deyinm\u0259! B\u0259lk\u0259, xeyir bundad\u0131, bu saat ir\u0259lid\u0259 xata-b\u0259la g\u00f6zl\u0259yir bizi? N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

-Professor olub ki\u015finin q\u0131z\u0131! – onlar \u0259lind\u0259 balaca\u00a0 z\u0259nbil d\u0259mir dir\u0259yin dibind\u0259\u00a0 b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb dayanan yol\u00e7unun yan\u0131na \u00e7atanda m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 deyinirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n nur ya\u011fan adam tey su idi, tir-tir titr\u0259dir, dili s\u00f6z tutmurdu.\u00a0\u00a0 Ma\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131lar\u0131n yar\u0131yoldan xud ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 az qald\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6ps\u00fcn. \u00dcz\u0259vari d\u0259 olsa bu n\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259tdi \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r, dedi.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn:<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s n\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fcd\u00fc bu b\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131? El\u0259 ver yeyim, \u00f6rt yat\u0131mla i\u015f qurtarm\u0131r ki, – dem\u0259yi ona x\u00fcsusil\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t t\u0259ri t\u00f6kd\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, hiss el\u0259di ki, ard\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r, el\u0259-bel\u0259 adamlar deyil. O bab\u0259td\u0259n bilmirdi s\u00f6z\u0259 hardan ba\u015flas\u0131n ki, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259rin he\u00e7 olmasa balaca bir qismini \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilsin. Bir azdan ayd\u0131n oldu ki, q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259ndi o, su anbar\u0131nda qarovul\u00e7u i\u015fl\u0259yir, gec\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 olmal\u0131 imi\u015f, amma t\u0259cili ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmal\u0131 olub. Z\u0259ng el\u0259yibl\u0259r ki, anas\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b, durmay\u0131b g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

– Fikir el\u0259m\u0259, eyni d\u0259rdliyik. O x\u0259st\u0259d\u0259n biri d\u0259 bizd\u0259di, – deyib s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc araya s\u00f6z qatmaqla onun fikrini yay\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, – e\u015fitm\u0259mis\u0259n, c\u0131r\u0131ldayan a\u011fac \u00e7ox ya\u015fayar. Olar ki, y\u00fcz ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da qeyd el\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Sonra tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q ba\u015fland\u0131, \u0259r\u015fd\u0259n-k\u00fcr\u015fd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, bahal\u0131qdan giley-g\u00fczar el\u0259dil\u0259r,\u00a0 o\u011fuldan-q\u0131zdan s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7d\u0131lar, n\u00f6vb\u0259 havaya, g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131na \u00e7atanda, onlar da\u00a0 rayona \u00e7atd\u0131lar. B\u00fct\u00fcn yolboyu\u00a0 n\u0259 rastlar\u0131na ma\u015f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 arxadan g\u0259lib onlar\u0131 \u00f6t\u0259n oldu. Yaln\u0131z\u00a0 \u015f\u0131rha\u015f\u0131r ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n yol v\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r…<\/p>\n

– Bir az qaranl\u0131\u011fa qald\u0131n, bel\u0259di, g\u00fcn ki batd\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z komas\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kilir, – deyib yol\u00e7u ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gedi\u015f-g\u0259li\u015fi k\u0259silmi\u015f yol q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda saxlatd\u0131rd\u0131, evinin be\u015f metrd\u0259 oldu\u011funu dedi, ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi d\u0259 \u0259lini cibin\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ninki yolda\u015fl\u0131q olmad\u0131 ki! – m\u00fc\u0259llimin m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259ti onu nec\u0259 ay\u0131ltd\u0131sa, \u0259ll\u0259rini \u0259lb\u0259\u0259l g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n t\u0259slim! Bir vaxt x\u0259cal\u0259tinizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaram. T\u0259rslikd\u0259n evd\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259m, sizin d\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 yolunuz uzaq, yoxsa bel\u0259 adamlar\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 qonaq el\u0259rdim, – dedi, onlara yax\u015f\u0131 yol arzulad\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczr ist\u0259yib becid add\u0131mlarla el\u0259 uzaqla\u015fd\u0131 ki,\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llimin arxadan e\u015fidil\u0259n s\u0259si\u00a0 onu d\u00f6ng\u0259d\u0259 ancaq haqlaya bildi:<\/p>\n

– Ay qarda\u015f, ad\u0131n da yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, z\u0259nbilin qald\u0131, z\u0259nbilin!<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda n\u0259yi il\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259yul\u0259ni xat\u0131rladan yol\u00e7u geri qanr\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– O buracan m\u0259nimki idi, burdan bel\u0259 sizindi, – dedi v\u0259\u00a0 qaranl\u0131qda\u00a0 g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi.<\/p>\n

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– H\u0259bib, bir aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259ri qoy! – m\u00fc\u0259llim paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, bu g\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259zetl\u0259ri\u00a0 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7inl\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, arvad\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f dolu s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi, bildi ki, n\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f verib: o, h\u0259l\u0259m-h\u0259l\u0259m h\u0259y\u0259canlanan deyildi ax\u0131… Qad\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n g\u0259lir, osa deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 otaqdan gedirdi. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar v\u0259 ki\u015fini q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmaqdan n\u0259 saxlad\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di:\u00a0 h\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 bir t\u0259z\u0259 bal\u0131q tutan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r simal\u0131 arvad\u0131\u00a0 onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

fevral-2018<\/strong><\/p>\n

P.S<\/strong>: Hekay\u0259 t\u00fcrk, qazax, q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z, \u00f6zb\u0259k v\u0259 rus dill\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti\u201dnd\u0259 d\u0259rc edilib\u00a0 v\u0259 2019-cu ild\u0259 \u201c\u018fli b\u0259y H\u00fcseynzad\u0259\u201d m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

O d\u00fckan qalmad\u0131 ba\u015f vurmas\u0131nlar, int\u0259has\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131ndan \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131td\u0131lar. H\u0259r yerd\u0259 d\u0259 bir-birin\u0259\u00a0 ox\u015far cavablar: -Xalx\u0131n n\u0259r kimi o\u011fullar\u0131 gedib, ondan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, ba\u015flay\u0131b ki, bu n\u0259 c\u00fcr \u015f\u0259h\u0259rdi, bir bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 da yoxdu. -Bel\u0259 dee,-\u00e7ar-na\u00e7ar raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131rd\u0131,\u00a0 amma ordan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi ba\u015fqa ma\u011fazaya girm\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi, deyirdi,\u00a0 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yeridi, y\u00fcz d\u0259lm\u0259-de\u015fiyi var, olar ki, burda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":991,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/990"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=990"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/990\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":992,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/990\/revisions\/992"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media\/991"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=990"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=990"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dilimizvarligimiz.az\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=990"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}